Alpha’s Slave Luna
Chapter 129

Otis's POV:

"Otis, we need to calm down, isn't the primary care doctor working on something, she must be able to work out what's wrong with our blood!"

I listened to my wolf's voice but I didn't calm down, I looked at the dry weed-like hair in my hands and my voice started to shiver.

"No, I don't know how long it will take for the attending doctor to work out the problem with my blood, but I feel like I can't wait that long......"

I stroked my chest, and after spitting out the blood, the pain seemed to take root there, and the cramps felt like ants were crawling inside my veins and were eating away at my body.

These sensations were getting stronger and I could feel other things starting to happen to my body.

"We have to trust the doctor, what if she can cure it?"

"But what if she can't?"

My hands kept trembling, I clutched my hair in my hands, my tears kept flowing towards the sink below the mirror, uncontrollable tears blurred the world in front of me, but my trembling hands couldn't even wipe my tears clean. "If my symptoms keep getting worse, I'm going to die for sure......"

I looked up at myself in the mirror, and I was surprised to find at this time that even my dark golden pupils were actually showing signs of fading.

"Otis, we...... we can't give up like this, we have to survive ......"

This time my wolf also seems to be unable to control her emotions, her emotions are also constantly affecting me, I used all my strength to smooth out the corners of my twitching mouth, and then squeezed my hands tightly.

"I didn't give up, but if I would have lost my life, I didn't want Conrad to watch me leave him."

Blood rose inside my eyes, and I looked at my gaunt self in the mirror and gritted my teeth so hard I almost shattered mine into pieces.

"I love him, he loves me as well, if I leave in front of him, he must not be able to accept it, I can't bear to make him so sad."

Speaking of this, I glanced at the dark night outside the mirror.

"This time the pain I must bear alone, and only me, I will leave here and go to a place where he can not find me."

This time my wolf was silent, and I compressed my eyes into a determined shape, then walked with the lightest of steps toward the door to Conrad's bedside.

He was still sleeping, his cheeks looked very peaceful, even with some smiles on the corners of his mouth, the brilliant golden hair that hung down slid down to the edge of his cheeks, he was gorgeous like the son of the sun god who was sleeping, I wanted to enter his arms, but there was no way for me to do so now.

I couldn't let him be awakened by my movements.

I let my body keep the lightest movement, came to his side and gently lay down, side of my face to look at his sleeping form.

I smelled the scent of his body, similar to the leaves, with fascination, and watched his quiet and gorgeous form as he slept.

"Conrad, I swear I will return to you with everything I have, but if I don't make it back, just think of me as gone."

I whispered, and after taking one last breath of his body, I moved slowly to sit up from the bed, then changed out of my pajamas and put on the combat clothes I was wearing before.

After finally writing a sentence on the white paper on the table, I left Conrad's villa with a barely audible movement.

"Conrad, I won't be able to go to the forest with you tomorrow ......"

I took one last look at Conrad's villa, then I held back the pain inside me and quickly walked in the direction of the Blue-moon Pack gate, the cold wind of the night was slapping my body, they were like cold knives scraping my bones.

The entire Blue-moon Pack was quiet and almost silent, with the only light being the moonlight hanging down and the streetlights next to the road.

I walked alone on my way out, squeezing up all my emotions, then using all my concentration to erase the traces I left behind, and transforming into a wolf as I stepped out of the Blue-moon Pack gate.

Time was running out on this night, I had to get to far away before dawn and then survive where I was and find a way to get back alive.

"Otis, hit the road, maybe you're right, it's the only thing we can do now."

My wolf's voice rang out in my mind as the soft moonlight spilled over my body and I quickly rushed into the forest.

The dark forest seemed like the monster of the abyss swallowed me up, and it was as if I was wandering in a dark hell, and cold was the only sense and emotion I could feel now.

The moonlight between the leaves was spilling over my body in a scattered manner, so that the light of the moon, which I usually yearn for, made me feel a little cold.

Is there really something wrong with my blood, what is wrong with the bloodline of my descendants of the Moon God, could it be that the bloodline of the Moon God also has some hidden problems?

This time I suddenly remembered when I dreamed of the Moon God, some of her words still echoed inside my mind, but I have no way to understand her meaning.

Shed the shell of a mortal? Is it to let me die in this mortal body?

The only explanation I could think of was that my body was decaying, but when my body completely decayed, I lost my life at the same time.

I had no way to think out of the box, I could only feel the alienation inside my body was still gradually strengthening.

"No, I will survive, I will ......"

The cold seemed to tear the whole night in two, and I continued to run until I heard some sound of running water in my ears.

The darkness receded inside the forest, and as I looked up at the distant sunlight, I realized that I had arrived at a place I did not recognize. Where is this place?

I stopped running, then transformed into a human and walked in the direction of the sound of running water.

It didn't matter where it was, as long as this place would keep Conrad from finding out, as long as I could keep him from suffering the pain of losing me, as long as he wouldn't see me as I was.

I walked slowly, the strange and lonely space around me, and the tears in my eyes could no longer be contained.

"Conrad....... no....... I don't want to leave your side......"

The leaves gradually opened up on either side of me and I saw a river ahead of me, along with the emotions in my heart, I covered my face and proceeded to kneel down next to the river.

"I must, I must not die, I want to live ......

I broke down and cried, the sound of the continuous flowing water covered up some of the sound of my crying, I have not been in such a difficult situation for a long time, physical pain, the insults of my enemies I can bear, but now I have no way to bear the pain of leaving Conrad.

The morning sun is gradually becoming more intense, I do not know how long I have been crying, but I can feel my tears are becoming scarce, perhaps I have dried my tears, but my pain is not reduced a trace.

"There is a river here, there are some fish inside the river, food and water I have, I just need to live here......"

Suddenly I used all my strength to keep me awake, I looked at the fish inside the water, as I began to try to observe my body, but at this time, I opened my eyes wide again.

"My skin...... no, my body, is really rotting?"

I looked at the skin on my body and my heart began to tremble.

It was no longer lubricated like milk, and some yellowish color that seemed like dead wood was crawling on my skin, and they seemed like uncontrollable locusts that were eating away at my skin.