Betrayed By Everyone, Loved By Four
Betrayed By Everyone Loved by Four Chapter 102

Oliver's P.O.V.

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I can't believe Millie was right about that server. The look on our girls face as she read that little note was priceless. Millie looked straight to Leo, shoving the check book his way. Our girl had a little bit of a fit over it. Leo and I just laughed. Although, I do understand where Millie is coming from. It didn't sit right with me either, the way that server was acting with Leo. I don't exactly like it when any of us get hit on either.

I know that I am different than the others. The others get annoyed when they get hit on. It annoys them slightly when they see the rest of us get hit on. Only Milo thinks it's funny. I, on the other hand, don't like it one bit. Getting hit on myself, is annoying, but watching girls hit on the others.. I hate it. A lot. I agree with Millie 100%, but I hide it.

I am pretty sure that I'm in love with all of them equally. Always have been. Although, it's different with Millie. I think I've loved the guys my whole life though, and I know that it goes deeper than friendship.

I spent a chunk of my life wondering if I was gay. I liked girls too though. Maybe I was bisexual. Maybe pansexual. I wasn't sure.

The four of us were always so close. Since diapers. It was hard to not love them in my opinion. We were always different with each other than any other friends we ever had. We cared more about each other. In a deeper way.

For such a long time I thought that it was normal. I never had any other friends, and I never wanted any. Milo, and Atlas were the outgoing ones. The ones that brought other friends into our friend group. They weren't the same though.

At first, it was the smaller things that I noticed. The four of us sat closer to each other than normal. We did things for each other. Tucked each other in when we had too much to drink. Slept in the same beds. Cuddled. Things that normal friends don't do for each other. At least, not when you are a male. I guess anyways.

I was about 14 when I started to question if I was in a deeper love with the four of them then I thought. I wasn't sure what to do about it, or how it was even possible to be in love with more than one person. I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I was pretty sure that Milo and Leo were not gay. They were hard ladies men.

On Atlas's 15th birthday, he got very drunk. I wasn't nearly as drunk as him, so I did the taking care of. I helped brush his teeth after he threw up. Made him drink water. Then helped him into bed.

It was that night that things... took a turn for all of us.

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"You think you're done now, or do you still have more in you?" I asked after Atlas threw up for the fifth time.

"Ughhh.." Atlas groaned.

I chuckled at him.

"Come on. Let's brush your teeth." I said.

I helped Atlas to his feet. He leaned against the counter as I readied his toothbrush. I pracitcally had to brush his teeth for him too. I couldn't help, but chuckle at him.

"You are so drunk." I said with a laugh.

"Ammm noot" He said all gumbled since I have a toothbrush in his mouth.

I laughed again.

"This was a good idea. All of us getting fucked up. But I feel like everyone else got way more drunk than me." I said.

Atlas spit out the toothpaste, and rinsed his mouth out.

"Then why not drink more?" Atlas asked.

I laughed. "I'm too busy taking care of you." I said.

Atlas grabbed my hand, and pulled me to the door.

"Let's play some drinking games then. I'll drink water, and you can keep drinking the Vodka." He said.

Atlas pulled me to his room. His parents are gone for the whole weekend. Leo and Milo are passed out in the living room. We had a few people from school over, but nothing big. A few girls that are into all of us. When we got to Atlas's room though, Leo and Milo are here waiting.

"Finally, you stop vomiting everywhere." Milo teased.

"Shush up." Atlas said.

Atals scrambled around the room until he found an empty bottle, and the fifth of Vodka. He sat down on the floor in the middle of the room, and put the empty bottle in front of him. I raised a brow at him. "Spin the bottle it is." Atlas said.

I sat down across from him as I felt the heat rise to my face.

"With the four of us?" I asked.

"Why not?" Leo asked as he sat next to me.

"I thought this was like a kissing game." Milo said as he sat on the other side of me.

Atlas shrugged. "So."

"So?" I asked.

Atlas's face turned bright red.

"What's it matter? We're already different than other people." He said without looking at us.

What is he saying exactly? Am I not the only one to notice our friendship dynamic? How long has Atlas thought that?

"What do you mean?" Milo asked.

"He means that we don't act like normal friends do." Leo said.

"I mean, we're just closer right?" Milo asked.

Is that all it is? We're just closer? Is that all I'm feeling?

"It's different." Atlas mumbled.

"Different?" Milo asked.

"Are you saying that you don't have feelings for us Milo?" Leo asked straightforward.

My eyes went wide as I looked between the two of them. Leo is patiently waiting for Milo to answer. Atlas is still avoiding looking at us. And Milo is staring at Leo like he isn't sure what to say.

Is this real? I'm not the only one that felt this way this whole time? Or, are we just drunk?

"I.." Milo trailed off.

"I feel it." I spoke up for the first time.

Everyone looked to me, even Atlas.

"I.. I just thought it was me. I thought that maybe I'm.. gay, or bi.." I said awkwardly. "I noticed that things are different between the four of us. And I like it. A lot. I.. like being around all of you as more than friends. I'm not sure what that means though." I admitted. My face is bright red now, I can feel it.

"See, Oliver feels it." Leo said looking back to Milo.

Milo looked to Atlas. "Is that what you meant? Why you want to play spin the bottle?" He asked.

Atlas nodded. "I just.. want to try it. See if maybe I am gay.. or bi.. Like Oli said." Atlas said with a bright smile.

I returned his smile.

"But.. I'm pretty sure I like girls. Not only that, but all four of us?" Milo asked.

"I think that we like poly." Leo stated.

"Poly? Who is that?" Milo asked.

"I've been noticing Oliver acting different lately." Leo said.

He has?

"I also noticed Atlas acting different. After paying enough attention, it was easy to piece together how they feel." Leo said.

It was?

"I feel the same. Sort of. I don't.. think I feel sexually attracted to any of you. I definitely like girls, but.. I don't know. It's different with all of you. I'm.. curious. So, I did some research." Leo said. "Research?" I asked.

Leo nodded. "I think that we are polyamorous. Meaning we like more than one partner. What if.. we all love each other? It would make sense. And we can find a girlfriend that feels the same." He said. Milo shook his head.

"You think.. that we are all in love with each other.. and not just that, but that we could be in a relationship. AND find a girl that is cool with that?" He asked incredulously.

"It doesn't sound too crazy." I mumbled.

"It's not." Leo stated.

"What girl in her right mind would want to be in a relationship with four guys? Or are we all supposed to have our own girlfriend, and like.. share, or something?" Milo asked.

Leo shook his head. "I don't think there are exactly rules to this. But I know that I get jealous when I see you guys with other girls. Sometimes even with friends." He said.

"I feel the same. But I do find all of you sexually attractive." I said awkwardly.

Atlas smiled at me. "Me too." He admitted.

"Are you really saying you don't feel any of this Milo?" Leo asked.

Milo looked at all of us.

"I don't know. I wouldn't say that I get jealous, but I definitely don't like it when we aren't all together, hanging out. It doesn't bother me to sleep in the same bed as you, or even to cuddle, but.. I don't know. I'm not sure I could.. kiss any of you, or..-" "What about if we shared a girl?" Leo asked. "How does that make you feel? That one cheerleader you're into. What if we invited her here, and had a little fun? All of us? How does that make you feel?" He asked.

Milo's deep blue eyes glazed over as a wide smile spread across his face.

"That sounds fun honestly." Milo said.

"So, maybe you are in love with all of us." I said.

"Only one way to fine out." Leo said.

"By... experimenting?" I asked.

Leo nodded. "I don't think the bottle will be necessary. I will tell all of you what to do."

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It was back then that we really started to figure out our sexual orientation. Leo took complete control of the situation. Milo found out that he only likes us sexually if Leo is bossing him around. And even then it was pushing it. Leo doesn't like men sexually either. For them, the four of us were just different altogether.

Atlas and I found out that we do not care about gender. Granted, both of us did want to add a girl. The thought if bringing pussy into what we did that night.. Well, it was more than intriguing.

That was what started it all for us. Leo found out just how much of a Dom he is. I finally got my answer to everything I was questioning. And all of us began taking this relationship seriously.

There was a lot of things we did wrong. It was a lot of us learning how this would work. After a few months we fell into a rhythm. Then we started to be with girls. Some of them were into having more than one guy. None of them were into all four of us. Hell, barely any of them wanted more than two of us.

Then we met Holly, and that was a huge mess. She taught us that our loyalty to each other is the only way that a relationship like this would work. And it did for us. Finally.

We met Millie. I knew from the very first time I saw her that she was ours. I'm not sure how to explain it. She was so shy, and quiet. Until you talked to her. Then she was mouthy, yet still kind.

Millie was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. The moment I looked into her light green eyes, I knew that I would do anything to make her ours. I needed to know more about her. "What are you thinking so hard about?"

I looked down at Millie. We're in her bed. It's the middle of the night. I asked Leo if I could come alone tonight. It's the anniversary of that night from three years ago. When we found out what we wanted. I've been feeling a bit emotional all day, and I knew that the perfect medicine would be Millie. Tonight, I felt like it just being the two of us.

"Just about you, and how much I love you." I told her.

Millie crawled on top of me to straddle me. I put my hands behind my head, and smiled up at her. Millie placed her palms on my chest. Then she leaned down to my ear.

"Let me show you how much I love you Oliver."

See what I mean? Perfect.