Betrayed By Everyone, Loved By Four
Betrayed By Everyone Loved by Four Chapter 58

Atlas's P.O.V.

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I thought that if I could just see Millie on Monday morning that I could make it all better. Boy, was I wrong. All of us waited for her at her locker that morning. Lila sent us a text saying that Millie refused a ride from her, and walked to school. I felt awful. Not only did we crush Millie, but we took Lila's only friend from her as well.

When Millie had arrived, she took one look at us before storming off. It was like that every day this week. We would wait for her to get to school, and she would ignore us.

In our bio class I tried the best I could to talk to her. She always shot me down. It even got to the point where I was sent to the principals office for disrubting the class.

In the last hour that we shared together, we all waited for Millie in the library. She never showed up. On the one day we all went looking for her, we found out that she had started going home instead of staying.

We even showed up at her house a few more times. Her mother never let us. Betty would just say 'sorry, but Millie was very clear that she doesn't want to see anyone'.

My heart is fucking broken. Not even when Holly did what she did, did I feel this broken. It's so hard to breathe without my babygirl. It's even harder to know that she's hurting becuase of us.

I knew the moment Leo suggested to invite that leech to the firm that it was a mistake. Oliver and I even yelled at the two of them because of it. Our entire friendship is holding on by a thread right now. We're all mad at each other, and ourselves. And we all miss Millie.

A few days after everything happened we finally got Holly to leave. The bitch is so delusional that we had to have our fathers get a restraining order against her. At least she is out of our hair for now. Milo and Leo finally blocked her number as well. Although, I feel like that won't be the last we hear from her.

I'm so angry with myself and the guys. We should have told Millie the truth the moment Holly started to message us. All of this could be avoided. We would have our girl, she would be happy. I wouldn't have to see this depressed side of her.

It's been over two weeks since the incident. Millie still refuses to talk to us. She even went so far as to ask all of our teachers to make a new seating chart. Given Millie's past, all of them agreed. Now I can't even be close to her.

I still try to talk to her every single day. Leo told us to give her space, but I just can't. I can't help myself. I need her. I miss her so much. And the way she looks...

Millie looks so sad all the time, so defeated. I heard a few girls talk about how she went right back to her old ways. Which leads me to believe that she's right back in the same slump she was in last year. The one she faught so hard to get out of. We did that to her.

My girl wore nothing but baggy clothes. She hid her face all the time. I never saw her laugh or smile. She never ate lunch, that I could see of. It broke me down more, and more every single day. I just want to see her happy again. She looks so lifeless like this. Today, I just don't have it in me to care anymore. About anything. My heart hurts so much that I can barely breathe. I haven't been sleeping, or working out like normal. My parents started to notice. But today is the first day of basketball practice. I have things to do now, things that I'm sure still won't take my mind off of Millie.

When the last bell rang I trudged my way to the lockerooms. I changed, and then headed for the gym. All practice I was out of it. Coach Miller scolded me several times, but I just couldn't get my head in the game. My thoughts are consumed by one person, a person that I'm in love with.

After pratice I headed to the lockeroom with the rest of the team. I showered, and was in the middle of getting dressed when James, and his buddy Josh came over, and sat close to me. I rolled my eyes. I f*****g hate this guy.

"So, you really finally got her to go back out with you?" Josh asked him.

"Hell yeah, of course I did. We all know how easy she is." James replied.

Must be talking about one of the cheerleaders.

"Why would you want her anyways? Millie is so... depressing." My eyes went wide, and I froze. "Like have you seen how she's been dressing lately? She's acting just how she was last year. And just when she was starting to get hot too." Josh said. "Trust me, the depressed ones are always the best. They'll do anything to please you." James responded.

I had just finished dressing when he said that. I couldn't take it anymore. I slammed my locker shut, and walked up to them. James looked up at me. I grabbed the collar of his shirt, and pulled him to his feet. Then I slammed him into the lockers behind us, hard. "Yo, what the f**k man?" James exclaimed.

"Stop talking about Millie like that." I seethed in his face.

James smirked. "You're just mad beause she came running right back to me."

"No she didn't." I stated.

I know Millie, even without us, she would never go back to this douche bag.

James laughed. "I don't know what you did to her pale, but I should be thanking you. Millie has never been so good in bed before. You guys taught her a lot of tricks huh? She even begs me for it now. It's like she has some kind of desperate need to please me. Like I'm her master, or som-"

James was cut off by my fist connecting with his face. I couldn't take it anymore. I saw nothing but red.

"You're going to pay for talking about my girl like that."

Oliver's P.O.V.

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These last couple of weeks fucking sucked. We tried everything we could to talk to Millie. She refuses though. Millie made it very clear that she wants nothing more to do with us.

If we could just talk to her, explain everything, then maybe.. Maybe Millie would understand, and we could all be happy again. I just want her to be happy.

I don't even care if I have to feel this heart broken for the rest of my life. I just want to make things better for my angel. Millie deserves to be happy.

All of us have been feeling the same, and it's been tearing our friendship apart. This is so different, yet so similar, to what Holly did. Once again, it's all her fault too.

Or maybe it really was our fault. Sure, Millie walked in at a bad time. Leo was pulling Holly off of Milo, it just looked bad. Still, we should have been honest with Millie. We should have told her right away what was going on.

We were just so happy with our new life, with Millie. At the time we thought that what we were doing was best. We thought that we could keep Millie out of all the drama that Holly always brings with her. We were so wrong.

Now, all I can do is watch Millie from afar. She's so sad all the time. My girl hides behind baggy clothes, and the curtain of her hair. I don't ever see her eat, or talk to anyone. I've even caught some of the cheerleaders saying mean things to her, and she just ignored them. Like they weren't there at all.

I could see the dark circles under my angels eyes. Even with the baggy clothes, I can see that she's thinner. Her skin is paler, and her eyes are always glassed over. It's like she's not here.

It breaks my heart even more to see her like this. I miss her smile, and her laugh. I miss her snarky comments to Leo, and the way she lights up when Atlas smiles at her. I miss Milo teasing her over how much she eats. I miss touching, and playing with her long hair in class.

Now, I'm sitting all the way in the back of our calculus class while Millie sits in the very front. She has on the same black hoodie that she wears every day. The hood is pulled up, which I thought wasn't allowed. Not that any of the teachers care. I sighed just as the bell rang. Once again, I learned nothing today. Everything has been too hard to focus on lately.

I watched as Millie scurried out of the classroom as fast as she could. She's doing anything, and everything to avoid all of us. Every day my heart breaks even more.

This is nothing like how I felt when Holly played all of us. This heart break is so much worse. I'm not sure if it's because we also hurt Millie, and that's what makes it worse. Or if we just love Millie more than we ever have anyone else. Maybe it's both. All I am really sure of, is that I hate Holly with a burning passion. While I know the guys, and me played our part, this is all Holly's fault. If she would have just left us the f**k alone.

It doesn't even make sense why she came back here. First of all, her claim on Milo is just ludicrous. Holly was the one that hurt, and broke all of our hearts, not the other way around. The stupid slut was sleeping with all four of us, and a few other guys too. Not only that, but Holly was just playing with us. She was pitting us against each other. Whispering things in all of our ears. And for what? Because she wanted Milo to herself? F*****g delucisonal bitch. "Hey, you're Oliver right?"

I paused with my locker open to look to my left.

A girl I don't recognize is standing next to me. She has short dark brown hair, dark brown eyes, and a bright smile. I swear I've never seen her before.

"Uhm, yeah?" I replied.

"Oh thank god." The girl said dramatically. "I'm Evie, I'm new here. Not sure if you've noticed me. We're in the same calculus class. I was told that you're really smart with this stuff. I was hopi-" "Not interested." I cut her off.

"Uhh.." Evie trailed off as she raised a brow at me.

"Look, I'm sure you're nice, but I'm not interested in dating." I told her as I turned back to my locker.

"Uhm, wow, that's great, because you are so not my type." Evie said. I turned my head to her. "I was told to ask you if you could help me catch up. The teacher gave me all this extra homework to do, and we have that test tomorrow. I was kinda hoping maybe you wouldn't mind helping me out." She said.

I looked her up and down.

Is this girl serious? She only needs help? Evie wouldn't be the first crazy high school girl here to try to use studying to get with me.

"Look, if it makes you feel any better, I'm into girls." Evie told me.

"Oh." I said.

"Yeah, besides, uh, not to sound like a fucking weirdo, but I've noticed that you have a crush on that one quiet blonde girl in our class." She said. "Well, I'm glad it's ovbious." I mumbled.

"Ex?" Evie asked.

"Uhm.. Well, I guess that depends on which one of us you ask." I replied.

"Tell ya what, you help me with calculus, and I'll help you win her back?" She asked.

Could this chick really help me? She seems friendly, she is a girl, and she's gay. Maybe she really can help. What more do I have to lose anyways?

I sighed. "Okay, fine."