Betrayed from Birth – Alpha’s Unvalued Daughter
Chapter 158

Blake's

POV

We waited on them to leave the pack for hours to start their date. It suddenly hit me that they were not going to leave. That was smart on their part because we were waiting for just that opportunity. I was going to kill that cocky bloodsucker, and Cheryl was going to be coming home, whether she wanted to or not. I have been patient enough, it is time for her to stop dragging her feet, and go ahead and forgive me. I eventually used binoculars and I see her out on her balcony having a great time with that predator. He had to be toying with her. She is the mother of 4 kids, she is my mate, why is he wasting his time with her? You cannot tell me that he wanted her, of all the people that he could choose from. There were a lot of gorgeous vampires that he could choose from, so he cannot tell me that he really has feelings, for a she-wolf. It is just not natural, and I will not fall for it. He has some kind of agenda here, I just need to figure out what it is.

I rubbed the side of my chest, as I am sure that he broke two of my ribs in our fight. He was actually a much better fighter than I thought he was. We were evenly matched in the fight, right up until he froze. That was my chance and I was going to take it. I have no idea why he did freeze up like that, but I was absolutely going to take advantage of it. I cannot believe that she would dare to get in my way like that. I was caught off guard as she had been weak and had not been able to phase into her wolf for a while now. That was the second part of it. My wolf, Kona, was very angry about Akayla defending that monster. He has been depressed ever since the fight. He told me that they were both done with us, but I just couldn't believe that. I have pissed her off hundreds of times. She would get mad, but then she would get over it. This should be the same freaking way

She had always been like that, she got angry, then just eventually let it go. She wanted our home life to be happy, and seamless. It made her happy to get it done It's just this time, she was really holding onto her anger. She really needed to just accept the fact that it was over and done with now, she just needed to move on from it. I just knew that she wanted her children, so I made sure to bring our youngest children with me. It always made her happy to see them come to visit. I know that she misses them terribly. I kept bringing them because Robert missed Kevin, a lot, and he wanted to come to visit them. Plus seeing the kids keep them fresh in her mind, and keep her missing them, which helps me. I don't have too many options for getting her back. It is basically She has to know that to get them back in her life, then she will have to return to me. There was no f*g way that I was going to let her have either of them, it was either come back to me or kiss them both goodbye. I didn't have any other way to try to force her to accept coming back home to me, she is still pissed off at me, so I have to depend on the kids. I keep trying to get some clothes, or something special for Kevin too, but he always tells me that he is fine, and doesn't need anything from me.

I watched her sitting there with her back to me talking to that piece of s**t, and she was having fun. She was talking, and laughing. I could hear her sometimes when she was laughing hard. We were less than a mile away from her, so I couldn't hear what they were saying. But I could tell that she was having the time of her life, without me. How dare she? I was busy watching her when I got a text from our son, Kevin. I got excited about the fact that he actually voluntarily sent me a text. He hasn't spoken to me for a long time. I was hoping that he was reaching out to me to tell me how disappointed he was in his mother for going on a date with a vampire, but that was not it.

"Mom is on a date. I am happy for her. I have not seen her this happy and excited, in my life. You get what you give, and you have given her nothing but pain. I know you will be getting some yourself soon" his text read. I got a second text and it is a picture of her and Kevin together. She looks more beautiful than I have ever seen her, except she is wearing that a*****e's shirt. She got her hair cut, and it looks different, but she looks happy and sexy. My heart clenches in pain and I have to close my eyes, I refuse to lose her. When I opened them back up again I looked at the picture again, this time focusing on her. She is smiling happily into the camera, and my throat is suddenly dry.

What in the hell is she wearing on her date? She is not even half dressed, where did she even get the dress from? Why is she trying to impress this vampire? He is nothing to our kind, he does not deserve her, but he looks happy to be with her. He cannot be wanting her for a girlfriend. Why would he? He has to just be thinking that she is attractive, and probably thinking that she would be someone who would be good with wanting to get back at me. She would be someone that would be willing to sleep with him, and he can get a taste of a she-wolf. Then he will move on. I just can't see them together, in an actual relationship. She is relaxed and natural with him. I can see that she feels comfortable with him, how is that possible? Does she not know that you cannot trust a vampire? A million thoughts and questions flew through my mind as I watched them together. Even after it got dark they still spoke together, I saw her shiver, and I was glad. The date is over, he can go back to his room now. But he just put his jacket on her and then took her hand. I could not contain my growl of anger at how this vampire just kept taking liberties.

This is not good, he seems serious about whatever it is he is saying. I cannot watch any more of this crap. So, I started calling her phone, but she never answers. Why is she ignoring me? I need to warn her about getting into anything with a vampire. They are always up to no good, and anyone can tell her that they really cannot be trusted. I cannot control my temper now and I was thankful that they finally went inside. I kept texting her and blowing up her phone. I got another text from an unknown number and I see it is another picture of my mate, and from the angle that the picture was taken from, she looked stunning. Just like a model, she was bent at the waist, with her long slim legs exposed. She was leaning on her arms on a dresser, looking into the mirror. The look on her face was stunning like she was caught in the middle of a daydream, and whatever it was, had her happy. The dress, the shoes, just everything about her made my heart clench in pain. I let Graham take her away from me. I allowed it to happen, and I couldn't see what I had right in front of me to treasure. I looked at her reflection in the mirror and she is so much more than beautiful to me. She was important to me, she is my chosen Luna, and the mother of my children. What have I done? I pushed her so far, that I lost her. She is so much more than all of the women I cheated on her with, and now she is up there on a date, that I can't stop no matter what I do.

I glanced up at her balcony and she is no longer there. I tried her cell over and over, but she didn't answer. I tried to text Kevin back, with no response. Everyone is ignoring me, and that pisses me off. How dare they ignore me? I felt a little uncomfortable like something was off, but I couldn't put my finger on what it was. I figure out why she is ignoring me soon, as we were sitting out here with all the windows on the SUV down. I heard my mate crying out in pleasure, quite loudly, and it was not my name on her lips. My fury over this was quick, and I started blowing up her phone again. Her ignoring me is unacceptable, and the fact that the warriors with me also heard her, was even harder for me to bear this embarrassment.

When she cried out her pleasure again a short time later, I went still, what in the hell is going on here? I didn't really feel any pain, it was just a little uncomfortable, not like what she had described to me. So what was the big deal? I basically felt nothing at all with this, except a slap in the face that she would dare try to cheat on me. I texted the unknown number back and told them that they needed to get Cheryl to the gate, or I was going to reign hell down on them. I didn't know who I was talking to, but clearly, it was someone in the Black Adder pack, or they wouldn't have pictures of my mate in their phone to be able to send me. I had a response a minute later, they were on their way. I had to wait 5 minutes before I saw them pull up. I watched as my mate got off his lap, and I cannot believe the nerve that they have to rub this in my face.

"Right, like all the girlfriends you had rotating in and out of our family dinner, was not embarrassing at all" Kona linked me.

"That is long over, it is not up for discussion right now. This is about Cheryl" I linked back to him.

"If what you did a year ago is off limits then how did you have the right to torment her for over 6 years? You didn't have a limit on your being hurt, she shouldn't either" Kona linked back. Goddess I wish he would shut the hell up, and I forced him back into my mind. This isn't about me, it is about her, and this is unacceptable. I am allowing all the hurt and anger I feel out, and letting my fury surround me. I am the one being wronged here, and despite what I did, that was taken out of my control by Graham and those women. She should forgive me for that. I am her mate, and no one loves their mate more than me. Seeing that a*****e walking with her, holding her hand as if she was his as they walk toward me, really pisses me off. He is not giving me the respect that I deserve at all. I am her mate, whether he likes it or not.

The conversation at the gate does not go the way I thought it would. I thought she would realize the mistake that she is about to make and want to rectify it because she is about to willingly cheat on me. She didn't refute it, and that piece of s**t with her, touching her, holding her, right in front of me. He is comforting her, and she only needs me to do that, not him. He is pushing me deliberately, and I am so angry that I am almost shaking right now. I begged her to reconsider, I got down on my knees to show her that I would do that, only for her. She slapped me in the face showing me that she didn't give a damn. I only have one other card to play with her, since using the threat of losing the children didn't work. I hated to have to do it, as this is only 50/50 with working out. I threatened the pack, it was the only thing that I can control, and she had been banished from here. They should not step up and try to protect her. They need to cut her, and Kevin, loose and save their pack. I will take both of them back home. I will show them both how much I love them, and that everything will be different from now on.

I never thought that Brandon would defend her and Kevin. That he was willing to go to war to keep them from me. It is blowing my mind, and I refuse to believe it is true. Kevin is my son, he cannot keep him from me. I know what Cheryl and Silas did here, over the years I knew everything that they did. She and Reagan attempted to drug Brandon. How has her slate been wiped clean? The fact that they would be so nonchalant about it, is the amazing part of it. Like I was no threat at all to them. I suddenly remember just how prepared they were at Blood Tracker last year. Able to show up quickly and with everything that they needed to help Aaron's pack defeat the rogue vampires. That couldn't have been done spur of the moment, and I should have listened to Cheryl when she warned me to calm down. I am helpless to stop this, and even though I know that I deserved the pain that was coming, I refuse to let her go. She is mine. Maybe after this night, she will realize that I am her mate, and we will be even with each of us having cheated. Maybe this will have her feel vindicated for what I did to her, and we can finally move past this.

I will be benevolent and we will forgive each other, and then we can move on back to where we were as a loving couple. But in my heart, I knew that this was going to be bad. He is as good as told me that he wants her, like to keep her forever. That he is going to mark her, and I swear that will only be over my dead body. I will never allow her to leave me forever. This whole exercise in patience was solely for her benefit. To show her that I can wait for her. To show her that I never intended to cheat on her and that I won't do it again. To show her that I have changed and that I realize that I had listened to the wrong person.

I see the light come on in her room again. In my heart, I think that I should leave, but I refuse to do it. If she wants to cheat it will be with the full knowledge that I am out here, and she already knows that I can see her. I told her that, so she can remember that she is a Luna. A reminder that she is not just some regular woman who can do what she wants. She is MY Luna, and she needs to remember that. I was hoping that she would take the hint, and tell this vampire that the date was over. My men were getting nervous because everyone here heard our conversation. I can see the fear on their faces, as they know that I could shift, or attack Black Adder in my anger.

One of the men asked me if we could go back home. They knew we have a way to go to get there, and it was a polite hint, but I am not going anywhere. I warned my mate. She shouldn't willingly do this. No matter what she said, she has never done anything to bring shame and embarrassment to me. She has always held herself to a higher standard, and my being the only one that had been with her, was something that I had prided myself on, with her. That she loved me, she wanted me, she waiting for me. But she had never cheated on me, and now that it was straightened out, I honestly didn't think she would go through with it.

My men won't look at me, and I know something is going on with the tense emotions in the SUV. I had to look and I see my mate, leaning back on the table straddling this jerk. How could she allow him to do this to her? In full view of us, and anyone walking by could see them? I honestly thought that he, and she, had been joking about it when they said it. Clearly, they weren't, and I have never seen her so responsive. At least he is keeping her covered. At least there is that, although anyone seeing them on that balcony would know exactly what they were doing.

I felt the weird feeling again and I can tell that he is working her up again, and sure enough, she is even louder this time with her om. That is three times, in one night, and she has never done that with me before. I feel embarrassed about that too, but I had always been taught that as long as they did om, that was all that was needed to keep your girlfriend, or mate, satisfied. I have to look and I am sorry I did. It looked like she was riding him, and I yanked my binoculars up to get a better view. I cannot believe that she would dare to do that in public. This is not something that she would do. She is like a wanton woman right now, and I have never seen this side of her ever before. I am relieved to see him stand, and his pants were not undone, so that was good, but he was taking her into her apartment now, and that was not good. I was braced for the pain, but it just started off gradually to me. It was manageable, and I was not worried about what was going on. But the pain got worse and worse. Then my head and my heart started to hurt. I knew the moment he entered her. I doubled over in pain, and it took my breath away from me. I felt like I took a gut blow from a 2×4. I was sick with the knowledge that this is what she felt for who knows how many times, as I messed around with those women. I know that this is the Goddess' punishment for me for mocking her, and acting like she was so weak, and that was why she couldn't take it. I was wrong, so wrong, and I have never been so disappointed in myself before. I can't sit up from the pain I am in. I was an imbecile for telling her that I had been too strong to not be able to bear the pain of her infidelity. She had always asked me if she cheated how come I didn't know when it had allegedly occurred? I know why she asked now.

I have been injured before, in sparring, in battle with rogues long ago, but never in my life did I feel such pain as I do right now. It seemed to go on forever. What in the hell is going on up there. I hear her, over and over again, and I was covered in sweat when he finally got his release. I know it was only once, but I am ready to concede now. I don't need this type of thing popping up at random times to cause me pain and take me down into the fetal position to try to get a tiny bit of relief. It wasn't going to work, plus after hearing the show, I can tell that she is more into him than she was with me. Which is another slap in the face. I hate that he has her so captivated, from inception. I know she never cheated because I would have remembered this level of pain. My heart is still hurting as I know for sure that I have completely lost her. I never wanted to give her up, I just wanted her to apologize for her actions. I know now just how ignorant I was. No wonder the ones who had felt it before had all asked me the question, "Did you feel it" to me when they heard about what I thought she had done.

They knew the answer to my stupid reply about the fact that I was too strong for it to affect me. I was hurting badly enough for me to want to accept the rejection now but was too ashamed to get her back down to the gate. They all warned me, and I was cocky in my belief that Cheryl was whining about the pain because she was weak. I told my men that I was ready to go home. It was silent all the way back. I had enough time on the ride home to slightly recover so that I was able to walk up to my room alone. That would have been so humiliating if I had to get help. I do not want to appear weak in front of my men. I knew I already had, but some of them seemed to know the pain I was in and felt bad for me. Once you experience it, I guess you get to join a special group. One that no one ever wanted to be a part of.

I had finally passed out to get some sleep and an hour later I was woken up by the pain again. It was 1 in the morning, haven't they had enough? Goddess I needed to get some sleep. I was glad that this time was not quite as long as the last, but I was hurting so bad it was work for me to be able to even breathe. I got up when I could, and got some pain medicine, I was asleep for about 3 hours when I got woken up again, and this time I was ready to kill them both. I will go there today, and I will accept her rejection. I see that she wants to be with him, but I swear to the Goddess that this is not over. I will get her back because I am going to show up there and attack them. I will bring her back here, and I will kill her little bloodsucking boyfriend. I will not allow the disrespect that they have shown me to pass. I will kill all that I can while we are there. Even if they are prepared, they will not see this coming. I will kill anyone who dares to try to stop me. I will take back what is mine, my mate, and my son, and I will kill anyone who gets in my way of doing just that.