Betrayed from Birth – Alpha’s Unvalued Daughter
Betrayed from Birth – Alpha’s Unvalued Daughter Chapter 69

Brandon's

POV

I have been so excited for today. Justin's room was finally ready, and we would not be all sharing a bed together anymore. I felt kind of bad for him, as I got the first night alone with Raven. I knew how much he loved her. Sometimes I watch him as he is with her all day, I am jealous as he gets to do that when a lot of the time I am busy with my work. But I learned the third week that we were back that he provides an invaluable service. I know that Raven is safe, he would die defending her, and that allows me to be able to wholly focus on my work. It helps me to get it done a lot quicker than I would have if I had to worry for Raven's safety. I have been waiting for this day to come and making plans for it to be special for her. I have missed it being just us together, and the night is finally here.

Do not get me wrong, I am very thankful for Justin. If not for him, my stupid act of jealousy and rage would have cost me my beautiful Raven, and my unborn pup. That fact is not lost on me, as far as I am concerned, I could never repay Justin for that. He and the Goddess saved her, and so I will tough through this situation, even if it isn't one that I would have chosen for us. I know that he is truthfully happy for me and Raven with our pup. I hope that I can be the same way, and truly happy for them when it is their turn. I could feel his excitement earlier today when he was holding Raven's stomach to feel the baby kick. That was a first, and I had been a little jealous of not being there for the first kick. But they both told me that the hardest kick was after I arrived. They were both under the impression that the baby knew that I was there. I couldn't help the pride I felt in my strong son showing us that he was happy, and growing. That made it an even better day. T

I have been planning for this night for the last 2 weeks. I wanted her to be happy and relaxed, content with it just being us there together. We have all been sharing the bed for the last month, and although it was easier now than when we started, it is not the best situation for two possessive males. It made it hard for us to learn what to do to make this whole thing work out for us. It was probably best that Raven was angry with both of us. I think if we had been having s*x in the mix, one or both of us, would have been hurt, physically hurt by the other male. I can tell that she is happier with us both. Her kisses have gone from our cheeks to our lips. That is a great sign, and I have high hopes that in the next week or so, she might have totally forgiven us. She doesn't have to punish me anymore, the guilt I felt over not helping her up after she fell, and immediately taking her to the pack doctor stays with me daily. I caused that, I allowed my anger to override my love for her. In doing that, I almost took the most precious things in my life away with my own actions.

I don't think that I will ever forgive myself for it. I knew I had shrugged her off of me because her touch calmed me, and I didn't want to be calm. I didn't want her to touch me and take my anger away, especially after she had touched that jerk. It didn't occur to me that I didn't smell him on her, and I didn't feel the pain. I didn't know about the betrayal pains, not until Raven showed us both what she and Emerald had been dealing with. My jealousy over it being that a*****e Justin who had touched her, was the reason for the majority of my anger. Seeing him with so much love in his eyes as he looked at Raven in that video, hurt me, to my core. I will always feel guilty over my actions towards Raven though. I should have stopped to think clearly before I acted, and I didn't. I couldn't stop the rage that was coursing through me. I didn't stop to think about what I was doing at the time. I know that when my baby boy gets here that the pain of it will be even worse. Just being able to see him will make the thought of how close I came to losing him, and it being totally my fault. I got everything done with the lead Omega, Helen. She was just as happy to help get this done for us. She told me tonight that she has never seen me happier, and I realized that she is right. I have never been happier in my life. There had always been something holding me back before. Liza and her actions were always in the back of my mind, but they are gone now. I believe that was a gift from the Goddess as well. I just know with complete positivity in my heart that Raven will never hurt me like that. She can be fully trusted, and that allowed me to be fully committed to our bond. Raven had been right, I had been thinking to keep the "fan club" around in case Raven broke my heart too. I was wrong about doing that and glad that she told me how it made her feel. I know that if someone touched her like that, they would have lost the hand they touched her with or their life.

I ran upstairs to our room to get my shower, and Raven was just drying off. I cannot stop myself from watching her as the shower heats up and dream of the day that we can shower together again. She is absolutely beautiful, and her baby bump which is proof of our love, just makes her even more gorgeous to me. Thankfully, she exits the bathroom to go get dressed, so I can take care of the little matter that had sprung up while looking at her. I know that until she forgives me, I can only just wait patiently. It has only been a month, but thinking of what I said to her in the heat of my rage, still makes me sick. I still cannot believe what I said to her, and my being furious at the time doesn't excuse it. I know this, and so I wait, patiently, for her to give me a sign that I am fully forgiven. I have been praying for it, and I hope that sometime in the next month, we will get there.

I come into the bedroom and see the food is there. I am surprised that she is in a robe, but she might have a chill and I go into care mode for her. Whatever she needs, I will get it for her. She enjoyed the food, very much, and I am glad that her appetite is back. She lost it for a little while, and I know that she is still stressed in knowing that her former "father", and her sister are part of who we will have to fight. I don't think any of us thought that they would be able to get away, and then actually disappear. We have increased the bounty on them, but still no information on them at all. We get set up on the bed and I sit at the end of the bed to rub her feet. Justin had been the brilliant person to ask her doctor what we can do to help her during the pregnancy. That was super smart, and I have to say that being caring comes more naturally to him. That really doesn't make me happy, but he is glad to share his information with me, so it is a win for us both. We set Raven up on an ottoman in the room and I rubbed her back and he rubbed her feet one night. Raven really enjoyed it, and we made a mental note not to do that again, as we only have one shower, as we both had an issue come up with the moaning that she made with her massage.

I put some soft socks on her with the rubber things on the bottom so she won't slip. I could not bear to see her fall again. I can still close my eyes and see her fall on the front steps over and over again, and it breaks my heart every time. I got to wash my hands of the lotion and when I come back to get in bed I see that Raven had allowed the robe to open some. I don't know if it is accidental, or deliberate, but any view of her I can get is a good one for me. I settle on my side of the bed, and she comes in a little closer to me, this time with the robe exposing her long legs to me, and some of her hip, and I see that she didn't put her pajama's on. Hope springs into my heart, and other places. I am fighting to try to keep my cool, and not make it obvious that I am struggling until she gives me a clear signal.

Raven gives me a bright smile and said, "Are you tired, or are you OK with us being together again tonight?"

She did not have to ask me twice. I leaned over to give her a passionate kiss on her lips. I thank the Goddess that my sweet Raven has forgiven me for my actions. I want to touch her all over, and just don't know where to start, so I keep kissing her and then run my hand up her leg to her thigh. I realize that the door is unlocked and ran over to lock it. I do not want to take a chance of anyone interrupting us tonight. I finally can be with my Raven again, and I cannot be any happier than I am right now. Raven stood up while I was locking the door, and she took her robe off, letting me see her in all her glory. I quickly get rid of my shorts, and we both get back onto the bed. I am so hard right now, I am glad I helped myself out earlier in the shower, but I am worried about how long I can hold out here.

Raven gives me another smile and I am amazed at the love that I have in my heart for this woman. She is perfection and I give her another kiss before I start to lick her n****e which is practically begging for attention. I rub the other n****e between my finger and thumb rolling it, and then giving it a little pressure as I work it. I trade them out and I slowly start to slide my hand down her, gliding down her waist and over her hip before checking her and she is so wet for me. Thank you, Goddess, that she is already ready for me. I kissed Raven again, so thankful for her, and I get set up between her legs. I nip the mark I gave her, and her low moan excites me even more. I slide right up to her lower lips, using my c**k to rub up and down on her, hitting her clit, and making her moan again. "Please, Brandon, I am ready," Raven said in a breathy voice, and I cannot wait a moment longer. We both needed this, and I slowly slide into my mate. I cannot hold back my groan of pleasure either as she tightly grabs a hold of me, I am glad to be in her delicious heat. I just stay still for a minute as I try to control both my emotions and my vigor. I knew I was not supposed to have a vigorous time with her while she is pregnant, so I am trying to stay as calm as I can. Not going to lie, it is hard. I start to thrust slowly, but can't stay at a slow pace. I won't be aggressive, but she likes it hard, and I have to say that I won't be able to say no to her on this. I needed this, and I know that she did too. As I got closer, I knew that she needed to go over and I braced one arm to use my hand to rub her c**t, which drove her over the edge quickly.

Her c****x grabbed me and she tugged even harder on me and I knew that she was still sensitive after her c****x, so I kept the pressure on it. I am going to c*m soon, and I need her to finish with me. I just kept up the pace I had settled on. I can feel her legs shaking against me as she goes to go over again and I braced myself with both arms and leaned down to kiss her as I caught her scream of pleasure in my mouth. Oh, how I have missed this, missed her. Our being whole again if this is a dream, I never want to wake up from it. I ease off of her and go to get her a rag to clean her up. If she wasn't already pregnant with my pup, that would have done it, I think proudly. I cannot wait for us to have a house full of pups. I have recently even gotten better about thinking about her having pups with Justin. I know that it will be happening, the same as I know that she will carry another pup for me again one day. Our pups won't just be mine and hers, and it hurts less thinking about it now. I think seeing how caring Justin is towards the pup that she is carrying now, it helps a great deal that he does care so much about the baby. In time, I will be there too for his pups.

I am sure he is the more thankful of the two of us. He had officially lost her and if the Goddess hadn't intervened, then she would have been taken from him forever. I know he loves her too, and I hope that he didn't feel the pain that Raven had shown us a month ago in this. If he had, then I am not looking forward to my turn. I know that if she has forgiven me, she has probably forgiven him too. As much as I want to just keep her to myself, I know that she is his mate too, and he wants to complete the mating to make their bond even stronger than it is now. Plus, after they have completed it, we will all be stronger with the blessings from the Goddess. I gently clean Raven up and took the rag back to our bathroom. I cannot wait to hold her in my arms again.

I got comfortable and pulled her into me, her body snuggling tightly into mine. She is perfect lying against me, her curves pressing into the hard planes of my body. She was made expressly for me, and it shows as I run my hand down her body. The shiver of excitement she gives helps me to get my second wind, and I start to pull on her n****e as she gives another shiver. I cannot stop my smile as I sit up and have her lie on her back. The first time was for me, I needed to sink into her so badly, that was all I could think about. This time I will make it even better for her, and I lazily start tugging a n****e into my mouth. She keeps making those cute little moans and shivering at my touch, and I plan on making this time last a lot longer for her, now that I am calmer. It had been a while, and I couldn't help it.

Every sigh and moan, was absolute music to my ears as I played her body like an instrument for the next 30 minutes. I settled between her legs and didn't let up until she screamed my name a second time. I laid back down on the bed and pulled her up over me. I stared into her eyes as I lined myself up and she slowly lowered herself onto me, achingly on my part. It hurt so good for her to do that, and when she started the rise and fall above me, it was my moans that now filled the room. My pleasure giving her the encouragement to start a more aggressive pace, and tipping forward for her to feel my d**k run along her c**t as she controls our pleasure this time. I reached up and caressed her breasts in my hands and occasionally giving her n*****s a squeeze to get a gasp out of her. I start rubbing her clit with my thumb as I am getting close and her bouncing on me has my eyes rolled back in pleasure. We both called out in pleasure and when Raven dropped forward on me, she bit her mark, making me c*m even harder. We head into the bathroom together to take a shower. It was a pleasure for me to wash her thoroughly before I started washing as she got out to dry off. I watched her through the glass door, and she is glowing with happiness. I feel proud that I can make my mate feel my love for her. She is my everything and I just cannot help but be even happier at that feeling that she gives me. She is my calm when I am angry. I will thank the Goddess over and over again for the gift that she has given us. For her sending the unexpected hero, Justin, there to find and get Raven rescued in time. So no matter how much I truly do not like having to share my mate with him, I will do it, and with a happy heart. Because the alternative of it would be me losing both Raven and our pup. I would have been inconsolable over it, and potentially have taken my own life, once I found out that my actions had caused the whole thing.

I can live with this, and be happy about it, as knowing that there is more at stake for us, as werewolves, and the even bigger picture of the other supernatural's who they want to destroy is worth this upcoming fight. I may not really know the other species very well, but for some of our own kind to want to kill them to rule over everyone, I just cannot support it. I know men like this, they will not stop until everything, and everyone is under their control. They will not stop until they get what they want, and we are the only ones who are able to step up to stop them.