Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 39

Hey Andrea, I thought that maybe we could watch some horror today, you know, spice it up a little, what do you say?

"I just frowned the slightest, James was looking happy when I made an embarrassing smile, it was Friday and living with James wasn't as bad as I had believed it to be, he was nice, didn't ask to many questions and just was there, it was good. "James, oh I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you, I got a date tonight." I was looking apologetic at his surprised face that was giving me a blank for a few short seconds like he didn't know what to say about that before shaking his head, like it was fine, he was fine. "Alright, that's nice... well I guess it just going to be me and the screams of young girls tonight then.." he made a small snicker when I laughed back, I guess so.

"Yeah.."m really sorry I should have told you, I just got so lost in... everything..." I smiled when he just smiled back, now he wanted to ask questions but didn't, thank God for that.

"Its fine, Andrea. it's not like we are a couple just because we eat food together and watch movies, then I would have been dating every girl in the store that's been through the g****| harassment movies with cupcakes." He smirked when I just beamed at him, he was so funny.

Really, he was. so much funnier than Jonah, why couldn't I just love someone like James instead? That was my age and was funny, calm and didn't leave me when he was done f*****g me.

"Hey, like those cupcakes, and I never get any because Im the last one to come in, since I'm in the back" I smiled even more when he just nodded, arms crossed and laughed too, I can't believe I used to hate being around him, he was a great guy when he wasn't in boss mode.

"I save you some next time, its Doris. like we all can't see when she swipes them." He made a funny face and I laughed again, leaning forward, I hope that I was having this much fun later with Austin, I really did.

"I'm holding you to that.." I got up when he stopped smiling, letting it fade out when I just walked into the bedroom, I was leasing from him, yapp still awkward as hell.

I was having on a dress that was too expensive for me to buy, so I just made sure to hide the tag and was going to return it tomorrow, I mean, I was just having dinner with a man, I could do this, right?

I looked at myself, my hair was in a page, since I spent my money actually going to the beauty salon and leeched of James making me feel worse for not paying for his food, I was going to do that, I swore on it.

My makeup was darker, I didn't want to look like Kayla or when I was looking like a kindergarten teacher, I wanted to be the version of me that was going to blow his mind with

how f*****g sexy Iwas.

The dress was midnight blue and sleeveless, with deep cleavage that told that I was here to make sure that he didn't drop his eyes from me one second, and the skirt stopping at my thighs. so, I looked sluttier than I used to, but f**k it felt great.

The shoes were the same, my black one I had one when Jonah helped me home... I was already weighing my feet when I got taller by the stilettos and just smiled at myself trying. I was going to have fun and find out where the hell Kayla was. Yeah, this would be great.

I took my purse, clutching it hard when I walked out, maybe I should have brought a sweater, but I didn't want one when I saw James looked at me when I just stood before him and I swear that he couldn't even find his words, all blood rushing down to his d**k and made a small, satisfied smile, so I did look like someone that guys wanted to f**k.

"James... I'm sorry, just pretend you never saw me like this.

I know that it's totally not appropriate...." I wasn't mad, 1 mean come on, he was a guy, that lived alone, I would be turned on too if a hot guy was standing half naked in my kitchen.

I blinked seeing Jonah in my head, half naked in my kitchen, bare chested and hungry, f**k.

My chest felt tighter, and I didn't want to feel like that, the cold unforgiving sadness that didn't let me breathe, not right now.

"Nope, no I can't unsee this, sorry, you have to live with the fact that I know your secret Andrea, that you are absolutely gorgeous..." he made a big smile making me blush, I did look good, didn't 1?

"Thank you, lets just hope my date think that too... I smirked when he rolled his eyes like he would, I really hoped that, would make it a lot easier for me to get some answers and have a good time, I guess.

"If he doesn't, I'm sure that counts as a crime in at least 48 states." He smirked more when I laughed at him, oh he was such a sales guy!

"Thank you, James, ... have a good evening, screaming girls and all that..." I winked at him when he got flustered and I giggled walking out from his house, yes, he owned a house, not some crappy apartment like I did, he was going to make some girl very happy someday, I just knew it.

I walked slow in my stilettos, I didn't use them that much, but I felt off, like I couldn't walk in them anymore when I finally arrived at the point where I told Austin to pick me up.

I didn't want him to have the address to James's place, if he was dangerous like that bastard that didn't love me said, then the less he was involved in this, the better.

A big black car came up alongside me and I looked surprised when the driver just walked around and opened the door for me, seeing an empty seat, no Austin.

"Mr. Evans will meet you at the restaurant miss." I just looked at the serious driver, he looked dangerous too when I just nodded and got inside

It was colder in here; it was nice I guess when the heat outside was just a pain in the neck at days at least, nighttime was easier when I just leaned back and watched the city come ahead from the small suburbia I was staying at with James, God it was like two different worlds, being with James and then going to a fancy restaurant in the city with Austin.

I waited until the driver let me out and helped me with his hand, he didn't say a word when I started to walk up to the line and the hostess looked at me like I was crazy when she just walked up and steered me like the lost fool I was into the restaurant with a big smile that sure was going to hurt to have at the end of this evening.

He was sitting at the end of the floor, sealed off making me raise my eyebrows, he really was a hotshot, wasn't he? It was amazing that someone like him even would set his foot inside of my apartment complex... No... it wasn't mine anymore, remember? we don't live there anymore, snap out of it Andrea!

I looked up and smiled when I saw Austin turning around, he looked pleased to see me, his eyes fixed on my boobs for a few seconds and smiled like he was satisfied, oh thank God

He got up when I got closer and I smiled even more, he looked so handsome, thick dark hair and brows, an angular jaw and hard eyes that was looking me right in the eyes when he took my hand and kissed it like a gentleman, I made a small giggle not being able to help it, he was so charming.

"Andrea, look at you, I bet even the goddess Aphrodite is jealous of you, the most beautiful woman in this town by far!" he made a deep chuckle when I blushed even more, him still standing there with my hand in his and I was just dazed, wait what was I going to do again, answer him? Oh right.

"That's so sweet of you to say Austin, thank you.." I just made a smile back, still being the slightly shocked by the oncoming wave of compliments he said to me when he helped me down and pushed my chair in, like a real gentleman.

"Yes.... Well, I ordered some wine already, I hope you don't mind?" he smiled at me, and I just shook my head, no I didn't mind, I didn't know s**t about wine.

"I am sorry for not coming along and picking you up, something came along, and I had to handle it, I do hope you forgive me." He smiled even more when I just nodded, oh s**t what the hell was I doing, I wasn't supposed to not being able to speak all the sudden, I was here for answers, and a good time

"Its fine, I get it, you have business you need to care for..." I just smiled when he got a glint of something I didn't catch before it was gone and he looked like the charming man again making me forget what I was worried for all this time, he was amazing, the whole ******g package.

I ordered steak when the hostess was back, I was confused that she spent all her time at our table, didn't we have a waiter like everyone else had? Read more at FindNovel.net.

"Steak, I like that... Usually, it's just salad that the girls I date orders, but i do like a woman that isn't afraid to actually eat and not look like a stick..." he looked down at me again and I felt myself blushing... I know I didn't look like Kayla. I really didn't, and my stomach wasn't perfectly flat and toned leg and ass, but I liked me, I guess you could call me happily lazy.

"Yeah... I like to eat meat.." I smirked more when he got another gleam in his eyes and this time I got it, he was thinking about me sucking his d**k, well the night was still young, anything could happen.

"I like you Andrea, I do..." He chuckled and drank some more wine, and I followed, making a small frown; it tasted awful, but I drank it anyway when he just stared at me, being completely satisfied that he had chosen to have dinner with me.

"Thank you..." I just drank more wine watching the food arrive and he smiled more when I started to eat not wanting to wait a second longer, it looked delicious and I made a big moan when the meat was in my mouth, so f*****g good, better then pasta anyway "If you keep sounding like that, I'm going to forget we are having dinner..." he winked at me and I just stopped, oh s**t, he was talking about *****g, us. Him and me.

"I'm sorry.... I will stop..." I felt like I had lost my appetite... did I want to f**k Austin? He was handsome and hot and all that...but... well he wasn't Jonah.... f**k....

"Oh no, Andrea please, I didn't mean to scare you. I promise, if you don't want to do anything, then I'm not going to force you, its not the way I treat women." He sounded serious and sincere when I just stared into his eyes, they were darker, brown and he smiled more, how could a guy like him ever had done anything to Kayla? She must have just left him, like she always did, abandoned ship when she didn't feel like it anymore.

"Oh, I'm sorry Austin... it's just that... well I haven't been out that long, you know I was married for a long time, you forget stuff like this, and everything is like starting over again..." I just looked guilty, biting my lip, maybe I should leave, before this got any further.... "No, don't feel bad, I know what you are going through, my divorce was the same, married for twelve years." He was holding his hand up showing his wedding ring and I just looked at him confused, he still wore it, even if he was divorced?

"Sorry to hear that... well we are here now anyway..." he just smirked and leaned back giving me a full view of him, he was looking so good, maybe I should f**k him, just to get Jonah out of my system, I guess it couldn't hurt

"I do like you Austin.. and you are handsome as hell..." I smirked back making him chuckle again like he got what ! was saying, maybe, just maybe I let him f**k me, I was still not sure about that part when I had eaten everything on the plate and looking even more guilty, I had no f*****g manners, I just didn't.

"Dessert?" I just nodded when he snapped his fingers and the hostess was there and I chose cake. He just smiled more, making me feel even worse. God I was a pig wasn't I? just eating the whole goddam restaurant in front of him, help.

He was talking when I just nodded when the man that was driving me walked up and leaned down and I just followed them, Austin looking serious all the sudden when I was licking the fork with the last crumbs before I caught myself and just put it down, not wanting to continue making a fool of myself.

"Andrea, I'm sorry, I told you that I have to go to clubs sometimes even if I don't like it, do you want to come along even if the music is awful with me or should I just let Gunnar take you home?" he was meaning the serious man that wasn't looking to friendly when I took a deep breath, a club? Well... as long as I dint have to uber home, having someone else pay for me, I was happy, I guess.

"Sure...l love to come along, see what the kids are up to these days..." he smiled more like that's the answer he wanted when he got up and pulled my chair before taking my hand, escorting me out from the restaurant and still holding my hand in the car when I smiled. That was nice.