Dominant Alpha
Chapter 36

Christian's smooth, neck length hair was blowing from the soothing wind. A dark dangerous aura was surrounding him as he stood in the gallery of room. Their room. It was the time when he was most vulnerable. Most aggressive. Everyone was afraid to come near him at that time. It was the time when he felt her absence the most. The crushing pain with unbearable tolerance was the only thing that reminded him that he was still alive and the pain was never going to go away.

Though he was alone but he felt like she was around him. Like the soothing wind. Touching him and whispering soft words to him. He clenched his hand as the blood dripped down from the shard of glass cutting in his hand. Though it healed way too quickly to his liking. He pulled it out & pushed it inside again on the same spot. To feel the pain, to feel anything except emptiness. He was lost in the sensation, not caring about the chilling that the wind was giving to him. He was unfazed to let anything else go through his mind. It was the only time when he felt some relief from the pounding accusing voice in his head and heart.

But this was soon going to end, wasn't it? The sun was about to rise and it was time for him to go through the torture called life once again. He didn't even remember the last time he had slept. He preferred death over it but even that was not in his fortune.

His life was torture and he gave this gift of torture to himself. He was alone, he was completely crushed, he was broken. He was not himself. He was just a replica of a dead shadow that teased him and tempted him to accept the pull of the black hole that was inviting him to get swallowed in. His life was empty without her. He had to control himself from ending his life every second he breathed. It was his punishment to endure the pain of living alone til the last breath of his life. It was his punishment to himself for pushing her away from him. For calling her all those dirty, painful words. For killing her.

He felt nothing. No emotion. Just an unbearable pain in his chest every time he breathed. Now it was his life. It was the proof of her getting lost in the fade. She was gone. Forever. Dead. Just like he wanted. Just like he had said to her. As he had wished on the last moment when he threw her out of his life.

A tear escaped from his eyes as he tried to soothe the pain from rubbing his chest but he wiped it harshly.

He wasn't allowed to shed tears. It wasn't right. He has to bear the pain in his chest till his last breath. If he wept then the pain is going to get less painful. He doesn't want that. He wants the pain that he gave to her. Ten thousand times worst than that.

It was his fault she died. It was his fault his child died even before opening its eyes in the world.

A knock came on the door.

"Alpha, its time to go."

"Van......" Ava screeched angrily. He gave one look at her from the dining table and in a second his eyes widened and he was ready to bolt. She was looking like an angry dinosaur to him at that moment. But a cute one.

Just as he took a step back, she ran and tackled him to the ground.

"You should quit doing that now. Get off me, fatso." He said while faking pain in his voice. The good thing was there was no one to witness his life threatening situation at that moment.

She got up and stared at him while literally shooting daggers from her eyes and at that moment he couldn't do anything but turn on his back and lay on the floor only. His Her Highness's anger was the only thing that scared him but he knew it was just temporary and secretly, he enjoyed pacifying her in his own passionate way.

"What?" He faked innocence.

She narrowed her eyes at him and whispered in a deadly tone, "Don't make me say it, Van, or swear to God.."

She followed his gaze and understood in a second that he was contemplating his chances of running away from there.

"Don't. Even. Think about it."

His eyes widened at her knowledge of his thoughts. Shit! He was totally screwed.

"Oh alright." He sighed in defeat and sat up cross legged to get his scolding of the day.

"Why did you tell Kai and all the other soldiers to go soft on me in the practice range? You know I don't like your interference in that kind of thing. Why don't you just quit being this much protective?"

"Because I don't like you getting hurt." He said while shrugging his shoulders.

She looked pointedly at him to give a glare and guess it worked on him because after some seconds he sighed while looking at his crossed legs like a child and said. "Okay... now don't look at me like this, alright? I'll take my orders back for you." "Good." After glaring at him once again she turned and started walking towards their room.

But she halted in her pace when she heard Van singing for her teasingly,

"It's my right to be hellish,

I still get jealous..."

A smile crept on her lips slowly as she turned and looked at the most desirable but stupid character of her life. He was sitting exactly where she left him but there was a teasing glint in his eyes and a smile on his face.

But suddenly the smile and teasing turned into seriousness as a heated look took its place. She scrunched her face in confusion at the sudden change in his mood but then she got aware of the scent in the air. Fuck. She was in heat.

And the heat was much more

difficult for her to go through

because of being a human and not

having strength as strong as werewolf females. The heat never struck her when she was with Christian but when she mated with Van she started having it, she still didn't understand the reason why though. Whenever she was in heat, she couldn't think about anything but sex. In fact, every female's situation was the same as hers in this pack. It lasted 3 days and Van felt fully drained on the last day.

But Van liked it. After all who wouldn't want to satisfy his mate's unending desire. The sex was unending these 3 days because just as you thought this is the last time you're doing it today, the female's need will come back with the full force to pull you back for another round. It was the most exhausting as well as the desirable days of the month for Van.

He craved it and now she was all his for 3 days continuously.

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"Fuck..!" He growled loudly when he felt her pussy sucking his cock dry for the umpteenth time since the morning. It was now God knows what hour of the night but surely, it was late. He fell down on her body in exhaustion but immediately turned on his back and pulled her to his chest. She was breathing as hard as him.

After some minutes he felt her hand drift down to his sex and started stroking him softly. The gesture was enough to make him go commando instantly. But his body was still going through the pleasure of earlier orgasm.

"Just a moment love." He whispered in her ear while licking her neck softly. But guess she couldn't wait because he felt her getting on top of him and saying erotically, "I'll do all the work now."

He knew he just invited erotic trouble for himself. He felt her tongue start stroking the mark on his neck and her hand was on its destination without any further ado, stroking his cock. A grunt left his lips as her assault felt too much for him to handle.

He tried to grab her hand from stroking him because the soft licks of her tongue on his mark were enough to make him orgasm but the dual assault of her was getting too much for him. But just as he grabbed her hand, she grabbed both of his hands in her one hand and held them captivated over his head.

It wasn't her strength that was stopping him from breaking free of her hold, it was her erotic power over him that he couldn't break.

He arched his back and growled

when he felt himself nearing his

release. The tingling was getting harder on his cock and he knew he

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was duejust a few moments but before he could ejaculate, he freed his hands off her hold and flipped her on her back harshly. She groaned in annoyance and tried to get her position back by fighting his hold on her but he had had enough of her assault and now it was her turn to feel it.

In a moment, he entered her and fucked her pussy so hard that her back arched and she had to grab the headboard of the bed from

preventing his cock from slipping out of her tight slick channel. He stroked her insides slowly but hardly to make her go insane in pleasure. After having his fill of her moans and groans he started slamming into her faster to take both of them to the edge of ecstasy.

He knew there was more pleasure to come his way in these three days and he wasn't complaining at all.