I Love You, My Possessive Alpha
Scene 13

He won’t get away with it! It’s easy to kidnap me when I’m weak, but for one thing, as soon as I’ve regained my strength I’ll go as far away as I can, for two things I’ll never forgive him, for three things I’ll never be part of his pack again and for four things he’ll kill me if I stay…

Ares – There’s no way you’re getting away from me, darling!

Me – Shut up! I’ve had enough of this! Don’t you get it? I’m better off without you… So much better! You make me want to puke… You bastard! I hate you so much! I’ll never obey you again! You’re a monster! You killed my pack, my family (so to speak)! And you took my freedom ! And if that wasn’t enough you’re my soul mate ! You ruined my life !!! So now if you don’t mind I’m going to try and fix this life you’ve ruined so goodbye! Hopefully we’ll never see each other again!

Ares – Aphrodite…

I ran off even though I had no strength left… So I transformed myself into my she-wolf… Now that I was no longer obeying her, I could transform myself again… Adrenalin coursed through my veins and now that I was back in my lupine form I felt indestructible! Warrior wolves were appearing from all sides but with my small size and speed I managed to dodge them all and then outrun them. I never stopped running, even at night…

At dawn my paws were bloody and I was running out of oxygen… I had tears in my eyes… in fact I didn’t… I was crying… for the first time in far too long I was crying all the tears my heart had held in all those years with my mother dying of cancer, my father’s suicide with a letter written to me saying that I should kill myself that I was no better than a piece of shit that no one would ever want me again and he also said that it was my fault that my mother had died… I was also thinking about the many years I’d spent looking for a pack that would want me… But who would want a lone wolf… Worse still! Who would want a defenceless little wolf, another mouth to feed, a tramp, a whiner? And now the only family that had accepted me is dead because of an a*****e!

I couldn’t take it any more and collapsed on my side, half-dead from exhaustion and completely psychologically dead…

I woke up in the cold, wet snow… I regained my senses and stood up on my feet… There was only one thing I wanted at the moment… To die.

My father was right after all… I’m no better than a piece of shit! Nobody wants me! I hope I’m doing the right thing but now what have I got left to lose? I’ve lost everything! I’ve lost everything! Except my life, my insignificant, miserable life. Anyway, whether I die or not, it won’t change the world… Then I’m only bringing forward my date of death… I kept running despite the cramps and aches, telling myself that soon I wouldn’t be suffering any more…

And then I thought the devil had heard me and agreed with me because a cliff was coming towards me… I transformed into a human and put my two feet on the edge of the rock…