I Love You, My Possessive Alpha
Scene 18

I went up to our room to rest… How could I have imagined for even a moment that my big bad wolf was cheating on me… Admittedly I’m not pretty and I’ve got a temper like a pig, but despite all that he loved me, I don’t know how, but he loved me and I loved him too.

Arès – I forbid you to think you’re ugly. You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. As for your character, you’re right.

He had this little smile that made me cringe.

Arès – But what I love most about you is that fear you have when I become your predator and you stop defending yourself and give up your body to me.

I shuddered at the sexy dominant male voice he used.

Me – I never surrendered my body to you, how can you be so sure of yourself?

Ares – I was waiting for you to say that.

He grabbed me over his shoulder and gently threw me onto the bed. Just being in that position made my cheeks turn red.

Ares – You’re so beautiful when you blush…

His fiery gaze never left me… He came and lay down on top of me. He started by putting his hands under my shirt, which he took off straight away… He was admiring my half-naked body, which made me extremely uncomfortable, so I blushed even more.

He took off my trousers and I immediately closed my thighs by reflex.

Me – I want to keep my underwear on.

Ares grunted in frustration but didn’t insist. I watched every move he made. He ran his finger along my stomach, making drawings that sent shivers down my spine. Then he sat down and put me on top of him while continuing to run his hands up and down my back. I rested my head against his shoulder and smelt his exquisite scent.

Me – You smell so good…

Ares – I’m not indifferent to your smell either… but there’s a little problem, you see. You’re in your underwear and I’m still dressed, couldn’t you do something?

Me – I… um… it’s very embarrassing…

Ares – Do what you want, I’m all yours.

I put my hand on his chest and as I moved it around I felt the incredible musculature that my big bad wolf had. I took off his shirt to admire his perfect body.

Ares – It’s all yours.

He lay down and I noticed a tattoo on one of his ribs. It was a rose forming an E with the stem… E ?

Me – E?

Ares looked at me without understanding, then saw where I was looking.

Arès – Erza… my mother.

Me – Oh…

Admittedly, I don’t know that much about Ares, but I did know not to talk about his mother.

I started caressing his chest again, avoiding his tattoo. I lay on top of him, looking into his eyes. He put his hand behind my neck and placed a small k**s on my lips. I wasn’t satisfied, so I kissed him like I’d never kissed him before, with tenderness, love and passion. He kissed me back with the same force and then ended the k**s.

Ares – If only you knew the effect you have on me.

I looked at him positioned on his chest, dreaming…

Me – Would you mind waiting a little while until I feel ready?

Ares – I’d even wait 50 years to have the pleasure of touching you everywhere and seeing you in all your splendour.

Arès – No…forget I…say anything because of my excitement… I’d never want to touch you.

Me – Are you serious? Why should I be?

Ares – I’m not…gentle when I f**k.

Me – What? What does that mean?

Arès – I like to hurt my partners…

Me – Like 50 shades of Grey?

Arès – It’s embarrassing to be compared to a film for teenage girls, but yes, exactly.

Me – Well, listen carefully, Mr Grey, I’m haematophobic, so give me one little graze and I’ll throw up on you!

Ares – I have no desire to hit you even if I feel like it when I’m very excited. Besides, so does my wolf. He bites to death and claws at every female he…well, you understand.

Me – So you’ve already…

Arès – F****d? yes.

Me – With how many different people?

Arès – The number doesn’t matter.

Me – It does to me!

Arès – If you really want to know I would say between 500 and 750.

Me – WHAT?! And I hope you never see them again !

Ares – Not a chance… in fact no one will ever see them again.

Me – Why?

Ares – Don’t get me wrong I’m a monster as I told you and my madness is such that…

Me – What?

Ares – None of them survived the suffering I put them through.

Me – …

With all my soul I would never have imagined this… I think that for the first time my fear is such that my love for Ares is almost non-existent.

Ares doesn’t look me in the eye.

Me – I’m sorry, but I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to stand in the same room with you again without shaking… I know it’s going to tear us both apart, but I’m going.

I didn’t give her a single glance and left. Grandmother was still downstairs.

Grandmother: I know he’s done some awful things in his life but he’s changed… you’ve changed him…

I couldn’t care less. I care about my life and I left, slamming the door and feeling a deep sadness – it wasn’t me who was feeling it, but Ares. I’m sorry, my dear Ares, but it’s over.