I'm Not Yours, Alpha
I’m Not Yours, Alpha – Chapter 46

Aidan felt increasingly nervous as he approached the bathroom doors, but it was something he had to do. Yes, they were getting closer romantically to their alpha but when it came to the physical, there were barriers, mostly from him. There were times that if he was alone these didn’t exist and he thought he could do whatever he wanted but as soon as he had Dominic’s figure in front of him the insecurities began.

He mentally hit himself so hard it hurt. He wasn’t a child and he wasn’t afraid. He was with his destined mate, which his omega part craved to the point of tearing him apart from the inside. It was true that his first time had been intense and to some extent against his will, but he had to get over it. Dominic wouldn’t hurt him again, of that he was sure, but he still couldn’t help but feel nervous when they reached a denser level of intimacy.

Dominic sensed his discomfort despite what he had asked and stopped in front of the shower.

-You don’t have to force yourself, I told you I’ll wait as long as it takes, I’ve done it before and I don’t mind a little more time as long as you’re comfortable,” he said reassuringly, her pheromones surrounding him without pressing him, he had noticed that he had become accustomed to her scent and it calmed him down.

Indeed, the omega’s body became soft and less tense.

-I’m fine,” he said more calmly, “I want this,” he decided at last.

Dominic looked at him for a few seconds and opened the bathroom door and led him to the long marble sink table and took him by the waist and sat him down.

-Let me prepare the terms,” he touched the tip of his nose with his finger.

The alpha turned and turned on the hot water tap of the tub too big for one person, perfect for two. Aidan was always impressed with the central bathroom in that flat, it was almost the size of the living room and this one wasn’t small in any way. The whole thing was decorated in pink and white marble, surely done by some specialist designer as the workmanship was extremely fine. There was a bathtub, a shower and a Jacuzzi, the sink where he sat, the toilet set and some good quality fixtures. Dominic liked to use various brands when it came to hygiene.

The alpha felt the temperature of the water waiting for the tub to fill and turned back to him.

-Do you want me to take your clothes off or will you do it,” he smiled lightly at him.

Aidan’s fingers tingled.

-Help me,” he declared, smiling slightly enticingly.

He had seen him naked before and had done literally everything to her, so again it was nothing to be ashamed of, but he couldn’t stop his cheeks from blushing slightly. Aidan spread his legs and let Dominic get a little closer to his body. He swallowed a little at first but then the scene wasn’t unpleasant for him. His omega part purred and he couldn’t help but moisten his lips with the tip of his tongue.

Action that was followed by the alpha’s green eyes that delighted in it. Dominic seemed somewhat amused by this and brought his fingers to his shirt more confidently and unbuttoned one by one of the buttons. Slowly, so as not to alarm him. Aidan’s breathing became a little rapid and his chest rose and fell especially when his partner brushed his skin thoroughly. He liked his partner’s reactions and how he now avoided looking at him.

-Are you provoking me,” the omega raised an eyebrow at him.

-It wasn’t me who initiated it,” he leaned down and kissed his forehead, “Can I k**s you?

Aidan frowned.

-It feels really weird for you to ask me when you’ve always done whatever you wanted to do.

Dominic smiled against his cheek.

-The most significant thing about you is that you always have an answer for everything,” he teased.

Aidan tilted his head slightly.

-Apparently Julian was right when he mentioned it,” he thought aloud, and Dominic straightened in intrigue.

-You two have been talking about me?

-From one thing we jumped to another. He was telling me about how some alphas treat their mates, how they keep them locked up in their homes and barely have the will to do anything.

The alpha frowned slightly at that and snorted, dropping his head forward, until then holding onto the edge of the marble table on either side of his mate’s h*p.

-Let’s just say it’s more common than you think. My mother told me that even she went through that process despite being a high-class omega. My father has a rather…” she paused to think, “complicated character, so he treated her like he was weak, delicate until she almost went crazy, and he kind of gave in afterwards. He later told me secretly that he faked the whole thing but I don’t know how real that part is. I still swore to myself that I would never make the person who bore my mark suffer.

-Oh,” Aidan was impressed, processing the new discoveries of his alpha’s life, “No wonder you’re so considerate and treat me so well,” he smiled at him, “Also if you locked me up I’d kick your a*s until you set me free.

Dominic looked at him with a twinkle in his eye and moved in to place a chaste k**s on his lips without him pulling back.

-I know,” he kissed him again, “believe me, the day I lock you up you can cut my head off.

-Aidan felt extremely relaxed with the conversation so he couldn’t help but wrap his arms around the alpha’s neck and pull him to him.

Their lips met again in a more demanding way, though Dominic didn’t want to push. He’d let him make the first move, let him study him, let him revel in it as much as he wanted, even though it was total torture for himself, because he just wanted to pull down his trousers right there and bury himself completely in him. But he had to control himself. He would prepare him for the moment and once the omega accepted him fully he would let the beast inside him explode.

Aidan opened his lips as an invitation to deepen the k**s as much as he wanted and he of course didn’t refuse. Her hands closed around his waist beneath the fabric of his half-open shirt, seeking the warmth of his skin, shuddering him. She kissed him softly despite possessively entangling her tongue.

Her fingers blindly finished the job of unbuttoning the shirt knowing the last button had almost ripped off and she pulled the garment down, removing it completely. His omega was so engrossed in the k**s that he barely noticed this. Her hands caressed the slender back tracing every fragment of it memorizing it. Yes, he’d had s*x with him but he didn’t remember anything that happened and it killed him. He adored the omega’s body and what he had always wanted was to have him naked underneath him.

Her fingers played on his slender back and she released her lips moving them down Aidan’s neck leaving soft k****s and licking the skin that was rising in temperature. He heard a faint m**n from him and almost lost control. Her fingers could no longer stop themselves as they moved to the back edge of his trousers in an attempt to unzip them.

Then he felt the boy’s body tighten and his breathing stopped. Dominic pulled away, giving him air.

-I’m sorry sweetheart,” he ran his hand over his head as he noticed his expression, “I was a little out of line,” he said.

The omega brought his arms to his chest where his nipples were already swollen with barely being touched covering them. She closed her eyes, trying to clear the exact moment that had been running through her mind when he had bitten her in that area quite hard. Yes, he was strong, but the memories of that night were still quite fresh and her body was holding on to them.

-I think you’d better bathe on your own,” Dominic smiled at her strangely and kissed her forehead. There was still time – I don’t think it’s a good idea for me to be around you right now, not in my condition, not in yours – even though he’d been trying to avoid it all along, there were still traces of someone else’s scent on him. Perhaps that was why he had given in at the end.

The alpha turned and walked towards the door.

-I’m sorry,” he heard the omega say and it made him feel worse.

Julian stirred in bed. His head was hurting badly and he felt overwhelmed. Underneath him the soft silk sheets were spread out and that made him snap his eyes open and he found himself in a room with white walls, a black floor, curtains and even the fabric above him.

Where the hell was he?