I'm Not Yours, Alpha
I’m Not Yours, Alpha – Chapter 51

Madox stirred slightly hugging the small omega’s back more against his chest next to him as he buried his nose against the bare nape of his neck. His scent made sleeping more pleasurable. Julian was breathing slowly, indicating to her that he was totally surrendered. Her leg between his was tangled under the delicate silk sheets and he was not at all uncomfortable despite not being used to sleeping with anyone for long hours.

But because the room had only one bed, and after bathing and eating something they had gone to bed, he had instantly cuddled into her body simply to relax. The night of action he would leave for later, he wouldn’t look bad at s*x just because he was tired, he had his pride and Julian didn’t seem to be in his best physical shape either. The sudden change of environment had affected her.

The alpha now felt like cursing the jerk or the jerk who would think to call at 4 am when one was trying to rest from quite an hour long plane ride. She untwisted her arm from Julian’s waist, who didn’t even flinch with his head on the other, and gently turned around, feeling her hand blindly on the bedside table, finding the source of the ringing in the corner.

By reflex and with without opening his eyes he moved the off-hook button and brought the cell phone to his ear being earlier caressed by something furry but at the time he paid little attention to it. He didn’t speak or he was sure he would say something outrageous, the person on the other end of the line had better not wake Julian up.

-Julian, honey,” the male voice that rang out made Madox’s eyes snap open, his pupils narrowed to just a couple of tiny dots in his irises that turned golden, “Where are you, we were supposed to meet today, I’ve been waiting for you for hours, finally you answer.

Madox clenched the phone in his hand and his face slowly began to transform into an aggressive grimace. Her violent pheromones emanated from her body filling the room within moments. The omega lying next to him wriggled a little, adopting a fetal position, sheltering, as a response still unawakened. Before this fact he controlled himself moderately not to frighten it, but without letting go of them, it was almost impossible for him.

-Julian? Can you hear me?

The alpha simply hung up. He raised the cell phone in front of his face, a sophisticated model, just like his and that’s why he had noticed something furry, it was the fuzzy pompom pendant he had bought her at the airport, that was the cell phone he had given her a few weeks ago. She had grabbed it by mistake and without saying anything she simply turned it off and returned it to the table next to hers.

She lay back on the bed on her back again, the man’s voice still booming and making her teeth ache, she wanted to bury them in his neck and rip him apart. Calling Julian sweetheart in front of him, f*****g blasphemy, who did he think he was?

She closed her eyes. More to the point, who did he think he was? Julian wasn’t his omega, she was just a patient who had somehow or other tangled with him a little differently. He had no right to claim anything from her, after all that was the deal, he would step aside once he found an alpha who would care for him, only if it was an alpha who would care for him. After taking care of him for so long he wouldn’t just hand him over to any jerk who would throw all his hard work away.

She had taken great pains to treat the omega, he was an interesting patient and she didn’t know at what point she almost spent more time thinking about him or just eating or sleeping. His obsession with finding a solution to the problem Julian had was something even he didn’t understand.

His teeth ached even more and a thin layer of sweat soaked his forehead. No, it wasn’t easy. The thought of handing Julian over made his chest ache and more than he imagined. He felt really comfortable when he was around her, though they were rare times, he didn’t even have to act like a superior alpha like he did when he was with other women who fawned over him for his features.

He felt himself suffocating. Julian hadn’t said anything to her either. She had seen him acting strange the last few days, as if he was nervous and attentive to everything around him, especially at times when she was next to him.

Leave him?

It was easier to think about it than to do it. First he would have to find out if this person was worthy of him, at the very least he had to have more money than him to ensure him a future and to forget about violence against the omega. Julian was by nature submissive, perhaps too much so, he gave the placid satisfaction of wanting to break him until only fragments of him remained, so he would not allow even a hint of aggression against the boy.

He almost bit his tongue. He said all that the fire inside him burned all his veins. He could be selfish but as much as he knew Julian would have to go his way sooner or later, he still wasn’t ready for that. Without holding back any longer he let his fangs lengthen in all their splendor, large, white, capable of easily breaking skin.

He grabbed the omega’s shoulder and laid him face down in a swift motion that woke him up groggily. The next thing Julian knew there were teeth in the back of his neck, penetrating his skin, painfully at first, then he didn’t know anymore.

The sensation was so overwhelming that he woke up and gasped loudly with his mouth open against the pillow though no sound came out. Her wide open cloudy eyes focused on nothing in the darkness of the room where only the reflections of the pool on the terrace came in.

Seconds later he began to regain sensation. There were light drops of b***d running down the skin of her neck. There was a pair of large hands on either side of his head, against the pillow wedging the weight of the man who was sitting astride her buttocks moving his h**s gently rubbing between them. If he were at home he would worry about who was biting him but he instantly remembered the trip and everything. Whoever was biting him at that moment was simply Madox.

The tightness in his chest did nothing but make him smile in pleasure and let out a m**n of happiness. His eyes sparkled letting himself be intoxicated by the delicious possessive feeling of the alpha pheromones pouring over his body. There was also something else. He didn’t know why, but the alpha was annoyed in the middle of the night. He wasn’t fully aroused, he felt his e******n throbbing with the slight rubbing against the thin fabrics of the clothes covering their bodies, but he wasn’t completely hard, maybe it was due to the biting, they used to stimulate the body.

He lifted a hand leaving the tight sheet and directed it against Madox’s cheek and stroked it gently, he found him tense, very tense. The alpha finally let go of his neck and licked his own bite several times taking the b***d that came out and thus making it hurt less for the omega. The wound was deep, he had overdone it a bit, he only regretted that it didn’t fulfill the whole purpose that had crossed his mind as soon as his teeth had buried themselves.

-Madox, what’s wrong?” the alpha reacted as he heard below him, the boy’s calm voice.

He raised himself up on his arms and that was when he had the true realization of what he had done by letting his possessiveness get the better of him. He had bitten Julian without his consent.

-Julian I… -he was at a loss for words but still under the darkness he saw no pain or unhappiness on the younger boy’s face.

The omega turned in place holding Madox with his legs and arms still at his sides and smiled at him. She raised her arms and touched his neck with her hands massaging the veins that showed.

-Why do you have that look on your face? I’m not upset- she smiled at him- Come- she wrapped her arms behind the back of his neck and pulled him into her embrace, letting their scents melt as one delighting both of them who gasped in the process. Madox lifted up a little leaving her face in front of his brushing her lips a little.

-I just bit you, I made a temporary link, you know what that implies, no alpha will come near you until it fades away.

A hint of disappointment fleetingly crossed Julian’s eyes, but not in the way he could imagine. He would have liked it to be a permanent bond, so she could be with him without any hindrance, but even if he didn’t know the reason, inside he was glad. He was such a sucker for simply settling for that. After all Madox hadn’t done it for the fun of it and that meant quite a lot.

-Never mind- he stroked his cheek this time- Maybe if it was someone else’s I’d be annoyed and might kick him, but if it’s you, I’m quite comfortable with the fact- he smiled broadly trying to take the weight off the sentence knowing that the alpha might be uncomfortable.

Madox wasn’t entirely convinced but the omega’s body language indicated that he really was comfortable with it, so he stopped thinking for a bit. After all it was a temporary mark, it would fade over time and thus keep him protected and know in time who the jerk was that was flipping him off.

After letting out a sigh he stood up on his heels and removed the top of his pajama top leaving his torso uncovered and pulling the garment to the side.

-Since we’re awake and quite stimulated, let’s corroborate what I’ve heard about the branding, I’ve been told it feels richer that way- she smiled sideways licking her lips afterwards. He had never branded an omega before so he only had the comments of his mates for reference, saying there was nothing more delicious than s*x with the person who was your bonded partner. Julian was not that in every sense but in part, so the logic applied to him.

-Do you want to do it now?” Julian looked a little confused, it was the middle of the night and knowing their s*x sections they couldn’t get up for the start of the day he himself had prepared.

-Yes my little bird, I want to do it now- he grabbed her hand and brought it to his already fully engorged member to leave a k**s on her lips. Madox already knew he was wet and ready for him since he had strategically licked her neck, “Don’t worry about waking up early, you won’t sleep anyway-“.