I'm Not Yours, Alpha
I’m Not Yours, Alpha – Chapter 62

He must have gotten his wires crossed and all the stars were in sync so that precisely at that moment, he would arrive and the omega would be in heat. He didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. There was someone up there who didn’t want him. But it wasn’t time to think about that.

He walked in quickly and closed the door, though his body wobbled and he held on to it. The omega pheromones were too strong and it over stimulated his alpha instinct. It was natural for him to react and take it like all of his kind by completely freaking out. Years of training had strained the stamina he now had that he saw flagging.

He gritted his teeth until they hurt. His fangs had grown a little larger. That was dangerous. Perhaps it was because he was unprepared for what he was about to encounter, but the reality was that it had caught him with his defenses down.

He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He had argued with Julian but that didn’t take away from the fact that he was a patient with a delicate condition and he was also the first omega he had decided on. He couldn’t just play it cool no matter how cold he was.

With more conviction and gaining more control over himself he straightened up and walked towards him. Julian was on the floor of the apartment drenched in sweat and panting. His cheeks extremely red and a pained expression on his face. Estrus was never a pleasant stage for an omega alone. His lips were chapped and the smell of natural lubricant was quite intense on him.

Madox knelt down and lifted him by the nape of his neck to lie on his neck feeling his pulse. From the intensity of his pheromones he must be on his second day. The signs of dehydration were already noticeable, as well as those of malnutrition. Her body was really weak, that’s why she liked to spend her jealousy at his side. It wasn’t just about the s*x. He was calmer knowing he ended up in a better condition.

She heard him m**n as she wrapped her arms around him and carried him.

-He said almost in a whisper, using a little of his voice to make the command more precise.

Julian stirred against him and pressed his nose to his neck sucking and biting at the skin that was bare. Madox wrinkled his brow. He should hurry and cleanse his body and give him at least some water. The omega’s need had to be at its best and it had to be taken care of so it wouldn’t be painful.

She rushed into the bathroom and leaning his body against hers, holding him with one arm around his waist she turned on the shower head with hot water. Julian g*****d and let go of her neck that already had more than one bite mark on it.

He dropped his head back and Madox could see those eyes, all dilated and the expression all the omegas put on, but Julian’s was extremely arousing. The alpha couldn’t help himself and tilted his head and reached for his lips biting them hard.

-You’re cracking my skull, birdie and this time I’m not kidding,” he growled.

Julian for his part smiled all enraptured at having an alpha in his arms and lifted one leg to curl it up under the alpha’s buttocks since he couldn’t reach any higher. He wiggled his h**s over the e******n already in the older man’s pants and brought his hands to the edge looking for the button.

Madox didn’t stop him, the clothes were in the way and he longed to get them off. He mentally thrashed himself.

-Focus alpha,” he told himself, “First there are things to do,” he held his hands strategically against his back as he began to clean his body in a way he never imagined possible.

The hardest part was when she got to Julian’s bottom. The natural lubrication of the rutting stage was trickling down his thighs soaking them, with a scent that made him salivate and the little member was hard and pink. He already knew the first thing he would have to do. He bit his lower l*p wanting to suck it. The taste of Julian everywhere he went was so sweet it drove him crazy.

But it was better to do things right. He couldn’t believe he was telling himself that.

He deftly wet the omega’s reddish hair with water only and ran it back. His fingers tangled in the soft curls that unraveled under his touch. Already pleased that he had cleaned him sufficiently he carried him towards the bed wrapped in a large towel, the kind he used when he was in the house, and was impressed that he still had them. Julian only sought her lips every moment.

-Don’t move from there,” she said when she sat him on the bed and left the room.

She needed a bottle of water and something for him to eat once the first round of s*x was over. In his condition it would be hard enough to get him to drink. She sighed. It was a total pain in the a*s, one he liked to have.

He fumbled in his pants pocket and pulled out a long strip of condoms. He was always used to being prepared, but he wasn’t sure they were enough. He would have to make time to go buy more to finish the rut.

If he knotted it without a condom the chances of him getting pregnant were 100%, and he had been very clear about not wanting to see him again. So she would take care of him and before he woke up to all his senses she would leave. In the end, he never remembered many things during heat.

That hit his ego directly and he found himself biting his fingernail to the point of hurting himself. He clicked his tongue. Look how he liked to complicate himself. Coming to tangle sentimentally with an omega. He had been happy without having any ties with anyone. Why, with whom he had proposed, did he reject it?

Perhaps everything he had done in his life was turning against him.

Life was shit.

Closing the door on the cold and emptying his mind, otherwise he would go mad, he took off all his wet clothes until he was down to his boxers and put them on a chair to dry. He didn’t think Julian at that point would have any of his clothes inside the apartment.

When he returned to the bedroom he found an image that more than excited him it almost drove him out of control. The omega, his omega was already lying on the bed and hadn’t paid any attention to him. Of staying still, that was nothing. Now he was on his back, legs spread wide, his fingers lost inside her extremely wet and throbbing pink hole.

Madox shuddered and licked his lips. The omega pheromones inside that place grew sweeter.

-Alpha,” he called out, raising his head with glazed eyes.

He wasn’t making it easy for her.

Madox opened the bottle and walked over to him, grabbing his hand that had his fingers all the way inside and pulled it out to pull him up and sit him down.

-Take of this and I promise I’ll pay attention to you,” she told him with a wolfish grin. That always worked on him.

Julian smiled and with both hands trembling grabbed the bottle and brought it to his lips without breaking eye contact with Madox. He took three long gulps then ran his tongue provocatively over the mouth of the bottle.

The alpha smiled and took it from his hands, realizing he would not take any more and tossed it over his shoulder without caring where it went.

-Now it’s my time to drink,” he licked his fangs and gently pushed the omega back onto the bed.

And she leaned down to spread his legs wider and bury her face in the little throbbing hole, wet and yearning for attention. Her tongue ran up and down it taking some of the sweet nectar that came out on her tongue. His alpha stirred inside him complacently. One of his hands encircled the small p***s and played with it, even though he knew that was not its most sensitive part.

Julian almost let out a scream as his hands buried themselves in the alpha’s blond hair and squeezed it. His heightened senses were only further stimulated. She wriggled, but her h**s were held tightly by the major. His fingers wouldn’t let him move as Madox buried his tongue stimulating him as much as was madly possible.

Julian let out a choked m**n as the o****m assaulted him so fast he barely had time to process it. His back lifted off the bed and his vision blurred completely as thousands of spasms assaulted him. The whitish liquid fell onto his flat belly where the alpha quickly went to taste it. His body fell limp and panting on the bed but that was not enough.

With a smile he left his legs open as a full invitation for the alpha to finish entering inside him and knot him up, as it should be. He released so many pheromones in Madox’s direction that Madox felt dizzy. He was doing it unconsciously so he had no control over himself.

And Madox didn’t know if it was safe either. His body was trembling and his gaze was becoming like that of a predator but he no longer cared. What was now commanding him was her most primal part so she spread his legs and pulling his boxer shorts down to thigh level, tearing one of the condom envelopes with her teeth, placing it on his marked e******n, she penetrated him in one thrust.

Both m****d at the strong sensations that coursed through them. Madox shuddered and moved his h**s out and then thrust in again, harder. The inside of the omega, was warm, moist and squeezed him deliciously. She placed her hands on either side of his head and smiled.

After that he just knew he couldn’t get control of her h**s. Right now they were an alpha and an omega satiating themselves within the pleasure of rutting.