Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2
we are even

Episode-152 we are even

Celeste's POV:

Few hours later

I sat there after he left now knowing what to

do?.... I didn't cried much because I have no energy to do so... I remembered his words saying I only considered the hate not the love he showed for this time...

but how can I?... he is thinking as a man,... he is not the women who got tortured for something she didn't do?... he is not me who had to sign a marriage agreement forcefully...

I heard footsteps

walking in the room and closing the door. He sat in front of me, and I looked

at him lifelessly.. Ernest was applying something on my cheek...

He said, "sorry... it

hurts bad.. this will help..." what kind of person he is?.... I noticed his lip

was bleeding.. his neck was also red..

I was just staring

at his wounds, he noticed it he said, "I hit myself....." I internally asked

why?... he said as kept treating my cheek, "from today... we are even... if I lose

control in anger, and I hit you.. then you can do it to... you slap me then I will do the same, even

though I will try not too.... they say men are abusive in a relationship, I will

allow my women to be abusive if I did a mistake again.... I am always like this,

I have no control over anger, mom tried to teach me, fix me... but it's me... I

will love someone till death, but my anger derives my actions..."

I looked away from

him, what kind of man he is?... the nonsense he is spitting makes sense.. or

what..

He added, "I love

you.... this is true... I know you will not believe it, you will say it's obsession and other things... as I said before I can welcome this hate of yours... but I can't tolerate losing you.... my hate is worst than anything..."

I have nothing to

say, I decided to remain silent, he said, "we are even from today... you have rights on me, you can ask me where I was? With whom I was?.. anything... but I desire the same rights... if you date someone, I will also do the same... I doubt it though, I am disgusted in other women...." He pulled my chin to face him... He said, "you look

confused, I will explain.. if I kiss you, you can do it to... you can spank me too... I won't mind... if you want to go rough when we do it, then it's ok.... You want to lead then it's ok... if you are pregnant then we both are pregnant...." I got red, he is a

dirty minded jerk... I said, "you can't get pregnant...." He chuckled... he said, "I am just saying, you have every right as my wife on me... I can announce the marriage if you want.. my family knows, they accepted you.. what more do you want?... I can give you anything, no one

can love you like I do... I just want my women to be mine... is that too much?" I

looked at him as he said this..

I said as I got up,

"you made yourself sound as a victim where I am the victim here..." I walked in the bathroom after I said this... he is insane... he is crazy.... I need a shower to wash him off from me... I wish this was possible... but it doesn't look like possible... but I will give him the hate he deserves...