My Babies Father Is Alpha
Chapter 23

Nora pov

I roll my eyes on him. I don’t want him to say something emotional. I’m not ready for another Mate. He growls in displeased.

What happened to his mate was bad. I feel sorry for him but what he wants is out of my hand. I don’t want to think about Mate things. But somehow I’m feeling happy finally I’m not Mateless. Someone is for me. And I’m not snatching someone’s boyfriend or Mate.

But still I’m not ready for Mate because of Carter and my own fear of losing myself if I face another rejection. So it’s better to avoid looking at his eyes. I don’t want to become weak seeing his green eyes.

“Sigh… Nora… Look at me…” He took a deep breath and said to control himself.

I shake my head in no. I heard him sigh in my hair again. Then I feel a hot breath with a warm honey smell on my neck. Oh no, was he going to mark me? No… I don’t want to be marked by anyone yet, so I try to get free from his arms.

“I’m not going to mark you baby Doll. Just relax. It happens when you are ready for that…” He whispers in a deep voice.

His deep, sexy, manly voice is enough to make me cum.

“I can smell you baby Doll…” He whispered.

I can feel my face getting red like tomatoes. He chuckles and grabs my chin to make me look up to him. My eyes meet his beautiful green one. He looks more handsome with a closed look.

“Nora, I’m not going to tell you about our Mate bound. But seeing you avoid me and the feeling you were close but I can’t touch you makes me frustrated. I can’t help it… My wolf also wants to mark you so badly. I was holding because I don’t want to force you… I want you to accept me with your heart without being forced.” His voice is so low and gentle. It warms my heart.

“I… I don’t want Mate…” I say it, turning my eyes to the other side.

Hearing my words, his hand loosened on my waist.

“Why? Because Leo is your husband and father of your children? Or is it because Alpha Carter is your Mate?” His voice is angry.

Hearing Carter name my body tense up. I look up at him with blank eyes.

“You want to be with Alpha? If that’s what you want, then reject me… I’ll welcome you as our Luna.” He said harsh but still hurt tone.

“No!! I don’t want to be his Luna… And I don’t want to be with the man who hates me… No… I just want a peaceful life… Is that too much to ask?” My heart was hurt by his harsh words. And it hurts recalling what happened between me and Carter. I can’t hold my tears rolling down my cheeks.

“Baby Doll…” He cupped my face and wiped tears from my cheeks.

“You don’t know what happened to me and Carter… Because of him my life is hell… He rejected me just like I’m a bad Mate to him. Why? Because he wants to be with Miya… I know he loves her, and I’m ready to give up on him. But he Mate with me, Mark me and left me saying I’m slut, who snatched my boyfriend from my best friend. He never thought before once putting all the blame on me saying that I had crushed on him and came there to seduce him.

We are best friends when we are pups. But it looks like he never trusts me as best friends have to be. Because of him I face a hard time finding to leave because I’m almost kill myself…” I rub my mark on my wrist. It’s not itching but when I face that incident my hand still rubs that mark.

I don’t know why but I want him to know what happened between me and Carter and everything that happened in the past four years. What I feel, I face many things… because I’m tired now… My shoulders feel pain picking up so many emotions.

Suddenly Jax does something that I never expected. It was unexpected but still I want it. Stupid bound make me so sensitive for him.

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Jax pov

My eyes never leave her once, she look so happy and relaxed with her son. She is definitely a good mother, leaving all her pain behind and smiling at her son. I love her damn sure…

‘I love her… She is our… and that pups are our pups too. If he accepted us…’ Eric said calmly. He feel really happy seeing her calm down.

I heard Eric chuckles softly. I know he read my mind. Nora put Ace to sleep with so much love on face after she eat some food she looks better now.

Her Lily smell makes me go crazy from time to time. I just want her under me kissing her soft, juicy lips, sucking her neck where my mark is on her. When she smiles, satisfied to see her pups sleep peacefully. I want her to smile like that to me.

‘Mark her now… Then she smiles at us… She shouts our name in bed when we have her… we can test her juice…’

‘Shut f**k up Eric…’

‘Why do I? You feel the same as me. But won’t accept this as I am…’

‘You are wrong… I never thought about f**k her every time… You only thought about this…’ I said in a frustrated tone.

‘Oh really then what about your d**k? Why is he twisting the images about having her..?’ Eric mocked me?

I just sigh helplessly at him being right. He was right. I’m turned on by him putting dirty images into my mind.

‘Why are you taking so much time to tell her that she is our Mate. Don’t forget Alpha is here, it’s a relief that he is in a coma. If he wakes up, he wins her heart and takes her to him. He won’t allow us to have her. He may have made her reject us and that was the end of us. That kills me and you… So before something happens just let her know that she has the second choice if she wants to accept Alpha’s rejection.’ Eric said seriously.

‘I know… I know…let me do this… Don’t become impatient… I don’t want to make the same mistakes like Alpha do. I need her to understand us and all decisions are her. We are not going to force her… ‘ I said calmly.

‘But…’

‘Did you want her hurt again because of us? You know how deeply hurt she is…’

‘No. I don’t want to hurt her. I want to love her and make her happy…’ Eric said desperately.

I know he is scared that maybe we will lose our Mate. I cut my mind link with him. And the fear of losing her made me impatient. I take a deep breath to calm down.

I look at her. She glanced at me once. I want her to come to me and thank goddesses she comes walking out the closing door behind. I sigh of relief seeing that she walked normally.

But she suddenly told me to go, because she didn’t want to trouble me. But it’s hurt me. She avoids me, I don’t like that… so growls lightly that she knows I don’t like her behaviour. Why does she never feel our bond? if it is her she-wolf not with her but still she can be an attraction between us. I know she felt that attraction. But she denied putting distance between us. If it is going to be like this, I will not allow her to ignore me… She needs to know… She needs to know that I’m her and she is mine. And I do what I need to do. So I picked her up in my arms and started to walk towards my room’s direction.

‘Good now you are doing the right things…’ Eric said in a happy tone.