My Baby Daddy Is My Step Dad
Go get your man

chapter

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WORLD RICHEST MAN HARRY HOFFMAN FINALLY UP FROM HIS COMA AFTER TWO MONTHS OF BEING IN HIS SLUMBER HIS FINALLY READY TO ADDRESS THE WORLD AND HIS GIRLFRIEND IS HOSTING A WELCOME PARTY FOR HIM.

GOD BLESS HARRY.

IT'S A GOOD THING HE SURVIVED.

I PRAYED SO MUCH FOR THIS

I HOPE THAT HE GETS BETTER.

HOPES HIS HITTER GET CAUGHT SOON, THAT BASTARD DESERVE TO GET EVERY SENTENCE THAT HE NEED, HIS GOING TO BE SO DEAD WHEN HIS CAUGHT, I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT TO HAPPEN, AM GOING TO BE SO HAPPY. I read all the comments on the announcement of his party. I Just couldn't help but wonder what was going on.

the thought of him not reaching out to me all this while was making me go insane,

was he hurt that I kept this away from him.

Was he sad because of the kids?

Does this mean that he doesn't want the kids?

Why do horrible things happen to me all over again? Am I meant to be lonely my whole life. I Just don't like my mom. I don't want to end up like that, why was I being this way? I was extremely pained at this point. "mummy you are crying "crystal voice broke me out of my deep thoughts.

my two boys were suddenly worried about me, I could see the fear the care on their faces but I just couldn't say a word, I Just had so much going through my head at this moment and I was fucking loosing it. Before I knew what was happening Lena mom Turned off the TV without saying a word to me.

"mom "I called the tears spilling out more.

"Come on girl, I got enough of it, you are not gonna sit here and cry your ass out over a man while you can go out there and claim him"she told me and I sniffed.

my kids didn't need anyone to tell them and without looking at me, they walked out to their room, they knew we were going to have a conversation and that was just right.

She Walked closer to me and hugged me tightly more than I had ever imagined.

I never thought that I could be loved this way by a motherly figure and I was just excited that I could meet someone as sweet as this, it was just a blessing in disguise.

after waking up in the hospital months ago and after finding out my baby daddy already knew about the kids, I didn't know how I was going to feel about that but even though I knew that they were right, I was never going to tell him and I knew that, I just couldn't bring myself to tell him that I had his kids, it was already hurt I me and I was pained already but yet I knew that he was going to get more hurt.

After that fight that we had, we settled our differences and I had to follow Lena back home to her mother's place and her mom, including her brothers, welcomed us. Herr, I just couldn't love them, they proved me to be the family that I never had all this while I never stopped loving them.

The love his siblings were showing my kids and making me love them the most.

Lena had five elder brothers, they were all black tho their mom was white, it seems like the dad genre was stronger than the mother.

Her five elder brothers were already married with kids and doing well in different positions and it seems like Lena was the only one that wasn't serious with her life and now I see every reason to get serious, I could tell about that. "Mama what's going on, why is she crying?" I heard Lena voice behind us and I didn't need anyone to tell me that she was back, tho I didn't know what to say, I knew she was going to be so disappointed finding out that I was crying over harry but I just didn't have a choice, I loved that man I had never loved anyone the way I did to him and with him not answering me was breaking my heart to pieces and I was going insane already I just need something to motivated me. "don't tell me that you are still crying over that loser ?"she asked me angrily.

from her voice I could feel the disappointment and the hurt but then there was nothing that I could do about it, it wasn't my fault that I loved him, there was just nothing.

Lena you better tell Theodora to stop crying about him because am beginning to get pissed and seeing her as a loser, you know what girl how about you pick a plane to Canada and get your man and if he doesn't wants you anymore, you move on from him and get yourself something doing and stop crying around because am beginning to get pissed, I hope this should be a wake up call you and don't you dare to cry about him anymore.

you are a pretty young girl and you deserve every good thing in this life and I know that a whole lot of young that want you and you one pregnancy had nothing to do with you, because you are never affectedly with it, you should stop this already because it's really annoying for a pretty Lady like you, Lena talk to her, am so done Here "Camilla said and that's it she walked out if the dining living us behind.

I knew this was it, I couldn't even bring myself to look at Lena, she would be so mad at me.

"Am sorry Lena, I just didn't mean to cry but I guess I could not control my emotions knowing that he was alright and yet he had refused to reach out to the kids, what am I supposed to do about that am I supposed to laugh about it and Joke like nothing was happening, I just don't know what to do, I just don't want to talk about it but I will be mostly gratefully if you don't scold me for that am literally just trying my best and I hope that you understand that.

Lena didn't say a word to me but she just wouldn't stop staring at me, it was just as if she had something in her mind that she wanted to say but she was finding it so hard to but I wasn't having it.

"I guess my mom was right after all Jeremy called me today since you didn't want to talk to him.

"well according to him, he has a slot to the party and since he had refused to attend, you should go to him and know what's he thinks and if he still doesn't want it, then you just have to let it go after all you did all that you could to make sure that he knows.

the hope jerked out of my face the moment she said those words to me, but I knew this was what I had always wanted, but then my kid's birthday was just a day away and I still couldn't stay with them bug then the best birthday gift I could give to them was making them know their father.

"I have decided to come with you mom had agreed to let the kids stay with her "

"I just can't let you go all by yourself, I just can't, you know I don't want any harm coming to you that's just the worst thing that I can ever think if at this time of my life "she told me and I hugged her tightly, she was the best gift that the universe had ever given to me.

And getting to be my first African American friend made it More amazing to even think that, I think that I'm loving' her everyday and I'm just shocked that she never really leaves me. I Just hope that our love for each other really does last forever.

"I Love you Lena, I. love you more than I could ever have imagined. I never thought that after being Betrayed by friendship and even family I could still meet someone that can love me more than I have even loved myself. This is just something that I never thought could happen.

"I just don't want to disappoint my best friend, you know you are my sister, the one I never had, I just wished that you would stay with me forever.

I Love you Lena, thank you for supporting me and staying with and sacrificing everything for me even with my comings that I have.

I just hope that you don't ever leave me. I don't think that I could have lived a day without you. You are more like my backbone, I am just so lucky to have met you that might in the club, it has been a turning point for me since then. I love you Lena I will forever live with you "I told her, while we both hugged tightly.

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"mom so you are leaving again"

"Am sorry babies but I knew it would hurt, I know tomorrow is your birthday which is March 3, but do not worry, I just have to bring your dad, won't you be happy if your dad was with us.

"You are bringing dad, the three of them screamed at us and Crystal jumped on me.

I could see the excitement on their faces and for that moment I hated myself for denying them the love of their father all this while.

"am so excited moment, I just wait to tell my friends in school that I have a dad just like the other kids and I knew that they would stop picking on me even though I know it's not on purpose but then it's just seeing balk the children have their father and me not having but now that am going to meet mine am going to thank God for it.

Thank you Jesus for finally granting my heart desires "my Little girl says going down on her knees and putting her palms together with her eyes closed.

The tears couldn't stop coming and I just let them out, I was so proud of them.

I knew this was the Influence of Lena mom. We started going to church very strongly since we came here and I think that I have never felt at peace with the way that I am now.

I looked at my little boys and my baby girl but that was it. I still have to make sure that he came with me. I just can't be too disappointed with these kids no matter what it was that I was going to do with those kids I Just had to do.

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The next day I didn't waste any time coming and seeing myself in Canada again. I just couldn't help but let out a breath.

This was something that I had always wanted to do and it's a good thing that I was doing this now.

Jeremy had come to pick me and Lena up from the airport himself and the moment I got into the car I hugged him so tightly like I had never done before.

"I misses you sweetheart"

"me too "I whispered the tears pouring out of my eyes and me not knowing how to control them, but it was Jeremy I could cry my eyes out and still won't mind, he was knight in shining armor and I wouldn't stop loving him being grateful to him for all the love and the care that he had showed to me.

"don't tell me you are not going to say hi "Lena's sad voice broke us out.

"I dare not mama "he said in the sexiest voice that I had ever heard and right in front of me. He bent and kissed her cheeks while I looked at them but I wasn't surprised, I knew that Lena always had a crush on him.

But mine was tonight and there was no going back on that