My ex-wife is so beautiful novel (Jared and Amber)
Chapter 1029 - Just what you want

Amber raised her eyes and calmly locked eyes with Jared, "Because I was too weak, because I didn't have a good family background, I didn't have parents, and I didn't have the attention of my husband, because I was isolated, because they bullied me, and after I understood the reason for all this, I vowed that I must become strong, and not only be strong myself, but also create a powerful background, only then will no one dare to bully me, and I can't think of relying on others to make myself strong, because no one can be relied on except myself."

No one can be relied upon except yourself

This statement, no doubt, made Jared a little sad.

He clenched his fists and his voice was raspy, "Am I one of them?"

Amber looked away, not looking at his vaguely hurt eyes, "Yes, in this world, everyone can betray each other, including relatives, let alone us? Furthermore, as I just said, one of the reasons, is that I am afraid that whenever I have something, I will seek your help, and in the long run, I will lose the ability to solve things independently, and in the end, if you don't want me anymore, what should I do?"

"Who said I don't want you?" Jared sulked and cupped her chin, breaking her head back so she could only look at herself, "In the end you just don't trust our relationship and don't think we'll make it to the end." Amber sighed, then her eyes stopped dodging and she just looked at the man, "Yes, I just don't believe we can go all the way, Jared, life is too long, we love each other now, but things like love have a shelf life after the shelf life, can we still love each other? Who can guarantee how long our previous shelf life will be? Three years, ten years? Anyway, I never thought that in this world, there are people who can love each other for a lifetime."

"Who says no!" Jared suddenly spoke up.

Amber was stunned for a moment and stared at him blankly.

Jared gently rubbed her forehead, his voice gentle down, "my grandfather died very early, in my childhood, so you have not seen him, you do not know that he and my grandmother just love each other for life, so you see, in this world, there are people who love each other for life, just you have not seen, but you can not deny its existence is not it?"

Amber's red lips opened up, "Really?"

"Of course, if you don't believe me, the next time you see your grandmother, you can ask her about the love between her and your grandfather, and then you will know that I am not lying to you." Jared looked at her.

Amber bit her lower lip and didn't say anything else.

Jared gently nudged her lips, "Don't bite, doesn't it hurt?"

Amber shook her head, indicating that it didn't hurt.

Jared rubbed her hair again and whispered, "Amber, give us a little faith, okay?"

"What confidence?" Amber looked up at him.

Jared's eyes were deep, "We can go on with confidence, grandfather and grandmother can love each other for the rest of their lives, and never quarrel, is really the marriage vows to the end, so why we can not?"

Amber lowered her eyes and didn't say anything.

Yeah, why can't they?

Although Amber was somewhat touched by Jared's words, she still remained somewhat unsure of herself inside.

After all, life is really too long, and now there are some things that can be said without pressure, of course.

Because no one knows what the future holds.

Looking at Amber's silent look, Jared knew that she was not confident that he could love her for life after all, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

However, he understood why she was like that.

Not being able to see the future does make it impossible to trust his assurances.

"It's okay." Jared hugged her head, holding her head on his chest, his voice gentle, "I will use practical actions to make you believe that you will not lose, but that is all later, let's put it aside, let's get back to business, I only know that you do not want to rely on me for everything, because you want to grow independently, did not know that you are still afraid of the outside world's eyes and opinions, this This is my fault, as your lover, I did not understand your fears, I'm sorry."

Amber shook her head, "You're not sorry in this kind of thing, after all, I didn't tell you and it's normal that you don't know."

"In the future, I will pay more attention to your psychological condition, and will not let you have such concerns again." Jared lowered his head and kissed the top of Amber's head, "Also, you don't care about outside opinions and voices, and don't let them influence you, so what if you don't have a family background? I've never been with you because of your family background, and I don't think I'm worthy or incapable of anything, in my heart, you're the best one, and there's no one in this world who can compare to you."

Amber laughed at his comment, "What are you talking about? There's no one like me yet, there are so many people who are better than me, aren't there?"

"But in my heart, you're the best one." Jared took her face in his hands and told her seriously.

Amber was all fired up by his seriousness.

I can't help it, he's really embarrassed and embarrassed by how he's praising her, and at the same time there's some secret secret joy.

She was really going crazy.

"You see, you have such a good image in my heart, there is even less need to care about everything in the outside world, of course, I also know that the outside world will never stop those colored glasses, I can not stop, I can stop a moment, but can not stop a lifetime, so no matter what, those people should say or will say, but they will be like this, all because jealous of you, so you do not need to The more you care, the easier it will be to doubt yourself and our feelings, and when the time comes, won't it be them who are happy?"

Amber looked up sharply.

Yes, she had never thought about it in the past, only that outside voices made her uncomfortable and made her wonder if she was right to be with Jared with no family, no abilities and nothing at all. After all, can two people who are completely at odds really be happy together?

Himself, is he really worthy of him?

She only thought of these, but did not think that those people are jealous of herself to say so, deliberately hit her self-confidence, so that they do not even need to strike, she herself will be because she cares too much, and gradually divorced from Jared's feelings.

When that happens, I'm afraid those people will be laughing at her behind her back for being stupid, right?

Laughing at the fact that she obviously got what they wanted easily, but then was made to lose it by herself, is not stupid is what?

She is really

Amber couldn't resist slapping her head.

Jared was about to eagerly check to see if she had shot anywhere when his hand was taken down by Amber.

Amber looked at him and her eyes finally softened, "I'm sorry, I didn't think about that, I"

"I know." Jared cut her off, "It's because you didn't think of this that you care so much about outside voices, everyone who stands at a height that others can't reach will be slammed by the outside world, it's inevitable, even I am the same, I also often hear sarcastic comments from the outside world, both explicitly and implicitly, saying that if I didn't cast a good birth and was born as the The Farrell Group's heir, I'm afraid I'm now worse than ordinary people, where I can stand on their heads to flaunt."

Amber's mouth opened wide in surprise, "There are actually people who say that about you?"

"Of course." Jared nodded, "It's also because of jealousy, but not being jealous is mediocre, so I never stop them from saying that about me, but I don't care either, the more I care, the more it makes them think they're right, so there's no need for you to care about those words at all either, let alone be brave about it, your caring and bravado will only make them look for them and think they There is an opportunity to take advantage of it."