My Miracle Luna
Chapter 84

{Darius' P.O.V.}

While Kelsey and I were walking to my personal cottage, my heart was racing a million miles a minute. We were walking hand-in-hand, and I honestly didn't know what to do with myself. The fireworks that I felt on my hand was nothing I had ever experienced before. Being with Kelsey like this made me forget all about the drama that I recently went through, and I honestly didn't miss Layla. She was already starting to become a distant memory.

When we got to the front patio, we stopped, and I watched as Kelsey just looked at the cottage from the outside.

"This place is adorable," she said with a big smile. I furrowed my brows and just looked at her. There are many words I call my home, but adorable was definitely not one of them. I guess that's the difference between a male and a female. I took out my key and opened the front door for her. I led her in and closed the door behind us.

"I know it's kind of small, but there is plenty of space and all of the appliances one would need," I tell her and turn on the lights.

"Wow, it's very clean,"

"Is there something wrong with that?" I asked her.

"No, I just didn't expect it to be this tidy. I have two older brothers and one young brother, and they're all pigs," I couldn't help but laugh at that.

"Wolves are a little different. We're raised to be tidy and neat. Because we live in the mountains, there's a lot of wildlife, and of course insects, so keeping the house clean prevents from rodents and insects from coming in," "Ewww..." she shuddered at the thought.

"Kelsey, if see you a rat, don't be surprised if your wolf takes over so she can eat it,"

"GROSS!"

"Not gross, natural. You're a werewolf now, which means, you're part animal,"

"Wait, are you saying that you eat rats?"

"I don't, my wolf Flynn does. But he's huge, so one isn't enough," she stuck out her tongue in disgust and I just chuckled at her.

"So, aside from the wild part of being a werewolf, how does this mate thing really work?" she asked while sitting on my couch. I sat down on the opposite end and we faced each other.

"Well, it's like the Alpha and Luna already explained. We're destined mates, and you're my second chance. Because you're a newborn, we're going to have this take slow. I don't want to traumatize you,"

"I don't understand,"

"Well, most of the time, for natural born wolves, most that find their mates, typically mate the same day,"

"Mate? As in have s*x?" she asked lifting a brow at me.

"Yeah," her mouth dropped in shock. "It's not like humans, where they have a one-night stand and call it a day. It's more intimate than that. When wolves have s*x, they become one with their mate, and most will also mark each other immediately," "Mark?"

"It's essentially a brand, a bite mark that goes right here..." I say and trace the small area on her neck. I watched as she slightly shivered at my touch

"So, the mark, what does it stand for?" she asked breathlessly and with her eyes closed.

"It's an insignia that shows other wolves and supernatural that the individual is taken. But there is also a deeper meaning,"

"Like what?"

"Well, it allows for a more heightened o****m during intercourse, it also holds sensors that emit not only your personal scent but that of your mates as well," I explain and trace her marking spot again.

"Why does your touch give me goosebumps?" she said with a slight moan. That sound alone made my d**k hard in my pants.

"It's the mate bond," I whisper in her ear and touch her again. "It's your body telling you what it craves. What it longs for. What it needs," I say softly against her lips. I took a deep breath and could smell her arousal. Flynn was going mad with I**t, and I was doing all I could to keep him down.

"Dar...Darius......."

"Yes, Kelsey, tell me what you need," I say against her lips again.

"Oh god!" she quickly jumps and moves away. "What the hell was that!?" she freaked out making me laugh.

"I told you, Kelsey, it's the mate bond," she is completely flustered and is holding her cheeks. "Kelsey, I can smell your arousal," she blushes even more and stares at me. Without saying another word, I point down to my crotch and she looks. Her eyes widen when she sees the massive bulge in my pants. "Oh...Oh...Oh my..."

"This what happens because of the mate bond. When mates are in close proximity to each other, regardless of how long they've been with each other, they become horny animals. It's primal for our species, and s*x is a big part of our lives. Unlike humans, a male werewolf's libido never goes away. Even elderly male wolves who are healthy can have intercourse. And unlike humans, healthy male wolves have very large libidos," she bit her bottom lip and gulped. "H-H-How...Large?" she asked hesitantly. I just smirked at her.

"If you're that curious, you're more than welcome to look for yourself. After all, this all belongs to you and only you," I say and while pointing up and down my body. She pauses a minute and flinches away. Something in her eyes eats away at me. She seemed almost too shy about all of this. "Hold on," I say and sit up straight making her jump a little. Damn, my mate was skittish. "Kelsey, you're not a virgin, are you?" she bit the corner of her bottom lip, and then pursed her lips and turned her head away from me. "Ohhh..." I said and scooted towards her. "Why didn't you say anything?" I ask her putting my arm around her shoulder.

"I don't know how s**t works in your world, but where I come from, girls don't typically tell a stranger that they're a virgin,"

"Well, you are in my world now, and as my mate, I have the right to know that you are pure and believe me, in our world, it's rare to find a wolf that is pure,"

"It is?"

"I told you, Kelsey, wolves are very primal, and we live for s*x. Some start having intercourse by the time they turn sixteen, and it's mostly males because even though we don't gain our wolf counterparts until we are eighteen, most males have already hit puberty by sixteen, and that makes it hard for us to keep it in our pants. You will find some who will hold off until they find their mate, and most females wait until they find their mate, but not always," "So, being a virgin is a good thing?"

"It's a very good thing," I say and lean into her.

"Darius," I grab her by the hips and bring her onto my lap, so she is straddling me. She put her hands on my shoulders to steady herself, but her eyes are wide with shock. "What are you doing!?" "Letting you take the reins," I answer and rest my hands on her hips. "I'm not a virgin, haven't been for several years. And even though you are, you are anything but naïve and I know you know what to do when you want it. So, I'm going to just sit here with you on my lap until you're ready. You can kiss me, grind your hips, or just lean against me. You do what you're comfortable with and I won't move until you tell me it's okay," I slouched down a bit and leaned my head against the back of the couch. Kelsey just stayed there frozen not moving. I just patiently waited. I felt her adjust her body a bit, and that movement alone rubbed against my hard-on and made me moan.

She did it again, only this time, she did it on purpose and I bit my bottom lip. Slowly but surely, Kelsey started to grind against me, and I could smell her arousal. When I opened my eyes, her eyes were black, and they were glowing purple.

"Hello, mate," she said in a low husky voice. I stopped her realizing that her wolf had taken over. "Awww...Why did you stop me?"

"What's your name?" I asked her softly but sternly.

"Summer,"

"Well Summer, as much as I would like to let Flynn out and have his turn, this is Kelsey's show,"

"But,"

"No, buts Summer. Bring Kelsey back, and do not ever take over without her permission. That's disrespectful to her especially since you know for a fact that she's a newborn," Summer glared at me and pouted. She closed her eyes and when they opened again, they were Kelsey's hazel eyes.

"What the f**k just happened?!" she exclaimed jumping off of my lap. "I felt like I was in something short of the f*****g twilight zone!"

"Your wolf took over your body," I tell her and take her hands in mine trying to calm her down. "Summer must have felt you were taking too long to make up your mind and decided to take it into her own hands,"

"Is that normal!?"

"That's very normal," I say and tuck her hair behind her ear. "But, you have the strength to fight her back and keep her from taking control like that. You're the host, and she's the wolf spirit. The only she will be the host is when you are in wolf form," "Wolf form?" I c****d my head to the side and furrowed my brows.

"Kelsey, have you not shifted yet?"

"Shifted!?" I took her questionable and shocked expression as a 'no, and figured it would be best if I helped her through it.

"Come with me," I say and stand up.

"Where are we going?"

"I'm going to show you what I mean by shifting," I took her hand and led her out through the back door. We walked a few yards away from the cottage and into a small clearing in the trees. "Kelsey, I'm going to shift into my wolf. His name is Flynn, and he is quite large. Unlike what you've seen on T.V. and movies, the concept of shifting takes a little time and you're going to hear some s**t that might make me you want to hurl, but don't. It's normal and is only painful the first few times it's done. Once I turn, we won't be able to communicate. That will change once we mark each other, but for now, just know that Flynn won't harm you," "Okay," she replied and nodded.

"I need to undress in order to do this, I don't want to rip the clothes I have on," she just nodded. I began to remove my clothes, and once I was fully naked, I gave Flynn control. I just hoped that Kelsey wouldn't faint or run away. {Kelsey's P.O.V.}

When Darius started to undress, I kept telling myself to turn away, but for some stupid reason, my body wouldn't listen to my brain. First, he took off his shirt, and my mouth immediately became dry. I already knew he was built like a f*****g bodybuilder, but his shirt was definitely hiding some big a*s muscles. Why would anyone want to reject him? Like f*****g seriously, Darius was beyond sexy.

When I saw him take off his pants, I knew I should give him privacy, but again, my body was not listening to my brain. He didn't even seem to care about the fact that he was stripping naked in front of me. When he dropped his boxers, my mouth just dropped. He said he was large, and by golly was he large. I couldn't stop myself from staring at his large and currently soft member. If it's that large when it was soft, I could only imagine how big it was when he was fully erect. Oh god, I really should stop staring but I couldn't stop.

I've seen a few erections in my day, I mean, I did go to college, and I've watched porn obviously, but Darius was on a whole other level of big. I gulped thinking about the fact that it probably wouldn't fit, and that thought alone made me wet all over again. Holy hell, when did I become such a horny freak?

My thoughts were interrupted when I started to hear cracking sounds. I shook my head and saw that Darius was starting to change. I watched as his bones were popping in and out of place, fur started to grow and take place of his olive skin. He dropped to all fours, and I watched as he got progressively bigger and bigger, while his gorgeous face grew a long snout. His hands and feet turned to paws, and I saw a tail starting to grow from his a*s. My head angled upwards more and more and by the time he was done, standing before me was a giant grey and white wolf.

I could feel my eyes popping out of their sockets staring at the wolf that was now in the place where Darius once stood. Flynn, I think is what Darius said his name was, was staring into my eyes. For some crazy-a*s reason, I wasn't afraid though. There was this massive wolf standing before me, but all I could do was stare at him in complete admiration for how beautiful he was. His eyes were turquoise green, like the ocean, and it felt like he was peering into my soul.

I felt myself walking towards him with my hand out to pet him. I stopped midair above his snout, and he gently met my hand.

"Wow, you're so soft, Flynn," I said and started to pet him. He lowered his body to the ground, so I could have better access and I scratched behind his ears like I would a dog. I was surprised to see his tongue roll out and his tail started to wag. "Oh, I guess you like that," I said and did it some more. Flynn nudged me with this massive head and then laid flat on his side. He lifted his leg up a little, and his tail started to drum the ground. "Do you want a belly rub?" I asked and he thumped his tail faster. I started to rub and scratch his belly and his tail thumped the ground even faster, and his leg started to twitch.

I smiled seeing this. Flynn may have been a ginormous werewolf, but he was a straight puppy in my hands. Summer was going insane trying to take over, but I pushed her back as Darius told me to.

"Darius, can you hear me?" I asked Flynn and he nodded his head. "Oh okay, well umm...Summer is kind of bothering me, and she says that she wants to meet Flynn too," Flynn huffed and backed away. I was surprised at this but then saw that he was changing back. About a minute later, a naked Darius was in front of me again.

"Kelsey, shifting is very painful the first time around, and can take up to ten minutes to complete," he said to me without even putting his clothes back on. My eyes instantly reverted down to his m*****d. "Kelsey!"

"Huh?" I looked back up at his face.

"I know my d**k is a work of art, but we're talking about something serious here," "Sorry,"

"Don't be sorry. Any other day and I'd let you stare and do whatever you want. But you're talking about shifting for the first time,"

"I'm not, Summer is,"

"You're one and the same, Kelsey," I just nodded my head. "I can help you shift for the first time, but as I said, it's going to be painful and it's going to take time. Are you sure it's something you want to try right now?" I pouted my lip and thought about it. I found Darius shifting into Flynn really awesome but seeing how his bones reconstructed like that and the sounds it made honestly freaked me out a little.

"Actually, no, I don't think I'm ready," I replied and apologized to Summer who just whimpered and ignored me. "Summer is mad at me,"

"It's okay, she's just upset because you got to see Flynn and she didn't. Once you're up for shifting, just let me know. I'll be there for you every step of the way," I smiled and nodded. Darius put his clothes back on, and we back inside the cottage.

He showed me around a bit more since we had gotten distracted earlier, and I had to admit that this cottage was super homey. The kitchen had everything a girl could want, and I was surprised to see that the master bedroom was fairly large. I was even more stunned to see a jacuzzi tub in the bathroom along with a standing shower.

"I know you don't have much with you, so when you're feeling up for it, we can go shopping and get you some new clothes, and personal items," Darius said coming up behind me. He slowly snaked his arms around me and brought me close to him. Feeling his touch gave me all the butterflies, and I was wet all over again.

"Darius, what are you doing to me?" I said in a whisper.

"I don't know what you're talking about," he said and held me tighter. "I'm just holding you,"

"You do something to my body whenever you're near,"

"I told you, it's the mate bond," he replied and kissed my neck. That alone made me moan and I could feel his boner in his pants.

"Darius, you're driving me insane,"

"Good," he turned me around and kissed me hard. I've kissed plenty of guys in my days, but Darius blew them out of the water with the way he was kissing me. Again, why the f**k would anyone want to reject this man?

He picked me up from my legs and pinned me against the wall. He kissed me with so much passion and want that my legs were starting to quiver.

"Give in to me, Kelsey," he said as he moved his kisses to my jaw and my neck. "Give in to your desires, baby,"

"Ah, Darius," I moaned as I felt him rub his erection between my legs and against my p***y. "Oh god, mmmm..." I moaned again when the friction started to build.

"Let me make me love you," he said and attacked my lips again. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. I may have been afraid to shift, but what the way he was making me feel right now, I was anything but afraid to lose my virginity. I've always wanted to, but no guy has ever made me feel the way Darius does. Sure it could be the whole mate bond thing, or me just being horny as hell because I'm a werewolf now, but that didn't matter.

"Darius, I want you,"