Scarred Alphas by Norisha May
Chapter 32

Garret stares at me as if I was something to examine.

"Is that even an option?" I ask Garret.

"Na. He will never let you go so you need to be ready for anything he throws at you. Listen, you want to be on his good side? Just make him happy." He says. "Don't argue and do everything he tells you to do." "Make him happy...why?" I ask him "Because...it will help you survive him." "But...why should I start now? I ask.

"Huh?" He is obviously confused because I am not talking to him. I am talking to myself now.

"Why should I now start living to make someone else happy when all I have done all these years is rebel against my own oppressors damming the consequences? Why change now? I have only changed one horrible pack for another..." Garret seems stunned at my words.

I give Garret a peace sign with my fingers. "Thanks for the advice," I say and walk away leaving him still confused.

I wanted to go for a run tonight with Colt but how am I supposed to when Serge won't leave my side?

I look around for Colt but I don't see him anywhere. Not that I was going to talk to him. I don't want to bring attention to us like that.

I notice that people look at me, tempted to approach me but I don't want to make conversations. I am not good at doing that.

I turn around and scurry back to the house, making my way up the stairs and into my room where I close my door. I take in a deep breath feeling relieved that I am alone.

I immediately take my clothes off and put on pajamas, making myself comfortable and then I turn on the TV. As the night keeps going, I am hoping the whole time that Warrick won't have someone come get me but soon the noise of the festival outside quiets down, and then later on, it is over. I feel relieved.

I brush my teeth, getting myself ready for bed. As I come out of the bathroom brushing my teeth, I can see the shadow of Serge from underneath the door. The guy has been standing there all this time and I feel bad that he has to do that all night.

I finish brushing my teeth, then walk over to my TV and turn it off. I almost have a heart attack when from the shadows, Colt comes out. He immediately puts a hand on my mouth before I can gasp. He places a finger across his mouth telling me to keep quiet. He then slowly pulls me to the doors that lead to the balcony where he takes me out and closes the door behind us.

"He won't hear us out here," Serge whispers.

"What are we doing?" I ask him.

"You wanted to go for a run.

Didn't you?"

"Oh, yeah but can we?"

"Yeah, as long as Serge thinks you are in the room... unless you want him to join us?"

"No. I am tired of being watched besides, I want to go with just you."

"Oh? And why is that? Is it because you like me?"

I squint my eyes at him. "You already know that." He softly laughs as he picks me up. Before I can ask what is he doing, he jumps from the balcony to the bottom floor and immediately puts me down. "Act normal and don't worry. If anyone asks, I am guarding you as I am instructed to do and we are just going for a run."

I nod and start following him. The guards that are set up at the edge of the forest look at us once and then don't pay us any mind. We find a spot behind some trees and start taking our clothes off.

"Don't you look over here!" I tell him but I am only joking. He has seen me completely n*ked so I don't feel any embarrassment anymore...unless he intently stares.

He starts laughing. "Really? I have seen it all but I'll respect those wishes if that is what you want."

I turn to him and stick out my tongue then I shift and take off running. Soon he is right next to me. I don't know this territory like he does so I let him lead.

During our run, I give control to my wolf who starts jumping on him as we run, playing. I am sure Colt's wolf is also in control and he starts playfully fighting her off and trying to get away from her. It is cute to see them like this. To see how not just us but also our wolves get along. It almost melts all of my worries away.

After a while, we end up on a cliff that overlooks the forest.

The forest is so big that I can even see an end to it even from up here but in the distance, I can see sharp edges of boulders and rocks.

Colt shifts and I do the same.

"Where are we?"

"We are still in Warricks territory but we are close to the edge. He points out to a tree that towers over the others in the far distance. "A few feet away from that tree is the end of the territory. But do you see those rocks over there?" He points to the sharp rocks in the distance that almost make a wall and I nod.

"Those make it impossible for anyone to leave or get in through there. So there are not many guards around these parts."

"So...we have more privacy?"

"Yes," he says turning to me.

"So I can do this then?" I pull him and kiss him. I have no idea what has gotten into me lately that I am this bold but I like it. Maybe it is because we are in this situation together and I don't want to waste any more time.

He immediately relaxes and kisses me back but I can feel him smiling as he kisses me.

I pull back to look at him.

"Yes," he whispers. "We can do exactly that."

I smile but I look around.

"Are you sure though?"

"Yes. No one will come here unless they are actually looking for us."

"Good," I say but I then start to panic when he pulls me down and sits me on his lap.

"Yeah, good. No one will hear you scream in pleasure either."

"Oh shut up and just kiss me."

"I'll do more than that." He whispers before pressing his lips on mine.

He turns me around and sits me facing him with my legs around his waist and his rising member in between my legs. He caresses my back as he kisses me. His hand goes up and down softly touching every inch of my skin, all the way to my ass. His tongue now dances inside my mouth and I try to match him. For some reason, this turns me on even more.

I touch the rippling muscles on his shoulders and trace his arm. Then I slide my hands down his hard chest and abs.

I have never touched a man like this before but I am loving it. I really love his body.

Slowly, he holds me tight and lies me on the ground while he starts to kiss my neck and then comes back to my lips. Suddenly, his body comes down on me and I instinctively wrap my legs around him which surprises me that it comes so naturally. I push away from his lips to tell him to mind what he is doing-though I am not sure I want him to- but he whispers first before I can say anything. "I know. I won't do anything you don't want to do." And then he goes back to k*ss me. I have no fear. I trust him.

Suddenly I feel something poking me. I know it is his member and it is hard as a rock. It reminds me of when I took him in my mouth. I still can't believe I did that.

He starts to slide across my intimate lips. Immediately the contact makes me moan.

He takes his mouth from my lips to whisper. "Yeah, just like that. Moan for me." His lips come back to mine and I moan again as I feel him stroke against my slit.

It feels so good. It is so crazy how different it feels from his mouth like last time but it is still so good. This man is giving me new experiences and I love it.

Now I hear him moan and this makes me so excited. He is the only man I have heard moan like this and I love it.

He looks at me as he grunts. "Hgh...is this okay for you?" He asks as his hips roll making him look even more s*xy. "Y-yes," I say with a whimper.

It is okay...but it is not enough. It feels really good but I definitely want more...I want more...

"Screw it, Colt. Take me.

Take me completely." I whisper.

His eyes widen in surprise. "Really?"

I slowly nod. "Yeah...I want you."

He completely stops moving and lifts to see my face. "Are you sure, Cass. Is this what you really want?"

Taking a deep breath, I nod again. "Yes, Colt. I am sure."

I have never been so sure. I want him to be the one who takes me.

His lips clash with mine in a tantalizing and sizzling kiss and he continues to move his member on my slit. He starts to kiss down my neck until his lips reach my erect breast and he starts to suck and lick, making me moan even louder.

His hand starts to slide down my stomach. I feel him grabbing his member and then I feel him pressin it against my core, giving a few soft thrusts but not going in.

Then he lets my breast go and latches his lips onto mine in a passionate kiss.

This is when I start to feel him slide inside of me and I hear him moan. All the pleasure I was feeling before is now mixed with pain.

"Oh...sh-shit...that hurts..." I whisper.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asks pulling his head back.

"N-no...no, it's okay."

I cling to him in a hug and urge him to keep moving. I close my eyes and grab onto his hair as he slowly thrusts in and out of me. "Are you okay?" He asks.

"Yeah..." I say. I find it so sweet that he is checking in on me and not just mindlessly f**king me.

He is gentle and he watches me making sure that I am okay.

Soon the pain is mild and all I feel now is pleasure. I start moaning again and he starts to speed up. His body smaks mine and I can even hear the sound it makes. Then, he changes the motion and I am now seeing stars. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on FindNovel.net. Visit FindNovel.net to read the complete chapters for free."You like that?" He asks and I am sure he notices this by my sounds and my expressions.

"Ye-yeah!" I manage to gasp.

He smiles and kisses me while I start to feel that rising feeling again he made me feel last time he had his mouth on me. I know I am about to come but it is different and just a bit more intense.

I moan louder and louder until that feeling bursts inside of me. My body shakes and I dig my nails into his shoulder but he clearly doesn't mind. He pauses for a moment and smiles looking down at me. "How did that feel?" He asks.

Catching my breath, I answer him. "Very, very...VERY good."

He chuckles but then starts to move again.

He lifts up, holding my hips in place as he dives into me over and over speeding up every time just a bit more. His grunts become louder and his face looks just as blissful as it is intense.

"I'm about to come, baby!"

He grunts out.

What am I supposed to say to this? "Yeah?" I ask feeling dumb as I continue to come down from my own high.

"Yeah!" He moans and that is when he comes. He gives a loud grunt and one last big thrust.

His body slurps over mine. I caress his hair as we both take in deep breaths. He then lifts his head up and kisses me.

I never knew this could be this good. And I am glad it was with him.

Now I want to do it again!