Shackled (The Lord Series) by Carlos
187. Olivia - Emotions IV

It is a strange thing to be proud of, but I beam, knowing that I am making the guys happy.

I put more effort into making Mose feel good. I suck and lick him slowly and even gag on it until he comes into my mouth, and I drink every drop of his cum before showing him my empty mouth. "Delicious," I say and I clean my bottom lip with my tongue.

Mose kisses my lips before taking a few steps back and tucking himself in his pants while keeping his eyes on me. "Your skill needs to be rewarded. Tell me what you want to eat, and I will make it for you."

"How come you never make my favorite food?" Jasper complains.

Mose laughs. "Because you don't have Olivia's mouth."

Jasper mumbles something under his breath and I swear I heard him say, “I could," making me wonder if he likes guys as well.

Ansel stands in front of me. "Honey, I am so hard for you it hurts."

I run my hand over his erection. "Do you want me to take care of you as well?" I ask. Before he can reply, I cup him through his pants. "Do you want me to play with your balls?" "Yes," he says hoarsely.

The bond lets me know how much he enjoys my words.

I open his fly and his cock springs free. My hand wraps around it and I kiss it, his flesh throbbing beneath my lips. “Where else do you want me to kiss you?" I whisper. Jasper gently rubs my clit.

Ansel lifts up his sweater, revealing hard muscles. "Yes," he groans.

I kiss him across the abdomen, following his happy trail and playfully nipping at his skin, making him hiss. My eyes hold his gaze and when it turns black with lust, I feel powerful. I am doing this to him. It is a strange feeling, but I like it. "Olivia," Ansel raps. I press my lips to his skin again and again. "You are making me lose my control."

Mose watches me with hunger in his eyes, but I focus only on pleasuring Ansel. Men might be strong but a woman can use her charms to make them fall to their knees. Or so other pornai from the Celestial Heaven claimed. For a moment, I envision him on his knees in front of me, but I push it away, not wanting him to get between Ansel and me.

My lips return to Ansel's cock. "How do you want me to suck you, my Lord?"

"I just want to fuck your pretty mouth," Ansel says and puts his thumbs at the corners of my mouth, pulling my lips apart.

Jasper rubs my clit faster and when I moan, Ansel shoves his cock inside my mouth. When his dick hits the back of my throat, making my eyes water, he snarls, "Take it, you little cum slut."

Ansel keeps hitting the back of my throat, and instinctively, I place my hands on his thighs.

"Jasper, grab her hands," Ansel says.

Jasper pins my arms behind my back and grabs my wrist with one hand while, with the other, he grabs my neck and holds me in place. Ansel pulls out his cock from my mouth and hits me across the face with it. Grabbing my jaw between his strong fingers, he sneers, "Mose might like his cock to be worshiped, but mine is to destroy mouths."

He spits in my mouth before shoving his cock back in, then pulling out, spitting again and repeating several times before grabbing my hair, splitting it into two sections, wrapping it around his palms, and proceeding to fuck my mouth hard. "Oh, Honey, your mouth feels amazing," he groans when the tip of my nose is smashed against his abdomen. "Use your throat to make me come."

I look up at him, tears spilling down my cheeks, and I tighten my pipes around him and then relax. Tighten. Relax. Again and again and again until Ansel shoots rope after "Good girl," he praises me and kisses my forehead before pulling out of my mouth.

"That was hot as fuck," Mose says. "Next time, we should use some toys. Even do some double penetration. It's been a long time since we fucked a woman like that." Ansel fixes his clothes. "I will make sure her ass is stretched and ready for use."

Double penetration. My last experience with it, at Malaky's house, was horrible. But maybe it will be different this time.

rope

of cum down my throat.

"Can I go clean myself?" I ask.

Ansel lifts me up in his arms. "Allow me," he says as he takes me to Jasper's room. After putting me on top of the bed, he goes to the bathroom. "Are you sore?" I blink. "A bit."

“I will prepare the bathtub and add some coconut oil to the water. It should help.”

When he returns to the room, naked, my breath catches in my throat. I haven't realized how handsome Ansel is until now.

Stopping in front of me, he runs a finger across my neck and says, his tone serious, "I should add my mark on your skin as well."

He pushes me onto the bed, the sheets cold against my back, and he gets on top of me and interlaces our fingers.

"Why bond with me?" I ask, wanting to know why he would do something so stupid.

His next words take me by surprise.

"Because I love you."

He loves me?

A lie.

Words that mean nothing.

Words that I don't believe.

Ansel bites my neck hard, drawing blood. Despite just coming minutes ago, I feel him getting hard, and I wrap my legs around his waist. And when he enters me? I chant his name while he fuck me slowly. Gently. He feels better than Jasper. Maybe because I don't have to worry that he will hurt me and my body can fully relax so I can enjoy being with him.

Look at me. A few orgasms later, and I am moaning like crazy. Who would have thought I would ever like to be with men? That's not right. I only enjoy being with Ansel, Mose, and Jasper.

Ansel lifts his head and looks into my eyes. I feel vulnerable. I need him to be rough, not fuck me like this...whatever this is. But it feels so right.

"This is the first time I've made love with someone," he whispers into my ear, before pressing his lips to the mark he left on my neck. "You are mine, Olly. If you are with Jasper or Mose, it's only because I allow it. Because I want to give you something you never had—happiness.”

A lone tear runs down my cheek.

I want to believe him but there is no hope left for me.

The scar on my abdomen burns, reminding me why I will never be happy again. Why I don't deserve to be happy.

"Cum for me," he says against my skin.

I shake my head. “It will take me a while. It's alright. You can go ahead and finish.”

"Ladies first."

Ansel continues to fuck me, to make love to me, while he kisses me and his hands run all over my body. When my body finally reaches that high peak of pleasure, and my nails dig into his back while I moan, Ansel gazes down at me. The bond tugs at my heart. At the fabric of my soul. What if Ansel cares? What if I am safe now?

The darkness inside me spreads even more, gripping my heart just as Ansel groans my name as he comes deep inside me.

Excruciating pain radiates from every pore of my body and I press my lips to Ansel's mouth. My vision turns blurry. I let out a loud scream before I pass out.

**Hi everyone. I hope you are enjoying the book and are also excited to find out what secrets Olivia has. Things will be revealed... soon.**