Sir Ares, Goodnight novel (Jay Ares and Rose)
Chapter 1608

However, she regretted it almost immediately afterward.

Jay's face was so important, yet she hit it without a second thought. She succeeded in getting her revenge on Chloe, but she ended up hurting Jay in the process as well.

She had wounded the man she loved the most, and this man was the person who had continuously spoiled her lovingly.

By slapping him in the face, she had also felt a stab in her heart.

Mrs. Yorks looked at Angeline's overly thin arms and thought that Angelina was preventing Jay from seeing her current unsightly appearance. She tried to gently comfort her, saying, "I've asked Cole to send me some money, Angeline. We can hire a nanny now so that you can take a good rest. Once your body recovers, Jay wouldn't feel so heartbroken anymore when he sees how healthy and round you look when you return to Imperial Capital."

Angeline glanced at her skinny self and nodded in a lonesome manner. "I really should eat more."

While Shirley was still in her postpartum period, Mrs.

Yorks went over to the nearby farm to get some free-range eggs and chicken. She would come home and make chicken dishes for both Shirley and Angeline.

Angeline often hugged Mrs. Yorks and acted coquettishly around her. "You're feeding me too well, Aunt Crystal."

Mrs. Yorks replied, "Nonsense. You're so skinny now. Even an outsider like me would be distressed just looking at you. Won't Jay feel heartbroken seeing you in this state?" Angeline placed a bowl of chicken broth on the table, yet she had no appetite for it.

She tried her best to resist her anxiety disorder. Even though it allowed her to gain back basic mobility, every night, the pain in her muscles made her wish she were dead.

Since it was challenging for her to get a good rest at night, she had lost an enormous amount of weight in the blink of an eye.

There were a couple of times when she could no longer hold on and began to self-harm. She used the pain of slicing her skin open to cover up the pain from her muscle fibers. The situation was the epitome of the saying, robbing Peter to pay Paul.

She often wondered how much longer could she stand living such painful days?

Sometimes, she felt that it was best if she were dead.

However, seeing Jay's unceasing text messages every single day and his unchanging words of love made her retreat. She ended up straying further from death.

If she were to die, what would happen to Jaybie?

Just like this, she became tangled in a tortured life where days felt like years.

At night, the baby went to sleep very early. Angeline dragged her exhausted body toward her bed and decided to take an early rest.

Her phone had been vibrating continuously, and she rolled over while lying on the bed. She weakly looked a t her phone, only to find that the text messages were from Jay.

Unlike the love letters in the past that were filled with the sweetest words, this one was written in a structured manner and was well-formatted.

[My darling Angeline,

[Do you still remember the moment we met? You grinned at me and planted a ray of sunshine in my heart. It was the moment the root of my love started growing. I vowed to myself that I would treat you well and give you the best things in the world. I've worked hard on my end, hoping that I could grow into your towering tree that could shelter you from all the winds and rains in this lifetime.

[Looking back, I've realized that my vows were too ignorant and frivolous. I've been your best companion and the person who pampered you the most, but I've also been your deepest, deadliest wound. My arrogance and domineering attitude still cannot change the structured flaws of this world. For example, I cannot change where I come from, nor can I change the identities of my biological parents. The harm they've inflicted upon you are also the nightmares that haunt my dreams for countless nights.

[Life itself is like never-ending practice, and there are joys as well as sorrows. When Jaybie is not by your side, I hope you will face all the winds and rains calmly. You have every reason to believe that rainbows will always come after a storm.

[Finally, Jaybie wishes to tell you that in my world, you're the wind and rain, and you're my blessing. There's only you for the rest of my life.

[I'll be waiting for you!]

The end of the text message wrote: [I love you forever-Jaybie]