Sophia's Revenge
Sophia’s Revenge – Chapter 26

Sophia’s POV

It had been 3 days of hell. At this point I am barely hanging on and I don’t know why I continue to try. I was hopeful at first that Xander and Kane would come for me but there was no sign of them. Blaine and Spencer have continued to beat me and rape me repeatedly. I don’t even know what they are doing to me anymore. My entire body is numb. I have stopped replying to anything they say. I don’t cry or scream when they beat me or take my body.

I have to separate myself from this situation. I have to pretend that my life has played out differently. I like to think that I am back at Xanders pack house and him and I get to know each other and start to fall in love. He came in before I could go for my walk and apologized and begged for forgiveness and it worked because I let him in. The only part that bugs me about this whole scenario is Kane. I know I love him in a way I shouldn’t because he isn’t my mate, but I can’t help it. This is the only thing that has kept alive. I think of his smile and the way it lights up his whole face. He doesn’t smile often but when he does, it lights up the whole room.

I think of Kane a lot also. His 100-watt smile and his constant talking. I have even found myself singing songs in my head that I have heard him sing. Damn country music. The way his hair fell slightly over his eyes sometimes and how he would run his hands through it. He was so sexy when he did that.

I was snapped back to reality when I heard Blaine and Spencer arguing in the living room. Something about Alpha Wayne being dead and if they should go back to the pack house or not. How could he be dead? He was the Alpha, no one would mess with him. I don’t catch much more because I can’t keep my eyes open.

The sound of my door being slammed open and hitting the wall woke me up and Blaine was on top of me in seconds. He was hitting me for everything he was worth. This was it; it was the end of me. He was going to beat me to death. I wasn’t going to last much longer; I didn’t have anything left in me. My fight was gone.

“You stupid b***h. Your f*****g mate took over my pack. He is out looking for you. Well, he won’t like what he finds. I am going to make you suffer beyond your wildest beliefs. He killed my father, and I am going to kill you. He won’t even be able to recognize you when I am done with you.”

He grabbed the whip with the little spikes on it and started to bring it down on me. He didn’t care where it landed so long as it hit some part of my body. I couldn’t take it anymore and let out a b***d-curling scream before I started to see stars in my vision. The pain was unbearable. Blackness started to cloud my vision before it overtook me completely and I became unconscious.

I swear I was dreaming when I heard Kanes voice.

“Baby girl, I am so sorry we didn’t get here sooner, you are going to be ok. We are getting you help.”

He couldn’t be here. It really felt like someone was stroking my head the way I liked. It felt nice. Tfhis is the first comfort I had in 3 days. This was a cruel joke. I knew he wasn’t here, and I would soon be awake again. That seemed to be how it worked. I would dream of them and then wake up to being beat or raped.

“Beautiful, we are waiting for the doctor to arrive before we move you, OK?” Xander said.

That caused me to open my eyes. This couldn’t be a dream if they were talking about a doctor.

I was struggling to get the words out but finally managed to say “are you really here? If this is another dream, it is a cruel joke. I am not going to last much longer.”

It was so painful to even talk. Every part of my body hurt but seeing their faces I knew I was safe for now.

Xander leaned down and kissed my temple, telling me “No, beautiful, this is real, you are safe now.”

That’s all I needed to hear to let myself go. I couldn’t hold on any longer. The blackness took over and I had no idea what was going on.

I had no concept of anything around me. I was surrounded by total darkness. There was nobody there. It was nice. I wasn’t in constant pain, and I couldn’t feel anybody doing anything to me. I don’t know how long I have been here, but I could stay forever. I do wish Stella was with me. I miss her. She was the best thing about my life. While she wasn’t there for very long, I loved her. Maybe when I find my way out of this blackness, I will find her.

I started searching for a way out. I wanted my wolf. I needed her. She was me. I started yelling “STELLA” over and over. I had yelled for so long that my voice was going. I just had a whisper now.

I was floating through the blackness, still searching for Stella, when I started falling. This felt familiar. I had done this before. It didn’t scare me. I knew I was going to land on something soft. I started to pick up speed and fell faster and faster. It felt like I had been falling for a long time when I finally crashed on something soft again. I just laid there for a minute basking in the softness around me.

Suddenly, someone started stroking my head, making me feel comfortable. I still hadn’t opened my eyes but said “Hello, moon goddess. How are you?”

“Oh, my sweet child, how are you? I can’t express how sorry I am this has happened to you. It wasn’t part of the plan, but like always, I can’t control what my children do.”

“Am I dead this time?”

“No, my dear, you are not. You will be going back to your mates. You have a very special life to live.”

“Moon goddess, I don’t mean to question your decisions, but Xander doesn’t love me. Why did you pair us together?”

“He does love you; you just haven’t given him enough time. He loves you so much he doesn’t know how to express it. He, too, has had to go through some difficulties and has yet to overcome them, but he will. He is as we are speaking. He is so afraid you are leaving him and not returning to earth. But you will be there soon enough. You need to let your body heal some. You need rest.”

“Why did you choose me for this?”

“Because you are strong and I have paired you with a strong wolf, who, like you, has suffered before coming to you.”

“Wait, I get Stella, back?”

“She never left, she just had to hide because if they knew what you guys are, it would have been bad.”

“What are we?”

“You, my child, were chosen as an emerald wolf.”

“What is an emerald wolf?”

“That is something that you will have to discover after waking up. I can tell you that in order to be an emerald wolf you must learn pain and suffering and that is something that you have endured more than any other emerald wolf to walk this planet, and for that I am sorry, but just know that you have the power to end it and prevent it now. You will have the power to do amazing things.”

I was just lying in there soaking up all of her words when I suddenly felt a heaviness on my stomach. I looked up and a large white wolf with a slight green glow had laid down and placed its head on my stomach.

“Stella! Is that you?”

She just c****d her head sideways and looked at me. I started to pet her and felt how soft she was and how content she was just being here.

“Yes, that is Stella. I thought it would bring you some comfort right now. She has been driving me nuts to get you here, but we had to make sure your physical form was going to be OK first.”

We all just laid there for a long time. Nobody was speaking. I continued to pet Stella as she curled in closer to me.

“It is time to go back now, my child. We have been here a long time. Remember who you are and that you are destined for great things.”

She leaned down and kissed my forehead and I began to fall again. I continued to fall for what felt like forever, until I could hear a steady beep noise and I knew exactly where I was at, but I couldn’t open my eyes no matter how hard I tried.