The Alpha's Plus Size Urban Human Mate
The Alpha’s Plus Size Urban Human Mate – Chapter 53

Shadow’s POV: Just some sort of dream

I knew the minute the girls saw Scarlett that all hell would break loose especially in the current position we were in wasn’t helping the situation at all. “Wait, I got it, I was knocked out and this is just some sort of f****d up dream, right? And I bet as soon as I pull this gun to kill these motha fuckas, who’s trying to make out and have s*x in here, while my cousin who is literally fighting for her life in the operating room down the hall. I know this not real, I’m gonna wake up any minute now. But I’m still going to pull this trigger, because real or not, it will be a happy ending to this nightmare for me either way.” Mina said, pulling Lynn’s gun from her waist, which put everyone on high alert, moving to stand up to react if needed. “Now wait a minute, just put the damn guns down and let’s find out what happened. She may have vital information we may need.” Makahi said, standing with me protecting my mate who just so happens to be same person who stabbed Shawna their family. “Would you look at that yall, I still can’t seem to find a f**k to give about nothing he just said.” Ji’lahni said patting her pockets sarcastically. “You real life think we give a f**k about any of that shit. You know why this is easy for us, because we’re not stupid. She kidnapped our babies and then stabbed Shawna who risked her life to save our babies. I don’t even know why any of this has to be explained. If you wanted answers, you should have stopped Montego before he ripped the head off the wolf who had the babies. Hell he was more innocent than this bitch.” Lynn said angrily.

“So why are you still standing there? You have a real bad habit of protecting bitches who want to hurt me and my family and I’m about sick of that shit.” Ji’lahni said, stepping up to the alpha’s face. “Ji’lahni I’m going to let that slide because we are all running on emotion. You know that I would never let anyone hurt you if I can help it. I chose you, so remember that. We just have to keep a level head and focus on the main objective.” “Yea we know the main objective, it’s to kill the zombie b***h who kidnap our babies and stabbed Shawna simple as that it’s not hard to figure out.” Mina said shrugging checking the clip of Lynn’s gun for bullets. “Listen I get it, but we need to find out who else is behind this and working with Zane. Once we figure this out we will make sure everyone who is guilty will be judged fairly. The alpha said, trying to comfort Ji’lahni. “No! Makahi, look. I may have gone too far with what I said just now, but this is not up for debate. You have until the doc comes back with an update about Shawna, so yall can go ahead and ask as many questions as yall want to and that’s only because whatever the hell is going involves my babies and they are being targeted for some reason. But I’m telling you and I need yall to hear me. After yall ask all the questions yall need to ask, and once we find out about Shawna and the baby. Then yall will have to make a decision, because our minds are already made up.” Ji’lahni said as the girls nodded in agreement. Shaid whimpered at the threat. I placed Shaid behind me on the bed and stepped around the men.

Looking at the girls. “This is all my fault, I’m the reason my Shawna is fighting for her life, not Scar, I mean Shaid. She was just so afraid and thought she was going to die, so she reacted.” I said. Which seems to only make things worse. Because they started laughing. “Cousins am I hearing things? Because I know this dude is not trying to defend this b***h right now. Did he just say the same chick that was fighting like a ninja cyborg, which is what Shawna called her. Is he trying to say and get us to believe that this zombie ninja cyborg b***h was afraid for her life? He can’t even make that make sense. When? Please tell me when this so called fear kicked in? Because I can’t see it. So let us recap this s**t real quick. You’re saying, the same b***h who came to a place filled with wolves to kidnap 2 babies was afraid. The same wolf who flipped through the air and kick me and Lahni at the same damn time was afraid. I know he not that stupid to believe and want us to believe she was afraid of us regular a*s humans compare to her, who fought like a trained assassin. You know what nevermind let me ask him that, so we could all be clear.” Mina said stepping close to me and Shaid whimpered again. “Look I know how it sounds but please just let me explain. She doesn’t remember anything from our past. She woke up in a pack clinic and somehow Zane must have found out about her and brainwashed her, which is why she did all these horrible things. If you knew my mate you would know she would have never done anything like this before.” I said pleading desperately.

“Let me get this straight your girl excuse me your mate who was dead but didn’t die lost her memory and Zane somehow brainwashed her and used her to kidnap our girls then when my cousin tried to stop her from killing not only us but fought that nut job for I don’t know how long, thinking at first that the only family she had left and her man were dead, and only wanted to make sure our babies didn’t end up the way we did while being held captive by Zane, only to have the man she thought loved her more than anything and anyone in this life allow his dead zombie back from the dead mate drive a knife into her ribs and now that same man is defending and protecting the female who was literally trying to kill and would have if our babies weren’t using their aura to slow her down and only became this whimpering hot mess when she saw you. Shadow you got played and now Shawna may die because of you and that bitch.” Lynn said as tears fell from her eyes. She still held her gun tightly staring at me and then at Montego who was looking at her pleadingly. “Lynn baby we just want to find out everything she knows and then we will figure it all out afterwards. We just need to focus on Shawna right now.” Montego said.

“I’m so sick and tired of all this s**t I need you to understand that as soon as you question her, she will pay for what she did and if the worse happens to Shawna or our other baby because of that b***h you can die right along with that b***h if you want to. Ji’lahni said through clenched teeth. Hearing her words rocked me to my core. Was that what she meant when she said…Rane howled in agony. Was she pregnant with our pup. I felt dazed and lightheaded I must have lost my balance because the alpha grabbed my arm to steady me. “Sh….she… Is Shawna having my pup? I asked with a lump in my throat. I saw a flash of pity on Ji’lahni’s face once she realized that I didn’t know about the pup. “Yes, she said she had just found out right before…. Well, you know the rest. Your zombie mate over there tried to take our babies. So, she really didn’t have the time to enjoy the moment because when you found your dead zombie mate over there yall must have wanted to get her out of the way so yall can run off into the sunset and live happily ever after. So yes she was pregnant, but your zombie mate may have dealt with your little problem. I’m sure what we walked in on just now was a thank you.” Ji’lahni said before she turned away, not wanting to look at or deal with me anymore she just left the room. Her words left me gutted. Because if they think that. I can only imagine what Shawna must think of me. I need them and her to believe I would never hurt her. I would die before I hurt her or my pup.

“That’s not what happened I would never hurt Shaw.” I said shaking with sudden anger. “Well, I guess your mate knew that and did it for you huh? Shadow killer.” Mina said as she followed the girls out of the door. “Hey, Shadow, look they didn’t mean it they’re just scared and their emotions are running high. Once they find out Shawna will be ok, they will be more levelheaded.” The Alpha said patting me on the back. “No, they won’t because I wouldn’t if I were in their shoes. They were right I was distracted and all I could think about was stopped Shaw from hurting Scarlett that she somehow ended up being the one who got hurt an..and sh…she’s pregnant. I was gonna have a pup. Oh, goddess what have I done. I killed my Shaw and my pup.” I growled out. “Stop it! You don’t know that you have to think positive. We have to figure out what your mate knows.” The alpha said, grabbing my shoulders. He was right I just needed to wait and see what the Doc says. He is the best he will do everything he can to save Shawna and my pup. I don’t know what I would do if they don’t make it.

“Shadow?” The alpha said getting my attention. “You said Scarlett doesn’t remember anything from her past life before the war?” The alpha asked turning to look at my mate who was balled up in the corner somehow, she had gotten off the bed during all the commotion I’m sure she’s frightened and hungry. But I can’t do anything about that now. “No, she doesn’t even remember me she said she knows I’m her mate, but she doesn’t remember me before today. She said her name is Shaid because when they found her, she was mumbling it while she was in and out of consciousness. She figured she must have been trying to say my name.” I said staring at her she looked up at me when I said her name. “Shadow, see if you can get her in the shower and change out of those bloody dirty clothes and have someone bring her a sandwich and something to drink. After that we will start the questioning process hopefully by that time, we will have some information about Shawna. I’m going to check on the girls and my pups. Once we question your mate, I hope we find out who poisoned us and find out who all is behind this.” The alpha said, and I nodded before everyone filed out of the room leaving me and my mate alone.

When I turned back toward her, she was already out of the corner and sitting on the bed I went to sit next to her she came closer to me and curled her small body against mine and Rane purred at the feel of our mate. We are still in shock, so much has happened. My mate is alive. But Shawna is fighting for her life and the life of our pup all because of me. Thinking of Shawna Rane let out a low sorrowful howl as guilt washed over the both of us. Looking at Scarlett. “How about you take shower and get cleaned up, someone is bringing you clothes and something to eat. The alpha has some questions that he wants you to answer.” I said to her, she visibly started to shake, and tears began to fall. “No please please don’t let them hurt me. Please, please let’s just leave here and start over.” She said frantically I could see the desperation and fear in her eyes. “Hey no one is going to hurt you. We just need to find out who all is behind this and everything that you can remember from the time you woke up in the pack clinic up until now.” I said trying to reassure her, but she didn’t look convinced at all. “I heard them say the girl I stabbed is pregnant is that why you don’t want to leave with me is she your chosen mate are you going to reject me?” She asked crying now. I really didn’t know how to answer that question although I feel the mate bond, something was off, I couldn’t put my figure on it.

But my feelings for Shawna is still there just as strong as it was before my mate came back in the picture. “Yes, she pregnant and it is the reason I’m not leaving with you she is someone I care deeply about but I’m not going to make any rash decisions either eay. We just have to figure out who’s behind this. Before we can do anything” I said hoping that she didn’t ask any more questions. Because I don’t think she would like the answers I would give her. There was no way I would walk away from Shawna or my pup. That was one thing I was sure of.