The Beautiful and the Damned
White eyes

BETHEL'S POV:

.......... WAKE up

Wake up

Wake up

A voice whispered continuously, slowly getting on my last nerves.

'Wake the fuck up!!!!

I jolted up from the bed I was in, and I realized that the room I was in wasn't familiar in any way. Where the hell was I?

'Stand up' God damn it, it's that voice again.]

Surprisingly my body stood up from the bed on its own. What in the world was going on?

'Walk to the door' Once again my body followed the voice's command.

The room I was in was enormously huge so it took some time for me to reach the door. My hand having a mind of its own stretched forward and turned the door knob. Ok calm down Bethel this is all a dream a bad dream, Close your eyes and open them don't worry it will all be fine.

Nope still stuck in this absurd situation.

'Go to her, Go to her' Go to who, I didn't even know the 'her' the voice was busy blabbing about.

"What is happening to me" I muttered in mortification. Well, it was at least a good thing that I was still in control of my mouth.

After walking for a while then I recalled where I was. I was in Seker's mansion. Everything came flashing back quickly to me.

The ritual.

My screams.

And the one I could never forget even if I wanted to, 'The pain'.

Seeing as I was still alive I would go with the assumption that it worked. But I honestly don't feel any different, aren't I supposed to feel I don't know a little bit... stronger?

The only odd thing was this weird voice I keep hearing.

'Just a little bit further' The voice once again whispered. Fuck was I going insane or what!

Walking through the empty long hallway I began to hear voices coming from a certain direction and I was seeing a source of light coming from that same direction. It was already night, the moon was the only source of light in the hallway. "Are you sure she is going to be okay?" That voice sounded Soo much like Rina's.

"I'm not too sure myself" and that was Cyrus' voice.

I kept walking in the direction from where their voices were coming from. Damn, my body was still moving on its own.

'Walk faster' Wait a minute now that I think about it, the voice sounded soo oddly familiar.

Finally reaching my destination, I saw myself entering a place that looked like a living room. Six pair of eyes immediately turned their gaze to me. An awful lot of gasps were released.

Wait do I look that bad? I mean I know I didn't look at myself in the mirror before coming here and all but still...

"Be-th-el?" shuttered Rina.

Why was she staring at me like that, guess I did look that bad.

As I wanted to go to her I recalled my body sadly wasn't in my control. Bloody Fuck.

'She isn't here, find her!' Find who exactly I don't even know what's going on again.

"Why are her eyes white? I thought you said she was going to be okay" Rina gasped. Did she just fuckin say white????

"Wait for me?? I never said that, I said I wasn't sure myself" Cyrus also had that look of disbelief planted on his face.

"Bethel?" Arazela called out questioningly, she too looked sceptically at me.

I desperately wanted to respond but I couldn't. Great now I couldn't even talk anymore.

"Don't get confused" I looked at my soulmate ferociously confused

"That's not Bethel" But it is me what was he saying?

"Söulmátè" Uhm I know I didn't talk, but at the same time, I did. What in the fuck.

(A/N: apparently soulmate in English and soulmate in Latin have the same spelling)

Oh, I get it now, no wonder the voice sounded familiar, of course after all it sounded exactly like mine to begin with, the only difference was that it was slightly deeper and the power and grace it emitted.