Awakened Love With Triplets Alphas
Chapter 46

YUNIFER'S POV

ever since my family died.

A smile formed on my lips, a genuine one as I glanced at the three whose eyes were filled with worries while they were comforting me. I couldn't help but feel warmth around my heart. The kind of warmth that I long for. The kind of warmth that I never experienced "Then we will not gonna impregnate you." Ishid solemnly said while his face was filled with seriousness.

I couldn't help but let out a laugh as I teased him. "Then that's good. You all should stop sleeping with me, least to impregnate me."

When they heard this, they immediately shook their head and answered hurriedly.

"No way! That's not going to happen!" They disagreed while pursing their lips.

Seeing them like this almost made me look at them as if I were talking to a child. Tsk. What a big baby.

"I'm going to get pregnant if you three kept on doing 'that' four times a week. Although I'm strong and I admit that, however, I can't keep up with your stamina! Can't you restrain yourself a bit?! I'm going to die due to excessive exercise!" I couldn't help but complain to them, who was looking away.

They looked guilty of their past actions but they still want to refute me.

It wasn't until Drake spoke while looking at me straight into my eyes. It was just that the words that come to his mouth didn't match his face.

"There's no need for you to worry about getting pregnant. We will use condo-"

Before he could continue his words, I immediately pinched his lips and glared at him.

"Do you want to sleep outside tonight?" I coldly smiled at him while my eyes were glaring at him.

He immediately shut his mouth and shook his head immediately as if he was telling me that he will shut his mouth now and there was no need for me to kick him out of our room.

I rolled my eyes at him and glanced at Kale who was looking away and I could feel his awkwardness, making me also feel embarrassed.

I retracted my hand from shutting Drake's lips and faced Kale.

"By the way, are you doing good now? Together with Havoc?" I straightforwardly asked while looking at Kale.

I could sense Havoc's hostility and its hands were tightly wrapped around Kale's small waist like an octopus who doesn't want to let his prey get away from him.

Although I know that Havoc loves Kale very much, otherwise given Havoc's temper, impatience, and personality, he wouldn't be so patient, loving, and possessive over Kale.

More like, from my perspective, a beast was being tamed. Although it could show its fang and aggressive face, it cannot change the fact that it couldn't do anything unless its master-the tamer would command him to do so. Of course, it would also act on its own if its owner were in danger.

But, I'm still kind of afraid that Kale was being forced or he just accepted Havoc out of guilt or pity. After all, he was the kindest person I have ever met and he was also trying to heal the inner traumas that he got from his family.

He was still sensible and would always mind what others might say to him. He remained sensible and obedient because he was afraid of being left alone and discarded.

In the past years that I was Kale's friend, I could see his inner struggle. Even if he doesn't like something, he would just smiles and pretended that he liked it even though he doesn't. Despite being in pain, the smile on his lips wouldn't be erased and he would pretend that he doesn't have something he had been enduring.

He is good at hiding himself by creating another 'self' of himself that his parents want him to be.

And he got used to it.

Although I didn't ask him about the details of what happened to him in the past I could see through him.

He was so sensitive to the point that it made me worry. I know that it wasn't just me who noticed that part of Kale. For sure that Havoc also noticed it because he spent more of his time together with Kale and for sure that he noticed even small details from Kale. When I look at Kale, as expected... he still had a gentle and warm smile appeared on his lips. Even Havoc who saw him like this, secretly clenched his fist as he buried his face in Kale's neck.

Kale looked at me with a smile while his hand was playing with Havoc's hair.

"Don't worry too much. I'm really happy being together with Havoc."

I was slightly taken back upon seeing his eyes sparkle like the clearest water that was being reflected by light, which made him look dazzling and innocent, especially with the gentle smile plastered on his lips.

Even Havoc who heard that pursed his lips and hugged him tightly. I don't know if it was just my illusion or what but I could feel his relief after he heard Kale's words.

And Kale wasn't dumb to feel Havoc's uncertain, after all, he was already trained and used to seeing through the emotions of one person.

He let out a soft yet gentle chuckle as his hand pinched Havoc's cheeks.

"Why are you always worried? I already told you before that I'm happy being with you." Kale softly said while he kept on pinching Havoc's cheeks.

Havoc didn't get angry about being pinched by Kale, rather he just let him do what he wants.

While listening closely to Kale's words, he pursed his lips and shook his head.

"I know. I've known that you are happy being with me." He said hoarsely while hugging him tightly.

However, Kale could still feel Havoc's restlessness making him let out a soft sigh and patted his cheeks.

"You should believe me more. I may seem naive, gentle, and kind of fake-but I never pretended to be kind, gentle, and obedient in front of you. In front of the person that I'm comfortable with. You should have more confidence in yourself." He said softly, and after a while, he let out a soft chuckle before he teased him.

"You weren't like this before. The first time that I saw you, you were beaming with arrogance and were overwhelmed with confidence. You were like an Emperor who was as if you could rule the whole country. So, what's up with you now?" Kale jokingly asked while sliding his fingers on Havoc's hair.

Havoc pursed his lips and shook his head. "I'm just being like this when it comes to you."

Meanwhile, me and my mates, who happened to see their interaction, couldn't help but feel awkward upon being fed by their sweetness. I just let out a soft laugh while the three just rolled their eyes and stop looking at them as if their eyes would hurt if they would continue looking at them.

Instead, they moved in my direction as they kept on looking at me.

"What are you staring at me for?" I calmly asked while looking at them.

"You are much more beautiful and comfortable to look at." It was Lawrence who honestly answered with a smile plastered on his lips, making me burst out a laugh.

"Shut it. Besides, you all still have to fetch Asher from his school. You three can go now and fetch him or else he would go back home alone just like what happened last time. He almost got lost just by trying to go back to the mansion alone." I said while glaring at the three of them who were reluctant to part with me.

They grabbed my chin and lift it before they kissed it fiercely. Before I could have the time to get angry, they immediately stood up and saluted me.

"We will go and fetch your brother now." After they all said that, they immediately fled after the crime scene.

Seeing them flee away afraid that I would scold them, I let out a cold snort before I glance at Kale and Havoc who emits such a lovey-dovey atmosphere.

It made me embarrassed to interfere with their romance. I let out a sigh as I stood up and went directly to the kitchen.

I asked the chef to cook some dishes for me since I got hungry.

While waiting for the dishes to be served, I suddenly felt a shiver run down my spine, making my eyes widen as I took a deep breath before I closed my eyes.

"Sahara." I softly called out her name through my mind, trying to feel her presence.

I was slightly stunned when I felt that her presence was slowly disappearing and I felt a strong force wrapped tightly on my soul.

This time, I could guess that Sahara was already merging with my soul. Our soul to be exact.

Half of my soul was slowly becoming bigger and bigger.

"Are you leaving?" I softly asked.

I heard her soft chuckle right after I asked. "What do you mean that I'm living? I'm always within you. You are me and I am you. We are one."

Still, I couldn't help but feel like it was a pity for her to disappear.

It was as if she was able to hear what I was thinking and immediately answered my doubts. "We are always connected. You will retain back your memories too and that's the time that we will be complete."

My brows couldn't help but furrow, especially since her words were starting to grow soft and small as if in a minute by now, she would disappear.

"Are you going now?" I asked again.

I heard her chuckle softly. "Yeah... we will be one again. Don't worry and don't be sad."

Even if she said that I still couldn't help but feel sad, especially since she was always there to save me, to comfort me, and to make me realize. Although she was also me, the other me, she was more mature than me. Her presence makes me comfortable. "By the way, you should be careful and watch out. They are watching you."