Betrayed By Everyone, Loved By Four
Betrayed By Everyone Loved by Four Bonus Chapter 25

This can't be right. No way. It's not. There's no way this is possible.

"Millie?" Lila said my name again.

I grabbed the other test I took frantically. It's the same. This test reads the same. Both of them are the same.

I stared at the two little pink lines on each of my tests stunned.

I'm.. pregnant.

What is happening right now?

I know that the guys and I aren't safe, but.. I take my birth control. This has never happened to us before. I'm on the pill. I take it ever single evening with dinner at hom- Oh my god.

Sometime early last month we all went to eat at the restaurant that Atlas works at. I forgot to take my pill. I took it as soon as we got home though. I thought that it would be fine. These two little pink lines beg to differ. It is most definitely not fine. Not at f*****g all.

"Millie? You alright girl?" April asked.

1 can't move. Can't speak. All I can do is stare at these two pink lines. This can't be happening to me.

Suddenly, both tests were taken from my hands. I looked up with my hands still in the air. Lila had snatched the tests from me. Her and April are looking over them now. Lila's eyes went wide. Her and April looked up at me at the same time. Lila's mouth opened, but then closed.

"What do they say?" Cece asked as she snatched one.

"Yeah, are they positive?" Erika asked jokingly.

I still cant move.

"Oh my god." Cece muttered.

"Millie. you're." Lila trailed off.

It's like she can't form the words either.

"How did this happen?" Lila asked.

"She has four boyfriends." April stated.

"Yeah, but. I thought you were being safe." Lila said to me.

I can't even answer her. No we have no been being safe. We have been being stupid!

I've been begging them to c*m in me for the last three years. Four different guys. All filling me up on a daily basis.

I just thought. that it would be okay.

I'm so stupid.

'Are you going to say anything?" Lila practically shouted at

Uh huh." Was all I managed

Lila gave me a bored look

"Are you trying to be funny? Or is this like that time that you announced to my dad that you were f*****g his son along with three other guys?" Lila asked.

Erika sputtered out laughter.

"You did that?" April asked amused.

Lila and I ignored them.

"Well?" She asked me.

Tears filled my eyes as she stared at me expectantly.

I can't say anything. My brain is moving a mile a minute. I don't know what to say, what to think, what to feel.

How could I let his happen? What am I supposed to say to the others? How are they going to feel? What's going to happen with our schooling? Am I going to have to give up on my dreams before they've even started? What about Atlas who is trying to buy a buisness? Or Milo who is trying to become a doctor? Or Oli? Or Leo? What does this mean for us? How are we going to manage this?

I all makes so much sense too. My fatigue Getting nauseous at the sight of food sometimes. My mood swings. How horny I've been

"Millie. do you want us to take you home?" April asked.

Home?

Just then, my phone started to ring. When I didn't make a move to grab it, Lila reached her hand into my pocket. She pulled my phone out, looked at the screen, then looked at me.

"It's Leo." She told me.

I just stared at her.

"m gonna pick it up." She said.

I said nothing.

Lila bit her lip, and gave me a worried look. I watched as she tapped on my phone. Then Lila looked at me.

"Hey Leo." She said.

"Lila? Where is Millie? Why are you answering her phone?"

He asked.

A sob tore from my throat at the sound of Leo's voice.

What if he hates me after this? Leo didn't really even want kids. What if this is too much, too soon for him?

"Was that Millie? What the hell is going on?" Leo asked.

Lila gave me a pained look I still can't speak, but at least no sobs are coming from me. I'm just silently crying, waiting to see what Lila says next

"Uhm, yeah that was Millie. Uh, are, uh, all of you home?" Lila asked

"Why is Millie crying? Is she okay?" Leo asked.

"Sh-she's not hurt... if that's what you mean." Lila muttered.

"Tell me what the f**k is going on right now Lila, or I'm coming over there." Leo said threateningly.

"Eep." Erika squeaked. "Your brother is kind of scary." She whispered.

"He's just worried about his baby momma." April whispered back.

My eyes went wide as my breathing became harsher.

Baby momma.

What if that's all I end up being?

I know that we all talked about what would happen if I ever got pregnant, but.. That was years ago. Before we started college. Before Atlas figured out what he wanted to do with his life. Before we all started building a real adult life together. What if this isn't what they want anymore? I have options right? Adoption? Abortion..?

I don't think I could do that. Either of those, I personally don't think I'm strong enough to go through that.

Am I strong enough to raise a baby on my own?

Will I have to give up school? Could I really do this? Have a baby, and go to school?

I would need a lot of help... Four baby daddy's kind of help...

Maybe we could do this..

If I'm right on when I conceived, I should be due at the end of the school year. Oli and I would have one more year of school left. Maybe Atlas wouldn't mind holding off on owning a restaurant until after then.

We could probably even afford daycare at that point. Plus, Lila and Caleb are out here too. Not to mention all of our parents would probably help.

Our parents..

Oh my god, my dad is going to kill me.

And now I'm right back to hyperventilating. My mind is running a mile a minute. There are so many things to think about.

How am I even going to tell my partners about this?

"Millie calm down." Lila whisper yelled at me.

1 can't though.

"Why are you telling her to calm down? What's going on?

Tell me now Lila." Leo asked for the millionth time

Lila sighed

"Leo, I am bringing her home. Make sure you're all there waiting." Lila said

Before Leo could respond, Lila ended the call. All four girls looked at me. Cece wrapped her arms around my side, and rested her head on my shoulder. That only made me cry harder.

The rest of my friends joined in on our hug. All of them wrapping their arms around me, and letting me sob. My whole body is shaking with how bad I'm crying. "Wh-wh-what a-a-am l- g-g-g-gonna d-d-d-d-do?" | stuttered out through my sobs.

I'm not sure why I think my friends hold the answer. I just need someone to tell me what to do next. I need someone to tell me that everything is going to be okay. Because right now.. I don't feel like it is.

I have no idea how my partners are going to react to this news. I have no idea how to make college work with a newborn. Hell, I don't even know how to take care of a newborn.

Our parents are going to kill us. What if they all blame me for ruining their son's lives? What if I become the reason that they don't reach their dreams?

This is just all too much. This can't be happening. I'm not ready for this.

Lila pulled back to look me in the eyes.

"You are going to square your shoulders, and hold your head high. Like you have before. Like you do all the time." She told me sternly. "Then you are going to march into your apartment, sit your partners down, and tell them the truth. You will all figure things out from there Millie. You can do this." She said confidently.

April pulled back next.

"Yeah, you aren't alone in this. You have four baby daddies." She said.

Then Erika pulled back.

"Yeah, and us. We will always be here to help in any way we can." She added.

Cece was the last to pull back, and look me in the eyes.

"You have a lot of support, don't worry Millie." She said.

"Everything is going to be fine Millie." Lila said. "I promise."

I looked at all of my friends as my tears continued to fall.

"O-okay." | blubbered. "But can I cry a little bit more before we go?