Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 120

We made it just out on to the first street crossing when the blue sports car that was coming from the right didn't stop, cutting us off and made Phillip start to curse when his car was blocked completely by Jonah that was already out.

He looked like he was going to kill anyone standing in his way and I hated that I got scared, I had enough violence for one night when Philip was the first one to open his door and stare at the guy that was coming towards him, not even stopping for one second when he punched him hard over his jaw making me scream out still in the car when he made a muffled groin, holding his face, sitting on the ground. his big body not being friends with gravity when I got out seeing Jonah that was still staring at him like he hadn't decided if he was going to kill him or not.

"Jonah!?" I was screaming at him when he completely ignored me, leaning down to the squirming Phillip still holding his face like it had broken making my heart race, oh please God don't let Jonah have broken Phillips jaw!

"Shut the f**k up Andrea! I will deal with you later, this is between me and him! you are staying f*****g put until I'm done!" he didn't even look at me when I made a low whining noise, Kira must have been just exhausted as me seeing that she hadn't even woken up from my terrified screaming.

"I respect you, Phillip. I do. You are a good man and a good f*****g soldier to my family, but If I ever, ever f*****g see you go near my girl and my baby without my consent, I am going to kill you." he was still leaning down staring at Phillip that made a painful groin and nodded like he got it when I just stared at them, what the f**k just happened!?

"Now, get the fuck away from the door." Jonah was talking so deep and raw that I was just staring at him, there wasn't a trace of a guy begging me to let him inside my apartment. Nope, he was in full fucking commando mode when Philip just sat up and looked at me ashamed when I didn't understand a thing when he moved over to the curb when Jonah sat down inside the driver seat, closing the door and shifting gear, backing up in the dark street leaving Philip still sitting on the street and looking at us when we speeded off. "Are you absolutely fucking crazy!?" I was hissing it as loud as I could when he didn't even look at me, his eyes focused on the dark road that was leading us forward when I wanted to scream so bad, he just punched Philip, hard! Right in his f*****g face and he didn't even do anything back, not a damn thing!

"Jonah, I swear to fucking God that..." I didn't get any further when he made a snarl. yeah, he did a real growl like he was sick of hearing my voice and I shut up right away, my trust was shattered, broken after what had happened with James, him doing unimaginable things to me and Kira and Jonah not even showing up, busy having a perfect life with his f*****g chosen bride!

He was still speeding when he skidded into an empty mall parking lot and stopped making me get even more worried. was he going to kill me, tell me to get out and take Kira, what the f**k was he going to do to me!?

"Tell me Andrea, please, please tell me what the fuck you are going to do to me?" his eyes dark and face in a big scowl when I made a gulp seeing that he didn't scream, I didn't like that. I was afraid of that side of him to be honest, it scared the shit out of me since he was using the exact same tone when he executed Chris in front of my eyes.

"I.... I'm... I'm leaving you Jonah. Its over..." I said it hating that my voice was shaking when he still hadn't turned his head still staring out into the dark making me shake even more, was he going to kill me for leaving him, just like James had tried to do?? He made a deep chuckle in the middle of everything like I was being funny when we both knew that I wasn't trying to! nowhere f*****g near was any of this funny!

"So, where are you going to go then? I mean when you leave me, taking my kid along and running away? You really think there is anywhere in the fucking world you don't think I can't find you?" he was still sounding calm, only having the dark voice and the heavy tense atmosphere between us as evidence that he was scaring the shit out of me speaking like that, he really was!

I didn't answer him, just sat there and stared at him still not looking at me, my heart beating hard against my chest, my hands shaking when I was fumbling with my fingers not knowing what to do or say, I had never seen him like this, never. Not even during our worst fights. I missed when he was screaming at me seeing that I knew how to react to that better than this cold monster that was the father of my daughter, my lover.

"Answer me." he didn't even scream this time when I flinched from hearing his voice again and started to cry, I didn't know! I didn't fucking know where to fucking go, I was stuck in his fucking mercy, just like I always had been since the day I met him! "I have nowhere to go Jonah, nobody to help me or even go to.... I am alone..." I said it broken down starting to cry, because it was true, everyone that I knew was part of his life before me, listening to him, he was the boss and I was nothing, a f*****g burden my own family didn't even want.

"Are you fucking happy now? I am alone and unloved, everyone I ever trusted have let me down, you most of all..." I was crying into my hands not giving a shit what was going to happen, what could I do against him? He could do whatever he wanted, and I was never being able to put up a fight against that, he owned me.

"I wish I could die...I wish I hadn't Kira so that I didn't have to stay alive to keep her safe... I wanted to fucking die so many times since I met you, trusted you and you have broken me so many times I lost count..." I looked up, expecting to see him getting more pissed, maybe ready to hurt me too when he didn't at all look like that, he was holding his hand over his mouth and crying making me looking back at the baby in the backseat, she was innocent and all of this was my fault, I was selfish and she got to pay the price of me being this stupid bitch that always believed in him, wished with my whole heart that he would choose me and her when he never was going to, was he?

"For Kira's sake...... just... just let me go Jonah......" I put my hand on his arm, trying to get some response when he pulled away like I had made him snap out from the crying and stared at me like I was the one that was crazy for asking that, I just wanted a good life for my baby, that was all.

"What the fuck are you talking about, I am never going to let you go Andrea, I told you from the start, that you are f*****g mine!" he raised his voice the slightest making Kira do a small whine and making me frown, no! he was not going to pull that shit on me this time, it was time to man the fuck up!

"I am not yours Jonah, as long as you are fucking engaged and your family pretends that I don't exist, that our daughter is a fucking ghost I am never going to be yours!" I tried to stay calm, I really was when he made a deep scowl, taking off his seatbelt and stepping out of the car, pushing it gently back still running with the keys in it, pacing around the empty parking lot with me watching him, what the fuck was he going to do then, tell me to fucking wait? That bridge was burned long ago, I was not waiting anymore, not for him or anyone else!

He came back and sat down again, looking at me empty like he wanted to say something and for once in his fucking life he didn't hesitate to stare me into my eyes with his own serious blue green ones.

"I'm married to Shailene." He said it empty, dead and I made a deep breath trying to just get what the fuck he was telling me when he pulled his glove off, showing me the golden band around his left finger, my eyes staring at it not being able to believe it even if I saw it, that motherfucker!

"Ma found out about us and...... Andrea... she was going to fucking kill you, kill Kira if I didn't get along and did it ..." he was sounding more desperate now, why the fuck hadn't he told me!? we could have run away together, anything and here he was telling me he was f*****g married to the homeland virgin!?

"Get out!" I said it angry when he looked up at me hurt, like he wanted me to forgive him when I knew that I never would, he f*****g married the other girl and he left me, James almost killed me and he didn't even try to save me, for what, so he could fuck her!? "Get the fuck out!" I was pushing his arm furiously when he just looked more crushed, I had it! I was going to get out of here and he and I was never going to see each other again, ever!

"Andrea, stop it.... Stop it!" he was getting angrier when I started to hit him and couldn't stop, he had betrayed me! again! I had never ever f****d another guy since I met him and he had done so much shit that I just swallowed, took and forgave him, for what?? A shitty second place and being titled a whore with a child that never was going to be accepted into his family!?

"I won't fucking stop! You fucking hear me! I'm done, fuck you! f**k that virgin you married and most of all f**k your f*****g Ma! I hope you all f*****g die, burn in f*****g hell!" I was screaming it out loud still hitting him hard when he was trying to calm me down, but I didn't want to be calmed down, I wanted to leave, get away from him and his shitty fucking life I was never going to share!

"Andrea stop it! Listen to me!" I was still screaming not caring that Kira was screaming too when my chest was burning, making my skin boil and insane anger that was taking me over when I leaned back and kicked him hard making him lose balance and I didn't stop. I didn't care If I killed him, he was not getting away this time, I had suffered enough of his shit, me and Kira was leaving one way or another, he could burn in fucking hell along with everyone else around him!

"I hate you! you hear me, Jonah! I fucking hate you, now get out of the fucking car!" I was still kicking him hard when he found the handle trying to fight me off in the small space and fell out making me reach over and slamming the door shut in front of his desperate face that was pleading me to listen to him. Locking the doors fast and putting on the seat belt, my hand on the driving wheel and panting hard from what had happened, almost running him over when he rolled away in the last second to see me take off, leaving him stranded on the deserted parking lot. F*****g bastard!

I steered up on the ramp, leading me onto the highway having nowhere to go, all I knew that I was not staying here anymore when there was nothing left for me, smearing the snot away with my arm and started to sing since I couldn't do anything else to make Kira stop crying, I didn't want to stop, I was never stopping again, Jonah had let me down for the last time when my singing was being broken off by my crying.

I sucked at this, my voice being raw and raspy when the darkness in the distance was the only thing I had my eyes on, me and Kira we were going to have good lives, without her stupid father and anyone else that was on his fucking payroll and nobody was going to set the house we lived in on fire, I was going to keep her safe when she finally seemed to calmed down making me cry more, I hated myself, I did.

"it's okay baby... it's okay... It's just going to be you and me now.... Just like we always were going to be..." I made another hard cry holding my hand over my mouth and accelerated more, into a future without him, my Jonah. PART TWO Chapter 121

"Andrea, somebody is asking for the manager, you are going to love this one..." I flip my head up from my computer seeing the acne covered boy that was grinning against me, he was nineteen and his name was Kelvin, he looked absolutely nothing like Jonah did when I met him in the same age. I made a big sigh and got up. Here we go again. Another day, another Karen.

He opened the door when I walked out, my beige suit pants being up to my waist that I had these days and the blue shirt tucked inside with my employee card around my neck, giving me access to the full store. I was a fucking manger. Yes, me Andrea Wilson was the manger of a superstore and every day I wanted to kill myself from hearing all the undying complaints that I was supposed to listen and help with, but at least it paid the bills, and I needed the money. Always did.

My long wavy brown hair in a neat ponytail, I kept it long these days because Kira said that I looked like a princess when I had my hair out and who was I to take that away from her? I made a small smile before straightening it out putting on a formal one, I was so not wanting this day being about listening to another middle-aged woman screaming that something was wrong when clearly, they were just f*****g insane, there I said it. I hated customers. I did.

He was walking ahead when I made a small yawn, I had a rough morning today, Kira was refusing to get dressed, whatever I showed her was ugly or something other than was wrong when I had made her dress carrying her out into the car screaming her pretty face off when I was late for work and daycare.

"Kelvin, why is everything dark, did we lose power??" my mind going into control mode trying to figure out what was happening when I was standing two steps inside the dark room that was the entrance to the floor where customers were, my eyes suddenly got blinded and I almost had a fucking heart attack from hearing the screaming around me.

"Happy Birthday!" I gasped taking my hand to my chest seeing all the happy giggling faces around me that was the workers of this store, my fucking employees that was standing around a cake that said happy birthday Andrea! I stared at them all in awe not being able to say a fucking word, what the hell was happening?!

"Wow! Thank you so much!" I was still staring in awe when one of the most brownnosed ones came up to me. Tilly, she handed me a piece of cake making me do a smug face, she had been on my case on getting this Friday off and to be honest, after this, maybe I was letting her.

"I can't believe you are turning 37 Andrea; you look amazing! you have some new moisturizer or what??" I made a snort when she was really laying it on thick, moisturizer. I was lucky to even make it back to bed sometimes when I was falling asleep on the couch after putting Kira to bed and still having ton of work left or cleaning up the mess in my home that was a constant tornado.

"Yeah Tilly, it's called mayonnaise..." I made a small laughter that she followed not really getting what I meant but she didn't really care, she was getting her Friday off and that was enough for her to laugh at anything I said.

"My daughter smeared it on my face yesterday when I was asleep..." her eyes lighted up like she got it and got a genuine giggle now, she had kids, bigger then my three-year-old but she got it, raising Kira alone was not as easy as it was sounding. "It will get better.... Waits until she steals your makeup and them come back to me..." she smiled when I had a piece of the cake, strawberry. Good. Not my favourite. But good.

"Yeah... so this is so nice but how did you know it was my birthday?" I was looking around the room seeing the balloons and décor, they really had put in an effort, I didn't believe for once second that all of them genuinely cared for me, but it still was nice, and it made me feel really happy making me smile more still eating the cake that was in my hand.

"Oh, that was my fault Andrea, I might have seen your birthdate when I was doing the paycheck and... well..." Dan made a smile that I looked at like he wanted me to forgive him and I did, I mean I didn't care that they knew when my birthday and how old I was, it wasn't a secret. I wasn't hiding from my past. I hadn't changed my name or Kira's, I got this job based on me having my former position under James when I applied for it, Jonah knew exactly where I was, and he just never came to find me.

I stopped eating feeling the familiar pain in my chest and tried to push away him from my mind like I had done thousands of times before when I ended up here, in this town across the country, far away from Jonah Sullivan and his f*****g homeland wife and mother.

"Is something wrong?? I told them to get the lemon cake, but nobody wanted to listen..." Tilly was speaking when I just held my hand up and smiled, it wasn't the cake and it never would be, it was Jonah and what he had done to me and my heart. It still was hurting after three years being away from him.

"No, the cake is great you guys I just.... I'm a little tired that's all..." I made another smile when they all seemed to accept that. I hadn't told anyone about my past. Not a damn soul and that was how it was going stay. It was my business and nobody else's. I thanked them again and walked back to my office, they were still having a good time having cake and enjoying being off for a little longer then was really within their time limit but right now I didn't care, let them have fun. It was my birthday present from me to them.

I was finishing up when there was a knock on the door and I looked up again seeing how my tired face lighted up seeing the man that was standing in the doorway, a bouquet of wildflowers and a big sly smile that I loved.

"Buck!" I got up when we met in the middle of my office and felt his strong arm around me, leaning down to kiss me sweet and long on my lips making my heart do small flips when we broke apart and I was still smiling at his handsome face. He was older than me, a few years and he had grown up kids that was in their later teens, lived with their mother across the town and he was a big part of their life, I loved that about him.

"What are you doing here? I thought we said that we were going to have dinner tonight?" I didn't sound that upset that he had surprised me. he was like that, caring and thoughtful. Made me feel like I was cared for without stepping too much over the line, that was a hard task for any man to handle and still he was manoeuvring it like a champion.

"Yeah, I know, but I wanted to see you and get you these, it's not like it's your birthday every day of the year Andrea so we got to make that special..." he made a bigger smile when I rolled my eyes and kissed him again, I knew that this was important to him, me not so much. It was just my birthday and nothing special about that.

"You are way too nice for me Buck..." I said it more shyly when he took my face and kissed me again, it felt so nice when he did that. it wasn't like when Jonah had kissed me, but it wasn't like I didn't feel anything either, I really liked him and that was scary as hell for someone that had my f*****g baggage.

"Yeah... I know, but what can I say? I'm just that great..." he had swung both his big arms around me when I cosied myself up against his broad chest, I know I said no man or boyfriend ever again, but me and Buck had only been dating a few months and before that he had been persistent on getting a date with me to the point that I was almost amazed over his stubbornness of me giving him a chance.

"That you are Buck... that you are..." I made a purring sound, pushing my boobs firmer against his chest seeing that I could feel his d**k that was getting harder through his jeans making me smirk when he did a small grunt from feeling my soft body against his. "So, I will see you at seven then?" I leaned back looking up at his face smirking when he was giving me a frustrated look when I was teasing him, oh he was so going to get lucky tonight, no doubt about that part.

"Yeah... yeah... I will bring Sophia and then we are going out..." he made a smile when I kissed him again, giving him some tongue for being a tease when his hands were over my back, slowly working its way down over my ass when I pulled back giving him a playful frown, he could do what he wanted to me at home, but not here, not where I was the f*****g boss.

"Behave..." he made another sly smile when he grabbed my hands kissing me hard again before letting go, leaving me lightheaded and giggle when he was going for the door still holding the flowers he had brought me.

"Hey Buck, did you forget something?" I was nodding towards the flowers when he broke out into a big grin and walked back fast, giving them to me and kissing me on the cheek this time making me blush, f**k he was such a charmer wasn't he?

My head was still light and my breath the slightest hitched after him kissing me, he was so sweet and caring, I couldn't wait for us to get to that date he was taking me out on tonight.

I walked out telling my goodbyes to the night staff and thanking for the cake again seeing that it was all gone and made a chuckle, I wonder who loved strawberry, probably Tilly, she looked like the kind of woman with her pink lipstick and snug shirts, she was nice and thought of me and that's why she was getting next Friday off.

I was steering fast into the road that had Kira's day-care and hoped out, I was longing for her already when I walked fast up to the gated house and saw her making my heart swell of pride.

My baby. Sitting in the sandbox, probably having a taste of it even when I had told her a thousand times that she wasn't allowed too, dressed in completely different clothes then when I left her telling me that she must have made a mess eating or something else when she looked up and I swear that her whole face lighted up. From the slightly bluer than green eyes to the cute nose and lips that made her look more like Jonah than anything else in my eyes, the dark-brown locks that was a nightmare to keep in check since she didn't like the comb or brush her hair, she was perfect.

"Mommy!" she screamed, I mean it, she screamed from the top of her lungs, standing up and darting towards me when I barely had time to keep up when she was hanging around my neck, giving me all the love in the world I ever needed.

"Hey, my baby! Look at you, did you eat sand again?" I was trying not to giggle when she let me go and shook her head fast when I could clearly see that she had, that little liar.

"Did you have fun today? I was picking her up and she was waving back at the staff, I didn't want to talk to them, call me a bad parent but if it wasn't anything concerning Kira, I wasn't going to chit chat more than necessary when I was trying to put her into the car seat, her not wanting to go home all the sudden when I made a sigh making her look at me.

"Kira, stop it please, mommy is tired and ..." she was crying putting her hand over my mouth when I pulled it back annoyed trying not to curse, she was the cutest angel that switched to a devil in the blink of an eye, she sure was her father's daughter that way. "I want to stay! Mommy!" she was screaming it on repeat when I made a fast move, closing the door and just wanted to make my escape form the nosy day care that all was smirking because thank God, she wasn't the only one acting like a spoiled brat in public with

me.

"Kira stop that!" I had a harsher tone when she cried more, the doctors had been fucking wrong, it took six months until she started to sleep somewhat better and wasn't crying all the time, and oh. Apparently, she was allergic to dairy, nobody told me that those f*****g quacks!

I was getting even more tired when I pushed my phone open and pressed play making the car being filled with her favourite song, baby shark. I hated it. My whole soul hated baby shark when I started to sing along with it happy and she stopped crying making hand movements, following the song making me do a real smile, oh thank God!

"Mommy! Look!" she was pointing at something, losing her anger right away making me smile when I wasn't looking and answered anyway.

"Yeah, that's great baby, look at that!" I was turning off the main road going into the smaller backroads until I got to the small home that was mine and Kira's.

It wasn't the biggest of houses, it was more of a cottage to be honest, but I loved it, being just outside of town and a small closed off garden that Kira could run around in and believe me she did when I stopped. Finally putting an end to the misery of baby shark, I so missed the days when I could play my own music when she was singing something completely different, just humming along and her eyes snapping back at me when I had turned around to look at her, my angel. So, fucking precious that I wanted to die when I saw her, she was my everything.

"Mommy?" she said it starting to laugh when I did a smile back, her giggling making me forget that she was acting up when I got out and let her loose from the seat, seeing her taking steady steps towards the house, this was her home and I followed her happily inside when I unlocked the door.

She was looking on her tablet when I was cutting carrots, not that Kira loved it, in fact she hated greens and only wanted to eat nuggets and shit that came out from a box, and I know I was guilty of it seeing that I didn't have the time or the energy to cook, but today I was getting her and Sophia something she did like, lasagne, and I was sneaking the carrots inside, no matter what.

I was just putting it in the oven hearing Bucks truck when I made a smile and Kira rant towards the window, jumping up and down from excitement seeing that she loved Buck, oh and she loved his daughter even more Sophia that was going to be my babysitter for tonight.

"Soph!" she didn't say Sophia, and nobody corrected her, I had tried a couple of times before giving up, and Sophia didn't mind when she opened the door walking in and got Kira that was in her arms before I even had time to say hi.

"Hey guys, you're just in time for dinner, I made lasagne..." Sophia was giving me a thumbs up making Kira laugh when she tickled her when Buck came in after her, giving my daughter a big smile on his clean shaved face, he looked so handsome in a jacket and jeans.

"Hey, what about me kiddo, don't Uncle Buck get a hug?" he was reaching his big arms out when she was shaking her head, when Sophia was around, he and anybody else was just garbage and he made a chuckle knowing that she was going to do that, he was so fucking patient with her, he really was.

"I can take a hug Uncle Buck ..." I said it slyer when Sophia made a face and turned towards my daughter making an eeww sound that Kira mimicked right away when Buck was hugging me and kissed my neck when he didn't think his daughter was looking, trust me. she saw it.

"Dad, please wait with that until I at least can't see you guys, I have to wash my eyes..." she made a chuckle and Kira was snickering too not even knowing why making me smile, I was so happy. Soo fucking happy that I had this great life with Kira and that I had Buck that didn't pressure me into a real relationship and still was here on my birthday with a daughter that loved mine, it was perfect.

"...and you have to wash your hands princess Kira!" she made a face of surprise when they walked away leaving me and Buck in my small country kitchen. Finally.

"Hey..." I got closer right away still in my work clothes feeling Bucks hands roam over my a*s, oh he was so going to have it tonight, I couldn't wait to when we got back to his place and let him fuck me.

"Hey...you look gorgeous..." he kissed me making me smile more when his hands were getting more firmer, squeezing harder and I made a giggle when I pulled back looking him in the eyes, he was just the guy I needed, Kira too.

"Thanks... I'm sorry I'm not done, I wanted to actually cook something for Sophia so that she didn't need to order pizza again..." he made a chuckle like I was funny kissing my lips again when he strokes my arms giving me chills from having him touch me, I had missed that so much.

"Darling, you are so thoughtful... I loved that about you..." he made a grin when I smirked back when I had him captured with my arms around his neck, he wasn't as tall as Jonah, but he was older, bigger and he wasn't a f*****g coward that let his mommy dictate his life.

I was leaning my head back, letting his tongue inside when my hands were digging inside his combed hair and making a mess when I could feel that hard d**k that was pushing against me with his body that was made from working construction for over twenty years, I loved it.

A loud cough made me pull back when I was having my hand on his shirt, trying to unbutton it when my cheeks where burning seeing a very embarrassed Sophia that had Kira in her arms, both staring at us with their wide eyes, I was so glad Kira didn't know what was happening, Sophia being sixteen, not that lucky.

"Oh, shit.... I'm sorry.... I'm just going to shower and get something else on, alright babe?" I made an apologetic face to him when he was grinning closing up the button that I had undone and turned to his daughter that was mortified, believe me I felt for her, but I was not sticking around for him telling her what was so f*****g obvious, that me and buck where f*****g, had been for some time.

I mean I didn't even wait that long to be honest, I wanted to fuck somebody else than Jonah and after what he did to me... I made a sigh getting out of my work clothes and stepping into the shower, washing my hair trying to avoid thinking anymore about Jonah and the rest of the fucking mess that made me leave in the first place when I was shaving my legs fast, making a big cut that I cursed over the blood was running down from, fucking fuck! Great, I wanted to look good and here I was looking like a goddam slasher movie! I got out of the shower, making the best I could with my hair and walked over to the wardrobe in my messy bedroom, seeing a dress that was white, flowery that was not to dressed up but still had good cleavage when I was moisturising fast everywhere, picking up my underwear and pulling it on, white and I bought them new for once because I wanted to look good when my dress was on and I was drying my hair, leaving it kind of frizzy down and just pushed back some mascara and lipstick.

Done.

I stared at myself for a second, I did look good since I had lost weight to after having Kira. I mean not high maintenance at all but then again, Buck wasn't that kind of guy, he would love what I had on no matter what when my boobs looked bigger in the dress and bra I was having on making me smirk, maybe I wasn't so bad after all, grabbing my purse and phone, going downstairs again.

Buck was sitting by my kitchen table looking up, eating lasagne and talking with his daughter that was still blushing the slightest making me smile, I hoped she was a virgin still, that girl was way to sweet to be corrupted by some jerk that was just going to f**k her and leave, like I had been.

"Ok, Sophia, you have my number and if you can't reach me, call your dad and we will..." I was getting my shoes on when I looked up seeing Buck was roaming his eyes all over my body and looked like he was hungry for me and not my food. "Yeah, I know... its fine Andrea, me and Kira are going to watch my little pony and eat some... candy?" she was saying it like she was asking me when I made a sigh seeing Kira light up like a Christmas tree, candy it was then.

"Sure, just not too much and Sophia... good luck..." I made a snicker when she grinned back, she had her fathers smile when he looked at me even more making me start to blush when I was standing ready and was just going over to say goodnight to Kira. "Goodbye my little bug, I love you, always, and bee good for Sophia." I kissed her head, leaving lipstick all over her face when she made a laugh and hugged me back before pushing me off, I got it. Sophia was here and she was the best, the absolute f*****g best in her world, even if she loved me.

"yeap, see you princess and take care of Soph for me alright?" Buck made a grin at Kira that didn't answer, just burrowed closer to the girl that was smiling seeing us when he walked up and I took his arm that he was holding out, a true gentleman indeed. "Remember Sophia, no boys and no parties, alright?" he said it jokingly like I couldn't hear the serious undertone in his raspy voice when she made a shocked face at him. yeah, she was a virgin, no doubt about that now. "Don't worry babe, Sophia knows what happens if you have a boy over..." I made a snicker looking at my baby that was in her lap giving me a face back like she didn't get it, she was so cute.

"I guess so.... You got that Sophia, you don't let anyone inside of here, wait until we get back tomorrow..." he was looking at her when she rolled her eyes and waving her off making Kira follow when I watched her not wanting to go out all the sudden, look at her. look at my pretty baby, how the fuck did she get so big?? I was just about to open my mouth when Buck must have seen my lips starting to tremble and pulled me along making his daughter chuckle when I heard them both shouting goodbye in the background to the sound of me and Buck being out the door.

"Buck I.... "I didn't get any further when he pushed me against himself, kissing me making my head start to spin the slightest and my heart going faster, he was so good at kissing, I mean it. The best f*****g kisser ever, making me feel my core already throbbing the slightest from just his tongue in my mouth.

"I have wanted to do that since I saw you come down, shit... Andrea you look beautiful.... Might have to fight a few guys off tonight..." he chuckled when I smirked and rolled my eyes, yeah sure he would that big pushover, he was a big teddy, I knew that.

"Well, if they do come on to me, then I just tell them that I have a boyfriend...." I made a slyer smile when his eyes dilate into pleasure over hearing me saying that. he was the one that wanted to have titles and I had said no for so long, but why fucking wait? He was my boyfriend; he was great with Kira, and we just clicked. I really, really liked him.

"a boyfriend you say? Andy, I didn't know you had one..." he made a teasing grin when I kissed him again, oh he was such a tease. I loved that about him.

"Yeah, and he is really big and strong, so you better watch your back Bucky...." I started to laugh when he pulled me closer again and kissed me hard, we were never going to have dinner and I knew it by this rate.

We kissed some more, just having a make out session not even leaving the porch when the sound of Kira that was running made me jerk back and we walked hand in hand towards his truck fast, I didn't want to upset Kira that she saw me kissing Buck, that was a problem for later.

He opened the door for me, helping me inside when I made a smile and sat there watching him go around, taking his hand in mine as fast as he got the truck running and didn't shift, I was in f*****g heaven, and I knew it.

He parked by the same place he had been taking me a few time making me do a smile. well, it wasn't a five stars restaurant but then again, I didn't mind having the same thing or even being here for the fourth time, I was with him and that was enough.

He was still holding my hand when we walked inside and my eyes widen from the shock of seeing the table that was inside, it was closed off from the rest of them and it had roses, the usual rock and roll or country had been replaced by soft romantic music, oh and the best part, there wasn't anybody around except us.

"Happy birthday baby..."