Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 169

"Okay, alright, settled down, people..." Buck stood up and had a beer in his hand. People everywhere at the party stopped like they knew he would say something special when I was smiling at him, stuffed to the brink of the food. Kira was running around with the kids, this was heaven, and I knew it. My dream life was sitting here seeing my husband, that loved me more than anything trying to make a speech while one of his buddies was mocking him. Who the f**k did I get so lucky?

"Shut the hell up, Keith. Well, all know you are just here for the beer...." Buck made a smirk to his friend when the crowd laughed, and me too. Buck was the most charming man on earth. Unlike Jonah, he was not hostile. No, he had respect because he was a nice guy, and he was helping people everywhere in the way he could. That was the main reason I loved him. He was there, not just for his kids and me, for the whole damn town.

"Okay, I'm not going to talk your ears off. I just want to say that Andy and I appreciate you all coming out here to celebrate the twins we are having, and yeah... I can't believe that a man like me got so lucky having this gorgeous woman as my wife, giving me something that I thought I never find after Sarah kicked me out...." Sarah made a sigh and rolled her eyes, but she was smiling. A part of me got jealous, always did. Still, I was pushing it away, trying not to act so selfishly when Buck poured out his heart to the friends, neighbors, and co-workers who were all snickering or drinking.

"I love you, Andrea Underwood, and thank God every night that you are mine..." Buck was looking down at me, smiling still with the beer in his hand where I was sitting next to him in the center of the garden so everyone could see us. I swear that this is exactly how it would have been if we had gotten married here, like a damn fairytale.

I was sober and smiling like an idiot back at him, his whole face was bright, and the warmness and love in his eyes made me forget that the rest of the world existed.

"Oh, Buck...." My hands were already over my mouth when the tears started to roll down. Still, there were happy and not sad for once when he was helping me up and kissing me for the crowd to cheer on when I had my eyes closed and got lost in the amazing kisser that Buck was.

"Baby, I knew from the second I saw you that someday, you were going to be my wife, and now that you are, we have put together a short thing for you to show you how much I love you and Kira...and that I'm going to f**k you later when you call me daddy...." he was whispering the last part in my ear making me snicker, yeah that was happening If he didn't get too drunk and just fell asleep on the couch like last time.

"You better stay sober than daddy; otherwise, I'm sleeping alone...." Buck chuckled when I was whispering back and giggled, feeling his fingertips on my back going down to my ass. He would have it, even if it was harder when I was pregnant.

I really didn't have that problem with Kira since I was alone.

"Yeah, well, that won't be a problem.... I'm sticking to this beer, and then.... Well..." He looked up when the crowd was quiet and listening, making me blush, and he looked back at them, chuckling before getting some laughter back, so we weren't that discrete. That was not Buck's style.

"Alright, get that started so that I can kick you all out and sleep, my wife..." people were laughing, to my embarrassment. Goddam Buck, look at him sitting down and looking proud, having his arm around me when the lights around us disappeared and the sheet that they had put up this afternoon was lightning up to my surprise!

I was staring at Buck in awe when the pictures started to roll; it was of him and me and some with Kira. Buck was squeezing my thigh when I started to cry again; it was so beautiful! The picture we had taken when we got married overnight was shown, making me laugh because I really was looking like a hooker, a raccoon hooker, next to the grinning man in the same shirt he was wearing right now, he was so handsome, and I was so lucky, having to escape a life of pure misery and waiting on a guy to have Buck. Sure, he wasn't perfect, but then again, I wasn't either. He really made me feel like my life was complete for the first time in my life.

"It's okay, baby...." Buck was kissing my head when I still was crying, trying to coop with all the feelings flooding me when the pictures kept coming, some I knew of. Some I didn't know when Buck held me tighter and made a smile, knowing that he had made me happy, f**k he really did. He made me so happy that I didn't know where to go with all my emotions.

"Buck... how the fuck did you do all this?" I was laughing through the tears when he just leaned back and looked at me like he was proud, he really was when I kissed him hard, wiping my eyes, and the show of pictures seemed to have died down. People were smiling, and some ladies were drying their eyes like me, but I didn't care about them. I only cared for the man sitting to my right side, my husband I loved more than anything, my whole f*****g world.

"Well, you know... I'm just that great...." Buck was smirking when I made a snort, trying to save whatever mascara was left, and kissed him again, not giving a shit that my lipstick was all over his face. He was mine and nobody else's!

"So, what you say we kick these moochers out and get back to that guest cabin?" Buck was already getting up when I made a nod. Yeah, I wanted to be alone with him, him, and I, and Kira was going to stay with someone from the rest of the family, shit. That still was weird. I had a family, it was dysfunctional and weird, but I loved it, what I had searched for my whole life.

"Alright, now that you have eaten for free, get the hell out of here..." Buck was chuckling when people were booing like they didn't want to go home, and I got it when the night wasn't that old. Kira was still up, even if she was starting to fall asleep on Jared. That was the fifth person to carry her around, like the spoiled brat she was... I looked up at Buck when he was trying to get people to settle down, making me laugh when someone threw a rolled-up napkin at him, and I knew that it was probably one of his friends. This was Bucks town, and he knew everyone around. He was the king, and everyone knew that.

"I'm going to remember that shit, Larry! Okay, fine, you freeloaders, stay!" He was laughing, throwing back the same napkin on the man, making me smirk, and helping me up when I knew that we were leaving, even if people here would probably stay until five in the morning.

"See that baby, people here love you, and this is where you belong with the kids and me...." Buck was whispering in my ear again, making me do a small sniffle. Yeah, he was right. This was my home, and I didn't even know when it had happened.

"Buck.... I love you so much.... Thank you for all of this. You are the best husband in the world...." I was leaning against his chest, closing my eyes for a few seconds, enjoying being with him, feeling safe and secure. He really was the best man I had ever met. "I love you too...." He was holding my waist when we walked over, still smiling at the cabin, I still didn't want to stay inside the house, so Buck had made sure that Sarah agreed to empty out the guest cabin that was just used for storage and was quite comfy when it had a small fireplace and a bed that was big enough for Buck and me and my huge belly that was killing my backside.

We turned the corner when the lights started to flicker, and I turned my head, surprised. What was that? Did Buck have another surprise for me?

"Buck... what did you do now?" I was giggling when he followed me, people were louder, and I was glad Sarah had volunteered to take her. She wasn't the party animal that Buck seemed to be, even when they were kids.

"I didn't do that... what the hell... I bet it's Keith trying to show his pictures from his last vacation, I told him. Nobody cares about the biggest beer bottle in the world..." Buck chuckled when I made a face. Yeah, that did sound like Keith. He was already drunk and spending half the time talking to me about football, which I didn't give a shit about. Still, he wasn't staring at my tits like the rest of them were when I was around.

"I'm going to go get that drunk to sleep, alright babe, you go to bed and..." Buck was already taking the first steps, still holding my hand, when the screen filled up, and the sound of a woman that was moaning all over the party was heard, my eyes were staring shocked at the bad angle, showing a man that was fucking a woman, making me sick when I started to understand what the hell that was.

"What the fucking hell!?" Buck was letting me go when I was frozen, seeing the camera move closer, and I swear that my heart died right on the spot from what was before me.

The couple on the homemade porno.

It was Buck and me.

The clip ended, and another one was rolling over the screen; this one was just me naked, someone was filming me when I was changing, and you could see my a*s. I was making a slight noise when Buck was letting me go, trying to understand who was doing this, people were just staring at me like this was some free wank material, and that I wasn't Buck's wife, I was fucking pregnant.

Most guys were smirking, those dirty bastards!

"Shut that shit down!" Buck was going straight to the miniature projector and putting the cap on, making the screen go blank. People were starting to murmur, mostly laughter, and I was still standing on the spot, humiliated. Who the fuck had done this to me? How the fuck was filming me?! I was sure it was James, but he was dead, and that last part was yesterday. James really couldn't f*****g do anything lying at the bottom of a lake!

"Alright, the fucker who did this has ten seconds to fucking confess, or I swear to God that I am going to go through everyone's phone, and you can't fucking stop me. What the fuck is wrong with you!? That is my wife!" Buck wasn't playful anymore, and nobody and I mean nobody, was speaking.

He looked dangerous when I made a slight shiver, my head down, and I wanted to hide from everyone. I mean, you didn't even see that much, but still, it was f*****g humiliating. I was naked before everyone. How the f**k was I supposed to go back to work and look people in the eyes when they saw me like that, people I didn't know that well!

"Oh god.... Oh god..." I was reaching out for the wall when my head was getting dizzy, my whole body was betraying me when the last thing that was happening was my heart that was banging inside my ears and Bucks terrified face when my hand missed the wall, feeling myself falling down onto the grass with a hard thump and my body feeling like it was made from the water before mouthing Bucks name slowly to the sound of people rushing, screaming around me, oh fuck...