Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 90

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I was up first, even if just waking up with Jonah's arms around me was magical, I needed to call Tom and I was already making coffee when he was opening the door, coming inside and having breakfast with him in a form of donuts, oh god I loved him so much right "So, finally cracked again did he.... I keep telling you pretty... I shouldn't have made you go away... f**k... he was looking guilty again when I just made a smile that didn't reach my eyes, and I shouldn't have listened.

"Yeah well... were here, aren't we? Where is Joseph?" I looked behind him like I was expecting him to come behind the big guy that Tom was when he made a small face of seeing me looking for him.

"He isn't coming." I made a shocked gasp, he wasn't coming?! But this was his best friend, this was Jonah we talked about, not some random he didn't care about?!

"He had enough and... well just leave him alone pretty.... Trust me on that one...." Tom was putting the bag on the counter when I just made a sneer, trust him? Yeah, that's what he told me the last time and look where that got us, total disaster! "No, he should be here too, let me go get him!" I was already going for the door when I got pulled back by a hand that wasn't Tom and I looked back at the sleepy Jonah that looked like he had heard every word of our conversation, oh f**k. "Andrea, no." His tired voice made me feel my heart start to clench again, look at him, he was a f*****g disaster and he had been all alone, without me! well no fucking more, he was right about that part, I was not leaving him anymore! "Yes! We are a family, all of us! Shouldn't he be here for you like me and Tom?! "They both looked awkwardly at me calling them family, well they f*****g was and screw their manly feelings if they couldn't handle that!

"Andrea... just stop... I'm not ready for this... fuck I'm still hungover and you are yelling at me, I have not missed that part about you babe....." He tried to smile when I just huffed, I bet he hadn't, I didn't care. I was going to yell as much as he needed from now on. "No!! I'm not stopping, you hear me, Jonah?! I'm never stopping again, whatever you like it or not, you are mine and I'm not letting you go, not even if you try to get rid of me! there is nothing you can do that will make me leave this time!" I was panting still upset when both him and Tom wasn't prepared to hear my power speech about me being desperately in love with him to the point that I knew that I was crazy already.

"Oh, fuck me I hope there is some coffee......" Jonah made it past me and just went over to the pot and started to pour when Tom was grinning now, they didn't speak but I saw it, Jonah wasn't going to chase him off, not anymore. Finally!

"I'm going over to Joseph, you guys know where he lives, right?" they both looked up at me, eyes on the floor like they had thought I had forgotten about him, surprise, I hadn't.

"Andrea.... Just.... No... I said shit... and well... f**k he is sensitive about that, and I knew it and still I f*****g called him fat...." Jonah was gritting his teeth like he really regretted that part and had some coffee that he burned his mouth on, he was so far from the confident guy that could take on the world and everyone in it right now, but I didn't care, I still loved him.

"Yeah... that was a fucking lowball man, you know he hates when you say shit like that, pretty here had even made him take his f*****g trench off and you ruined it..." Tom was sounding accusing now too and Jonah just made a small sneer like he didn't want to hear it from him, not yet anyway.

"I know what I fucking did you idiot! Now, shut the fuck up or I'm going to toss your a*s out onto the street where you belong you dickhead!" I made a sigh and just started to get my coat on when Tom just smirked back, he was going to tease the shit out of Jonah and honestly, I didn't care, I wasn't his mother and he deserved it for what he did to us.

"Alright, I'm leaving, someone of you better snap me the address when I reach the bus stop!" I was shouting it back to them when Jonah looked up like he finally got that I was leaving and he looked scared from nowhere, like really scared that I was just going to walk out the door and never return again.

"Wait, just fucking wait! Let me come along, we can take my car... just let me get some f*****g pants on, you got that Andrea, just f*****g wait!" He was dodging inside the bedroom when Tom turned and smirked at mine, well well... look who was afraid that I was going to leave his a*s again, so much for telling me to f**k off and being all macho against me.

He was out and let's be honest, he still looked like shit and needed a shower but at least his hair was pulled back in some weird half up ponytail almost making me want to laugh, he really looked like he was younger than me right now, like a goddam hipster. "What?" He looked offended when I just reached out on my toes and stroked his hair more making him start to smile too even if he was annoyed for me laughing at him.

"Nothing... you look... young that's all..." He made a smirk when I said that and I took his hand when he reached out for me and ignoring the kissing sounds that Tom was doing back in the apartment, told you, damn kids sometimes.

We walked fast and his hand around mine felt better then I remembered making me look up and smile at him, his eyes finding mine for a few seconds when his thumb was stroking over my skin, making the tingles go completely crazy from just having him touching me with affection again, it was the best feeling in the world.

I stopped us in front of the elevator making him do a deep chuckle that made my knees feel weak right away, oh he was just doing that on purpose, and I knew it.

"What if we get stuck inside?" He made another stroke over my hand when I did a small gasp feeling my pussy starting to throb when the door opened and we walked inside, me not being able to answer him when he used that dark voice against me.

"I don't know... at least you are here ...." He made another deep chuckle when we were inside and the doors closed and he pushed me up against the wall making me start to moan, not even thinking twice about it, Jonah wanting to f**k me right here and I was going to let him.

"Yeah.... I'm here.... I'm always here Andrea.... Oh god you smell so good... and ... fuck I missed your tits, even if they are smaller..." He made a frown that I ignored, fuck him if he didn't like that; this was me now and he had to accept that just like I accepted him being a fucking addict.

"You smell like shit Jonah, but I still need you, all of you!" He looked at me slightly offended before letting it go when I had my arms around his nape, pushing myself harder against him, bucking my hips at him not even knowing how and why it happened, it was just Jonah, and he was magical.

"Oh, you need my dick you mean. What's the matter? the old guy not filling you out good enough?" He was making a teasing smile that made me annoyed, one more word about James and I would leave his a*s and hard d**k right here, pushing against my stomach like I didn't know that he was longing to f**k me, just as much as I did.

"I don't know, you want me to call him and try?" I made a teasing smile back when he lost his in the second I answered him, two could play this game and Jonah deserved whatever answer he got back these days.

"Sure, and then he is dead for even touching you..." He made a scowl that I didn't care about anymore, so he was jealous, what else was new between us?

He was still pressing me against the wall of the elevator, my blouse being slight open thanks to him jus ripping it open yesterday when he looked down and just made a big smile like he couldn't believe that I was back, trust me I felt the same way. I had been f*****g miserable without him, stuck in a tropical hell on earth watching Ryan and Sky swearing eternal love and honesty to each other, even had the word soulmate somewhere in the long speeches they gave making me roll my eyes to my mother's annoyed face. "Hey, Andrea, snap out of it... whatever the fuck you are thinking about, I'm right here, remember?" he didn't even sound upset, just like he was reeling me back in from the big ocean that was my mind and I smiled snapping my eyes back at his ones, so fucking beautiful.

"Yeah... yes, I know you are, aren't you Jonah?" he did a bigger smile when we still were here, in the same elevator that I was so afraid of before, and now I never wanted to leave it ever again, not when he was here and holding me, like we never had been apart for so ******g long.

"I love you Andrea, always had...." He looked dead serious when I made a small noise of shock, not that I didn't know that already, but the way he said it. he sounded just like that night when he gave me the necklace, even used the same damn tone when he did. "I love you Jonah....so fucking much, so much that it hurts inside me....." I felt the tears that was inside my eyes, but I didn't care, he had seen me cry so many times, and this time it was because I was happy and not of sadness like it usually was.

His lips finding mine, but it wasn't hard or even aggressive, it was sweet and gentle when I felt the hint of sweet mint somewhere and pushed him closer, pulling him down towards me feeling myself being hoisted up with the warm hands that caressed my legs gently making me start to lose my breath when his long fingers came over the helm om my skirt that was long and appropriate, but that was not stopping him, nothing was when I felt the zipper in the back being pulled down and the cold air was hitting my bare ass in the small space when I did a small yelp from the sudden shock of feeling the cold wall against me.

"Jonah! Careful!" he just made a chuckle hearing my shriek when he moved his hands up over my thighs, taking away the worst cold, holding my a*s in his big warm hands, oh god I had missed this part so much! Kissing him again, slow and just taking my time when he was making small grunts and his d**k just being at my p***y, grinding me slowly when I was feeling just how wet I was for him, always was.

"Oh fuck, Andrea... I just want to fucking slide in and..." I stopped him when I pushed my hip closer to him and just moaned feeling the tip of his dick that was at my entrance, putting slight pressure that was killing me already!

"Just fuck me Jonah..." my mouth was swollen, and he made a big self-assured smile when he pushed inside making me take a deep breath, feeling the big dick just stretch me out nice and good, just like he did every time he fucked me.

He looked so confident again making my chest warm, he looked like he did when I met him, right now in this moment when he was holding my bare a*s in the elevator that I hated.

"Fuck babe you are so tight... just wrap your legs around me.... just like that..." I pushed myself harder against him, meting up making his d**k get to the point where I could feel him hitting my clenching walls hard and made a loud moan when he was kissing my neck, oh f**k that felt so good! I never wanted to leave again, we could just stay here in this stupid box of death and f**k until we got old and died in each other's arms.