Dominant Alpha
Chapter 25

My angry gaze shot to him. I was more angry at myself than at him. What the fuck was I doing? Just one kiss? One fucking kiss was enough to make me lose control? With him, I always loose control like a whore. What the fucking hell was wrong with me?

I needed to do something. I could not allow myself to lose control like this. I could not allow myself to fall for him or become gentle towards him. I could not let myself forget everything that he did to me so easily. This was starting to get out of my control. I started shouting at him in my anger,

"What the fuck do you want Christian? Please, just tell me clearly. Aren't you satisfied yet? Isn't everything that you did to me was not enough? What are you trying to do to me? What do you want from me? You spoiled my whole fucking life for god sake! What else is left here that you want from me?"

"You." He replied in a soft tone, his eyes losing the anger and only the pleasure clouding his gaze.

"What?" I shouted in frustration, unable to understand the meaning behind his words.

"I want you Ava. I am so fucking sorry for what I did that day at the party."

I was hell shocked from what I heard.

The arrogant, spoiled, frustrating Alpha Christian is apologizing to me? Am I dreaming?

I blinked and kept on staring at him. When I did not give any reply, he started speaking further-

"I know what I did, I gave you pain and I am sorry for that. But this thing, this mate bond is just as difficult for me as it is for you. I had never imagined having a human as my mate. And now when I have you, every second of my life is spent at the scary thought of hurting you physically. I... I feel like I will break you by just touching you. Please try to understand, now you have to stay with me forever."

His gentle words did nothing but increase my frustration. What he thought, what he did, or what worried him was of no matter to me because the actual truth was that I was not here because I had wished to. I was here because he was forcing me to stay!

"But I told you already, I do not want to live here with you! I want to go back to my old life, to my parents." I replied in a frustrated tone.

But my reply seemed to bring back his anger and by god, I knew it was not a good sign when he got angry.

"For fuck sake Ava! Are you stupid or some kind of idiot? Don't you get a simple thing? We can not stay without each other. We are made for each other. If any one of us separated, we are gonna die."

I narrowed my eyes in anger. He is an idiot and he is calling me stupid?

SO. NOT. COOL!

"Shut up! Do not call me stupid!" I seethed.

He looked flabbergasted from the sudden change in my mood but then a smile came upon his lips and he started laughing loudly.

"Hahahahahahhhh... oh my... just... your face.. so cute.."

Geeezzzz... seriously!! Now what was wrong with him. Even though I did not want to, my eyes stayed focused on his face, watching him laugh openly for the first time ever in front of me. But he was looking so cute as he threw his head back and laughed. I actually had to stop myself from smiling as I tried to concentrate on being angry with him.

Finally when he did not stop laughing, I threw my hands up in the air and stomped my feet on the floor like a child before starting to go towards the door to get out of the room,

"Agghhhhh.... idiot. Keep on your laughing competition with yourself, maybe you will win some day. I am going downstairs." I said loudly while stomping out of the room.

I had barely taken two steps and before I could touch the handle of door, he grabbed my arm and pulled me in his chest, slamming my soft body against his hard one harshly. Though he was not laughing now but the smile was still there on his face.

"I do not know what to say anymore Ava. You do not have any other choice than to accept me, by your choice or by any kind of force because I am not letting you go anywhere. Now I am your life and you are mine and this is the only explanation that I can give you to describe what we have between us."

My mind went blank and I kept on looking at his face. He sounded sincere. I did not want to believe, but the way I had seen his pack behave, the way I had seen him turn into a wolf and claim his possessiveness over me, this was the only explanation that I could believe. That neither he nor I had any choice but to accept this thing between us because it was created by the God himself. After a minute or two I took a deep sigh, met his gaze and replied,

"Give me sometime?"

His face turned gloomy for a second but then he replied with a smile, "Okay. At least you are not denying it completely."

He took a step forward, closing the barely there distance that we had between our hot bodies,

"But you do not have much time, baby." he said huskily, dropping his mouth near mine and leaving just the softest touch of a kiss over my lips, "I and my wolf is dying to make love to you and I do not think I am going to be able to stay away from your touch any longer." I blushed furiously at his words and nodded my head. There were two reasons for my agreement with him. First I wanted to succeed in my previous plan. Second, unknown reasons, werewolf shit & crazily burning feelings for him.