First Love Of The Alpha
Chapter 32

Lily’s POV

Amber and I stopped at the top of the staircase. We looked down, and the decorations and the set up was absolutely stunning. We took a few steps when I felt all eyes on us.

“Why is everyone looking at us?” I was getting really uncomfortable. It got completely quiet, ony thing you could hear was the music and a few whispers.

I look back, and Amber is still upstairs talking with her dad. I didn’t even hear her leave my side.

Which means everyone wasn’t staring at us. They were staring at me. If I thought I was uncomfortable before, I was kidding myself. Knowing all eyes were strictly on me made me want to throw up.

I took each step slowly, hoping that i dont fall on my face. As I got close to the end, I saw Myles approaching, reaching his arm out for me to grab.

I took it willingly. He looked so handsome in an all black suit. His tie had gold stripes, matching me perfectly. I smiled at that, knowing Amber or her mom had something to do with it.

He put his mouth close to my ear. “You look absolutely stunning, sweetheart. I can’t wait to get under this dress.”

He bit my earlobe, making my heart rate increase. I felt my arousal building. He smirked, knowing what he was doing. Fine two can play that game.

When everyone took their attention off of me, I turned to face Myles away from the crowd. I took his hand and placed it in the slit of my dress. I could tell he was holding his breath in anticipation of what I was up to.

I was guiding his hand under my dress to feel that I wasn’t wearing any underwear. He gulped when I took his hand and moved him against my wetness and quickly removed his hand from under my dress before anyone noticed.

I whispered in his ear. “You know I dont like underwear, and now you’ve been under my dress. I guess we’re good now, right?”

He lightly growled. His eyes flashed from brown to black. clearly fighting with his wolf. He grabbed me by my hand and pulled me through the kitchen and into a small half bath.

He picked me up quickly and sat me on the counter. He used the slit of my dress to easily expose myself to him. He took one of my legs and lifted it up so my heel was flat against the door.

He kissed from my ankle slowly all the way up to my thigh, building the anticipation and need for him.

He didn’t waste any time and started to devour me quickly. He slipped his fingers in curivng them up perfectly, hitting the right spot every time.

I dug my hands into his hair and neck, my m***s growing louder and louder the closer I got to my release.

He covered my my mouth with one of his hands as I road out my o****m. He sucked up all of my juices, making sure that none would get on my dress.

He went to step away, and i wasn’t having it. I’m not sure what came over me, but I wasn’t done.

I pulled him back towards me by his belt and nearly breaking the damn thing, trying to undo it.

We both didn’t say a word knowing we both needed each other desperately.

He helped pull his pants and boxers to his ankles, and he put my leg back on the wall. He grabbed me by my h**s under my dress and drilled into me roughly. I gasped at the sudden penetration.

This wasn’t like any s*x we’ve ever had before

It was fast and needy. My release quickly built up, and he wasn’t far behind with how fast he was thrusting into me. He covered my mouth, and I covered his from the swear words that were slipping from his mouth.

We road out our o*****s together. His eyes glazed over, showing someone was linking him

I quickly tried to put myself back together as he did the same.

“My dad’s looking for us. That was just amazing, baby.”

I giggled. Yeah, that really was. We’re so doing something like this again. The thrill of getting caught or someone hearing us was making it even better.”

He chuckled. “I would have never thought you would have done something like this and enjoy it. Harvey kind of took control for a moment.”

“I noticed, I just didn’t care.”

We walked back in, and Ben was only about twenty feet away looking way pissed.

He had some women attached to his arm, and I heard one of the omegas call her luna. So he did find someone at Alpha School. I had a feeling.

She looked familiar, but for the life of me, I couldn’t figure out from where.

Everyone was staring at his us, trying to figure out how this would play out. I couldn’t help the hurt I was feeling seeing him again after all this time, now knowing for sure what happened.

I stood there blindsided. I knew everyone probably saw the look of shock on my face. I tried to hide it as best I could with the most ridiculous smile I’ve ever made.

My nails dug into myles arm. He knew the amount of pain I was in by seeing him again. When I looked up at the whole 6,4 of him, I saw a glimpse of anger and confusion that crossed his face before it settled down to his normal cool, collected self.

I’ve never been so relieved that I wore the dress that Amber made me buy.

The dress was black and made of silk. It had very thin spaghetti straps, and the neckline scooped down, showing my cleavage, and snug around my breasts and waist. It came to my ankles with a slit that went all the way to my upper thigh. I wore gold heels with straps around the ankles and gold accent jewelry.

My brown hair was down in waves, and one side was pinned back. Amber done my makeup in a smokey eye that made my violet eyes pop. She convinced me to go with a very bold red l*p.

I was completely out of my comfort zone. But when I looked in the mirror, I felt stunning. I honestly could handle anything in this dress. Well, I guess not anything.

I started to sweat. I could feel his eyes on me. When I looked up, his eyes locked with mine. My heart rate picked up. I heard the faint sound of the word mate. Maybe I was hallucinating, or maybe my heart was just playing tricks on me. Whatever it was, I knew he never looked as good as he did right now.

I shook my head back to reality. The guilt consumed me. How could I think another man looked good when i was pregnant and with Myles.

Myles looked at me with the saddest eyes I’ve ever seen. I’ve already felt like I’ve betrayed him by thinking Ben looked good. “You feel the pull, don’t you? I heard him say, mate.” So I wasn’t hallucinating he did actually say it.

“Myles, you know I’m going to reject him.”

“Are you rejecting him because you’re pregnant, or are you rejecting him because you love me and only me.”

“Myles,” I couldn’t get another word out when Myles stormed off outside. f**k I feel like I’ve completely screwed up.

Amber came up to me and hugged me. “We heard the whole thing. You okay?”

“Yeah I just need to talk to him, it just had to be Ben. I don’t think he would of questioned my love for him if it was anyone else.”

Conner looked at me with so much sympathy. “Why don’t you let me talk to him and you go talk to Ben.”

“What? No! I need to talk to Myles.”

Brody spoke harshly. “No, go talk to Ben, go end this once and for all. Im sorry, i just dont like seeing Myles hurt.”

I nodded, i knew he was right and what needed to be done. I was already starting to slightly feel the pulland attraction towards him with my birthday so close.

Amber looked pissed at him. He put his hands up in surrender and backed away. “He’s right though and Ben is headed this way.”

“F**k.”

I felt his presence behind me. “Wow, never thought I would hear you say any word like that.”

Amber slowly backed away and I stuck my tongue out at her and she gave me an awkward smile.

I turned around slowly. I felt so many eyes on us. I sighed. “Hi Ben.”

“Hi Lily, you look, well you look really pretty tonight. “

“Thank you, i think we need to talk.” I just cut to the chase. I wanted this over with.

He nodded. “Why don’t we step outside.”

We walked outside together keeping a safe distance between us. I was already so uncomfortable. He got closer placing his hand on the small of my back guiding me to a bench. I flinched instantly pulling away.

I looked at him. “So how do you want to start this after all this time?”

He blurted out loudly. “Your my fated mate!” He gave me a confused expression when I didn’t react shocked.

“I know I felt the pull slightly, and attraction for a moment. Even without being nineteen yet i could feel it alittle and i heard you say it, which basically confirmed it.”

“What do you mean a moment?”

“I mean it was only a moment, Ben were done. We’ve been done for years and I’m with someone else and so are you. Ben after everything. I just don’t love you anymore. I haven’t for sometime “

“How can you say that? We were together for two years.”

“Ben you cheated on me with Brooke the whole two years we were together and then you didn’t even have the nerve to dump me. You have a luna, you made your choice a long time ago and I’ve made mine.”

I got nervous knowing I would have to use my real last name to reject him but this needed to be done.

“I Lily Blou Winters reject you Benjamin Ray Whitley as my fated mate.” I watched him bend over in pain.

“Ben you need to say it back, you know were over.”

He stood up in rage. A side I’ve never seen before. It actually scared me a bit. “You little bitch.”

I stood up backing away slowly. “I had a plan, to keep you and Louise. Take the alpha female as my Luna for the sake of the pack and take the omega as my lover, the one that my heart actually belongs to, you.”

His wolf completely took over “I loved you first, not the gamma of mine. And now your rejecting me using your real f*****g last name. Knowing you came from a royal f*****g bloodline “

He growled loudly. “If you had just told me none of this would of happened, we would still be together and now i have to deal with the embarrassment of being rejected by a royal

for my f*****g gamma.”

I was scared but I knew I needed to stand my ground. “No we wouldn’t of, I didn’t even know I came from a royal bloodline till recently. But it still wouldnt change the fact that you cheated on me and made me out to be a fool. Ive already gave you to much of my time over the years.”

He seemed startled that I was standing up to him.

We both were pushing off an aura and both refusing to submit.

“I would of never agreed to be your side piece, you should of known me better than that. I’m not that pathetic and desperate to be with you. Especially when you cant evem commit to one person.”

He threw his hand back and slapped me hard across the face that I fell to the ground.

My wolf completely took over. “I DEMAND YOU to reject us you stupid prick. Are you really that naive think the future queen would stay with a coward like you, then you need think again. “

I felt her slip back and let me take back over. It was just Ben and I again, no wolves. He looked distraught and hurt. “I Benjamin Ray Whitley accept the rejection of you Lily Blou Winters.”

I didn’t flinch. “Thank you.”

I heard a huge growl knowing instantly that it was Myles. He came running up to me, throwing himself on the ground next to me. I closed my eyes not ready to face him yet.

He took my face Is his hands looking at the mark that was already healing. “I’m okay.”

He turned to face Ben who was storming off back inside, not wanting to deal with the repercussions of his actions once again.

“Myles don’t, just let him go, it’s done.”

“I know, Conner and I were out here and heard the the whole thing.”

“So you were spying?”

” I just wanted to make sure you were okay. Conner held me down for as long as he could when Ben hit you. He didn’t want me to get killed for attacking the alpha.”

“I’m glad he did, he did the right thing.”

He turned back to me finally after making sure Ben walked far enough away.

“Myles I’m so sorry. Please don’t ever think I would chose anyone but you, I love you more than anything.”

“No I’m sorry. I just got so jealous of him being your fated mate. I was praying I was. But Conner talked me down and then hearing what you said it helped.”

“Its me and you always and well the pups.”

He fixed the strap of my dress that had fallen. “We really should go get you checked out by a doctor and the pups and make sure your all okay.”

“I’m really fine, lets just go back inside.”

I saw Myles eyes still flashing from brown to black. “Lily, Harvey is insisting on it. He won’t relax till we do.”

“Okay, I linked doctor Mel, she will meet us over there. “

He picked me off the ground bridal style and carried me back inside, refusing to let me walk. I think it was more Harvey than it was him.