First Love Of The Alpha
Chapter 73

Lily’s POV

Everyone seemed to be in an okay place. We ordered pizza and spent the rest of the night together talking and getting to know each other.

My mom, dad, and my grandparents all spent time holding the twins. My mom couldn’t get enough.

I think of how both my mom and dad were acting towards the twins, and if i wasn’t in so much danger, I think they would have had more kids.

I knew I needed to make an official announcement that I wasn’t going to leave the pack. I just wasn’t sure how any of them were going to take it.

Sylvia and Kevin came to take the twins for a while. Myles handed them the cooler of breast milk that should last quite a few hours.

It didn’t go unnoticed. How jealous my mom got over Sylvia with the twins, and she hugged and kissed me. I just didn’t understand why they were both grandmas to the twins. My mom was glaring when Sylvia said, “There’s grammys, babies.”

I hope this doesn’t turn into a competition between the two of them. Not that I think Sylvia would. She didn’t even notice my mom’s jealous reaction.

Once they were gone, I cleared my throat. I looked over at my grandpa and grandma, and they seemed to figure out what I was about to do. It was clear that my grandpa told grandma what I had planned. They both seemed on board and okay with it just by their smiles, and there encouraging nods so I started.

“I just want to start with how grateful I am that have all of you back in my life and that everyone is safe. Im not trying to hurt anyone with what I’m about to say. I’ve decided, well, we decided that we want to stay here as the betas of this pack, and I’ll be an acting Luna till Landyn finds a mate or decides to take a chosen mate. We won’t be going to the palace. With dad being okay, I was hoping that you and mom would take over as King and Queen. I’ve just created a family here. My friends are here. My whole life is here and I don’t want to go.”

My dad gave me a small smile. “I’m honestly not surprised. It does seem like you belong here, Lil. I never would want to take something away from you. This place is the only home you remember it’s been your whole life. I’m not mad about you wanting to stay as long as I can visit you as much as I want.”

My mom’s face was red, but she stayed quiet.

My dad looked over at Maureen. “I take it you will want to stay with your sister and your mate?”

Maureen just gave him a small nod. “I won’t leave either of them.”

I couldn’t help but grin. It felt like she was really trying to accept Ben as a mate.

My mom stood up from her chair and knocked it over in the process. She looked directly at me.”You can’t be serious. It’s your birth right to be at the palace to be the future queen. You will not turn that down.”

I glared back at her. “I’m not turning it down right now. You and dad can rule and maybe down the road if it seems right we will. But right now, I’m happy here, and i have no intention of leaving.”

“Lily, you have to be kidding me. We were never meant to stay here.”

“I’m sorry, mom, this is what I want. You don’t have to be okay with it, but I’m an adult now with babies. I can make my own choices.”

“Okay, i guess I don’t have a say or opinion in any of this.”

She walked out, not saying another word. This is the second time today that she’s walked out on us. I feel I’ve done nothing but upset her.

My grandpa put his arm on my shoulder. “She will come around. Just give her the night. There’s been a lot thrown at her today.”

I just nodded, and we said our goodnights.

As soon as Myles and I got to our floor, he flung me over his shoulder. “Hope you’re ready to follow through on that promise.”

I heard a growl rumble through his chest.

I couldn’t contain my arousal and the clenching feeling I felt between my legs.

The excitement was building the closer we got to our door. I swear he was taking his time on purpose.

As soon as we got our bedroom and the door was shut and locked, he practically shredded his clothes.

He was stalking towards me like I was his prey and meal.

I pushed him onto the bed, not wanting him to wreck my clothes as well.

I slowly took off my cardigan and top and shimmed off my jeans. I saw him shift back and forth from his wolf.

I was left in my black lace bra and panties. I heard light grumbles coming from him.

I tried to cover my scar from having the twins as best as I could.

He got up and approached me slowly, brushing the back of his fingers against my cheek.

He slowly moved his hand down my arm and side and removed my hand that was trying to cover the scar.

He suddenly dropped to his knees and placed light k****s above my entire scar. “Baby, don’t ever try to cover this up or feel ashamed. This scar will forever remind what you did to being our pups into the world. It’s perfect. You’re perfect. “

I couldn’t help the blush that crept up to my cheeks. It was slightly embarrassing that he could still make me do that.

I watching his wolves’ nails extend, and he tore each side of my panties. “Hey, I really like these ones, and I was trying to stop you for ripping my clothes.”

He quickly spoke, like he was in a rush. “I’ll buy you new ones.”

He slowly moved up my body and picked me up by my h**s, and practically threw me on the bed. I could tell he was eager and needy. My wolf was purring over how bad he needed us.

He crawled up my body, giving my mark a few nibbles and k****s. I felt the wetness between my thighs.

He growled against my mark. I knew he smelt my arousal.

He flipped us over aggressively, so my chest was firmly on the bed.

I felt him hovering over me. I felt him back away and stand. He grabbed my legs and pulled me to the end of the bed.

I heard his knees drop the ground before I could even look behind me to see what he was doing. I felt his warm tongue enter me. I couldn’t help the gasp that escaped my lips.

He wrapped his arm around me and started playing with my clit as he devoured me. I was coming unglued. My m***s were becoming erratic and loud, and the louder I got, the faster Myles went.

I felt myself c*m all over his face. I was panting trying to come down from the high I was on.

He scooted my body back onto the bed, and I felt the weight of him against my backside. His mouth got close to my ear. “I can’t get over how sweet you taste.”

His husky voice brought shivers all up my spine.

He got up from being pressed against me, and I instantly missed the warmth.

I felt him spread my legs and line himself against my entrance, soaking himself with my juices.

I felt his whole weight go firm against my body. He entered me slowly. I grabbed on to our sheets roughly.

He moved his hands down my arms and locked his fingers over mine and held them and place.

His pace quickened as he pumped in and out of me. I knew we both weren’t going to last long.

I couldn’t hold back anymore and let the ecstacy take over my body. I m****d into our sheets and felt his warm seed shoot into me. I felt like it was never going to end.

He rolled off me and pulled me into his chest.

I started to drift off to sleep. I felt Myles k**s my forehead. Go to sleep baby ill go grab the twins and wake you when they’re ready to eat.”

I just mumbled off a .”Mmhmm.”

I heard him chuckle and get off the bed.

Rayas POV

I sat in my very dusty house and looked around. A lot of stuff was broken from when Lily was attacked, but I could tell she tried to clean up as best as she could.

I brought a stack of boxes to start packing. I opened the door to Lily’s room and noticed most of her stuff was moved into the pack house, which broke me.

I hated that she wanted to stay here and be away from Charles and I.

I never expected her to want to stay, especially how she’s been treated here and bullied from a lot of the girls.

I just assumed she would want to be with her family.

I sat on her bed and felt the tears start to form.

I hated how everything’s turned out. When I met Charles, I never expected anything to turn out like this.

I heard the front door shut and instantly smelt my mate.

He came into where i was sitting on Lily’s bed and sat next to me. “You really need to quit running away.”

It startled me how blunt he was being. I didn’t say anything. I was trying to make it clear that he was upsetting me.

“I’m just confused about how you didn’t see this coming. You know her the best. I honestly expected it, and the moment I saw her here with Myles and her friends, I knew she wouldn’t leave. She’s made a life here, and as her parents, we need to let her live it.”

I cleared my throat. It was throbbing from trying to hold back the tears. “I just feel like im losing her, losing everything I ever wanted.”

“You’re not losing her. But you will if you keep acting like this. She’s a grown woman now, Raya.”

I hated how he was talking to me, even if it was the truth. It was mostly his tone. I swear it was laced with a slight disgust.

I couldn’t help but wonder if he was always this way with me. If I just hadn’t noticed it before because i so desperately wanted him to be with me.

I know being a prisoner the last twelve years didn’t help, but it he just seemed different.

I know his parents held resentment towards me for not telling them sooner. Did he as well? I did exactly what he asked me to do, yet he seemed so mad about it.

He hasn’t touched me since he got released from the hospital, he hasn’t even tried.

Now that he found out about Maureen, he hasn’t even been able to look at me in the eye all day.

I felt him pulling away from me, and it angered me.

Laura was dead, and I still felt like I was competing with a another woman.

I shrugged it off. She was dead. I knew these feelings that got brought up would pass. He did just find out she was dead. Maybe he was just in shock.

I placed my hand on his back and watched him flinch from my touch. Yup, he was definitely in a way, but he’s never flinched from my touch before.

I instantly started to panic. “I’m sorry. I’ll apologize to Lily in the morning. I’m glad she has Myles and the twins. I just wanted to be closer to them instead of hours away.”

He looked up, still not looking me in the eye. “I understand. I did too. But most of all, I want her to be happy, and she’s happy here. That’s all I could ever want for her.”

I nodded. Knowing he was right. She did seem really happy here. More than she ever was before.

We sat there awkwardly next to eachother. It never used to be this uncomfortable. I got up. Well I’m going to pack. I was desperate to get away from the horrible tension between the two of us.

“Okay, well I’m going to spend some time with Maureen. “

He walked off not even kissing me goodbye.

I knew he would come out of this. He always did before.

I quietly packed and listened to music hoping it would cover the sounds of my tears and sobs if anyone came over.