I'm Not Yours, Alpha
I’m Not Yours, Alpha – Chapter 34

Julian was shocked to hear those words coming from the same alpha he had known for so long. Either he was still half asleep and having hallucinations, or something was really wrong with Madox.

But he just bit his chubby lower l*p to keep from saying anything that would make the alpha uncomfortable. Madox had never been violent, but he knew the alphas’ unstable state well enough to know when to speak and when to keep quiet.

He grabbed the body cream and climbed up on the bed and moved closer to him. The alpha’s body was really big compared to hers and not just because of his height. His broad, uneven back from the developed muscles, which descended into a narrow waist, perfect rounded buttocks that begged to be gripped tightly and long, sinewy legs. He was the alpha that any or every omega would want as their mate. And there naked between his sheets he was a delicious temptation. But he had no illusions.

He put a hand on her shoulder and helped himself to slip a leg over him to straddle her lower back. His thighs caressed her alpha’s waist and she felt him purr with his eyes closed.

-Madox, are you sure everything is really all right,” there was concern in his voice.

-I’m perfect puppy, why should anything happen to me?

-Julian squirted a good amount of cream between his hands and warmed it before spreading it over the alpha’s still damp skin.

Immediately the tense muscles began to relax under his touch. Madox stirred, settling himself better and hugging the pillow, a m**n of satisfaction escaped his lips making the omega blush. His fingers massaged her back, trying to cover as much of her back as possible and pressing where he found knots. She squeezed the nape of his neck and made circular motions with her thumbs hearing him m**n in pleasure again at this.

-That baby, it feels really good there,” Madox’s skin prickled at the delicious touch and the sensations that coursed through him without having to get to the s*x.

Julian was pleased with his work and how he was making the alpha feel. Because his job was all about personal aesthetics there was a massage parlour and he had picked up a few tricks in his spare time. He knew that the alpha who joined him would come in on some tense days as they too had their problems just because of their status and he could help to relax them. He just never imagined that the alpha between his legs would be Madox. It was true that he had proposed but firstly he had come in the middle of the night and secondly he hadn’t refused, quite the opposite.

He ran his hands down the centre of her back massaging her shoulder blades until he was satisfied and then moved his fingers to the edges of her waist where he began up and down movements. This area of Madox was hard from the muscles worked so he lifted slightly so he could apply more pressure.

-Don’t try so hard love, with just what you’ve done I’m in heaven,” his sleepy voice was almost muffled between the sheets. But it woke the omega very well and he shivered at the word love. Madox only called it that when he reached a state of total relaxation, almost always after s*x.

-You’re sure, you still have a few knots here,” he pouted at the area, he was the type who liked to do his job well. He ignored his body’s natural reaction and squeezed his bottom preventing his lube from leaking out if he got too hot.

Madox’s eyes widened slightly and moving her arm she grabbed him and pulled him down onto the bed placing his back against her chest. She reached blindly for the edge of the quilt and when she found it she covered them both.

-Now I can sleep,” she hugged Julian and buried her head against the back of his neck, breathing in his scent with her eyes so heavy she couldn’t open them again.

Julian lay still for a few minutes feeling the alpha’s breath heavy against the back of his neck awakening a certain desire in him. That was one of the omegas most sensitive areas and more so when stimulated by an alpha. Madox’s large naked body pressed closer to him thrusting one leg between his from behind, the reasonably sized member for a slightly aroused alpha was trapped between his buttocks only prevented from contact by the thin clothing that acted as a barrier. Her anus throbbed and this time she couldn’t stop a thin trickle of lubricant escaping but it would all stay there. Madox was no longer moving though he had no intention of letting go and Julian for his part felt protected under his warmth and stimulated, but….

Why, if it felt so good, did it hurt so much?

His eyes closed with that doubt and he quickly fell asleep ignoring the quenched arousal in his body. Thinking about it only exhausted him more.

Dominic walked through the hospital door more refreshed after a night of deep sleep. He had slept until the sun had hit his face and hadn’t even set his alarm. It was the weekend so the company was on break and he really needed it to focus on his omega. He looked at his watch. Visiting hours had started three hours ago.

She stopped in front of the bedroom where he was resting and pressed between her fingers the bouquet of white roses she had had specially made for Aidan. She didn’t know if they were his favourite flowers, since she knew almost nothing about him. Nor did she know what face to make after what had happened the day before. First the dense conversation between them about their relationship. That she could deal with. And then about Hans and his mother.

Not that he cared much about the existence of those people. He had done the right thing, at least they were still alive and they would have years to pay for what they had done to Aidan. It was best to forget that. His number one priority was his omega, his world.

He took a deep breath and when he went to knock he heard several voices from inside and he didn’t recognize them at first so it wasn’t Madox or the omega that accompanied him. Without further ado he opened the door and entered to find Aidan surrounded by their work team. As soon as the betas saw their President enter, from sitting in chairs or on the edge of the bed, they stood up as if they had seen the devil himself.

-President,” exclaimed one.

-President,” exclaimed another.

Aidan covered his mouth, hiding a faint smile at the shocked faces of his companions.

-President, you came to see our boss,” one of the girls asked him curiously and with a slight blush on her face due to the effect Dominic was having with his image even though he wasn’t wearing his classic suit. He had opted for a pair of jeans and a thin dark turtleneck jumper that highlighted both his slightly tousled blond hair and his green eyes.

-Let’s say it’s something a little more personal,” Aidan replied and received a look from everyone in the room. Everyone.

-Are you…are you guys dating,” another one of them was shocked.

-It’s not as simple as you think,” Dominic finally came over and set the bouquet of flowers down on a vase, “It’s something denser than a simple relationship.

-I love dense stories,” someone confessed and received a throat clearing from Aidan.

-I didn’t know you were interested in making your president uncomfortable,” his eyes flashed and the betas tensed. They knew their boss too well to know what was going through his mind.

-No, no need, we were just leaving,” and as if the place was on fire, the team said goodbye to Aidan and their boss and filed out the door like ants, closing it behind them.

Dominic snorted as the quiet enveloped them and sat down on the stool near the bed.

-How are you feeling today,” he reached out to take Aidan’s hand and kissed his knuckles affectionately.

-Much better. The doctor said that the drugs are being well assimilated in my body and the detoxification is progressing favourably. Most of the chemicals in my b***d have been replaced from the transfusions so I will be able to start fertility treatment soon.

Dominic’s face showed relief behind a smile. Especially since Aidan had decided on his own to take the treatment that would guarantee that they would have puppies in the future. Because of course he would love to have a child that was identical to the omega.

-Where do you want to go when you get out,” he blinked doubtfully, “Will you be comfortable in my house?

-I’ll be fine alpha. Don’t treat me like I’m a crystal just because my heart gave out because of a misplaced holiday.

Dominic snorted slightly at his words.

-I’m serious, I just want you to feel good now that you’re coming out of it.

-Dominic, give me your mobile phone,” Aidan stretched out his arm.

The alpha didn’t understand but gave it to him after unlocking it. Aidan opened the contact tab and searched for a name and dialed it waiting for him to answer.

-Hey, I need you to explain and stress to Dominic several times what an omega feels when an alpha marks him and how he should react because if he says something like that to me again my neurons will explode. Okay,” and he hung up, handing the mobile back to his partner who took it with his mouth open.

-Who did you talk to like that,” Dominic was shocked.

-He flashed an innocent smile but Dominic knew he was going to get a good telling off after seeing the call log.

Madox threw the mobile phone on the bed, cursing the omega and dropped it on his back.

-That Dominic, I’ll have to give him a lesson in how to deal with his omega or he’ll drive me crazy before next year comes,” Aidan’s words were still ringing in his ear with his characteristic authority. She didn’t care that he was an alpha.

She ran her hand over the cold, watery sheets. Julian should be long gone. She sighed with dissatisfaction. The scent of him was still latent in the room, from the shampoo he always used and the light cologne that did nothing to hide his delicious pheromones. Madox felt herself harden at this alone and her skin throbbed, she hadn’t had an o****m in over 24 hours so it was normal for her to react like this.

He looked at the clock and it was quite late. She couldn’t remember the last time she had slept so peacefully without s*x and until such an hour. But that wasn’t what struck him most about her strange behaviour last night.

He always went home no matter what time it was after his s****l activity so this was the first time he had spent the night in a bed that wasn’t his own. And hell that made him feel good.