I'm Not Yours, Alpha
I’m Not Yours, Alpha – Chapter 41

Madox stirred in the sheets and propped himself up on one elbow, exposing his shapely torso, abs and the hint of the path below his navel, knowing the reaction of people to his body. But he only received a faint shriek that stunned his ears and then the omega found himself completely naked on the floor with a shocked face. Wow, he hadn’t expected that one. Maybe the shock had been too much for the boy.

The alpha pushed his hair back and crawled to the edge of the bed, resting his face in his palm.

-Well, birdie. Don’t you have anything to ask me?

Julian nodded, then shook his head, then shook his head, then nodded again. His eyes widened like saucers.

Madox blinked.

-But I ask you to make it quick, because I have to leave as soon as possible,” he winked, “I’m not used to spending the night. I am not in the habit of spending the night at anyone’s house, although I have made the exception due to your zeal, which I must admit, was incredible,” he spoke shamelessly.

The word “rutting” brought several of Julian’s neurons that had gone on holiday back into place.

He’d had his heat, which always lasted the strict three days no matter how many times he was given it, and he’d spent it then with this alpha. From the state of his body, the marks on his skin and the overpowering scent that enveloped him, especially in his nether region there was no doubt that s*x had been involved. He brought his hand to the back of his neck, the collar was still there, a little torn and worn, plus small scratches all around it, but the back of his neck, healthy at last.

Well, there wasn’t much he could do about it. She was a practical omega so she just had to face the facts, at least she wasn’t paired with the alpha. But of one thing he was sure. He had never felt his body so satisfied in his entire life. There wasn’t even the constant nagging every time her heat was over, announcing that she would have another one soon.

He heard the alpha rise from the bed without hiding his naked body.

I will use your bathroom. I tried to keep our bodies as clean as possible but I think a good shower wouldn’t hurt after all- he turned and looked over his shoulder- Do you want to do it with me- this time Julian denied vigorously with his mouth open- Your loss, I had intentions of making you scream again- the alpha raised his shoulders downplaying the first rejection he had ever received in his whole life. Yes, his first rejection.

Julian waited for the door to close to let all the air out of his lungs.

Shit, shit, shit, shit. What the hell had he done, what had really happened?

At his side the basket held several condoms to say the least. The alpha had protected himself, but that wasn’t the point. He always tried to surf his jealousy alone, despite the immense pain it caused him so he wasn’t beholden to anyone, and now he had a supposed stranger in his own shower.

He closed his eyes and concentrated or he would start hyperventilating. He sat on the edge of the bed with difficulty since his h*p was weak, and grabbed the sheet and at least covered his nakedness. There were still her omega pheromones fluttering around, entwined with that alpha’s pheromones inside her small room. She could smell them very strongly even though this ability had been affected by the accident, years before, and she couldn’t detect the scent itself.

He brought his hand to his scar. He didn’t like it, he really hated it, it was ugly, big and instead of being able to wear short hair like he liked he was forced to wear it long to hide it, people looked at him funny when they realised he had it and it was bad enough they looked at him funny for being an omega. His mind was in total chaos at the time and something inside him told him it was better not to remember.

Minutes later the tall, blond alpha came out with a towel around his waist that barely concealed anything and drying his hair. His skin tinged with beads of water running down his bare chest and his shapely abdomen, an image that would be tantalizing if Julian wasn’t in his mental debate.

-You’re not dressed yet? Is this an invitation,” Madox teased him flirtatiously, grabbing his trousers that he had once folded and hung on a chair. You shouldn’t be afraid of me, I saved you and then took care of you during her heat, fed you and kept you clean. You should thank him- he buttoned his trouser button giving him a good view before the omega of what he was keeping and what had been inside him. Madox felt him swallow.

-I… thank you,” his voice trembled slightly. Having someone so powerless in front of him consuming almost all the air in the chamber made all his omega instincts scream in submission. He knew that if the alpha ordered him to spread his legs for s*x again he would do it without being able to help it.

Madox seemed to notice as he sat in the nearest chair putting on his shoes.

-Despite what happened between us I still want you to go to the hospital and get admitted. Take this what we made as the start of treatment. Your body should be able to take a little more now since you had s*x with me,” Julian looked at him doubtfully, “If you don’t go yourself I’ll come and get you. You’re too interesting someone to let you pass me by besides- she approached him leaning down, grabbed his chin before he pulled back and left a resounding k**s on his lips savouring again the boy’s delicious taste and breaking for I don’t know what time his own rule, but breaking them once in a while was good- I really liked the last thing we did- she straightened up leaving him with a marked blush- See you- I’ll see you-.

And with the same she walked out leaving the omega more confused than before.

Madox ran his hand down Julian’s back kissing his neck. He still remembered the omega’s expression when he woke up and saw him next to him. It had been both comical and exciting at the same time. Watching him process that he’d slept with an alpha and what an alpha.

He hadn’t minded at the time, though later when he’d sat down to analyse it had been the first time he’d totally lost all his temper, as well as his control. He’d always been able to keep a cool head during s*x, be it omega in heat or not, or beta, but with the boy in his arms he’d blow it all away and just let himself enjoy how good it felt to feel good inside someone. She loved s*x but with Julian the word S*X looked vulgar.

After their first time together, she had seriously doubted that he would go into hospital, and had even prepared to pick him up when he had entered the hospital and come under her care. And she had to admit that he had been the most difficult patient she had ever had. It took her more than a year to find a medication that would help regulate his oestrus from three or four times a month to one a month where she was personally in charge of accompanying him and in the process satiating the omega’s raw s****l desire. And in a way, he was satisfied by him because conventional s*x no longer satisfied him in the same way.

After discharging him after almost two years in hospital, he had bought him a flat in a good neighbourhood. If she was going to be visiting him every month, at least it had to be a bigger place where he could get around and not be so far from home for any emergencies. Because of Julian’s stability, he had been able to resume his job at another styling centre, a place he himself had started to frequent for hair care.

And although he had opened a bank account for him, the boy hadn’t touched a single penny and was supporting himself on what he earned.

Without realising it, Madox had begun to associate with the oemga more than necessary, and although he maintained his old relationships of convenience with anyone who would open their legs to satisfy his inexhaustible s****l desire, he no longer felt the same way. But he was a stubborn alpha and always claimed that Julian was a patient and a good study specimen, so he was only helping him.

Maybe he was just kidding himself. But, right now he was consumed with jealousy.

-My little bird, are you hungry,” he asked.

The omega lifted his head from his chest and looked at him but didn’t answer. His stomach was not in its best state after that strange meeting but if Madox was inviting him it was not good to refuse so he nodded in the end. The alpha smiled at him and kissed the tip of his nose.

-Well then let’s go to a new restaurant that opened nearby, I was going to call you but you saved me the trouble since you’re here,” he moved down his neck and left a k**s mark on it, “Then I want to go to your place, there’s still something you owe me,” his hand moved up her inner thighs dangerously, spreading her legs and brushing the hole he loved so much over the fabric, “And I’m not taking no for an answer,” he squeezed the area drawing a slight whimper of surprise from the omega.

And Julian couldn’t say no. He knew Madox was not in a good mood despite the regulated tone of his words. He didn’t know the reason but it was best not to provoke him. He never got annoyed with him and treated him well enough. But for the first time there was a strange gleam in his eyes and that made her feel more tempted.

Her omega part wanted this alpha.