My Babies Father Is Alpha
Chapter 38

No one pov

“No, Carter. This won’t happen. If you want someone to f**k then get to Miya. She is your wife after all. She will be hurt if she knows you do this…”

“Who said Miya is my wife?” Carter asked, holding his laugh.

“She called you husband in the hospital. You both married right?”

“No… Nora, my father, won’t allow her to be my Luna. He made sure she stayed out of Luna’s title. And pack members also never accept her as their Luna.’ Carter sighs helplessly.

“What did you mean? Then why did she call you husband?”

“I was one to tell her to say when we are out of pack. She can call me husband. Or else she is my mistress.”

“Oh…” Nora nodded in understanding.

Carter grabbed her palm. Nora looks at him in confusion. Her heart beats faster and her cheeks get red.

“Nora, I’m tired now… Let’s end this… I was stupid when I reject you… But… But I have a reason to do that.” Carter’s voice became low and sad.

“What is your reason?”

“It’s Miya… She got pregnant by me…” Carter said low one. His eyes never leave her.

‘She was pregnant? It’s Carter’s pups… So he really had pups with her…’ Nora thought she was trying to pull her hand from him. No matter this past. But it still hurts a lot. She was here alone with her pups. And on the other side he was with Miya and his pups.

“Nora… What happened?” Carter holds her hand tight in fear of losing her.

“You had pups with Miya. And you still want me? Did you want me to be your mistress? Carter, I never imagined you could be so seamless?” Nora said angry tone.

“No. Babe, I don’t want you to be my mistress. You are going to be my Luna. I can’t deny that Miya is still with me. But I can’t make her leave the pack.”

“She had your pups, then why do you want me?”

“I… Our pups die before he or she is born.” Carter said, holding her wet voice. He blinks his tears back as he avoids looking at her.

Nora widens her eyes without blinking. She put hand one his shoulder.

“Carter… I don’t…”

Carter hugged her before the compliedher sentence. Nora patted his back. She felt Carter shaking. Nora realized he was crying. Carter never showed his tears to anyone. Nora was one he could cry without fear of not being seen.

“Candy…”

“I try my best to keep our pups. But Miya made a small mistake and we lost our pups. Nora, thank you for giving me a chance to see my pups. I thought after Miya miscarriage, we can have more if we try, but James won’t allow that happen. He thought she was not the right person to carry our pups. James wants you only…” Carter’s voice is low and horsy.

” Oh… Carter…”

“I promise to Miya when she is in trauma for losing our pups, that I’ll never abdomen her no matter what. She is my responsibility to take care. Because of me no one wants her to be nearly their family. When I became an Alpha, my father got a promise from me that I’ll never make Miya as my Luna. Pack will never be respected if they know their Luna doesn’t have the ability to protect her own pups. How can she protect our pack? As for pack sake I never announce her as my Luna. But still pack members know she is My Luna one day. So everyone respects her.” Carter pulled out himself from her and looked down at her. His face was full of tears.

“First I made a mistake to make Miya pregnant, then I rejected you after knowing how much I want you… You were mine, I know this when I shift for the first time. I’m just worried you may not like the idea of your best friend as your Mate. You were not sift, and I’m not convinced you are my Mate. But when we k**s… Goddess knows I’m losing myself in your soft lips. But again Miya came there and that day she told me that she is pregnant. I didn’t know how this happened, we used protection. But After knowing her pregnancy, I keep my distance from you. I was scared of what would happen if you found out I made Miya pregnant. I don’t want to see you hurt.” Carter cups Nora’s face and k****s her on the forehead.

“But everything changed when we met that night. I don’t want to be harsh on you when I reject you. But I feel so weak and crazy to touch you again. Our Mate bond pulled me so badly. Even I’m not able to control, myself for touch and f**king you. If you stay with me. It’s been so hard for me to keep my promise to Miya. So thought it’s better I reject you, so you can find someone better who is loyal to you… Not like me, who can’t keep his d**k in his pants.” Carter said, looking at Nora’s eyes.

Nora wipes his cheeks and Carter gives her a pick on her lips.

“Carter, why don’t you tell me? You know I see you love Miya very much. And I’m ready for rejection. But you Mate with me and then reject me saying I’m sult? I have a crush on you? Why Carter?”

“It’s Miya, she always told me that you may have a crush on me. She always told me to her friends and told her that they are trying to hook up with me. They say many nasty comments, Miya always tells me their talk… First I never believe, it’s caught me on time when I k**s you and you never stop me or push me. My mind is messed up by Miya’s sudden pregnancy. And we were going to meet my family when we met. All things got my anger out and I said harsh words to you. I was so furious that time. Leo also tries to come back to you and say sorry, but I push him back. He got angry and left me. I thought I’ll apologize when my mind is back to the right place. But it’s too late… You both were out of the pack. I have searched for you for the past four years, but I can’t find you or Leo. And when I find out You… You were with Leo… You are married to Leo… Leo was the father of my pups… Why Nora? Why didn’t you come back? If you come back earlier, I will be able to see my pups grow in your abdomen and their first kick, their first cry when they are born. Their first words when they talk… I want to hear them call me Daddy… You know when my father-mother and pack member knew that they had their future Alpha was born. They went crazy.” Carter pulled her on his lamp. He sniffed her scent to make him calm down.

“You want… Me and pups come to pack house?” Nora’s eyes widened, surprised.

“Of course my love… Babe, I was out of the pack house two weeks already. I have to go back. Pack needs me. And I won’t leave alone, you and pups are coming with me.” Carter placed a k**s on her neck.

“Carter, wait… I can’t come with you.” Nora said try to get up.

“Why? Why not?” Carter frowned.

“You know… I had life here. I’m sargon, I can’t leave like this… And Jax… We have…” Nora can’t find words to tell Carter about Jax.

“You had s*x with Jax… It hurts but… I’ll forget that if it’s meant to stay with you. Nora, you are my Mate. I don’t want to lose you…” Carter held his anger and said.

“Carter, try to understand me… We can’t be together… Jax is My Mate. I can’t leave him…”

“Do you love him?” Carter asked.

Nora finds herself thinking about Carter words. Did she really love Jax?