Reckless Regrets
Chapter 8

Morgan

True to his word, Tyson came to the house late that afternoon with a syringe full of a thick white opaque fluid. To be honest, it looked like semen; there was no other way to describe it.

“When I said for you to milk yourself, this was not was I was asking for,” I told him, refusing to take the syringe.

“Stop f*****g around, Mo, do you want it or not? It took me an hour to get this s**t, so a little appreciation would be nice.”

I gave the vile another weary glance; back when we were kids, he may have done something crazy, but we were adults now. He wouldn’t, would he? Nah.

“Thank you, honestly. You doing this means the world to me,” I replied, finally taking it from him.

“You’re welcome. If it works, you’ll start to feel the sickness after about an hour and the full change about six hours after that. Make sure Kade keeps an eye on your temperature too; it will spike once the change starts, but if it gets too high, you could be in trouble.”

“What’s too high?” I asked.

“If you feel like you’re cooking from the inside out, it’s too high. Just use common sense, but I think you’ll do alright.”

“Got it.”

I looked at the syringe in awe. Hopefully, this would be enough to make me a shifter finally. Hopefully, this would be my last day as a human.

“One last thing,” he said, interrupting my train of thought. “You’ll need to shift once the change is done immediately. You’ll know when it’s time; your bear will force herself to the surface. It’s going to feel like you’re dying, I promise you that, but you have to do it. Have Kade call me when it’s beginning, and I’ll come to help you through it, okay?”

I stepped closer and wrapped my arms around him. We fought constantly, but my love for him was on par with my love for my brother Mitchell. I’d never tell him, but I was so happy he was here and a part of the pack.

“You’re not always an a*****e, ‘Cuz. You can be sweet sometimes too.”

“I love you too. Now find Kade and get to it. I’m not sure how long the venom is good for, so I’d suggest you not waste any time.”

After I pulled him down to my level and kissed his cheek, I pulled out my phone and sent Kade a text. When he responded that he was in the gym, I rushed over to see if I could help him work up a sweat.

***

There was just something about watching a gorgeous man pump through multiple bench press reps. The sweat glistening on his ink colored body, and the movement of his muscles was beautiful. I could watch him all day, but we had business to attend to.

He sat the bar down to rest, and I took the opportunity and walked over to straddle him.

Looking down on him at this moment, I wondered why we hadn’t boned in here yet. This bench was the perfect height to get some reverse cowgirl action going.

“Hey, Sugar. Did you want to get a workout in? I’ll spot you,” he offered.

“I do, but not the kind you’re referring to,” I replied. I held up the syringe and smiled at him.

“What the f**k is that?” he asked as he pushed himself up. I had to laugh; we both had the same dirty minds.

“Tyson’s gift to us, and it’s not c*m. This is what bear venom looks like,” I stated.

He still looked cautiously at the syringe but did visibly relax a bit.

“Are you up to doing this now? We don’t know how long we’ve got until it’s no good, and Tyson made it clear that he’s not my personal cow, and he will not be milking anything ever again. So, please?”

He gave me the gentlest k**s in the nose and smiled at me. “Are you sure about this Sugar Bear? No take-backs,” he joked.

I gave him a firm nod.

“I’m read-”

He didn’t let me finish my sentence before his arms were wrapped around my waist and he’d flipped me over onto the bench. “Do not rip my shirt off!” I yelled before he could get going.

He lived to shred my stuff every chance he got, and since he always replaced them, it wasn’t an issue. But we weren’t in our room now, and I refused to walk through the house freshly f****d, naked, and a feverish from bear venom. I had a little dignity.

“No fun, but fine.”

We made quick work of our clothes, and soon enough, we were both naked and rubbing all over one another. I wanted Kade on his back, I wanted to ride him until I passed out, but he was not giving up control at all.

He stood to his feet and pulled one of my legs up in the air, then proceeded to k**s his way down. When his beard brushed against my inner thigh, my whole body shivered in anticipation of what was coming next. Kade chuckled at my reaction, and being the tease he was, shifted his attention to my other leg.

“Ugh! That’s so mean,” I said.

Again, he chuckled as he licked and sucked my ankle and calf. By then, my honeypot was leaking and jealous of the attention being showered everywhere else but where it mattered.

“I swear if you don’t-”

I was cut off mid-sentence by him tucking both feet behind the bar then burying his face exactly where I’d needed it this entire time. That sexy skilled tongue of his began to work its magic as he slurped and sucked my juices down and all I could do was m**n.

He held firm on my h**s, making sure I couldn’t squirm away while he went to work, but that was honestly the very last thing on my mind. I reached down between my legs and ran my fingers through his hair before grabbing on, making him growl in appreciation.

Circles, figure eights, light pressure, heavy pressure, sucks, bites, and nibbles. You would have sworn that this man was having his last meal, and I was the only thing on the menu. His grip on my h**s tightened, and he yanked me forward a bit more, leaving my legs pushed even further back, and my knees rested on my chest.

With me wide open, he had perfect access and slipped two fingers inside me then began to flick them right across my G-Spot while sucking on my clit. The sensation was out of this world and made my eyes roll back in my head. This went on a few hot minutes as I felt the pressure beginning to build inside of me.

My body was dripping with sweat, and I felt as if it was being wound tighter and tighter.

Kade increased the speed of his fingers, making me cry out in pleasure but right before my o****m hit, he pulled them out and stood to his feet, smiling down at me.

“What, what…what?!”

He was a major tease, and he knew it.

“Sorry Sugar, I just love the feeling of this tight little flower of yours when you c*m. I didn’t want to waste it on my fingers.”

Then as painfully slow as he could, he slid within my depths and pushed until his h**s rested flush against mine. My lungs deflated in a long whoosh as I greedily took him all in and held on tight.

“You’re always so soft and warm and wet. f**k, I love you,” Kade stated as he began to quickly and powerfully move his h**s.

Having him inside me, stretching me out so perfectly, I knew that I wouldn’t last much longer before that climax I was waiting for finally hit. And he knew it too. After readjusting my legs, he grabbed my arms and pulled me up, so we were face to face, and I was straddling him.

Finally, I could control the tempo! I began to bounce vigorously and grind on his d**k; I was so close and needed the release, or I was going to scream. One of his arms wrapped around my waist and held me tight as he met my bounces with upward thrusts of his own.

“Are you close, baby?”

I quickly nodded my head in response and held on as he increased his pace and hammered into me. I was leaking all over and had long ago given up on the possibility of adequately filling my lungs. My eyes were shut tight, and I felt Kade release my waist and reach up to grab the back of my head, exposing my neck to him.

He licked a long line making me shiver all over then, without warning, sunk his teeth into my mark on one side, and jammed the syringe into the other. My body immediately exploded as the most intense pleasure, and searing hot pain battled for dominance within me. The burn from the venom was overwhelming; it was like I’d been injected with bleach or acid. Instinctively my hand went to the spot as I did whatever I could to soothe the pain.

“Breath through it beautiful. Take a breath, I know it’s hard, but if you don’t breathe, you’ll pass out,” he gently told me.

I took in a massive gulp of air, but my head was swimming, and my vision was going blurry. What the actual f**k was happening? Is this what being turned was supposed to feel like?

“Look at me, Sugar. Focus.”

I tried to do what he said, but I was losing the battle.

“Morgan! Morgan!”

I heard him call my name, but I couldn’t respond. It felt like my veins had filled with lead, and I could no longer hold myself up. Darkness crept in, and before I knew it, I had passed out.

***

Kade

f**k! f**k! f**k!

This was not supposed to go down like this. When Morgan went limp in my arms, my heart damn near stopped. What the f**k was in that syringe?!

I got her dressed, pulled on my sweats, then lifted her in my arms, and carried her to the pack hospital. Luckily it was a quiet day, and I was quickly able to find the doctor and get an exam room.

I sat Morgan down on the table, and as soon as the doctor began to look her over, I immediately called Tyson. “Hey man, what’s up?” he asked when he answered.

“She blacked out! What was in the syringe you gave her?!”

“Mo? I gave her what she asked for, and she’s fine. A lot of people pass out when the venom hits their system. It was probably just shock.”

“Didn’t you think you should have told us that s**t?”

“I told her everything she needed to know. Calm down; I promise you she’s alright.”

Just then, I saw her move in the bed and knew she was waking up.

“Can you come to the hospital? I don’t know how this is supposed to work, so I’d really love some help here.”

“Let me get Jaylon dressed and dropped off to Taylor, and then I’ll be right there.”

I hung up and looked over at Morgan, whose face was contorted in pain and covered in a thin sheen of sweat.

“Is she alright?” I asked.

“She’s good, Beta. It looks to me like a massive adrenaline rush made her pass out, but she’s alright.”

“Do you know anything about the process of being turned into a bear?”

“I do, I’m trained on all shifter transitions,” she replied.

“Thank god! We’re going to stay the night here, and if you could keep popping in to make sure she’s alright, I would appreciate it.”

“Of course, Beta.”

She left the room, and I pulled a chair up next to Morgan’s bed and began to wipe her face.

“Since when were you so sweet? I thought that was my thing,” she joked.

“I’m always sweet when it comes to you. How do you feel? You scared the hell out of me, gorgeous?”

“I’m sorry, I guess the burn was just too much for me to handle.”

I leaned down and kissed her cheeks and eyelids, making her smile.

When she opened her eyes, and I looked at them for the first time, I knew the venom was working. That one dark chocolate eye that I’d loved so much had a thin ring of hazel around it. Confirmation that this was happening and my Sugar Bear was becoming a full blown bear.

“Is something wrong?” she asked when she saw the look on my face. I thought for a second then put my selfish feelings aside.

“Nothing is wrong, baby, everything is perfect. You just rest, and I’ll be right here to help get you through this.”

Morgan smiled again and closed her eyes. Now all there was to do was wait.