Rejected By My Mate, Chosen By Fate
Chapter 118

After returning to my room, only then did I realize how harsh I had been to Zephyr. I had never acted like that towards anyone before but I was so filled with anger and the memories of my past suffering that I went overboard just a little bit. I felt a little guilty but I decided that I wouldn’t apologize to him. He deserved everything he got.

When I returned to my room, Nevaeh was fast asleep once more and I thanked my mum for her efforts but she asked me about what happened between Zephyr and I and I told her I was feeling too tired to talk. I would be willing to discuss it the next day because I’m tired and a pregnant woman really needs her sleep.

She left and I took a bath before going to bed.

I woke up early the next day and prepared for the meeting while I left Nevaeh with my mother since Linda was apparently too careless. I wouldn’t have to go through any of this if the girl would just do her job right. I only took her with me because she’s Emily’s cousin.

I made my way to the throne room and I saw that the Alpha was already there, seated and waiting for me and so were the other members of the hierarchy. He had a blank look on his face and I assumed that he had finally accepted everything that I told him yesterday but when I saw that his right hand was bandaged, I became slightly worried.

Did he really hurt himself because of what I said? Or is this just a pretense so he can garner my sympathy? Well it better not be because it won’t work.

I take my seat and we begin the meeting. Throughout the duration of the meeting, he doesn’t even look at me or meet eyes with me once.

He told me everything that the Pack needed assistance with but he never looked at me once, just stared at the distance and kept up his stoic expression. I’m supposed to be happy that he doesn’t want to acknowledge me, right? It’s all I’ve wanted since I got here but why do I get this sinking feeling now that he’s ignoring me?

The meeting was brief and we all went our separate ways but before he dismissed the meeting, Alpha Zephyr wished me a safe journey back to the Kizmet Pack but he still refused to look at me.

I told Linda to pack our things and I bade farewell to my parents and my little niece, I really wanted to take her with me but my parents insisted on taking care of her till she was about to enter her teenage years so I would have to handle the hard work. LOL.

They were in tears about my departure but I consoled them and let them know that this wasn’t goodbye. They could come visit me in the Kizmet Pack anytime they wished, they could even move to our Pack and that seemed to cheer them up a bit but before leaving, I decided there was one unfinished business that I needed to complete before leaving from here forever.

I couldn’t attend the funerals of Alpha Davis and Moira so I would go visit their graves and say hi and goodbye because I don’t think I’ll be returning to this Pack anytime soon, if ever.

I already knew where the Pack’s graveyard was located so I would be able to go there on my own. I didn’t tell my parents anything because I didn’t want them to be reminded of Moira’s death and be sad about it. I only wish for happiness to prevail from now on so I told my parents that I would be going on a little stroll around Crescent Moon and I and my entourage would leave when I returned.

The Pack’s grave site was located not too far from Crystal lake but it’s quite far from the Pack house. It’ll just take about twenty minutes if I ran in wolf form but if I decided to walk, it could take up to an hour.

I decide to walk because I’m pregnant and I’m not sure if running such a distance would be safe. Tara protested a bit but I still decided to walk. If I transform, I’ll have to undress first and carry my clothes in my mouth or shred my clothes during the transition and return back to the Pack house and my room in wolf form because I would be naked the whole time.

I had a delightful walk to the grave site, my surroundings were peaceful and delightful with birds chirping in the sunlight.

When I finally arrived at the burial grounds, I quickly found Moira’s grave and kneeled beside it. I spoke to her for the first time in a long time and though I tried my best not to cry, I just couldn’t hold back.

“Hi Moira. How are you doing? I’m sorry but I forgot to bring flowers, the last few days have just been bizarre and I’m still trying to gather my thoughts. Please don’t be mad at me, I’ll bring you lots of bunches of flowers on my next visit. I could even bring a whole tree if you want.” I said and gave a small laugh but as I did, a teardrop followed.

“You must be having such a good time in heaven, so good that you’ve forgotten about all of us. Why did you have to go so soon, Moira? Why were you in such a hurry to leave all of us behind? Why did you have to leave your little daughter behind? Lydia is such a sweetheart and you would have been a great mom. We did fight a lot but that wasn’t enough for you to abandon me like this, was it? You didn’t even give me the chance to say goodbye to you, why? You didn’t let me apologize or hug you one last time, do you even know how much I love you? You didn’t do the right thing by leaving us, you should have fought hard and stayed alive. You should have……..” I gushed and broke into tears, trying hard to control my emotions.