Rejecting, Your Broken Promises
Chapter 58

Dawson’s POV

Ever Green Pack

I hate that Sloan worked herself up so badly. She should never have doubted herself, I have always wanted her, and she had nothing to worry about. I was waiting for her to give me the go-ahead, or any kind of sign that she was ready. I kissed her thoroughly, every night, to the point where I had to go take a second, much colder shower. She never gave me any signal at all that she was ready. It may have been because we are both inexperienced, and neither of us has any c**************e, or game, to be honest. This could have all been avoided if she had just spoken to me about it. But Sloan is now fully marked, and I am about to get our bond completed. I have wanted her since I found her, and nothing is going to stop me from completing this.

I head straight for the elevator and get on as soon as the doors open. I am in a hurry here, and I am almost painfully hard. I can’t wait to get her to my room, and I am going to take care of her. We will figure this out together, as Percy had been giving me some tips on what I needed to do when the time came, for the last 7 months since he had started going further, and further, with Stephanie. I will let her shower first if she wants to. I already know I need to fix my pressing matter and the shower was the best place for me to take care of it. I will go second and then I will take care of her. I never, ever, want her to think that I don’t care for her. I do. So much more than she can ever know, but now that we are marked, she will build more confidence in me because she will be able to feel my emotions. Maybe she will come for a run with me tonight so our wolves can get more time together and increase their bond as well.

We get to our room, and I set her down on the floor and turn to lock the door behind us. I see her look at it and she seems nervous now. “Don’t be nervous now baby, you wanted it and you will have it. I have just been waiting for your go-ahead ever since I found you. If it weren’t so important to get out of there before your parents woke up, I could have taken you then, if you would have allowed me to. That, Sloan, is how badly I wanted you. So go ahead and grab your shower, and I will go next, and we will complete the mating part of our bond now” I tell her, and she blushed harder.

“We can wait until tonight if you want to, Dawson. I just wanted to know that you wanted me, and you weren’t just going to ditch me for greener pastures, or just keep me at B***d Rose to make yourself stronger and take a chosen mate” Sloan tells me.

“No baby, you gave me the green light for marking, and mating, we will be getting it done right now. I don’t want anything else occurring to prevent this from happening between us. You are the most important person in my life. I love my family very much, but I ache for you. I want you so bad, baby, and from the moment that I caught your scent. I have never been more upset than when you left me and didn’t tell me why. I know that this can be scary, but we are mates. You are the only woman for me, and we will get this figured out. Today, me and you, and then we will be completely bonded together. I won’t let anyone come between us, ever again. Now go get your shower” I told her and then smacked her a*s lightly as she walked by me. She gasped and then bit her l*p as she entered the bathroom. I see her smile at me before she shuts the door. Thank the Goddess, she liked it. I am going to spend the rest of our lives giving her a little smack on it for the rest of our days together.

I heard the water come on and I imagine my mate in there naked, and excited because I gave her a little love tap. I could smell her arousal in the air coming from the bathroom. I start going over all the tips and tricks that I have gotten from my brother and our mated friends. I know I need to get her happy and relaxed and that I needed to keep my c**k covered and not scare her before we have s*x. I am going to go slowly, but we ARE going to do this today. The shower turns off and I am anticipating this so much, I just need in the bathroom to handle the current issue. Then I will be able to last better because right now, I know as soon as I get to see her naked, I know I won’t be able to wait.

I look up as soon as the bathroom door opens and my mate is standing there with her dark hair wrapped up in a towel, and another towel around her body. She is a Goddess to me, and I have to fight Steele for dominance, as he is ready to go right now. Hell, I am too, but I just spent almost 30 minutes fighting and sparring, and I need the shower. I also need a little personal time for me to get things sorted in the shower as well. I watch her walk up to me, and I took her face in my hands and gave her a thorough k**s. I have to break it off and I headed quickly to the bathroom. I need to shower quickly and take care of my now growing problem.

I wash off quickly and before I rinse myself off, I use the body wash so I can fix my issue. I then finish my shower and I am ready to go. I can barely stand the wait, as her scent is calling out to me from our room, and I need to get my hands on her body as quickly as I can. I get completely rinsed off and exit the shower to start drying myself off. I haven’t been gone from her but for a few minutes, but it seems like an eternity to me. I grab a new towel for my waist as the wet one was leaving nothing to the imagination and clinging to me. I knew she was anxious about that already, and I wasn’t going to add exactly what she was going to be dealing with to her worrying. It will take me a lot longer to get her calm and ready if she notices that. I look at myself in the mirror and I have a stupidly happy smile on my face, but no matter how I try to change it, I still look the same. I have waited a long time for this, and I am ready to show my mate that she was completely silly to worry about me not wanting her.

I open the door quickly, and she jumped slightly, and I know that I need to get her to calm down. She had taken her hair towel off, and her beautiful long dark hair is laying across her shoulders and down to the small of her back. She looks stunning just sitting there, waiting for me to come to her, and she won’t have to wait long. I cross the room to her in a few quick strides. I see her looking at my chest and biting her l*p again, and I am so glad that she wants me to. I have had plenty of experience with a lot of she-wolves coming out to practice and watching me and the warriors work out with our shirts off. I already know that I am in great shape. I get told all the time how good I look. I shut them down politely and keep on going. I was waiting for my mate, and that fact was known around the pack. All of the older members knew why, and the younger members thought that I was crazy about wanting to wait when I didn’t have to do it.

I reached out for her hand closest to me and gave it a small squeeze. She is blushing and won’t look at me, and I know why. This is real, it is finally really happening, and she is scared, but we are going to push past this, and I know that she will like it. I decide to start off where we normally would, kissing in bed together, just like we do every night. I stand up and pick her up and place her gently onto the bed and go to the end and crawl up to her. I see her watching me like a hawk and her eyes are pinned to my chest. All the training and workouts have prepared me for this day, and I am glad that she finds me attractive.

I lay on my side, and she turns to me on her side and moves closer to me because she realizes what I am doing. She has always enjoyed being in my arms, and I am glad that she is showing no fear at all. I know that I am on the right track now, and I am so thankful that she trusts me again, after her issue this morning. I want her to always trust me and have faith that I only want the best for her. I start kissing her slowly and she responds in kind. I decided to test my luck and use my free arm to reach out and tug on her towel, getting it loose from her body. I feel her stiffen up a little but relax as I just place my hand on her waist. I am already feeling like the king of the world just by touching her bare waist and I continue to k**s her passionately while I run my hand slowly up her side and then onto her breast. I hear her gasp, and I quickly slid my tongue into her mouth and slipped my hand from her breast, onto her back to pull her closer. I cannot wait to make her mine. I g*****d into her mouth, and I edge even closer to her, and I am now pressing into her. I know she can feel how excited I am, and I don’t care. She is my everything, and I want her to know exactly what she does to me. She doesn’t shy away from me, in fact, she m***s into the k**s, and I let go of her back and give her a little push to get her onto her back.

I rise up and she is exposed to me, the towel spread open on the bed, and I run my eyes back and forth on her body, thanking the Goddess again for my beautiful mate. I can see the blush all over her face when I looked up at her face, but she didn’t attempt to hide from me. I leaned over again to give her a k**s, and I run my hand from her thigh up to her slit and I feel her stiffen again, as I use her wetness to help me as I stoke her from her core, up to her clit. I know when I reached it by her reaction to my touch. She give a shudder and I smiled into the k**s, that was what I needed. I leaned back from her because I want to see her face as I bring her to her o****m. I keep going back and forth from her welcoming heat, up to her clit, and then back again. I started to rub her clit with my thumb, and I slowly inserted a finger into her. She is tight, and I g***n again. I need to be in her now.

I start to make patterns on her clit, circles then pressing down, and then small designs. I moved further down her body so I can start using both of my hands. I slowly go a little in and out of her, while still applying pressure to her. I start using two fingers and I can’t even fantasize about sliding into her as I won’t be able to last if I do. Sloan is moaning, and the sound is going straight to my c**k. I am rock hard, but I need to make sure that she is ready for me, so I press on with what I am doing. She is very responsive to me and hearing her soft sighs and m***s encourages me to keep working on her. I can tell that she is wanting this to continue from reading her emotions from our bond. She is almost there, I just need to get her to go over. I keep pressure on her clit and lean down to lick from the underside of her breast, up to her n****e, and I give it a flick. She shudders again and I pull her n****e into my mouth and tug and pull on it, she gives a low m**n and her head goes back further into her pillow.

I give her other breast the same service and she is wiggling and pressing into my hand. I keep my thumb on her clit and then enter her again with two fingers and start moving them in and out as I continue to suck and lick on her breasts. It is obvious that I am painfully hard, but I am glad that she cannot see it, she is so close to being where she needs to be, I can feel it. I whisper into her ear, “Don’t fight it, baby. This will feel great if you just let it happen.” I decided to go in for the kill and take the advice that my brother had given me when he learned how to do it. I settled between her legs and gave her a lick from her p***y to her clit and she jerked and m****d louder, and I dove in to get her over by using my fingers and my tongue. Sloan started shaking and moaning loudly and before I knew it, she was crying out in surprise with her legs shaking against me. I was not going to wait any longer, I almost couldn’t. Hearing her c*m was like music to my ears and I needed to bury myself into her sweet heat. I am going to start with my tongue next time. Sloan was delicious and I can’t wait to taste her again. I dropped my towel and slid closer to her to get myself wet from her juices still coming from her. I slide in a little with Sloan making a low whimper. I need to comfort her, as she is coming down, and I need her to stay relaxed for this part.

“Baby, this might hurt for just a minute, but after that, I promise you that it will feel great. I will go slow with you” I told her, and I was already against her barrier. I pulled back and slid in breaking past her barrier and her little gasp of pain. I waited for a little bit, and she seems to be OK, so I started moving again. I am surprised at my restraint as I just want to bury myself in her. She is so tight and warm, there cannot be a better feeling in the world than this. I try to keep from pounding into her, but when she starts to m**n out her pleasure, I cannot help myself and start moving much quicker. I feel the pleasure building inside of me, and I already know right now that I am not going to make it much longer. I look down and she had got her head back and her beautiful mouth parted as she says nonsensical words and periodic m***s. She is beautiful lying there under me as I continue to thrust into her. I am enjoying how her body reacts to mine and how pleasurable this has been. I can’t wait for the next time already, and I haven’t even finished.

I feel her stiffen up and then her legs start shaking again, and I feel her grip me from the inside as she clenches around my c**k with her o****m. I am done, I can’t do anything else but release inside her and brace myself above her. I give her a k**s and then slide out of her, and onto my side. Pulling her into me and sniffing her mark. She is the very best thing to ever happen to me, and I love her so much. I give her a k**s on the back of her head and smile in happiness. I hear her voice break the silence of the room saying, “You are the best thing that ever happened to me too, Dawson” before she gives a yawn and snuggles back into me. No man has ever been happier than I am at this moment, with my beautiful mate lying in my arms.