Rejecting, Your Broken Promises
Chapter 59

Sloan’s POV

Ever Green Pack

I wake up from our nap happier than I have ever been. My mate wants me, completely. Now that we are marked and mated, I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I can feel how much he loves and cares for me. As a matter of fact, I can feel how much he wants me right now, as it is pressing into my lower back, and I smiled and turned in his arms. He is awake and was obviously just waiting for me to get up too. He gives me a k**s and he gives me that glorious smile that makes me want to agree with anything that he say’s when he asks me, “Are you OK, baby? Are you sore or anything?”

“I am fine, Dawson. I am happier than I have ever been. I wanted to apologize again. I allowed the words of my sister to cause me to worry. I thought that since we haven’t had any problems, we would have been marked and mated sooner, I guessed than Percy and Peyton. Not that I wanted them to have issues. I didn’t, it is just after we got here, and the thing with Stephanie I thought that would hold them up and make it harder for them to proceed. I should have told you that I was ready, so you weren’t waiting on me. I just thought that since we were about to go to B***d Rose this weekend that you were just waiting on the pack to accept me before you marked me. I am sorry, I can feel your love for me now that we are marked. But I was more upset than you probably realized, over feeling like I was going to be rejected because I am a hybrid” I told Dawson.

“Baby, we had to work just to get you. I wanted you from the moment I scented you. I was willing to go to war over you, you might not have heard what was said, but my mom had already told your mom that if they didn’t hand you over, she would be tearing the treaty up herself, and we would be going to war. We all wanted you in our lives because you are my true mate. I think that Brandi just picked on you because she was so jealous of you. You are beautiful and exotic, you are so much more than she will ever be. You are stunning and lovely, inside and out, and I am so thankful for you to have been the blessing that the Goddess gave me. I must have really done something right to be blessed with getting you as my mate. Never listen to Brandi again, as a matter of fact, do not deal with her at all, unless I am present there with you” Dawson tells me, and he is very serious about it.

I feel a tear slip out at his words because now I can sense his emotions and he means every single word that he just said. It is me who needs to be thankful for the gorgeous man in front of me, one who loves me completely. I feel his thumb brush the tear away and he grazes my forehead with a k**s. I need his comfort, but right now I need him even more. I leaned forward and kissed him, cupping his cheek as I started the k**s. I then reached out to tentatively touch his chest. He is so strong, and I can feel his strength in his hard muscles, lying just under his skin. I could touch him all day, and that low growl he just gave me as I touched him made me shiver in anticipation of what is to come. I got braver and I straddle him leaning down to trace the hard plains down to his Adonis belt, and I can feel how he is reacting to my touch. I swing my leg over him and kneel down to continue my exploration of him, as he seems to be enjoying me touching him.

I see his c**k, and I shudder at the sight of it, he gave me a lot of pleasure with it, but now I know why I am so sore. I might have had second thoughts if I had seen it before, but I know that I can handle it now, so I am not worried at all. He seems to have gotten harder with my focus on him, and I reached out gently to touch it. It moved closer to my hand, and I jerk in surprise. I didn’t know it would do that, and Dawson gave a low laugh and said, “I want you to touch it, I was just meeting you halfway” breaking my serious mood and giving me a little laugh too. I feel less self-conscious now than I did before, and I want to touch it even more now. I reached out and used my fingertip to trace the top of it. The skin was softer than I thought it would be but surprisingly strong in my hand as I tried, and failed, to wrap my hand around it. I am amazed at the power I have over this man who is laying there with his eyes closed trusting me as I explore his body. I am going to see what he thinks as I try a few things out.

I lean forward to get closer and lick the tip of it, he suddenly jerks and his eyes fly open and shoot right at me. I didn’t expect that big of a reaction, to be honest. He gives me a low growl and I have never felt more powerful, more in control, like I control the outcome between us. I like it. I want to make him happy, I want to make him have an o****m, just like he took care of me yesterday. I have no idea what I am doing, but he has gotten nothing but harder while I sat here, and I am going to see if I can’t make him c*m too, just by figuring out what he likes as well. I move over and settle between his legs and his eyes are half-lidded and following my every move. I place my hands on his thighs to support me and I lean forward again to try to see where I can go with this. I feel my hair slide down my body on either side of me like a curtain as I lick him again, from the base of it, up to the tip, and I feel his hands reach out and grab my wrists and give them a squeeze. Who know I could bring this man basically to his knees with just this simple act?

Dawson lets go of my wrists and I go in again to test out what I can do. I use a hand on him, and I place my mouth at his tip and open it to see how much of him I can take. I don’t get too far the first time, as I need to work around the gag reflex that just occurred. Dawson m***s a long low m**n as I try again and get further down on his shaft. I decide to tug on him with the hand at his base as I suck on his c**k, and he grabs my hair pulling it with both hands as I continue on. I can feel how much he is enjoying it, and his m***s are egging me on to see what else I can do. I gently use my other hand on his balls, and he sucks in a quick breath, and I know that I can get all three things done at the same time now and I try again. Dawson m***s out my name and then he said, “Stop baby. I want to c*m inside you, I want to see you grow round with our pup. I love you doing this for me, but I want to be inside you.”

I nod and go to lie down on the bed, but Dawson was quick and before I knew it, he was behind me as I had been trying to crawl across the bed to lay down. “Let me help you out, so this is easier on you baby,” Dawson said, and he laid down on his back on the bed and then pulled me back down towards him. I didn’t know what was going on as he had pulled me down to sit on his face. As soon as his tongue touched me, I couldn’t stop the m**n of pleasure that was ripped out of me. Dawson had folded his arms down and they were wrapped around my thighs so I couldn’t pull up from him, but nothing would have possessed me to do that. I love this feeling that I am getting from him, and I can’t stop myself from rolling my h**s and pressing down on him. I am shamelessly riding his face, and I am loving every minute of it. I can’t stop the m***s coming out of me and if this is the reward that I get for sucking his d**k, I swear I would do it every day just for this.

Dawson is all over the place with his tongue as he listens to my gasps and reactions to know what I like, and what I love, and he is a quick study. Before I know it, he released me from his grip and I rose up as I moved my h**s. The feeling of pleasure that I am receiving is blowing my naïve mind and I can’t stop the motion of my h**s as Dawson continues to work me. Now that I was higher up Dawson had raised his head to work my clit and was now using two fingers to slide inside of me, and I was feeling the weird sensation clench in my lower stomach and I scream out as I c*m. My legs were shaking so hard that I had to press my arms and face into the bed to balance myself. I am trying to come down, when I feel Dawson lifting me up at the waist, and then I feel him at my entrance, rubbing my juices all over his c**k which when it hit my overly sensitive clit, I had to m**n again.

Dawson gives a growl that fills the room as he slid in a little before pulling me backward towards him and then sliding fully into me. I feel full, so full, from this position. Dawson had pulled me all the way up from the bed when he was lining me up to slide in, and I liked this new experience too. I felt him sliding in and out and his rhythm just increasing each time. I am lost in the moment as I throw my head back and then pressed myself back towards him, bracing my arms on the bed, and using my arms to shove myself back towards him. Dawson leans over me and nips my mark, and I saw stars as I have another o****m, and Dawson makes two more hard strokes before he yells out his pleasure and empties into me. I am a little tired but so happy. I glanced over at the clock on the nightstand, and I am stunned. It is almost 5 o’clock, we have been missing for hours. I am blushing now because everyone will know what is going on. I missed both of my training sessions today, what will they think of me?

“Baby, we are mates. Do not be embarrassed, this is what we are supposed to be doing, making little Alphas and Lunas. I can’t wait to see you pregnant with our baby, or babies, because you remember I am a twin” Dawson said to me. Goddess, it is entirely possible for me to have twins. I never even thought about it, twins. I touch my flat stomach and wonder if we have already conceived a baby already. I have always wanted to have a baby. This is another thing that I never thought would happen to me. I thought I would be locked up, just watching life pass me by until I died. I am thrilled by the thought of having Dawson’s pup. I will take such good care of my baby. He, or she, will know that they are loved from the moment that they get here. Wait, I am jumping the gun, does Dawson even want a child right now? I don’t even have to turn to him before he gives me his answer.

“Yes, I cannot wait for you to bear my pups, never doubt how much I love and care for you. I want to have 10 children with you if that is what you want. Now come, I think we need to grab a quick shower before we go down. Or they will go straight from speculating on what they think we were doing, to knowing what we have been doing” Dawson said and helped me up from the bed. I am already blushing as I know now that he wants us to shower together. This is incredibly intimate, but I would do anything for him, and I follow along behind him.

He tests the water, and then pulls me in with him and placed me under the shower head. I had already washed my hair, but when he picked up the shampoo and then started to wash my hair, I stayed quiet. I love the feel of his hands washing my hair, and it was worth it to me to make him happy. He was so careful in doing it, and I could feel through the bond that he wanted to show me how important I was to him. The fact that he wanted to do it to make me happy, meant everything to me. He shows his love for me in so many ways now, so although this morning was horrible and stressful, it brought about some good changes. I won’t just assume that he knows how I am feeling, and he is stepping up to make sure that I know how much he truly cares for me. He put the conditioner in my hair and then when he grabbed my loofah, I was ready to swoon. My strong Alpha, was on his knees to please me. Him carefully washing my body was something that I know will be a precious memory to me, even when I am old and gray.

I wanted to return the favor, but as soon as I put his body wash onto the loofah, he said, “Baby, we will have to do that next time, or we won’t be making dinner. I was too upset to eat breakfast, we both missed lunch from our nap, so we both need to eat and keep our strength up” Dawson said to me.

“Why do we need to keep our strength up?” I asked him as I tipped my head back and let him rinse the conditioner out of my hair.

“Because after dinner we can come back here, for dessert,” Dawson said with a sly smile. “I already know what I will be eating” he continued as his smile turned into a smirk, and I felt my face heat.

“Dawson” I huffed, embarrassed. But I was all in for whatever he wanted to do tonight. I love this man so much, I hoped we do make a pup today. I hope our pup looks just like his handsome father. I could think of nothing that would bring me more joy than that, besides maybe a few more pups. I really don’t know about 10 pups, I know he was joking about that, I think. But 3 or 4 is perfect for me. Maybe two boys and two girls. In whatever order, the Goddess decides to give them to us. I smiled as I followed Dawson out of the shower, and he treats me like a Queen as he dried me off. I can’t stop the sigh of happiness that escapes me as he looks up at me from the floor, and his eyes are filled with love, for me. I almost burst out crying in happiness just from seeing how much emotion he shows in his eyes. I leaned down and gave him a k**s, and then whispered in his ear what I was doing to do for him when we got back to the room, which was to finish what I started earlier.

Dawson got up quickly from the floor and headed for the closet with me trailing along behind him. He grabs his clothes and then goes to the dresser to grab some boxers and socks and got dressed in record time, He then goes to grab me a sundress, with spaghetti straps, and then went to grab me a pair of underwear. I look at him and say, “No bra?” and Dawson shakes his head no. I smiled at him and when I went to put on my underwear, when he leaned down and said, “You can skip the underwear if you want to. I would like to know that you are naked under your clothes for me at dinner. Plus, it is convenient for us to let our wolves out after dinner for a run in the woods”

The sundress is a maxi dress, so I will be covered. I have never gone without underwear for a meal before, but I think this is an easy request to do for him. I think it would be nice for him to get even more worked up at dinner. I smiled in anticipation of our return to our room tonight, as I slid the dress over my head. It is gathered at the top, so it won’t be obvious that I am not wearing a bra. Dawson is looking at me like I had hung the moon myself, and I could get used to that. He grabs my hand and gives it a k**s as we exit the room to go downstairs for dinner. He is back to wearing that same goofy grin that he had on earlier when we were going to have s*x for the first time. My heart melts at how happy my mate is, I feel terrible that I put him through stress earlier today, and I will be sure to make it up to him tonight. I know that he is proud to show off my new mark to everyone tonight, that was the real reason for the dress choice, but I am going to see what kind of a rise I ca get out of him at dinner tonight.