Sophia's Revenge
Sophia’s Revenge – Chapter 32

Sophia’s POV

I don’t know how long Kane and I slept, but when I woke up, Xander was in the chair next to me holding my hand and he was sound asleep. I hated to wake either of them, but my bladder wasn’t going to let me lay there much longer. I tried to wiggle from Kane’s grasp as gently as possible, but he just grabbed hold of me tighter and snuggled his head into my neck.

“Don’t move baby girl, I’m really comfy.”

“I have to get up, I’m sorry.”

“No, you don’t.”

“Unless you want me to pee on you, yes I do!”

I could feel my face redden as I said that. But he let me go and I let go of Xanders’ hand, who instantly jumped up asking where I was going.

Kane grumbled to him about me using the bathroom.

After doing my business, I took a look at myself in the mirror for the first time. My bruises were fading, and I had deep gashes that were closed but would leave a scar.

How could anyone think I was beautiful?

“OH, but you’re the most beautiful wolf ever,” replied Stella.

“Stella, you have to say that!”

“I mean ya because you are me, but really we are and don’t worry those scars will fade.”

I finally walked back out and Kane got out of my bed and a chair of his own.

“What would you like for dinner? Anything you want!”

I didn’t have to think twice as I shouted “PIZZA!”

They both just chuckled at me and Xander went to order it. I could get used to hearing them both laugh. They were so serious that

when they laughed, it lit up the room.

” OK, pizza in 20 minutes. Sophia, we need to talk about a few things before dinner.”

I wasn’t sure what was coming but I had a feeling I wouldn’t like it.

“Ok, what?”

“Well, two things. First is, my dad has a friend, and his sister was an emerald wolf, and he wants to meet you. I think maybe he can

help you with some things. He will be coming to see you tomorrow.”

” OK and what is the second?”

“Well, this one is a little harder. The council will be holding a trial for your old pack, and you are going to have to tell them everything. They want to do this next week. Kane and I will be with you every step of the way. You will not be alone.”

I couldn’t do it. I can’t tell anyone what happened. I can’t relive this. I was starting to have a panic attack. My breathing was getting fast, and it was like I couldn’t get enough air. I was seeing black spots and I could hear my mates saying something, but it was so muffled. Suddenly a pair of strong arms picked me up and cradled me like a baby. Telling me it would be OK and rubbing my back. Their smell was helping me calm down and so was their touch. Once I gained control over myself, I began to speak.

“I don’t think I can do that. I can’t relive it.” I said.

“Without you they will go free, and they could take you again.” Kane said from behind me.

” OK.” That was all I could get out.

The pizza finally arrived, and we ate it in silence. Nobody wanted to talk after my episode. Xander turned the TV on to some dumb superhero movie. I wasn’t interested. I just wanted to sleep, and it didn’t take long for me to be out.

“AAAAAHHHHHHH, it hurts, make it stop,” I started screaming.

Both of the boys jumped up looking at me like I was dying.

“What is wrong baby girl?”

“It hurts, my whole body,” I screamed at them.

Before they could say anything else my arm snapped and rearranged itself before it went back to normal, and I let out another scream.

“Beautiful, have you ever shifted into your wolf before?”

“NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO, goddess make it stop.”

“s**t, she is shifting for the first time.” Someone said.

I was panting, trying to stop the pain. I continued to scream as my bones continued to break and rearrange themselves before going back to normal.

“Girl, you have to give me control. Let me do the work. This is going to happen, and it can either be the easy way or the hard way and right now it’s the hard way. You have to relax and let me take over,” Stella said.

“Baby girl, I know it hurts but you have to relax and give your wolf control.”

“IIIII ddddddooooonnnnnntttttt aaaaaaahhhhhh, make it stop.”

“Just imagine yourself in your wolf form. Picture how beautiful she will be. Think about running through the forest with Jax and River. You can do this. I know it hurts but it will all be over soon,” Xander said.

I had one of my boys on each side of me telling me I could do this. They were walking me through it and telling me what to think about. While it didn’t help the pain, it felt nice to know they were here for me.

“Girl, it is almost over. We got this. Give me a few more minutes.”

I was ready for this to end. I closed my eyes as tight as I could. I was so scared of seeing my wolf. I hoped she was as beautiful on the outside as I knew she was on the inside.

“Girl, we did it. Look at us. We are the most beautiful wolf that has ever lived!” Stella said excitedly.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked down at my paws and fur. It was snow white, but it had a strange green glow to it. It was the same emerald green as my eyes. I raised my head to look at my boys to see their reaction. Both of them had their mouths hanging open.

“Stella, your glowing?” Kane asked.

“Yes, I am! I am an emerald wolf, and everyone will know what I am,” Stella said.

“How did you do that?” Kane asked.

“Do what?”

“Well, I have never seen a wolf be able to talk to humans.”

“Again, I am an emerald wolf. I can do many other things you will learn. I am going to give Sophia back control.”

As soon as she said that I was lying on the bed completely naked. Xander was quick to take his shirt off and hand it to me. I quickly put it on. Goddess, the smell of it is amazing.

“Beautiful, how do you feel?”

“That was horrible, but it was also freeing. I am so glad to be able to do that, but I really wish someone would have told me how bad that was. Is it like that every time?”

“No, it will get easier every time you do it and before long you won’t even feel it,” Kane said.

“I want to go home tomorrow. I feel great and I am so tired of being here.”

“Why wait for tomorrow? Let’s go now!” Kane said.

Xander didn’t wait for anything else. He threw a blanket around me and picked me up and we headed out. I am not sure they let doc know, but I didn’t care. I just wanted my own bed.

I had no clue what time it was when we made it to my bedroom. I didn’t really care either. I have all day tomorrow to sleep. Xander carefully laid me down in bed and kissed my forehead. He walked away giving Kane a chance to come over and gave me a k**s as well. They both told me to have a great night’s sleep and that they would be right over there on the couch.

When I woke up the next morning, my boys were both still passed out on the couch. Kane was sprawled out on the recliner and Xander had his head on the other end with his feet resting on Kane’s lap. It really was cute. I wish I could take a picture somehow. I think they might kill me for it though.

I went and got into the shower. I turned the hot water all the way on and stepped in. The heat felt amazing on my body. I was still sore from everything, but it was better each day.

“Stella, you are so beautiful. I am, however, glad that we don’t have to go through that again. That pain was intense.”

“I know but we survived, and it will be easier next time. I also can’t wait to be able to go for a run with our mates. I can’t wait to see what Jax, and River look like. If they are anything like their human, they will be so sexy I won’t be able to not let them mount me.

Speaking of which, when are you going to let those two mates of ours mount you?”

“Goddess Stella, again with this. I need some time. I am going to have a hard time letting a man touch me. I know they have only ever been good to me, and I know they love me, but I had things forced on me and I can’t just get over that.”

“I know and I will give you some more time. But these things are going to have to happen.”

I got out of the shower after a ridiculous amount of time in there, but it just felt so amazing. The heat and being clean and getting to wash my hair. I walked out into my room with only a towel, but I didn’t expect them to be awake. I tried to make a run to my closet, but both of them were up and headed my way.

“Hey beautiful, can I help you with anything?” Xander said as he quickly came over to me.

“Yes, baby girl we can help you with all of your needs!” Kane said coming up to my other side.

I had a wolf on each side of me. Their eyes had turned black with l**t. I wanted to be scared but wasn’t yet. I knew they would both be gentle with me. Kane started to rub my arm up and down gently and whispered in my ear “What do you need help with baby girl? I am here for all of your needs.” Xander had started to k**s my neck gently at the same time. These actions caused me to let out a loan m**n as I closed my eyes taking in the pleasure. Kane pushed himself up on my leg. I could feel his arousal, and he said, “look what you do to me baby girl.” This made me freeze. This is the exact words that Blaine had used before each time he took me. I

quickly broke out of their embrace and ran to the closed and shut the door.

“Sophia, please open the door we are so sorry. Please can we come in?”

I couldn’t answer them. I was frozen in fear it had brought flash back on and all I could see was Blaine and Spencer’s faces. I had made it to the corner and was huddled down with my knees brought up to my chest crying. I couldn’t snap out of it. All I could see was them tying me to the table and forcing their way into me. I started to scream “NO” when the closet door was slammed open, and both of my mates came rushing in.

“Beautiful, please calm down. We didn’t mean it. I swear. Please take a deep breath. You have to calm down.”

I couldn’t though. I couldn’t get the feeling of their hands off me.

“Boys, we need to talk.”

“Stella, is that you again?” Xander asked.

“Yes, and I have pushed Sophia to the back because right now she can’t do this. She doesn’t know this is happening and I hope when

I give control back, she will be calmed down. Some of the vile things that those pieces of shits did to her cause some type of reaction when you said something Kane.”

“OH goddess, I took it too far. She is going to hate me now.”

“No, she won’t. She hates herself that she can’t give you guys this right now, but she will, I promise you that. Please be patient with her. There are a few things you need to know. She was raped violently. One of them used to tell her, look what you do to me before he would push himself inside her. This is what brought this on. Kane, it was not your fault, you had no clue. Please don’t blame yourself but they would beat her and then rape her. They would like to see her bleed; it got them off. She needs to be loved and needs things to be slow and gentle and at her pace. Please pay close attention and look for any signs that she is starting to panic.”

I don’t know what happened, I must have passed out because Xander had picked me up and was walking me to the bed.

“I am so sorry you guys. I can’t just yet,” I told them as I continued to cry.

“You did absolutely nothing wrong, beautiful, we just saw you and were overtaken with l**t from your beauty.” Xander said.

I noticed Kane didn’t say anything but just stood back watching our interaction. After Xander had pulled the blankets up and kissed my forehead, Kane stormed out of the room.

“Xander, what was that about?”

“It was something he said to you that made you panic like that. He feels guilty.”

“He did nothing wrong; he didn’t know. Please tell him to come back here.”

“I will, but I think he might need some time alone right now.”