Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 105

I was sitting on the park bench just staring at the kids that was running around feeling like absolute shit, I had been here for some time when I felt my phone vibrating looking down on the snap that was coming from Tom that I didn't open, If I knew Jonah and I did. He was not going to let me hang with him or Joseph, learned that the hard way when I just put the phone down again and looked even more depressed. I had nowhere to stay and surprise! I was broke. I didn't have money on me when Austin took me captured and I sure as hell didn't have now sitting here like a damn bum in the park just wonder what the f**k I was supposed to do. I wished that I still had my crappy apartment, f**k I would have given my arm for that right now.

My phone went off again but this time I didn't even pick it up just staring, it was getting colder, and I made a light shiver... this was the last thing I wanted to give my baby... f**k... I know that I hated Chris, I really did but I wasn't Jonah.... The baby wasn't guilty for what happened, that was insane! I was not my mom and dad, I was not going to hate my kid for just existing, no way!

"Pretty!" I turned my head up seeing the big guy in the distance and made a sigh, getting up and started to walk away when I heard curses when he started to sprint after me making me frown more, I didn't want Jonah coming over and threaten me to stay the f**k away. I already knew this part, so this time I was doing that, staying the f**k away.

"Andrea, stop! Just f*****g stop!" I didn't stop, the other way around, I picked up the pace when I felt my body being stopped by the big hand on my shoulder making me sneer when I turned around and saw the out of breath Tom, wow he wasn't big on the cardio was he?

"Why the f**k didn't you stop?? I know you f*****g saw me??" He made another curse when I didn't say a word. Seeing him was hard too, just like it was seeing James, but different, Tom was my friend too, he knew everything, and I wasn't even surprised when he did a sigh looking at me like he did this time too. Great then I didn't need to spend time explaining.

"Fuck, you just can't catch a break can you Pretty?" he made a sigh when I didn't move, didn't answer. I was just biting down my jaws hard and painful trying not to cry when he looked at me with his nice eyes and sad smile, well f**k him! He was Jonah's bro in the end, not mine!

"Hey, just talk to me... it's okay, you don't have to look so goddam bitchy. I know what happened pretty...Jonah told me..." he looked even more ashamed when I made a sneer, so nothing had changed, he was here to cover up for Jonah, be his f*****g consciousness when he clearly didn't have one.

"Just leave Tom." I said it sternly when he did a frown at me like he was not expecting that to be the answer when I gritted my teeth even more starting to make my head hurt, he didn't need to hear me cry too. what did it matter? I was alone in the end, oh and f*****g homeless!

"No, no I can't do that.... fuck... look at you, I can see that you are cold, and I know that the apartment is gone..." he did a sad smile again that made me do a hard sniffle, why was he telling me shit I already knew? Everything was gone! Everything! "You know what, I don't need you to come over here and help Jonah look better, I don't want to fucking hear it!" I sneered it when he made a surprised face before it turned into a frown like I had pissed him off saying that and I just made an eyeroll, he could save the whole speech about Jonah really loving me underneath all that asshole he was, he clearly didn't, not like I thought he did.

"I'm not here to fucking make up some excuses for Jonah, I'm here for you Andrea! I tried to find you as soon as Jonah told me what the fuck had happened, I'm not fucking heartless and I am your friend, I'm not going to let you be here out on the fucking street knocked up!" He was looking even more determined when I just did a smirk, oh that was so nice of him. Was I going to stay in his parent's home, maybe in his room? That would be popular for sure.... No... it was better that he just walked away from me, just like everyone else.

"Tom. Look... " I was just about to tell him that he was really nice for offering but I wouldn't like to stay at his parents home, that was crossing the line even for me when I saw the confident guy walking in a trench coat just looking at us like he was bored and I didn't smile when I saw him because I didn't know what to feel, both him and Tom being here, Jonah's best friends and they were here for me, not Jonah.

"Andrea..." he made a sad smile that I didn't reply, so he knew then. That was great, so everybody fucking knew.

"Joseph, don't tell me that you are here to offer me a timeshare in your room too? "I made a snicker having my eyes on Tom that just flipped me off, that felt great for some reason. I didn't know why? I didn't even care if he was rude, he was my friend and I loved that.

"My room? What the fuck are you talking about, you really thinking I want your pregnant ass around when I bring home my dates? Hell no, me and Tom has been scouting places for you to stay in since I heard what happened." he did a smirk when I looked at him thankfully, finally someone that got that I wanted to stay on my own and not just be shacked up in someone else's place.

"Found a decent place over by the train station, it's not the best place to stay in but it's a start, and you don't have to stay in the park all day freezing your ass off." Tom smirked when I did a grin back, I don't know why they were so nice to me, but I was not saying no to that. I couldn't afford it right now.

"Show me then..." I made a snicker when Joseph was holding up keys in his hands making me start to chuckle, he had already gotten it, of course he had. he was the best.