Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 123

"Look at that! it's so romantic, I am so happy for you and dad!" Sophia was gushing having my hand in hers, staring down at the ring that showed everyone that Buck and I had got engaged, yes. Me, Andrea Wilson was getting married for the second time in her life and here I was with Kira that was running around playing tag with Bucks youngest son Jared that was snatching her up laughing.

my heart clenched for the slightest of second, he was around Jonah's age when I first met him, 19 and in college. I tried to smile seeing them come towards me and Sophia that still was looking jealous at the ring her father had given me.

"She's fast this one, might even make a half-back out of her..." Jared snickered when I made a snort. yeah, my daughter was not going to play football, call me old fashion, but I was thinking maybe more of dancing or gymnastics, soccer when it came to Kira. "Mommy!" she was jumping over to me when I grabbed her hard, out of breath, her small body panting and grinning when Jared seemed even in wore shape and he was supposed to play football like his dad had done.

"My little bedbug, let me get a kiss..." I was nuzzling her when she giggled pulling back and made a bright smile seeing that she was the centre of attention when Buck was coming out from the house holding a beer with his oldest son Mitchell that made a small frown seeing me, He was the only one of them that didn't approve of this, I got it. He loved his mom and he believed that they still should be together, even if he was 21 and all grown up.

We were at my house seeing that Buck only had his apartment after divorcing their mom that kept the house he had built from the ground up. told me that he didn't want his kids to lose their home making me drop all anger against him being so stupid, he really loved them.

"There she is, my future wifey....." Buck made a big grin seeing me when his son scoffed and I smiled bigger trying not to feel so hurt, I wasn't going to try to be their mother, they all were grown up and I just loved Buck, that was all.

"Yeah, I am..." I made a purr when he kissed me when I leaned Kira away knowing that she was going to swat at him otherwise, she was just as jealous as Mitchell, only difference being that she showed it and he just grumbled.

"Could you guys please wait until we had dinner before you go all gooey on us?" Mitchell got a hard stare back from Buck that made us all a bit scared I think, shit he looked like he just had this conversation with his son in my kitchen and was already sick of the shit his eldest was spewing at me usually since he found that we were getting married.

"Mitch, you have one chance left, you got me?? if you can't accept that me and Andrea are getting married, I am tossing your ass out of here!" He was telling it all in a low threating voice and I hated and loved that I was getting turned on, standing here before all our kids seeing Buck go all hardass on Mitchell that made a deep frown hearing his dad's words, shit he really was serious!

"You only been dating for like what, four, five months? What the fuck is this anyway?? Look at her! She is just a fucking gold-digger, a damn leach that wants you to pay for her kid!" he sneered it back making my eyes go wide, did he just f*****g pull Kira into this, oh he was so going to get that the f*****g brat when I was just about to open my mouth, the hard rage that was coming over me made me feel like I was before I got here, f*****g pissed off hearing that brat talk about me and Kira!

Everyone made a gasp when Buck actually grabbed his son over his nape, pushing his head down making him helpless when he was leading him away looking like he was going to kick his own sons a*s making me even more worried, exchanging looks with Sophia and Jared that just looked helpless seeing their older brother getting turned away when I was panicking, I didn't like the way Mitchell was speaking but Buck was turning him away for me and that made me feel so fucking bad. I knew that pain, being turned away from your parents.

"Sophia, take Kira!" I was giving her over fast, taking point and following the father-son duo that was on the front of my house now, Buck not even screaming, just telling Mitchell some words I couldn't hear when I was running the last part hoping that I would catch them before Mitchell left.

"Wait, wait! Buck, wait!" I was panting the slightest when they booth looked up, Bucks angry eyes and his younger copy that was looking so fucking pissed off and embarrassed that his eyes turned away from me the second I got to them. "Andrea, this is a private conversation, please leave." Buck was looking stern, arms crossed making him even bigger when I just shook my head, no I wasn't going anywhere and he was not making Mitchell leave, he was his kid.

"No, Buck... wait...." I was having my hand on his arm when he looked at me surprised, his son even more so getting an even harder look like he was expecting me to gloat at him being tossed out by his own dad, that was never going to happen. "Mitchell.... I'm sorry you feel that I am such a whore... I really do love your dad and... I was so happy that Kira was getting three awesome siblings..." he made another scoff like I was lying when I made a sigh seeing Buck getting even more mad, he was not taking this, but I needed to fix this, it was my fault they were fighting!

"Save it, I know your kind.... Fucking single mom looking for a handout, taking the easy way out just because your tits are nice to look at..." he was literally staring at them when I made the scoff this time, stopping Buck from taking his nape again, Mitchell jerked back from seeing his father's movement making me even more worried, this was not going to end good I didn't stop it.

"I am a fucking manager, I make more than enough for me and Kira to survive, and I come from money Mitch! I just don't want a f*****g handout, oh and yeah. My tits are nice to look at but the only one I want staring at them are your dad..." I switched my eyes to Buck that made a grin hearing that when I knew he loved hearing that, he was territorial, but then again when did I ever meet a guy who wasn't?

"Hell yeah they are..." Buck made a proud face and snaked his arm around my waist making me smile, I wanted Mitchell to come back and hang with us, not being exiled from his dads company.

Mitchell didn't look so goddamn cocky anymore when I said that I didn't even know where the fuck he had gotten that I was looking for a handout, please, I was the one with a house, even if it was small and Buck was the one with a rental still paying child support for two more years and a mortgage he had with his ex-wife and his company.

"Truth be told Mitch, me and your dad is getting married no matter what if you like it or not... but I rather see you get to know me and Kira then just being an ass, at least not to Kira. she is two and a half, she doesn't get that she is supposed to hate Buck for not being her real dad, she is a great kid, please, come back and eat." I was giving him a small smile since I really wanted that, I wasn't bullshitting anyone, I wanted a family for Kira and having Bucks kids as sibling was like a dream come true for me.

He was staring at me, like he was waiting for me to crack up and tell him it was all a joke, kick him out and laugh in his face before straightening up, exchanging looks with his dad that was giving him a small nod of acceptance, that he was free to come back and back to me with the identical grey eyes, he sure as hell was Bucks son, no doubt about that.

"Fine. I will stay.... But only because I'm fucking hungry, and mom is out..." he made a small snarl walking past us when I nodded. yeah sure, snarl tuff guy. I had seen a man being executed; this was not even close to being scary.

We watched him go to the back of the house again when I felt myself getting turned against Buck that was staring at me in awe and like he wanted to fuck me at the same time, in short terms he was fucking impressed. "Babe, that might have been the hottest thing you ever done, that knucklehead doesn't listen to anyone once he made up his mind..." he was chuckling when I smirked, I wonder where he got that from?

"Yeah, I got a few tricks up my sleeves..." I made my boobs push against him harder when he was still chuckling when he kissed me soft and long, like he really didn't want his son to leave but his pride couldn't handle being talked back to, I knew that all too well. "My favourite part was about your boobs... about how I am the only one that gets to stare at them..." I made another smirk leaning my body back giving him a full view from being taller and let him stare all he wanted down my dress I was having on biting my lips, shit I really wanted to fuck him now, I swear if I didn't know they were waiting on us I would have pulled him up to the bedroom right now.

"Yeah.... I'm going to let you stare all you want when we eat dinner with the kids... that are waiting for us..." I made a softer smile when he made a grunt like he really wanted to just fuck me too. letting me go, at least so we were not glued together anymore giving me a wink that went straight to my pussy, Oh I wanted him so much, I f*****g loved him.

"Fine... fine... and I know that I am the only one that can work the grill properly..." he made a grin when I rolled my eyes laughing when he kissed me again, he was the best ever.

"Kira, no!" I was telling her off when she was throwing food at Buck and he made a strained smile that I knew was just for show, I mean I would be pissed to if his kids had done that too me, it was like since we got engaged and Buck was sleeping over and just taking a bigger part of her and my life, she was seriously getting jealous and acting like a brat in all the way she could against him.

"Its fine.... Nothing that I have felt before Andy..." he was cleaning off spaghetti from his white shirt when I made a sigh, Sophia was helping me keep Kira in check when Mitchell was smirking, chewing with his mouth open leaned over on his elbow when his brother was giving him hard nudges to stop pushing his damn luck when Buck was already pissed at him.

"You know what Andrea; I can see it now... Kira is a great kid..." Mitchell said it still smirking making Buck look up with dark eyes like he was going to kill him if he kept that shit up and I made a big sigh hearing that bratty kid, he was no better than Kira, just as immature it seemed, I can f*****g believe I used to be in a relationship with one.

"Princess Kira.... That's not nice...." Sophia was shaking her head when Kira was laughing making my heart clench again, seeing her eyes that was so mischievous, she looked so much like Jonah right now, that way he didn't give a shit about anything or anyone, she was so getting that from him.

"Are you okay Buck?" I looked at him worried when he had gotten most of the spaghetti off and the sauce that came with it, I was so going to wash that when I got that chance, Kira was not sorry, look at her small angelic face. Not a single regret. "Yeah... like I said... these weren't any better, Mitch was the worst one.... Had to re-paint the kitchen twice after him..." Buck made a wink at me making my chest lighten up when Mitch was still chewing not saying a word back at that, so. That was great then. "Remember when he started that fire in the attic, mom was blowing a fuse when she smelled the smoke!" Jared was snickering making the rest of them follow when I made a small smile, Buck seemed happier already, even if he was covered in sauce and looked like he had been in a car accident more than having dinner in the backyard with us.

"It wasn't a f*****g fire, I was just doing an experiment and the box was too close to the flame, I told you that a hundred times!" Mitchell was barking it back when Kira was snickering too when she opened her mouth, and I closed my eyes for two second hearings that small child voice mimic Mitchells grumpy one.

"Fucking! Fucking fire!" she got even more excited when everyone stared at her, she loved being the centre of attention, just like Jonah.

"Mitch! You goddamn.... Look at what you did!" Buck was getting up from his seat next to me when I stopped him, f**k! I tried to be so careful, I mean I loved to f*****g curse and of course she picked up the one word that I absolutely didn't want her to say. "Mitch!?" Sophia was looking at him accusing when she was covering the ears on a happy Kira that was thrilled over the action that was taking place, loving every second of it more then just us adults talking being boring, she wasn't afraid of people shouting and I knew that was my fault, I fucking traumatised her along with Jonah as a baby.

"Dude, why can't you ever just shut the hell up?? You just taught a toddler to say fuck!?" his brother was looking at him just as accusing as the rest of his family when I made a big breath, no. I could fix this. I could. I was a fucking manager. this was nothing, not worse than what happened almost on a daily basis at work.

"Buck, baby wait!" I made him sit down again when I turned to Kira and stared at her, giving her my absolutely serious stare when she stopped smiling seeing that I only did that when I really was mad, she knew that by now.

"Kira, you can't say that word, do you understand? That is a grown-up word." I didn't scream or anything, just made my voice darker and she stared at me for a few seconds, her eyes glazing over with tears and her small lips started to tremble making me sigh again, fantastic.

"Alright, I am going to get her inside..." I got up feeling Bucks hand on my back making me smile for a second when I was walking over, picking up Kira that was bawling her eyes out, a hard scowl over her pretty face and she was already getting a redder shade of colour in her face, oh she was so not doing this anymore, she was way to tired it seemed after everything that had happened.

"I can take her Andy, really its no big deal..." Sophia was getting up reaching out her arms when I was shaking my head, no she was my kid, my baby and no matter what happened she was my responsibility, even if she was acting like a brat sometimes, I loved her more than life.

"No, it's okay Sophia...thanks anyway... if you guys want to leave then its fine, it is getting too late for her anyway and she had a long day..." Buck gave me a supportive smile still standing up when I walked away with the howling Kira inside my arms, she was so going to sleep when I had cleaned her off.