Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 125

"Doing good boys, you want something drink?" I was shielded my face coming out to the front yard seeing Bucks two sons carrying the big tv that was one of the few things that Buck had argued for having, I didn't have that much room but we had talked about him doing some work on the house, adding some sections so that his kids could fit, Sophia being the main thing in my mind when she was only sixteen and stayed with him sometimes, not like the two brutes that was carrying the tv that was already living on their own at dorms and only staying over the summer.

It was hot as hell outside when Jared that I think looked more like his mother smiled at me nodding thankfully and Mitchell just made a grunt like he didn't want to answer the big baby. he really, and I mean really was Buck son, from the looks to the grumpy mood when something didn't go his way. It was almost funny when you thought about it.

"Mitch, you want some water or what?" I said it way nicer than I wanted too and smiled when he was putting down the tv with his brother that was wiping the sweat from his brow, I really felt bad for them carrying Buck stuff in the heat when I was here with Kira and Buck was over at the apartment with Sophia picking up the last.

"Beer." He said it snarky when I just shrugged, sure. I wasn't going to stop him, he was 21. Buck was not going to like it though, he just wasn't. "Hey, Andy, maybe I could have one too...?" Jared gave me a pleading smile when I made a sigh, yeah s heart.

wasn't like it was going to kill him, I guess... I mean look at Jonah he was a f*****g drug-addicted in his age and he still had the f*****g strength to break my "Alright... just don't tell your dad or I will cut you, got that?" I made a joking face when I was waving my arm making Jared chuckle and nodding like he agreed when Mitchell just made a snarl, when I turned around and left, really what was that's kid problem with me??

I was just getting back out with the beers to the front of the house when I heard the slightest of voices talking when I stopped right behind the door not to walk into their conversation.

"Dude, stop that shit! She's nice and she's hot, just enjoy it while it last, if dad dumps her ass, then you can stop being so fucking jealous you want to fuck her by yourself..." I had my back pressed against the wall when I was still holding the beers, what the fuck did Jared just say about me, Buck breaking up with me, but he loved me??

I was still standing there, really not wanting to hear more but I couldn't just go out there and look liked didn't hear every single word that was said between them.

"Like you don't want to do that too, always buttering her up like you give a shit when I know you don't you just want to look at her tits, same as everyone else..." Mitch sounded like he was smirking when my heart dropped. Oh. So that's why they were nice to me then... my tits... I looked down at my tank top I was wearing, I mean it wasn't anything special, just a c he that I had thrown on since it was hot as f**k, and I knew Buck was moving in today.

"Where did she go anyway, she got lost to the kitchen or what?" Mitch was making another chuckle when I closed my eyes, fuck. Why did that hurt so much?? I wasn't stupid of any level, I really wasn't, I just had nice boobs and that was it. That didn't define me as a f*****g person!

I was clutching the beer bottles, feeling the hard anger that was taking hold of me, I don't know if it was that they were disrespectful against me or that it was that I was being disrespected by two young guys that was the same age as that fucker that left me that pulled the trigger when I darted out, almost losing my sandal when I marched up and held them over their necks when they to put it mildly, got shocked to feel the cold beer that was running down their body's when they were standing turned away when I came back out again.

"You fucking bitch!" Mitch was turning around when I dropped the two bottles in the grass staring them both down even if I was shorter, arms under my boobs and a hard scowl over my face when I saw Bucks truck pulling up on the driveway, well didn't he just have the perfect timing!

"Andrea, what the hell are you doing??" Jared was already wrangling off his shirt when Buck came out from the truck and had just as much a scowl like I has when Sophia came after just staring in shock at her brothers that were both looking like they wanted to kill

me.

"Oh, you guys said that you where thirsty, so I just gave you what you asked for, I never said how!" I was sneering it seeing Buck come up giving me a weird look when I scowled back at him, they where his sons and they acted like shit against me! "Alright, what the hell happened here??" he was staring his sons down and Mitch was the first one to speak, throwing his shirt on the ground hard making an accusing finger at me when I smirked at his anger, oh he thought he was so f*****g badass, all f*****g bark and no bite!

"She just came outside and pour f*****g beer over us, what the f**k you crazy bitch!?" Jared was nodding in agreement making me press my lips together, I wanted to kill them. I did. Those ungrateful bastards, I should have thrown those bottles against their heads! Then maybe they would learn some goddam respect for women!

"Babe, is that true?" I made a gritty look at Buck that was really wondering why went nuclear on his sons, they were talking about how they wanted to f**k me!

"Yeah, I did." I said it cold when Buck raised his eyebrows, I wasn't that aggressive these days, not even close when I didn't want to be like that anymore, I left that part about myself when I left Jonah, and I didn't want to pick it up again even if I sure was fucking tempted right now!

"Well, that's it then Buck, maybe you can get your boys to move out the tv again seeing that you were going to dump me anyway when you got bored at me and my tits..." I said it more hurt then angry when Jared looked at me like he got it that I had heard every word and he didn't look as angry anymore, but not Mitch, he wanted my blood, always had.

"Dump you!?" Buck stared at me when he didn't get it at all and I didn't want to be the one to sell out his kids to him, nope. I was not going to do that; I wasn't a snitch.

"Dad, I know what she is talking about... the walls at home aren't that thick... these idiots have been talking about when you are going to break it off with Andrea and that she has nice..... breasts..." Sophia was blushing when she walked up giving her dad a pleading look, she liked me and she loved Kira, she really didn't want us to break up.

"Go to Kira, now Sophia." I was looking at Buck when he was so sick of this shit, and I was too, and I hadn't even been involved when he walked up to me, I blinked at him when he made a grin pulling me closer and I exhaled. I didn't even know I was holding my breath when he stared at his sons, the guilty and the pissed off one and my eyes went into shock when I felt his hand that was on my boob, I mean it, all over it, holding it when he was staring at his sons, and I felt embarrassed as hell, but they looked even more uncomfortable making me let him do it.

"Let's get one fucking thing clear here for once guys, Andrea is going to be your stepmom and I don't mean the one you guys jerk off too, you see my hand here? that's because I am the only one of us that can do that."

"If I find out that you have been talking more shit or harass Andrea one more time, I'm going to make you guys sorry, and you know I am a man of my word." He squeezed my boob when I made a moan that I couldn't stop, oh f**k me that was so hot! "Now, go find someone your own age you idiots!" he was pulling me closer when they both exchanged looks and I smiled at Bucks face, well that wasn't what I had expected but I didn't hate it. I didn't.

"I'm sorry Andrea... really... shit... please don't hate me..." Jared was looking like a puppy when I made a sigh a nod giving him a small smile, sure. I forgave him, he was young and stupid, it was nothing new to me.... oh god it really wasn't...

"You fucking ruined my shirt, look at me, what the fuck am I supposed to wear now??" Mitchell was scowling when I shrugged, not my problem and I hope that I didn't think that I was impressed by his abs, it wasn't something I had never seen before. "How about you say sorry, and I can get you one of mine?" Buck was smirking when I made a badly hidden laughter, well he did bring this on himself, I wasn't sorry. Not for a second.

"Fine. Sorry." He said it rude when I didn't say anything back, so he wanted to fuck me? was that why he was so angry all the time? Was he so fucking jealous at his own dad, or was he just angry of me taking his moms place?

I knew Buck was about to say that he could do better or some shit like that, but I didn't want to fight more, it made me so sick of everything, I didn't want that, just get some peace and quiet with the man I love.

"Its fine, you are forgiven, both of you... just... don't do that again... okay?" I said it trying when Jared was nodding fast and Mitch just made a scoff like he couldn't believe I was stupid to forgive him so fast, well like I said. I didn't want to fight.

"I can go get that shirt Buck; I know where you put the box..." I was walking back feeling so much worse than I thought I would do, not that they had been saying shit about me, I was hurt but I wasn't made of glass. I would survive, no. it was the dark rage that had flooded me when I got angry.

Every time those feelings came up, I relived what happened, James going crazy on me, and Jonah confessing that he had married Shailene.... I found the box and picked up a shirt, I didn't get any further when I just sat down on the floor in the bedroom and was crying into the same shirt that I was supposed to give over to Mitchell.

"Hey... Andrea... hey don't cry.... Don't listen to those idiots... dad really loves you; I mean it... I haven't seen him this happy since he divorced mom..." I looked up seeing Sophia standing in the doorway when my first thought was where Kira was before she came darting in after and threw her arms around me, making me start to smile when she was feeling my face with her sticky hands.

"Are you sad mommy?" she sounded like she really was sad to when I nodded, why would I lie? She could see that I was crying when she looked like she wanted to start to cry too when I wiped my tears fast, I swear that this kid could make me feel better just by looking at her, I loved her so much.

"Yeah, I was sad Kira...but when I saw you, I felt better, alright? mommy is going to be happy again..." I made a smile when she nodded like she got it and hugged me again, fuck I loved her so much when I was holding her hard against me and just breathing in that scent that was indescribable, my baby.

"Sophia... thanks..." I made a smile when she blushed when I made a bigger smile, oh she was so sweet and I loved that, the world needed more people like her in it.

"Yeah... whatever... I mean they are just jealous, and I know it...." She made a small smirk now when I stared to laugh, maybe not that innocent then, good to know...

"Hey what's happening in here?" Buck was coming up behind his daughter that was leaning in the doorway when he was me and my cry-stricken face and dropped the grin he had on his face and shoved past Sophia that moved back and looked at him happy, she was happy he was happy with me, well that was one of them at least.

"Alright, I'm going to get them boys and they are going to apologise again, properly!" he was turning around when I stopped him, holding his leg making Kira pull at my hand when she didn't like it when me and Buck where touching, not matter what. "No, Buck its not that... I swear...." I was pleading him when Kira pulled my hand back and I made a scowl at her that she didn't like and scowled back, damn kid, I wanted to touch my man and she didn't let me!

"Kira, stop that! you know that I can touch Uncle Buck, we are in-love. I told you that so many times." I said it snappy because I was tired of fighting all corners when she started to cry over me telling her off, great.

"No, mommy no!" she was hitting me when I made a harder scowl, I swear she was just as bad as her father sometimes when I got up and Buck watched me pick her up and walk outside into the hallway. I didn't know what to do anymore, I was so fucking tired of this, Kira didn't like Buck and Bucks sons didn't respect or like me, what a f*****g jackpot this was!

"Andy baby, let me try..." I heard Buck when I just was supposed to open Kira's door and give her a big time out for being so goddam bratty when I looked back surprised at his calm face, and I looked the screaming Kira that sure as hell didn't want to go to him. "Buck, that's great but... I don't think its going to work" I was dodging Kira's hands when she was still angry when he took her from my arms to my surprise and I stared at her stunned face when Buck was holding her. she turned her pretty head looking at him like she couldn't believe he just picked her up from me.

"Princess Kira, you want to take a drive with Uncle Buck?" he said it grinning when she looked at me unsure and I nodded smiling, yes, I wanted that, so much! I wanted him and Kira to get along.

"We can get ice cream and look at the sheep's down at the farms, you want to do that?" he was making a bigger grin when she was smiling now, no. she was beaming like a damn sun when he started to chuckle, I swear that I had never in my life been more attracted to Buck than seeing him holding Kira like that, like she belonged there, like he really was her daddy.

"Alright! we are going to have so much fun, just you and me, no mommy or Soph!" he was laughing when she did something I never ever thought would happen, she locked her arms around his neck and smiled at me like she was happy, what the f**k was happening!?

"Bye mommy, bye soph!" she was giggling when he started to walk off with her and I just stared at him, oh he was so going to get lucky tonight, I was going to f**k him hard and so many times when he did shit like this.

"Told you, dad loves you Andrea.... I was just nodding when I still was staring in awe hearing Sophia's smirking voice, that he did. F**k, he was the best.