Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 135

"OMG!" Sophia was jumping up and down having Kira follow her not really understanding what was happening when Buck and I was standing in the hallway at home, showing her our rings, yeah, we did it. We f*****g did it! We got married, just drove over the state and back again over the night and Sophia was still shrieking like she couldn't believe it, trust me neither did I! "Kira, look at that, look at it!" she was picking her up when she was staring down at my hand when Sophia was holding her still not being able to keep still when I was laughing feeling Bucks kiss on my head, this was so crazy, and I was so f*****g happy we did it! "you guys are crazy you know that right!? but I'm so happy for you, dad!" she was giving me Kira over that was still staring at the golden bands over my left finger fascinated when Buck and Sophia were hugging laughing and that made me feel even better, she was happy for us, she really was.

"Yapp, you are looking at a married man these days Soph, no more running around, not when I got my girl." He pulled me into his arm having Kira along and she looked up at him smiling like crazy, she still didn't really know what happened, but everyone was happy and laughing so she was doing it too.

"Finally, I'm so happy for you! I really am and that I have my new baby sister!" she was snickering when I made a small frown, oh right.... Shit we really hadn't talked about that part, I mean I loved Buck and all that, but I was never going to force him to be Kira's father even if he loved her, he already had three kids on his own.

"Buck..." I said it more cautious when he was still grinning, making Kira laugh tickling her when Sophia was just leaning against him and we all were standing here like a family, it felt really great it did, but the hard cold fact was still there, his sons was going to freak out and I couldn't just assume he was going to be Kira's father, not when she had her real one out there still too.

"Yeah?" he lost his big grin when he turned his head and saw my confused face, we hadn't talked about that when we drove back, only that I loved him and was teasing the hell out him when I found his real name wasn't Buck, it was Andrew. That was insane for the record, his name was Andrew, and my name was Andrea, we were a f*****g match made in heaven!

"Hey Soph.... we be right back, take Kira out back and play a while, alright?" he said it calmer than I felt when she made a weird look and just scooped up Kira that was already stretching for her and started to babble with Sophia about something that on her mind, probably princesses and unicorns, oh and dinosaurs. She really liked them too.

"So, tell me what's wrong beautiful?" he was taking my hand and kissing it when I looked at him slightly scared and made a smile anyway because I loved how he just did that, took my hand and made me feel like I was the most loved woman on earth, his grey eyes not leaving mine for a minute.

"Now that we are married, are we going to keep calling you Uncle Buck to Kira or what?" I didn't say it accusing or anything, more worried that he didn't want to be her daddy, I mean he told me straight to my face on our first date that he didn't want more kids and that handt been a problem at that point, I didn't want Kira to have a different father than Jonah, but things had changed and of course I wanted Kira to have a father, especially since we got married, it just made sense?

"Wow.... You really don't pull any punches do you baby?" he made a grin when I had lost my smile and nodded more seriously, no I didn't. not when it came to my baby.

"Well... I don't know.... I'm mean I love Kira; I do but I don't know if she wants me as her daddy?" he made a teasing smile when I got more confused, he was thinking what Kira felt about it? She didn't care, not like that.......I mean she was mean to him and all that, but she loved him too, I know she did.

"You know what baby? let's just ask her... I will go right now and ask her and if she wants me to be that than I will be her daddy, does that sound good enough?" he made a wink already pulling me along when I was breathless, shocked and just super horny, yeah, I was. Hearing the man I loved say he wanted to be my child's father. oh, f**k that was such a turn on and I couldn't wait to get him to the bedroom and lock the door behind us.

"Hey Kira, can I ask you something princess?" Buck had let my hand go and he was kneeling down when Kira was walking over to him, obviously he peaked her interest when she stopped and stared at him, disappointed he didn't have something for her and was about to walk of when he caught her and pulled her up making her start to laugh when Sophia was grinning sit over by the small sandbox and staring at them, same as me so much love my heart was overflowing.

"Kira, you want Uncle Buck to be your daddy?" he said it straight out making me gasp when I was clutching my chest, no wrapping or anything, just said it straight to her small pretty face that was staring at him like she couldn't believe he just asked her that. trust me, I was feeling same way, but then again, Buck was Buck.

She stared at me first and looked really insecure when he saw it and turn so that she couldn't see my face when I was trying so hard not to start crying again, I just wanted her to be happy, have a family like I never had, I would give my life for her and if she said no, it would break my heart.

"What about my real daddy?" I made a sniffle hearing her say that. fuck! She still hadn't forgotten about that part! I couldn't see her face or Bucks anymore, but Sophia made a sadder smile and looking at me fast like she was trying to calm me down and it was making me more nervous, If Kira didn't accept Buck, this marriage was going to be so much harder than I ever would have imagined.

"Oh, he is still out there, and he loves you, he just can't be here with you so he asked me to help him out with that, do you understand princess?" Bucks voice was calm and steady and here I was a f*****g mess just one second from starting to bawl my eyes out, not only because he was telling her the best answer she got get at the moment, but Jonah did also love her, he did. I knew he did.

"...you can be my daddy Uncle Buck...." She was whispering it when I was holding my breath when the sound of her beautiful small voice made me start to cry, hard and loud making Buck turn around showing his and Kira's faces, her was worried like she had said something wrong and Buck was smiling and just holding out his arm when I was taking small steps towards him and pushed my face into his chest when Kira's hand was in my hair that was out from the hard hairdo since yesterday and pulling it hard to make me look at her.

"Kira! Stop that!" I made a frown when she made a smirk from seeing me getting angry and Buck took her hand and gave her a harder stare when I was holding my breath again seeing the standoff that was going off between him and Kira from nowhere. "I don't want to see you do that anymore Kira, that's not nice and if you do, I am going to tell Sophia that there will be no more my little pony, you got that?" he said it calmer and stern when Kira was making that face when she wanted to start to cry and I was already holding my arms out to take her, my baby!

"No, Andy... wait..... you listen to me Kira, since I'm your daddy now you can't do that, we don't hurt people, that is not nice." He said it still staring my small girl down that was just staring back, she was so going to cry when I was watching them and feeling really weird about this, Kira was going to have a real fit, she was going to scream and get angry.

"Alright?" he said it with a softer tone when she started to cry and to my surprise, she wasn't trying to hit Buck or even come to me when she leaned in and she was crying against his chest, same as I had been doing just a minute ago.

"Yes daddy..." she was still sniffling into his chest when I swear my heart just dropped, all the way down to the middle of earth and back again when he looked up giving me a grin and made me want to sit down from the intense shock and love that had sucker punched the shit out of me, she said daddy to him, she did!

"Good, now go play with Soph princess and we will go out and eat later, you can have anything you want, alright?" he was looking at her, grinning making her eyes light up hearing that and nodded like she couldn't wait for that to happened, shrieking when Buck was hosting her up into the air laughing before putting her down and walking back to Sophia by the sandbox.

"Holy shit.... Holy.... Shit..." I was mumbling it glad Kira couldn't hear me when I barely could stand on my legs anymore, I was shaking when Buck came back to me and snakes his big arm around my waist, making me instantly lean on him since I swear to God, I was about to pass out from seeing him just do that, not only giving my daughter a father, but he could also handle her like a f*****g champion!

"Buck.... Oh fuck... I want you to fuck me so hard ...." I whispered it when he made a deeper chuckle and kissed my neck making me even more weak in my already trembling body, I needed him, like right now!

"Soph, take my truck and go into town a while, alright?" Buck was already fishing up his keys from his jeans when Sophia looked up nervous and made a scared face.

"Dad no, you know that I can't drive that good!" she was saying it scared and he didn't leave his eyes from mine that was full of promise that we were going to make this a day to remember, that if he could than we would spend all day in that bedroom.

"Yeah, you can! Just because Mitch tells you something it doesn't make it true and I need some alone time with my wife, alright?" he looked up at her when she stared to blush, and Kira stared at her when she didn't get it and was looking for the shovel instead of listening to Buck and Sophia's conversation.

"Alright daddy..." she said it shaking when Kira lighted up hearing thar word like she finally had caught on that she had one, that she had a daddy too and not just her friends or Sophia.

"No, take mine, it has the seat and..." I was picking up my keys when Buck kiss me making me start to want to give in right away when Sophia was taking my keys and made a small smirk and blushing at the same time when Kira was getting jealous not having all the attention on her, I swear she was going to be an actress or something, she always wanted the spotlight.

"that's my daddy!" she wanted to push me off when I made a snort seeing that she used to push Buck away from me and now I was dirt in her eyes, that brat... I was smirking when Buck didn't stop and she was getting angrier when he pulled away and looked at her making her eyes go wide when he kissed her head and then Sophia's making her swat at him, she was sixteen and didn't want her dad fuzzing over her, even if she was the sweetest kid ever.

"There! Now all my girls have kisses, Sophia, scram...." He said it chuckling when she rolled her eyes taking Kira along that wasn't that happy but to my surprise she didn't start to scream when Sophia was walking away with her, leaving me and Buck alone in my small backyard.

"Buck.... I got to be honest, I have never ever been hornier for you than I have all my life..." I said it slow and biting my lip feeling his breath against my mouth when he made an even bigger grin making my core ache even more, oh I had missed him and his d**k, so ******g much!

"What.... you like hearing me being called daddy is that it?" he made another chuckle when I swatted at him for being stupid and made a shriek when I felt myself being hoisted up into the air, Buck holding me bridal style when he started to walk toward the housed and stopped before the threshold, kissing me slowly making me even more desperate, fuck I wanted him so much.

"I love you so much Andrea....so much that I don't know if I'm dreaming this or not... you being my wife, Mrs Andrea Underwood..." he said my new name grinning...oh yeah I did love the sound of that, me being Bucks wife, always would.

"I love you too Mr Andrew Underwood.... Now... fuck me Buck, fuck me hard..." he made a face when I said Andrew, he didn't like it and everyone called him Buck before giving me a deep chuckle from hearing me tell him to f**k me, oh he was so going to do that. "I love when you say that..." he kissed me hard, letting his tongue slip in this time when I made a big moan feeling him move slowly again, I wasn't going to be quiet, not when I was fucking my husband.