Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 141

"You want some help Mrs Underwood?" I looked around and made a thankful smile that was polite but said back the f**k off when it was the third guy that had asked me the same thing when I was just picking stuff from the benches that had fallen over in the kitchen and I didn't need any help and they knew it but still they where here and offering, not suspicious at all seeing that they were staring down my top every moment they could.

"No, its fine, if I need help, I have my husband." I said it snappier making them do a smirk but backed off, just like this guy did beaming like he couldn't help but try, oh I no he couldn't.

"okay, but tell me alright, I don't want you to strain that pretty body of yours more than it already is..." he made a wink when I rolled my eyes at that when he walked out and I looked into the yard, it was amazing how much work a team of twenty guys could do, I really was thankful to Mitch even if he had brought back Jonah into my life, not that he knew that but still.

"Need some help Mrs Underwood...." I stopped thinking it was one of Mitch's team mates again before I heard the dark voice, his accent that he had hidden so well when he was talking to anyone else but me, Jonah.

"Jonah... please.... Just leave....." I said it begging him when he made a scoff when I still hadn't turned around, I knew that it only was him and me in the house and Buck was off having fun/working the guys to pay any attention to that one of them was missing. "You like that, wouldn't you? so that you can keep having this perfect fucking life, living some happily ever after having Kira, you know about what I have been doing Andrea, do you??" he was angry and his tone was gritty when I closed my eyes, afraid to turn around and look at him, just standing here behind me, way to close for my liking, making me feel his smell again that was making my chest constrict, he had no idea how much he was affecting me.

"No, and I don't want to know anymore, you got that Jonah??" I turned around slowly, looking up and seeing his jaw clench and unclench when he was staring me down hard and angry, oh I know he was, but he had made that choice on his own, not me! "look at you, just fucking look at you! how the fuck are you even dressed these days?? like a fucking whore just walking around for anyone to look at, you like that don't you?? when every f*****g guy out there is whispering that they wouldn't mind f*****g you, even that fucker that is the son to the redneck you married!" he was hissing it when I made a smirk, so he was calling me a whore than, how f*****g original of him!

"Yeah, look at me Jonah! I love to make sure every guy out there is staring at me and my tits, its not like its fucking hot and I'm just wearing a fucking tank top and shorts like everyone else around here!" I was hissing it back, I wasn't afraid of him, I hadn't been in a long time, he wouldn't dare touch me, he was a f*****g coward in the end!

I made a smirk when he clenched his jaw, told you so. Coward.

"Think your safe just because you married that old fucker?? The only reason I haven't just send over people to pick you and Kira up is because of Ma, and once she is gone... you are mine..." he said it smirking when I felt my heart sinking seeing his dark eyes and bright smirk that made me feel bad, I hated when he looked like that, because I knew people where going to get hurt.

"Jonah.... Just... just leave... I don't want Kira to be involved in that shit, I don't care anymore about you marrying Shailene, I don't... just leave our daughter alone, please!" I was saying even lower, scared to death that Buck or anyone else was going to her me making him lean in even closer like me begging him had made it worse, I know it had when I had lost my breath feeling the slight warmth from every inhale he was doing, just savouring the moment of being near me, same as I was doing and I was hating it, stating up into his beautiful eyes that Kira had and was biting my lips, f**k he really smelled good.

"You know what baby.... I am not going anywhere, not when that fucking pussy is still out there, I am not only here for you and Kira. I know that he is still trying to hunt you down and I want to catch him before the cops do and then... well I'm going to have fun..." he made a small chuckle that went straight down to my pussy and I knew he saw it, like time hadn't ripped us apart and his fucking Ma.

"Kill him for me Jonah, please..." I was mouthing it against him when he was leaning over more and I was tilting my head, closing my eyes for the taste of sweet mint that I loved when it never came and I opened my eyes, seeing Jonah's smirk, like he had gotten me right where he wanted me to be, f**k!

"Looks like you married the wrong fucking guy Andrea...." He made a mean smirk pulling back when I was whimpering, already wanting him back against me, the strong smell of his cologne and sweet mint in my mouth that made me feel my heart beating so f*****g hard in my chest with my thighs feeling warmer.

"What the fuck is going on in here? Andrea!?" I snapped my head back, seeing Mitch that was coming into the kitchen when I leaned back hard, taking a big step away from Jonah that didn't move that fucker, nope. Not one fucking step like he didn't care if the world saw us and I knew he didn't, he was fucking free from Shailene and back to get some f****d up revenge on me leaving his a*s, but I was still married to Buck, and I loved him!

"Nothing! I was just... dishes!" I grabbed the first plate I saw; it was clean when Jonah made an amused smirk seeing how f*****g stressed out I was, that motherfucker!

"That didn't look like fucking doing the dishes, what the fuck did I say about going near my dad's wife Jonas?!" He was commanding Jonah around that hadn't even turned to look at the big angry guy that wanted to kill him and me for being so close. "relax dude, she just needed some help with picking up shit from the floor and we bumped heads, fucking calm down..." Jonah was talking so different now, he had changed his accent completely when he was speaking still having his intense eyes locked on mine when I was holding my breath, so fucking scared he was going to blow the whistle on us, tell everyone and Buck what had happened.

"Yeah... I was trying to pick up from the floor and... Jonas.... He helped me..." I said it almost slipping up right away on his name, it sounded so stupid on him, he wasn't a Jonas, nowhere near it when he made a knowing smirk completely changing his face turning around looking more annoyed and shocked then cunning and dangerous when he had been staring at me.

Mitch was looking at him confused and then me when I was nodding, trying to sell the story Jonah was selling and I was already hating myself so much for not just going out the to Buck and telling him the truth, but I couldn't, I... I just couldn't.... not after us having this fucking attack and losing a baby, it would break him, and I knew it.

"Alright... just... keep your fucking distance man or my dad is going to kill you, no fucking joke man..." Mitch said it darker and stared into Jonah's innocent face and eyes before switch to me that was still red and flustered, not knowing how the hell Mitch was buying my story.

"That means you too Andrea, I see one fucking thing I don't like and I'm telling dad right away..." he was pointing his finger at me making me take deep offended breaths, that fucking kid, I hated when he did that, just tried to boss me around! he wasn't my fucking prison warden and he wasn't Buck, he hadn't any right pointing at me like that!

"You put that fucking finger away from me right now Mitch or I'm telling Buck you are staring at my tits again and you know he doesn't like that..." I was gritting my teeth, swatting away his hand when he looked at me pissed, calling me a f*****g bitch and stormed away when I swear Jonah was smirking and I wasn't even looking at him.

"Still a bitch Andrea..." he made another chuckle when I smirked back at his amused handsome face, yeah.... I was, and he knew it.

"You know it Jonas....." He made a face hearing that name when I made a snicker seeing that he made a real smile this time and it was gorgeous, fuck he was still so amazing to stare at, made me speechless every time his eyes was looking at me like that. lovingly. "Yeah.... I'm staying as that guy... until I get that f*****g bitch..." he made a nod that I returned, I got it, don't tell people, I wanted to get James just as everyone else.

"Got it." He made a small smirk when I smiled back and f**k me if my heart wasn't pounding harder seeing him, f**k... f**k!

"Good girl..." he was chuckling when I was holding my breath from those words when he was out from the house and I released my breath feeling just how f*****g turned on I was, f**k!

I was staying away from Jonah, no matter what, he was still as dangerous and I didn't want to cheat on Buck, no matter how much I wanted Jonah to kiss me.

Oh god... I was so fucked wasn't I?