Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 154

and to my surprise, he said that he didn't think I liked this, what kind of f****d up shit was that, I loved this, all of it!

"Oh... yeah...... Buck..." I was panting when he was in between my thighs, mouth on my p***y, and looking up slightly, hearing me moan when he was going down on me. I told him, I just f*****g told him that I thought it was so boring, him just f*****g me up and down "You taste so good...." He mumbled the words going down again when I made another moan feeling his tongue on my c**t, following it down and pushing in deeper, f**k! He had a magical tongue, no matter where he used it.

"Oh god, f**k!" I was clutching my hand in his hair, pulling on it, when I pushed my hips against his mouth, just wanting him to go deeper, make me c*m and take me to f*****g heaven and back.

"Buck, I'm going to c*m; I'm f*****g cumming!" My low, hoarse voice triggered him when I felt him go faster, f*****g me with his tongue and making me arch my back when I couldn't be still anymore! Oh god, he didn't even use his hand, and it was killing me! "Oh my god!" I felt the build-up release all over my body when Buck still worked himself over my p***y. His head followed my hips that were bucking against him, lapping up the juices flowing from my core. What the f**k was that?! "Buck... you been holding out on me all this time!?" I was pissed, if I was honest, still not over the strong punch my body felt from cumming in his mouth, that son of a bitch!

"mhmm..." he still wasn't done when I made a gasp feeling him take big long drapes over me when I was feeling my chest heave up and down hard, naked on the bed, sprawled out having buck on his knees and blowing me the f**k away! "Bucky... shit... that was... so fucking good.... amazing!" I did a slight chuckle when he looked up, seeing those warm grey eyes that were pleased. All naked and ready for him. f*****g satisfied.

"Only the best for my wifey..." he made a grin come up; his face was drenched from my p***y, making me smirk. I loved when he said that, and it made me feel special.

"I love you, Buck...." I was taking his face, kissing him, not caring that he just had gone down on me. Feeling that salty flavor of myself when Buck was over me, making me hot again when he was leaned over me, naked and putting all his weight on my core, oh god, that was so f*****g hot!

"I love you, Andy....." he didn't wait, pushing himself inside me. His dick did not even need any help. I was soaked and just made a big moan, feeling Buck inside me. Closing my eyes for a second before looking up again, still holding his face in my hands. He was the ******g best.

Our lips touched the slightest, just teasing, feeling his breath on my mouth when he made the first thrust, making me do a big gasp from how my body reacted. Like a brutal hit inside my core crackling over my skin and every nerve I had to Buck's pleasing face, he was so f*****g happy and horny. Just like me.

"Fuck me, Buck, fuck me hard," I whispered into his ear when my head was beside his, still scratching my nails against his nape, slowly feeling that short hair in the back when he was kissing my neck the slightest, still not moving inside my already aching core, I f*****g needed him.

My legs were already closed up behind his back. I was never letting him go again, and he was my fucking prisoner from now on.

"I want to make you pregnant... Andrea.... Let's just have another baby.... I know that it's crazy... I know... but I want one with you, a sister or brother for Kira..." he was coming back up from my neck when his c**k twitched inside me, making me gasp. Oh god, he still wanted that, even after me fucking Jonah.... Oh shit...

"Buck.... Yes..." I was nodding, yeah... we could have a baby, our own one, and nobody could take that away from me. Not Jonah wanting f*****g shared custody, and me and Buck could start over, for real.

"Alright.... just hold onto me darling..." he chuckled when I did another gasp feeling the hard shove when Buck pushed his dick inside me, not stopping this time, and I did just that. I held onto him when he moved strong and hard between my legs. Oh fuck, he was so strong and handsome. I was so fucking lucky to have him fucking me hard against the bed, not trying to make too much noise so Kira would wake up and come inside with me and Buck naked and clutched together.

"Buck.... Oh, fuck!" I was hissing it, feeling myself being slammed hard by Bucks d**k was paused when his face was closer to mine, taking my mouth for a few seconds when I felt him tense up. All that big body over me just sank down. Oh, fucking hell, that was intense!

"Shit.... shit.... I'm dead.... I'm dead..." he whispered into my neck, making me snicker, still holding my legs around him, enjoying his warmth and weight, shielding me from the world and what was coming. I wasn't stupid. People would not like this, us together, trying again, and having a baby.

"You better not be.... I don't want to find another man to be my baby's daddy..." purring to his grin, kissing me when he came up from my neck and made me giggle. I loved him.... I know we had a lot of shit left to deal with, and I still hadn't told him everything... but I was getting to it, one fucking trauma at the time.

"I'm the only daddy you are ever going to need, baby..." he snickered it, kissing me again to my smirk, he was teasing me when he still hadn't pulled out, and I hadn't let go. I didn't know if I could at this point, I loved Buck so much, and I knew that he wasn't perfect, but I wasn't either.... Far from it.

"Buck... I think my legs have fallen asleep...." He made an actual laugh hearing that when I just slowly pulled my legs back down, one at a time, trying not to make too much noise from the discomfort from my hip, and looked back up at Buck's warm eyes. I should tell him about everything. Not that Jonah was this dangerous mobster kid who wasn't afraid to do anything to get his way, but the rest. I should tell him about my parents, my hip, and that bastard that raped me.... it was hard.

"You okay?" Buck was looking at me worried when I made a wave of my hand when he was already getting a pillow, putting it underneath me and making me start to laugh. Was he serious right now? I wasn't so old that I needed a hip pillow. "Buck, stop it...I'm fine...." I made another chuckle leaning back down again when he followed me, kissing my lips and making me smile stupid at his face, looking smug and not sorry for one second that he had f****d me. I loved that about him. "It's not just for your hip, baby. I want all my c*m to stay right where I put it...." his hand was following my leg up to my stomach, staying there and smirking, to my surprise. I didn't even know that was a thing people did, and buck seemed to have some experience with it... I didn't even want to know to come and think about it, he had three kids, and I had one, without a pillow....

"Buck... I don't think we even need it... you got me pregnant with birth control last time, and you had three kids before. Your cum is fine..." teasing him when he lost his own grin. He was still upset over me losing the baby we didn't even know about... f**k... I didn't know what to feel. I just pushed shit away, always did.

"Yeah.... Yeah...your right.... I'm not worried either, just... helping things along..." he made a trying smile when I stroked his face. He was so wonderful that way. He did care, not that he would show it out in public, not even to me, but he did. He felt so much, and it was killing him, it was.

"I love you, Buck, and I'm so sorry... I really am... I just... I don't deal with things like you do... I can't...." I didn't know what to say. If I started to dig into my mind, I would be lost, f****d up in so many ways that I had no idea if I even wanted to begin untangling shit. "Yeah...I have figured that out too... I just.... I'm so fucking angry at that, the son of bitch just came here, wanted to take you from me, and he killed our baby. When I see him, I'm going to kill him, find the deepest spot in the lake I know of, and just push him down...." Buck's voice was gritty when I didn't care, let him kill James and sink his body into a lake. See... this is why I wasn't normal. An average woman would have gasped, hearing that he was serious, but I didn't. I was happy over it, and if he did, I would love him even more, killing my former ex-best friend.

"Do it, kill him," I said back, smiling when his dark eyes met mine. He was just as confused over my answer as he was happy, and I could see that. Buck had no idea what I was capable of doing to get James out of my life.

"Fuck, I'm hard again hearing you say that.... Andrea... what the hell are you doing to me?" He made a smirk when I shrugged. I didn't know, but I sure as hell wasn't going to say no to him fucking me a second time. I was kind of turned on too.

"Just fuck me hard, Buck...." I made another snicker when he moved over me, not even needing more of an invitation than I already did when he was standing on his knees. Holding my legs in his big hands. Having his hard d**k onto my swollen p***y, waiting for him to come inside and make me c*m again.

"I love when you say that..." he made a grin when he pushed inside me, making me gasp again from how it felt having the pillow under my ass, holy shit, that was deeper than usual!

"Fuck!" I was trying not to scream when he was holding me firmly, his hips against mine and shaking me to the point that I was trying to bite down on my hand. Trying not to scream when the intense build-up was released. I swear my nose was bleeding, feeling Buck still going when I gave up, my legs jelly in his hands, and pushing my face to the side, trying to catch my breath. Buck made a series of grunts before slamming me the last time and staying there, tilted forward, panting against me, trying not to fall over me. I was looking back at him, smiling, all sweaty and pleased, just like him.

"Alright... I love you... but I think we need to sleep now... Kira is coming in here in about three hours and wants some clothes on by then..." he kissed me quickly when I made a confirming nod, yeah.... I didn't really want to have the talk about where babies came from just yet, even if Buck and I were doing just that. I smiled, still lying in bed, pillow under my ass, hearing Buck whistling and taking a quick shower. Shit..., I needed one too.... But I didn't want to move. I wanted to have a baby for Buck and for me.

"Shit..." I made a yawn closing my eyes, listened to the shower running, and smiled. I was so happy that Buck and I didn't give up. I wasn't going to quit this time, and tomorrow or in a couple of hours when Kira was up, I was going to have to deal with Jonah and his demands to be her dad, that backstabbing bastard.... I hate that I loved him, and I did. F**k.

"Buck... Buck, please don't tell me another storm is coming?" I said it was annoying to hear the bedroom door open when I still had my eyes closed. Something was bothering me, like small light that flashed in the corner of my eyes when I was drifting off to sleep. It better not start to rain now when Kira's birthday was planned to be outside in the garden!

"No.... I don't see anything...." I looked up, tired seeing Buck, dressed in a t-shirt and shorts now, going up to the window and looking out, so I was that fucking tired then. I guess telling Buck the truth and then fucking half the night did that to you... still, it was good... it was.

"Okay... I'm going to shower, and you better not be fucking asleep when I come back, you hear me?" I said it snappier when he helped me up and kissed me, making a grin, oh was so going to be asleep, and I knew it... he was lucky I loved him. "Yeah... yeah, I'm just going to look on my cell anyway..." he was already on the bed and looking down at it when I made one last look before going out into the hallway. He was so f*****g cute, and I loved him so much.

He was asleep. It took exactly five minutes for me to shower, skip my hair and get on a tank top and shorts to sleep in, and I knew it. I was smirking when I walked over to the bed, taking his phone out from his hand and putting it on the side table before snuggling up against him, feeling his arm pull me back and spooning me even in his sleep. I felt so f*****g safe here in his arms, Buck was the best guy ever, the best dad to Kira, and he was all mine, no matter what anyone else thought. Not even Jonah. "I love you, Bucky...." I smiled when he burrowed his way into my neck, taking a deep breath. He was happy same as me.