Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 160

Oh.

I was staring at the pregnancy test.

Wow.

Buck's c*m really didn't miss, seeing that it was positive. Shit.

I don't even remember how often I messed around with Jonah, not being careful. Still, nothing happened, not until Kira and Buck just fucked me a couple of times, and then it was a done deal. No wonder he had three kids!

"Andy, what is taking so goddam long in there?" I jerked, still holding the test in my hand, when Buck was yelling after me from the hallway, Kira pounding on the door when I walked inside before Buck told her off, shit! What the fuck was I supposed to do now? He

was in a hurry because it was Christmas, and I had promised him to go over to Sarah. He had promised me that he wouldn't act like a jerk towards me and place me farthest away from him at the table.

"Nothing, I'm just peeing!" He sighed on the other side when I was still staring at the test. I mean, I didn't even really believe I was pregnant before. I bought it for fun, seeing that I hadn't gotten my period, but it wasn't that late, not by much anyway. "Fine, but I'm taking Kira out to the car, okay baby?" I smiled when Kira was fighting on the other side, making him tell her off before she finally got her shoes on and the light coat I had bought; it was pink, just like her dress was; she loved pink. "Yeah, I got it, baby!" I yelled back when I met my own eyes, still grinning. This was amazing. I was so fucking happy about this. I never imagined myself having another baby after Kira, and not so soon. But then again, I didn't think I ever get remarried after what happened with Ryan and Jonah.

I took the test, hiding it in my sleeve when I walked out of the bathroom. I didn't know If I wanted to tell Buck right now or do some stupid shit that people always posted. I mean, he would know, eventually.... I made another snicker going over to our bedroom, pulling out my drawer, and putting it there, smiling, shit. I was going to have another baby with Buck.

"What are you doing anyway?" Buck was behind me from nowhere when I made a gasp from the shock of him just sneaking up on me. Where the fuck did he come from anyway!?

"Buck, you scared the crap out of me!" I slightly swayed at his arm, still grinning when he stared at me, smiling back, taking my arms, and pulling me closer. I was so happy that I could die, and I couldn't believe that a thing like this could happen to me, the unluckiest woman on earth.

"Hey.... What are you thinking about, beautiful?" He stroked my hair away, making me smile more, feeling his touch. I knew he was happy seeing me smile since I hadn't felt that good after what happened with James and that I had to spend time at Sarah's house again for the holidays. Still, right now, I didn't care about anything. Buck and I were having a baby!

"Where is Kira?!" I said it worried; I knew that Buck wouldn't let her get taken and that the man that did it was dead. Still, I was paranoid and could blame myself.

"Talking on the phone with Sophia and Mitch..." he said, smiling when I made a surprised face, Mitch? Was he talking with Kira? That was the third time this week. He must still feel guilty over what had happened, Kira being taken when he was supposed to keep track of the bouncing castle. I didn't blame him, and neither did Buck. I bet the only person that was blaming Mitch was himself, shit. James really had f****d up more lives than I had ever imagined he would.

"That's great, Buck... I'm pleased about that...." I smiled, feeling his arms around me, I wanted to tell him, but it felt so stupid. What was I supposed to say anyway?! Am I pregnant? Jonah had known from the start, and I never got the chance to spring it onto him, unlike what I could do to Buck.

"Yeah... at least something good came out from this mess... he really feels bad, Andy. I can't even tell him that it's not his fault. I never believed that he cared for Kira, but he did. Even wants to take her out playing someday...." Buck was grinning again, he was proud, and I smiled more at that; yeah, that would be great. I never was against his kids. It was hard for everyone, clashing Bucks's old life with his new one.

"Sure, I won't mind that, and I bet Kira would love bossing Mitchell around...." I made a snicker when he huffed. What? He knew it was true. If I thought that Jared was a pushover, it was nothing compared to his older brother. He was like Buck. He had a heart... it was hard to get to it, but he was loyal once you got it; that's what I believe, anyway.

"Yeah, that's why he can't have a girlfriend. They make him eat out their goddam hand..." he made another chuckle when I kissed him. It was long, and I loved every second of it, being this happy with a man that loved me back, my husband that loved me and didn't hide it so fucking much.

"Buck, I'm pregnant." I said it, still panting from the long kiss when he lost his grin, pure shock over his face when I was still holding onto his shirt, feeling the small sidestep he took from just hearing me say it. That was it. I wasn't the kind of woman to do the silly thing and publish shit about it, I was pregnant, and I wanted him to know that.

"What?" I made a bigger smile seeing his still stunned face. The grey eyes dilated in shock when I nodded, trying to get him to understand what I was saying, still not letting go of his shirt.

"Yeah, I'm pregnant, Bucky, look!" I leaned back and pulled out the drawer when I showed him the test. I was smirking when he took it, staring at it like he couldn't speak anymore. I didn't know if that was good or bad but seeing him like this was funny. Nothing fazed him, but this was it. I should have gotten my camera out anyway.

"Andy.... Oh shit.... You really pregnant, baby?!" he looked up from the test, making me nod more, yeah, I was really pregnant, and Kira was going to have a brother or sister!

"Yes." I didn't say more to his changing handsome face, which looked like he had won the lottery, making me chuckle. He couldn't say more; this had hit him like a hammer.

"This is the best news we had in forever, yes!" he was making a chuckle holding the test, pulling me closer, kissing me hard this time, really feeling my wind getting knocked out of me when I moaned, feeling his hand grab my ass wanting me to not stop when he pulled back, making me remember Kira was in the car, Buck still grinning when he was holding the test when I stopped him, about to walk away with it still in his hand.

"Buck, the test?" I smirked when he looked down and made a bigger grin to my snicker. Was he going to bring that thing to Sarah's house, show it to everyone, or what?

"Yeah, I'm keeping it. I don't even care if you peed on it. I want to know that my wife is pregnant; this is proof." He came back, took my hand, and kissed me light, this time when I made another giggle. Yeah, he was happy.

"Alright, Bucky, you can keep it, and I will carry the baby...." I winked when his eyes got shocked again like he had forgotten that part, stopping me with his hand, holding me firmly in place when I still was smirking at him, placing his hand on my stomach, showing no sign of a baby, not yet anyway.

"I love you so much.... Shit... I know that things haven't been great lately, bad even.... Really bad... but I want you to know that. Andrea. I love you, always will..." he made another nervous smile when I pushed myself closer to him, still smiling when my arms were around his neck, head tilted up, and just showing him how much I loved him, I did.

"Buck, I been through bad shit, same as you, and.... I'm going, to be honest here. I'm so fucking happy that we are still together like we were made to be soulmates." I made a stupid smile at him. I didn't even care that I said what Jonah always had told me, soulmates. Well. Soulmates didn't lie and didn't hurt each other. Buck was mine and Jonah, yeah.... I still loved him, but he needed to move on like me.

"Soulmates..." he said it more seriously than I would have thought, and I nodded. Yeah, he was my soulmate, and nothing could change that. Maybe you had more than one. What the fuck did I know? I was just a stupid housewife.

"Yes, you are that Bucky.... Now... do we tell Kira and let the world know or what?" I said it, nervous because I wanted him to decide that too, I wasn't alone this time like I was with Kira, and nothing made me feel better.

"Why not? I'm not scared. I wanted this, Andy. I never kept a secret about wanting to have a baby with my wife; it's not something to be ashamed of. It's a celebration!" He chuckled, pulling me along when I walked with his arm behind me, knowing that Kira was waiting. I didn't want to leave her for too long, same as him; even if she was occupied talking with Bucks kids, this would be interesting, to say the least. I was holding my breath when we came out to the Truck, and Kira looked up. She was happy and waved, making me wave back. I hoped she would like this, having a sibling, and not one that was just at her beck and call, making her more spoiled than before.

"Hey, mommy, daddy, look!" Kira turned her tablet showing me Mitch and now Sophia making me raise my hand and wave when he stopped looking funny and just gave me a nod before Kira turned the tablet back, thank God. It was enough that I had to spend time at Sarah's house with her.... still didn't like that.... but... if Mitch made Kira happy, then I wasn't going to stop him when Buck was helping me put the seat belt on me like I didn't know how and leaning in, kissing me again to my smirk, he was so fucking happy, I just hoped that the rest of the family would be, including his oldest son.

"Mitchell, I want to talk to Kira, hang up now, and we'll see you guys soon." Buck hadn't started the car when Kira looked up like she could sense this was something more than Buck telling her that she couldn't play on the tablet anymore; to my smile, she was so clever, look at her. a fucking genius! She didn't get that after me... that was for sure.

"What is it, daddy?" she was the one to push away the call when I smiled, feeling Buck take my hand and then hers in the other, turning back, uncomfortable in the driver seat. He was such a great man, the best in everything he did, and I would never ever meet another man like him again.

"Kira, remember I told you I wanted to be your daddy, and you said yes?" Kira made a nod smiling. She liked that she had a daddy like all the other kids, and I had no idea she even felt that way. I mean, she was so young and... well f**k, I don't know. Did you even think about that shit her age? Why did she even pick up on that?

"Well, I'm so happy you want that. I love you, Kira, alright, princess?" I made a choking noise. I know it was ridiculous. I had heard Buck say he loved her many times by now, but this time it felt different, and I was holding my hand over my mouth, trying not to start to cry hearing Kira's answer.

"I love you too, Daddy..." she looked happy like this wasn't something that made me start to cry, and when Buck hugged my hand, giving Kira a big grin back like he knew I couldn't talk, I just couldn't, she just said she loved him, she never said that before to him, never and it was fucking beautiful!

"That's great, princess! that makes me so happy because I really want to be your daddy and... well, I want to tell you that Mommy and I are going to have brother or sister for you, not Mitch, Jared or Soph, a baby..." he stopped when she frowned like that was not what she was expecting when I was nodding confirming, still making chocking sounds trying to control my tears. Still, I didn't really care, they were happy tears, and that felt so fucking good.

"a baby?" she made a face like she didn't know what to think about that, she had her dolls, and she loved to play mommy to them. Still, a real baby... well, I don't think she liked them more than to look at them. She walked away when they started to cry, and I didn't blame her. She had cried so much when she was a baby that I thought I was losing my damn mind.

"Yeah, a baby.... You will be a big sister, Kira Underwood, like Soph, wouldn't you like that?" Buck was smiling still when she made a shrug like she wouldn't mind that. Oh god, Buck was so much better than me at this. I would have just told her that she would have to accept that there would be a new baby and.... Yeah... I wasn't the best at that, and I knew it, but I tried.

"Underwood?" I made a slightly amused smile at that. He had never said that before either, but we had sent in the papers to start the adoption process. I was surprised that Jonah had countered me with some fucking lawsuit of shit; maybe he hadn't seen it yet? "Yeah, I asked Kira if she wanted to have the same name as you, and she said yes, so Andy baby, kiss goodbye to Wilson because you are all Underwoods now." Buck made a chuckle kissing my hand when I snickered too. He had no idea how good that felt to hear. I didn't want to be Andrea Wilson anymore. She was angry and lost, no. I liked being Andy Underwood, the same as Kira, it seemed.

"I want to be a big sister, just like Soph" oh, and like Mitch!" She made a happy smile, picked up the tablet, and turned it around, making me lose my smile seeing Mitch staring back at us. Oh shit, he had heard it all, everything!

"Mitchell, I told you to hang up." Buck sounded annoyed when Mitch did that and just hung up, making Kira start some game and be happy, knowing she would be a big sister. I'm glad she was. Because Mitch wasn't.

"Godammit, Buck!" I made some more curses when he frowned, still holding my hand, and I just shook my head, so the rest of the family wouldn't be happy. What the fuck was I expecting anyway, for them to embrace this baby with open arms just because things had started to cool off with me being Buck's wife? This was relighting the wildfire we had put out a minute ago.

"Andy, don't worry.... Mitch is like this... he never likes it when something new happens. You should have seen the way he behaved when we told him that Sarah was pregnant with Sophia, he was so angry and then when he saw her he didn't want anyone to come close to her, same as with Kira, you'll see, it's going to work out..." Buck's confident voice made me feel the slightest better, even if I didn't really believe it. Mitch didn't worship Kira; he liked talking to her because she made him laugh since they had the same humor. Yeah, he shared the jokes of a three-year-old...

"Alright, Buck, you know I love you, and I'm happy, but... I don't think you should be getting your hopes up, baby....this might not be what the rest of the Underwoods had been hoping for...." I said it quieter, feeling the air from my happiness slowly dwindling. I didn't want to have another pregnancy where I got shit for even getting a baby; with Kira, it had been James going on about me being alone and Angela... oh god, I wonder what the hell that bitch was doing right now... I shook my head no. Andrea. That was your old life. This was your new one with Buck; he loved you, and he wouldn't give you up for any reason.

"They are going to have to accept it; this is our choice Andy, always has been, and I know things will work out; if even princess Kira wants to be a big sister, then I know anyone would... and... this is our baby Andy, ours and nobody else, remember that..." he made a big grin again kissing me when I lost my own small smile, oh yeah. right... our baby.... F**k...