Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 45

My alarm was the thing that made me open my eyes, groining when I was hot and felt the body next to me, making me remember that I was back at Jonah's apartment and not in the room that I was renting from James, or were.... oh shit. James. Everything that had happened yesterday just crashed my head, James, Jonah and that guy that didn't know when to shut the hell up.... poor Tom... f**k I really hope that he didn't get hurt too much when I rubbed my face, pushing my hand through my messy hair and sat up, looking down on Jonah.

I still couldn't believe he was only nineteen, he sure as hell didn't act like that, it was only when you got closer that you could see how young he really was, I smiled and touched his face, he looked different sleeping, younger, more peaceful. I leaned down and kissed him, soft and gently not wanting to wake him up since it was still early as hell when I walked over to the bathroom and showered, missing everything in here and just stealing Jonah's products making me smile, I was going to smell like him and that made me feel better for some reason... I really was f****d up, wasn't I?

I had on my same shirt and sweatpants making me realize that I needed to get back to James's house, and my car was still there.

I had just walked out, and now I was going to have to face the music, I really hoped that James wasn't going to be pissed on me just leaving. But he did know that I was just staying for a few weeks, even if I never had gotten back together with Jonah. I stared into the refrigerator and sighed, energy drinks and nothing more, and he complained about mine being empty.

Well, I did have a pack of chips in my purse when I grabbed it and just ate it, feeling like shit, I needed to stop this.

I was not getting any skinnier like this, and next to Jonah I was looking even more old and unattractive when I threw the empty bag, gulping down water and looking at Jonah one more time before leaving, smiling at him having his arm out where I had been sleeping, like he was looking for me already.

My heart felt so full of that, just him wanting me, not even aware of it when I couldn't resist getting back and kissing him again, I sat down gently on the bed, just looking at him and smiling when my hand caressed his brown hair that was soft and addictive having my fingers in.

"Andrea..." he looked at me tired, his sleepy eyes making him looks so fucking cute that I melted from just seeing him like this, tired, like he was a cute puppy.

"Yeah.... Its just me... go back to sleep, I'm going out to work..." I smiled and stroked his hair again earning a smile back before I made a surprised yelp being pulled back into the bed, fully dressed and ready to go, just him holding me making me laugh when he pulled the covers over our head, like we were alone in the world.

"Hey..." I just smiled at him when he was beaming now, our faces close making me feel that sweet mint making me smile even more, oh he was perfect, didn't have bad breath like me in the morning even.

"Hey..." he leaned over the slightest, kissing me soft on my lips, making my heart start to bang hard in my chest, filling my body with a peaceful feeling that I never had felt before him, and it made me so calm that it was ridiculous.

His mouth still making me moan when I let his tongue in, deepening the kiss and pushing myself more against him, making myself feel the soft hair again under my fingertips digging in even more in his amazing, lush hair, my core starting to ache hard from just my mouth against his.

His hand was fumbling around with my shirt before he just pulled it up and I made a small moan from his face finding my boobs and leaned over me even more making me part my legs not even thinking about it when his hand was over my crotch, my p***y already aching, wanting him.

"Jonah..." I just said his name longingly, feeling his dick when he got back up and kissed my neck when I was already starting to push down the pants again, my body pressing itself hard against him, I wanted him so much and I made a satisfied noise when I felt his teeth in my neck, grazing my skin when I turned my head, giving more access and pushing my pants down even more, leaving my bare thighs against his naked body.

the weight of him over me being so fucking hot when he came up to my face again, kissing me feeling his hand pushing my panties to the side and just how wet I was giving me a smile before kissing me again. oh god I loved him so much when I felt his dick at my pussy, just being outside and teasing me, making me whine when I pushed my hips against his, trying to get him to f**k me.

"Shit.... Andrea...baby... I just want to fuck you right now, no fucking condom and it is getting dangerous..." he was breathing harder when I just made a complaining noise about him stopping, I didn't care, not about anything, I loved him and I wanted to feel him inside my p***y, right now.

"I don't care Jonah... I don't care, just f**k me baby please..." he looked uncertain for a second before making me gasp pushing inside and held my arm around his back, wanting him closer when he smiled down at me, still not moving when I smiled back, being so f*****g high on him when the warm eyes he had was just watching me wriggling underneath him, my body and eyes begging him to move.

"I love you so fucking much...you know that right... it doesn't matter whatever happens, I love you." He sounded so serious making me stop and look at him, the deep blue green eyes making promises I believed in before even him asking me, I would do anything for him, anything.

"I love you Jonah, I don't care what happens, I trust you, always." He smiled even more at that, me telling him that I trusted him, but I did, he was an asshole, but he was always there for me, not letting me down like the rest of the world was, always making me feel wanted.

"That's all I want baby, for you to trust me, I need your trust..." he thrusted inside me when I just made a deep sound of pleasure, feeling his dick raw was fucking magical, making me already feel like I was about to pass out from the pleasure roaming inside me, coming from my p***y.

He speeded up, making me feel like I was paralyzed and couldn't be still at the same time, my hips opening up, clutching my legs around his back, him grunting more when I kissed him hungry, doing small sounds of moaning every time he pushed inside me. My body was getting hotter and starting to shake from the hard dick that was making me breathless in an even pace, fuck he was going to make me come and he already knew it when I felt the warm hand on my face and leaned into it, feeling my pussy starting to convulse around him. his d**k making me let him go with my legs, panting hard and out of breath but happy, smiling back at him satisfied. He really was good at this, no matter how we did it.

He did two more thrust before getting up and taking his dick, coming over my body with his thick c*m, making me smile when he was still grunting, head tilted back and stopped like he was just as tired as I felt.

"That was amazing baby... I love your dick, its fucking magic..." I was smiling when he looked down and smirked like he already knew that, but he loved hearing it.

"Fuck I almost lost it when you were coming, Andrea.... I guess that you aren't taking any birth control....?" He looked at me almost amused when I felt guilty and blushed, no I didn't, since I got hurt, I had stopped and never started taking them again, then, me leaving helped too I guess, since my pills was still here, in my empty apartment.

"No...." I didn't know what to say more, lying here, my body still shaking from coming and his cum all over me, making me feel worse for being lazy and forgetting shit like that.

"Then you better start doing that baby, because I don't want to fucking pull out every time I'm about to come and I'm never using a f*****g condom on you..." he smirked when I just blushed more, shit he really was calling me out and I just nodded when he got up and helped me, making me sigh when I had cum over the only clothes I had here.

"Jonah... how the hell am I supposed to get to work and look like this?" I looked at his amused smile, he thought it was funny, me riding the bus and working with his c*m all over me, I wasn't laughing.

"Relax... I have some shit you can wear; it maybe isn't your style but then beggars are not choosers..." I didn't like the way he was looking when he walked over to one of his wardrobes and just pushed open a box that I looked inside, arms crossed, my eyes widening in horror, he had to be fucking kidding me, what the fuck was that!?

"Just look through that, it's better than sweatpants anyway..." he smirked more when I pulled up the skimpiest dress I had ever seen in my hands and just stared at it, where the hell did, he get this from, did he just have girls' clothes lying around in case one of his hookups needed to change dress?!

"What the fuck is this?" I was just staring at it, purple and it had basically no cover of the stomach, just a small section of fabric holding it together the small tube top and skirt, how the hell did you even move around in that kind of a thing?!

"Its just shit girls left here, I don't think your tits will fit in that one, but I'm not complaining it you wear it for me..." he was chuckling when I dropped the dress just as fast as he told me this was his old whore box, f*****g lost and found, not a chance in hell I was wearing that!

"I'm not touching that shit, I might get an STD, I need to wash my hands right now..." I stopped when he just looked at me like I had hurt him and I felt bad, fuck.... He was trying to be nice and here I was being a bitch again...

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Jonah.... I will check the box... I will baby..." he looked a little less sad when I crouched down and started to rummage the box, feeling like I was doing something that I was never thought I ever do, wear some shit that Jonah's old hookups had on when they came here, like a fucking collection.

"No, you know what, you are right... you shouldn't have to wear that shit, in fact, I'm tossing that out, right fucking now!" he was already taking the box and I watched him helpless when he walked out into the living room area and just tossed it out the window, oh f**k.

I might have hated the idea, but what the fuck was I supposed to wear now?! Jonah hadn't really been that careful and I was never showing up to work like this, never.

He came back and started to get dressed, me just watching him helpless when I felt his hand take mine and started to walk, taking me along and I followed not even asking what the hell he was doing, knowing Jonah, he would tell me in time.