First Love Of The Alpha
Chapter 36

Luna Meghans POV

I watched Myles run off with Lily. He literally made me sick. The plan I had going on for years to have Ben and Lily mated was crumbled. To top it off, they were actual fated mates. Maybe if I had just stayed out of it, they would have ended up together.

I actually had hoped that everything would be okay when I heard him say mate while looking at Lily.

I couldn’t help myself from getting excited. I had already had some ceremony ideas. I knew somehow I would have to tell Lily that her mom was dead. But I would wait a few weeks so her and Ben could work things out and be mated fully.

I saw Myles carry Lily bridal style inside, and I knew Ben had taken things too far by the bruise and b***d that was on her cheek.

When Ben told me they rejected each other, I was in utter shock. I never thought he or his wolf would be able to do it. I knew how much he actually loved her. He only ended things with her because of him thinking she was an omega.

He just looked miserable. He downed countless drinks. By the time Lily and the gamma family came back in, Ben was four sheets to the wind.

I couldn’t believe this was my reality now.

If today wasn’t hard enough, I was having my fated mate throw the “I told you so” in my face countless times on the phone. I called after I found out about the mess Ben created, and i knew him and Lily had no chance after that.

He’s supposed to come up with some sort of plan and follow up with me here in a few weeks or so. I’m guessing he’s going to end up attacking the pack. But he always promised if it came down to it, Ben would be safe.

I couldn’t talk or see him as much as I would have liked. No matter how much my body desired him. I knew I would be caught if I was gone too much, and Rodger would have my head. I swear he’s been looking for reasons to get rid of me.

Lily’s giggle takes me out of the trance I was in. I finished watching them go up the stairs with the most disgusting look that I couldn’t even try to hide.

I hated her. If she wasn’t more useful alive to me, I would have her killed by now. I just need to make sure my fated mate takes care of Myles. That will give the b***h what she deserves.

I look over and Landyn is looking at me like he completely knows what I’m thinking. He looks beyond pissed and it’s actually kind of scary.

Hes no small wolf either. He’s bigger than alot of alphas. I know my i***t mate had an affair with his mother. But why did he have to be bigger than Ben. Ben was too stupid to even notice.

Landyn was around 6’8 and built like a huge bear. If it came down to it i honestly think he could take Ben out easily. Along with many other alphas. He would be my biggest worry if the rogues come here for battle. I’ve seen him fight and he can easily take on six wolves alone.

He raised an eyebrow at me and I literally submit to him. I don’t even think he realized he was giving off a slight alpha aura. I wonder if has any idea about his dad not actually being his biological dad. As powerful as he is he must have an idea.

But who knows I swear this new generation of ranked members is a bunch of idiots. They miss the most obvious s**t.

It just made me miss my other boys. I didn’t get to raise them like I could with Ben.

Myles POV

I practically dragged Lily back to our bedroom. I know I just had her but I needed her again. I would never have enough of this girl and i knew I needed to make it up to her alittle after how i reacted to everything.

Lily was having a hard time keeping up in heels. I scooped her up bridal style and practically sprinted to our bedroom. She squealed at first but it turned to giggles shortly after.

We passed my mom and dad on our way up and all my mom had to say was “Be careful she’s got grammys precious cargo.”

I could see my dad grinning from ear to ear and shaking his head he knew what we were up to. “Ah to be young and in love.” I heard my mom slap him. Don’t act like we don’t get freaky all the time.

I gave Lily a disgusted look, she couldn’t contain her laughter once again from my parents.

After a few more sets of stairs we finally made it up to our room. I placed her on the floor gently and turned around and locked the door.

She slowly unzipped her dress from the side. Apparently there was a hidden zipper that I didn’t even notice. She slid the straps of her dress down and the dress fell to the floor.

I loved that she wore nothing under it. She didn’t waste any time coming towards me. Tugging at my belt buckle and actually breaking it this time.

She put her hand over her mouth. “Oops, I’m sorry.”

I finished pulling my pants to my ankles and stepped out of them. I picked her up in one quick swift motion and she wrapped her legs around me.

I pushed her against our bedroom door, wrapping one arm around her waist to hold her up and my other hand above the door frame to keep my balance.

I lined myself at her entrance and slowly started to push myself into her. Lily didn’t like how slow I was going and pushed herself down on my c**k hard. I m****d loudly feeling how wet and tight she was for me. “F**k.”

She wrapped her arms and hands around me neck and bounced up and down my c**k. Her back continously hitting the door. Luckily everyone was still at the party and couldnt hear that we’re about to take the whole f*****g door down.

I watched her boobs bounce in my face and I light grabbed a n****e in my mouth by my teeth and nibbled on it. She dug her fingernails into my hair and sculp, clearing enjoying the sensation.

I felt her clench around my d**k and I knew she was close. I pounded myself deeper inside of her. I felt her cannies pierce my skin with no warning and i become unleashed. I followed suit and brushed her hair aside and inserted my cannies into her she yelped and then m****d as she came all of my d**k.

I carried her to the bed and pulled out gently and layed her down. I crawled in next to her and wrapped her in my arms.

“I love you baby.”

She turned to face me, putting her forehead on mine. “Do you love me enough to always give me your cheesecake so I don’t have to choose?”

I laughed. I swear this girl is something else. “Yes, I love you enough to always give you my cheesecake.”

She grinned from ear to ear. “I love you too.”

Her mood shifted and she looked really guilty. “I’m sorry though, I wasn’t planning on marking you like that. I linked the doctor earlier after we saw her and she said it was okay to mark eachother. I just wasn’t expecting my wolf to take over and mark you.”

“Oh baby don’t be sorry. I’m glad you did it. It’s actually calming my wolf down alot. He’s been an anxiety mess knowing your pregnant with our pups and unmarked. Especially with what happend with Ben and all the guys gawking at you.”

“Oh my gosh, they weren’t gawking.”

“Oh baby but they were. Every man there wanted you tonight and now there going to know your mine and only mine.”

“I just didn’t want to take something away from you or hurt your pride. I know it’s usually the male that marks first. I think it was just the alpha in me that took over.”

“Baby I don’t care who marked who first just as long as we’re marked. Like I said I already feel so much better.”

She nodded. But I could still tell she felt really bad about how it went down.

She nodded. But I could still tell she felt really bad about how it went down.

Now that we were back in the privacy of our room I really wanted to know what her and Landyn were talking about She got pretty emotional out on the dance floor and they seemed to be having a pretty serious conversation. I didn’t want to ask about it then with all the other ears at our table.

“Hey baby you don’t have to tell me but in dying to know what you and Landyn were talking about? You both looked so serious.”

“I’ll tell you but you have to promise not to freak out?”

I looked at her confused but ended up agreeing. “Okay I promise.”

She gave me the run down of everything. Between Landyn being a blessed wolf, to Luna and the rogue king and lastly about knowing about her pregnancy.

Shocked didn’t even begin to describe what I was feeling. But relieved was definitely one of them. I was greatful to get the information he had. It helped so much that we could stay ahead of everything.

Lily’s POV

The next day we walked down to the dinning hall for breakfast. I wanted to find Landyn to see if he would be willing to talk with everyone including Amber, Brody and Conner. We’ve all been so close and I know if more people knew what was going on it would help so much.

Me and Myles had a hard time deciding if we should tell people that we marked eachother but in the end we decided to. My scent had completely changed between the marking and the pups. I smelled like Myles alot more.

I could tell it was taking alot of stress off him. He was alot more calm. I think knowing that his scent was strong on me would keep other wolves from checking me out.

We noticed I had a small bump. Which I guess is to be expected since I’m an alpha female and carrying twins. I decided to wear a flowy shirt to help cover it up.

As soon as we walk in we hear a glass shatter. My mark wasn’t as visible because of my hair but Myles purposely wore a white v-neck tshirt to show it off.

I think he purposely wanted to show Ben that I was his. He still was having such a hard time with what happened yesterday. Even if he is trying to play it all cool.

Sylvia comes running up to us practically jumping up and down with gamma Kevin hot on her tail.

She didn’t even ask if I was marked to, she just moved my hair off my shoulder and then continued to jump up and down.

She pulled us both in a tight hug. “You have no idea how thrilled I am to see this. Your officially part of the family sweetie.”

Gamma Kevin even got in on the hug. He kissed the side of my cheek. “Congratulations again on everything.” I smiled at him knowing what he meant. He’s just as excited about the pups as Sylvia.

Sylvia linked me that she got me and Myles some magazines to go through to order baby stuff since I’m not allowed to leave the pack. She even offered to go out and get whatever we picked so no one would see.

I linked her back. “Thank you, that actually would be helpful. I just want to wait till we know what we’re having. I’m just not sure how much longer we’re going to be able to keep this a secret.”

She pulled me in another hug. “I understand dear, whatever you want.”

Ben stormed off past us. He actually looked like he might cry. I didn’t even think of how unsenstive I was being. I rejected him and then the next day I was marked by another man. I would of hated if someone had done that to me.

Myles grabbed my hand and was leading me the corner table we’ve been sitting at. ” I can feel your nerves now sweetheart. You feel bad for him don’t you?”

“Yeah I just can’t imagine how it feels to be rejected and then see your fated mate marked by someone else. Now that i know he actually loved me, I just feel really bad.”

“Your not regretting it are you?

“No of course not. I love you more than anything. Maybe we should of waited to flaunt it.”

“That’s the best part. But i understand what your saying.”

We get to the table and I noticed Landyn is sitting with us. I actually get excited. I sit right next to him.

He looks at me. “Hey, just the girl I was looking for.”

“Really? Because I actually came down to find you too.”

“Nice mark by the way. After we got done talking yesterday. Everyone in your group knows about you, I kind of figured that out last night if you know what i mean and I was thinking maybe it is time I start telling people about me. I’m assuming Myles already knows though right? All your friends are worried about you and maybe we can all work together, just in case something happens and I learned alittle more information last night from you know who that you guys really need to know about.”

“I actually came down to ask you something similar. I didn’t want to ask to much from you. Especially when you’ve kept it a secret all these years.”

“With what I’m learning i think it’s time.”

“Do you want to see if everyone can meet up after dinner tonight?”

“Yeah that works for me.”

Conner piped in. “You guys know we heard you whole conversation and were all very confused as f**k, but to answer your question yes were all free tonight. “

Amber nodded. “Yeah I gotta know the gossip now. It’s literally going to kill me to have to wait till after dinner. “

I stuck out my tongue at her. “Too bad.”

She started pouting.

Landyn linked me. “I didn’t think you would want everyone to know this but Ben heard you and Myles getting it on on your bedroom door. He went up to apologize to you both and heard that. He might be alittle sensitive about the whole thing right now. I would stay clear of him as much as you can.”

I linked back. “Please tell me this is a joke.”

He just shook his head. I put my head on the table and Myles started to rub my back I just pointed at Landyn and he linked him to figure out what’s just happened.

“Yikes.” Was all he said but I could feel him gloating and having a huge a*s grin on his face.

Stupid boys. He just happy hes able to rub it in his face. We’re unintentionally adding salt to his wound. I feel awful about it. Myles is still to pissed off at Ben for hitting me. I’m not sure if he’ll ever let that go. In Ben’s defense he didn’t know I was pregnant, but that’s still no excuse.

I was feeling really tired after breakfast and Myles suggested we go upstairs and he’ll give me a massage and let me take a nap.

I slept the whole day and Myles woke me up and hour before everyone was suppose to meet in our room to talk. He layed out some comfy clothes for me and had a slice of cheesecake and sprite brought up. He’s seriously the best.

Myles got the fire going. Its starting to get chilly at night. First signs of fall and I couldn’t wait.

We heard a knock and let everyone in. Conner, Brody and Amber took the couch like last time and then Landyn and Myles took the chairs and I just sat in between Myles legs on the floor with a blanket.

We listened to Landyn tell the three of them everything me and Myles already knew. All of them on the edge of the couch. They couldn’t believe what they were hearing.

Amber actually got red in the face. “Well f**k does that mean you knew of all the dirty thoughts I would have about you back then?”

I tried to cover up my chuckle. But boy oh boy Brody looked pissed.

Landyn shifted in his seat. “Ah yeah, I knew all about it and I mean all about it.”

Ambers face got amused. “Whelp, no use in denying it now. Brody growled. I think she was enjoying making him jealous.

My last chuckle was louder than anticipated and Amber’s eyes darted towards me. “Hey Missy, you thought Landyn was super mcsexy like the rest of us.”

I put my hands up to cover my eyes.

This time Landyn chuckled. “Yeah Lily, you really did. Honestly I think you were worse than Amber. Actually worse than all the girls”

Amber yelled. “Ha I knew it. It’s always the quiet ones that are freaky.”

Conner gave a mischievous smile. “Oh really Lily , wouldn’t of thought you would be more freaky than Amber, now I’m intrigued.” He wiggled his eyebrows.

Myles lightly growled. “Nope, nope your not conner.”

All eyes turned on me. “What he’s just soooo big.”

Amber lost it. She was bent over on the floor next to me, not being able to contain her laughter.

Myles was red in the face and looked pissed. It took me a second to realize what I said was wrong.

“Oh my goddess I didn’t mean it like that. I meant he’s really tall and broad. I hate you guys.”

Landyn smirked. “Well your not wrong Lily.”

Amher shot up from laying on the floor. “Did Landyn Black actually make a s****l joke.”

He gave her a dirty look. “Who said it was joke.”

We all busted out laughing.

Amber got all serious. “But seriously you being for real right now or are you joking.”

Landyn was fighting back a smirk and Brody did not look amused and pulled her hair lightly.

Amber whipped her head at Brody.”Hey baby you know how much I like that. You promised not to do that in front of people.”

He put his hand to the binge of his nose. “Amber, I swear to the moon goddess please shut up.”

She smirked with victory.

Landyn shook his head. “I’ve really missed you guys. I had a hard time making connections at alpha school. I mostly just stayed to myself. Especially when I know peoples true intentions by there thoughts.”

Amber smacked herself in face. “Ah crap i forgot about that already.”

“Yes Amber I know what you were thinking of letting Brody do you from behind. And yes Conner you wondering what Lily and Amber would be like in bed together with you. Lily you surprisingly were just listening to me, not so much from your mate though. He was to busy looking down your shirt and wondering what it would be like to f**k you in the cleavage. And Brody I’m not even going to share about the image of Amber you gave me for Myles sake.”

Me and Amber lost and I mean completely and totally lost it . I basically got pushed to the floor on my side when Myles and Brody lunged themselves at Conner. It wasnt hard by any means. It was nice to see Landyn like this. I love how comfortable he was with us.

They were literally chasing eachother around the room till Conner locked himself in the bathroom.

Myles came back to sit in the chair and i just looked at him with a knowing look.”Really that’s what you were thinking about when one of your best friends is telling you he missed us.”

He raised an eyebrow at me. “I can’t help that I could see your cleavage and my mind just wandered. I think there getting bigger to.”

“Oh yeah there getting bigger” Conner practically yelled from the bathroom.

“Dude do you want to spend the whole night in there .” Myles shook his head.

I sighed. “He really can’t, i pee alot already.”

Landyn looked really sad all of a sudden. “There is more I have to tell you. I know we’re all having fun but you guys really need to know this.”

He took a deep breath. “Luna is basically going to have the rogues attack the pack. I’m not exactly sure as in when. But her fated mate is suppose to get back to her of the day and time so her and Ben can be protected. She’s ordering them to kill you Myles, since they can’t kill Lily.”

We all got really quiet. Even Conner came out od bathroom and sat down next to Amber.

I got angry. I wasn’t going to let a bunch of people die because of me. “What can we do, should we bring Ben into this? He was already shocked about what his mom did so far. “

Landyn shook his head. “He’s spiraling I’m not to sure if he wouldn’t March to Luna and confront her about it. We can risk her finding out what we know.”

We all agreed to keep quiet till we hear more information. I couldn’t help this overwhelming fear of losing Myles. I know he picked up on my emotions, he was rubbing the back of my neck trying to calm me down. It helped alittle.

We ended up watching movies and snacking all night. Everyone crashed out in a different spot.

I woke up to Myles three inches from my face Whisper yelling. “Lil, baby, what makeup can we use on Conner? Me and Brody want to get him back for last night.

I rolled my eyes. “You guys seriously know he was just messing with you both to get a reaction right?”

I head Amber yawn. ” Me and Landyn already tried to tell them. But its like were all fourteen again”

I stood up an went to my bathroom drawer and pulled out a pink lipstick that wouldn’t smear and some pink blush and purple eye shadow. I handed everything to Brody. He bent down to start to work on Conner.

Landyn was smirking at me.

“What is my hair crazy or something?”

“No Lil, you got a cute little baby bump.”

I looked down and it did look alittle bigger. “Myles mom said it was normal for twins since I’m already over a month. Most likely only three months left to go.”

I looked down. “Brody that is lipstick it doesn’t go on his eyes and how is he not waking up for this?”

Brody looked at the Lipstick confused. ” Help, please Lily.”

I shook my head. “Nope I’m not getting involved in your and Myles shenanigans. “

He looked over at Amber. “Baby please, I’ll do that thing you wanted me do later.

Myles mad a gagging sound “I’m done now, thanks for that image man.”

Amber raised an eyebrow. “Only if you do both things. “

He sighed. “Okay fine you have a deal.”

Amber got down on her knees and put purple eyeshadow way to high on his eyes and way to much blush. She actually did the lipstick perfect though.

“Aww he looks pretty, how do we wake him.”

Landyn stood up.” I got it. You guys ready for breakfast.”

We all nodded and I grabbed a hooded sweatshirt to cover up my stomach.”

Landyn cleared his throat and yelled.”CONNER, up and at it or your going to miss all the shewolfs at breakfast with out any bras on yet.”

He shot up. “Im ready, I’m ready.”

Amber looked annoyed. “Seriously?”

Landyn smirked. “You mean to tell me that you and Lily are in bras right now.”

We both sighed. “Okay good point, we least try to cover up with sweatshirts.” I pulled mine out more so no one would notice.”

Conner shook his head. “Nice try Lil, your knockers are huge.” He wiggled his eyebrows and took everything i had to keep a straight face with all that purple eyeshadow.

Myles smacked him on the back of the head.”Let’s just go down to breakfast.”