Reject Me Again, My Alpha
Chapter 67

Sitting on the bed , I hugged my knees to my chest. And waited for him to come back into the room. When he did , I found myself not quite making eye contact with him. I came with baggage with a capital B, that was for sure. Shira’s latest admission was just more baggage to add to the ton of baggage that came with being mated to me. Of course, I had listened in , he had left the link open so I could do so.

” Don’t ” he snapped. I glanced up and he was staring hard down at me. I went to open my mouth and he shook his head. ” Don’t go all down , self-righteous and question everything. You hear her Sianna doesn’t want this anymore. She’s making a stand . You aren’t going anywhere , we are going to be mated for a long a*s time. Dance at our wedding together, our kids’ weddings together and f**k it, even maybe our grandkids’ big days. We’ll be retiring to the side of the pack lands or move to where ever you want to go. Either way, no f*****g balance keepers are taking you away , because if they do. They’ll have some f*****g work on trying to keep the balance of the wrath I’ll unleash “, his hands balled into fists as he turned and slammed his balled-up hand into the stone brick wall. The wall crumbled beneath his blow , dust and debris from the hit falling to the floor.

It was sweet the sentiment behind what he was saying , there would be nothing more I wanted than a long life. I didn’t want to go anywhere. Never , not in a million years. I wanted pups and to watch them grow and live a long life with those we love. But I understood the past host’s sacrifice. If it had to come down to me leaving to protect those I love without a doubt, I would do it. Easily.

It wasn’t what I was most upset about. I was upset because all of this was getting out of hand. And none of us asked for any of this like he said. I was just getting my head around having this magic and now she says taking it is pretty much a death sentence. Not to mention I felt a little hurt, I liked Shira. Trusted her and she held back that information, which was pretty big. Most of all , I wouldn’t want Enzo to go through that sort of pain if it did end up happening. ” Ever think you should have just stuck to your first choice of rejecting me ? Took a bonded mate and lived a much simpler life. By now, you would have taken over the pack and maybe you’d be working on having a pup. Not going into a battle with people or things we don’t even know exist or have ever seen , and the psycho princess warlocks “, the look he gave me , had me regretting that question immediately.

He had me flat on the bed and pinned down , him hovering over me in a flash. His very pissed off face hovering over mine. He didn’t scare me. I knew he would never hurt me. But having such a strong, imposing man looking at you that way should scare any normal person. Or atleast intimidate them. Not me . If I wasn’t feeling so defeated right now , stupidly after such a big win for our siblings. Having them on our team fully now should have me feeling elated , but nope. If I wasn’t feeling this way I would probably feel turned on right now. Call me crazy, but having a man’s passion focused solely on you , even if it was a little mad right now. No matter what emotion that power he radiates, it’s because of how much he wants me. Then yea , usually I would be clawing at his hair , pulling him in for a k**s. And between my legs would be damp and ready for him.

But I just felt like all of this , what we had been doing and what could possibly come was pointless. If there are such things as balance keepers, then f**k it , let the psycho princesses have the magic. Let them take it and let the balance keepers deal with them. At least that way I wasn’t rushing into a battle of self-sacrifice.

But I just felt like all of this , what we had been doing and what could possibly come was pointless. If there are such things as balance keepers, then f**k it , let the psycho princesses have the magic. Let them take it and let the balance keepers deal with them. At least that way I wasn’t rushing into a battle of self-sacrifice.

” Why didn’t you tell me, Sianna ? Why all of the secrets all of the time ? I don’t want to have to leave him , he is my mate. I have finally found my happiness. Yet you chose me and your choice could take me away from him. If I have to choose between you and him , it will always be him, Sianna. I love you , your my other half, but I will reject you. I can’t be the one to cause him so much pain if this all goes wrong and they take you and me back because I know too much. ” I closed my eyes and inwardly told her.

I feel her whimper in my mind. ” It is why I haven’t told you more than you need to know. I have lived through many lives, Anteha. I can not possibly tell you every detail of them all. I was created for this purpose.To protect, but I grow tiresome. I have done my time , I wish to live. I wish to be free. I don’t want any more hurt to be in my hands. I could have recreated myself Anthea again. But I chose you because you are different. I trust you to lead me on the right path , and I know your love for your mate would outrank all else. Your compassion and ability to forgive , that is what we need. I am sorry I have not been honest , but it is only to protect you. And to protect our mate , I have never felt such a connection to a wolf as I do Enzo’s wolf. Even the magic and trickery of me being mated to Rion, I did not feel this. I will admit , the fact I thought Rion was my mate elated me. I thought maybe they were finally listening , it is always my counterpart who finds their mate, not me. For good reason if I leave , so I think they just never bothered. Maybe if I wasn’t so happy they finally gifted me with one, which could mean my last mission was my last and I was getting to stay. Then I would have noticed how strange it all was. See the signs that it wasn’t real. But I didn’t and I was too busy wanting to complete the last mission so I could commit myself properly to him as a mate. I want our life Anthea. I will reject my magic for it “.

I opened my eyes and saw Enzo still watching me. “Please have faith in me, Anthea, and don’t give up. If I see I am going to hurt you or him , I promise you I shall leave. I’ll take back the magic and expel myself from your body and make it so they can not find you “she adds. I smiled and smiled sadly at Enzo. He seemed to have calmed down while we were having an internal chat. He just watched me concerned now. ” I wont ever willingly leave you ” I whispered to him. I study his face and feel the rush of love I have never felt in my life run through me. ” You saved me more than any magic ever could , I love you more than I thought could ever be possible. If not for you , I wouldn’t have the courage to be brave and do any of this. I will fight for everything you envision for our future. I don’t care where we end up , as long as we are together “, I told him.

His face softens , some of the anger leaving him. ” My wolf , Hunter, tells me he has decided to bond mate with Sianna. They are entwined as one now because we are mated. But he wishes to make it official that he chooses her too. He knows the wolf you should have had was meant to be his. But he does not care , he loves her and you. He also says whether she likes it or not , so he wants us to shift and he will take care of the rest “. He raised his brows and I felt Sianna quiver.

” Can wolves do that? I mean I thought once we mated that was it ? ” I asked, confused. Enzo went quiet, his eyes losing a bit of focus, so I knew he was conversing with Hunter. ” He says when we mate they also choose to mate , even though they did the business. Sianna refused his mark. Now he knows why. I guess this was happening while me and you retreated back ” he laughed. It was obviously natural. It doesn’t mean we went to be there while they do theres. It’s personal; and we wanted to give them their moment. Another thing Sianna hadn’t told me, was that she had refused his bite. I wonder if Hunter had told Enzo ? I thought to myself and Enzo shook his head. No, he hadn’t. ” I didn’t want him to be trapped by me if they called me back. ” Sianna explained and Enzo’s eyes flashing yellow told me , Hunter was pushing his way out. ” Get ready girl , Hunter isn’t taking no for an answer this time ” I couldn’t help but feel happy about it. She just said she had never had a mate of her actual own , except a fake one that hadn’t been real. Maybe it would be something else to persuade these assholes , that she wanted a normal life. I sank back , let the wolf take over. She fought me at first , not letting the shift come. But when Enzo fully shifted, his wolf loomed over me , he growled menacingly, not at me. Nope, I knew he was calling her out, using his Alpha power. She wasn’t scared of him ,and I felt her excitement. Girl was just playing hard to get, it seemed. I felt her joy that he wanted to do this , even now when everything was out in the open.