Rejected, My Jaded Love
Episode 28

I fell asleep thinking about what a great day I had. What a great time I had getting to ride with my brothers, Dixon, and Brax. The only hard part was when I had to say goodbye to dad and Joy, and the even harder part of saying goodbye to my brothers after our ride was done. They had school too so they had to leave at 8 so they wouldn’t be out too late as they would be getting in after 10.

They had one last gift for me and that was a new cell phone. While dad and I were at the Dealership, my brothers and Joy left for a little while and came back with some food and drinks for us. Apparently, my new mom thought it would be best for me to get a new phone and new phone number because I had let it slip that I had two threatening messages on my old phone from unknown numbers. I was pretty sure it was probably Danica’s and Sophia’s cell phone numbers, but your guess is as good as mine who had sent the messages, it could have been the girls, Eric, Jeremy, or Calvin. So now I have my parent’s numbers and both my brother’s numbers saved, I put Brax and Mason’s numbers in there, I saved Nicole, Jessica’s, Aubrey’s, and Bryans numbers, and tomorrow I will get Dixon and Bree to put their numbers in as well as their parent’s numbers too.

Last night was also the first night where I didn’t have an episode because Calvin apparently didn’t sleep with Sophia. I am happy about that, not because I want him, but because I couldn’t take the immense pain that came with it.

I have already gotten my outfit ready for tomorrow. School starts at 8 basically, because the first bell is at 805, but I wanted to get at least one training session done in the morning. I had spoken to Brax about it when we got back home last night, and he said that during the school week that he would do a special session with me at night, so I don’t fall behind. So, around 330, after I get home from school he will do elite training with me, and then I can shower, eat, and get my homework done. If I exercise too late then I will be amped up and won’t be able to sleep. I will do the regular training hours on the weekend as scheduled on the weekends that I am in town. I have continued to lose weight and am glad that I can lose another 20 lbs. before I will need new workout clothes, but I will probably need new jeans in the next 2 weeks. I had just found out when I spoke with him that during the week the training is an hour earlier, so I will do the first class (cardio training) from 5 to 630 and then shower and grab something to eat before we leave to go to school. I was told that it is only a ten-minute drive from the pack gates to the school. So, we will be leaving by 730 so I can make sure to get my schedule and locker situation straightened out and not be late.

I lay in my bed and think about all the changes I have had in the last 3 days, from being rejected on my birthday on Friday and finding out my parents were not my parents. Me being protected and defended at the gate by men who hadn’t even known me for 24 hours, but still loved me enough to do that for me and finding out I DO have a family on Saturday (and the best part of my dad almost making Jeremy and Eric pee their pants). Then I got a Ducati and a Jeep today. I will be going to their pack every other weekend and my brothers will be coming to my pack the opposite weekends, and I was really looking forward to it. I weighed again and I had lost 5 more lbs. from all the exercising and dieting since Saturday morning. I was most excited about that. I am glad Brax was willing to work with me so I can keep up with the 3 hours of exercise I needed each day. I am also hoping that I can talk him into working with my wolf too, as now I can mind link the pack, so I can speak to him now in wolf form. I also feel like my super-speed helps with my weight loss, because for some reason when I run with my super speed, I am literally just pouring the weight off. Spring break will be coming up in a month as we are starting the second week of February. My goal is to be under 180 by spring break, which is here in 6 weeks. I was at 240 when I started “dating Eric”, and I am at 222 tonight. I plan on really sticking to the diet Brax gave me, and working out as much as I can, while still maintaining my GPA. Those are my goals, Brax and Mason said that they are attainable. It seems like I am burning WAY more calories now that I have my wolf, and Brax said to not be surprised if I lose way more than my goal for Spring Break. Mason said that he would allow me to run patrols with him on nights that I am free, just for the extra cardio. I should probably ask Luna Monica if she knew why I was burning calories as fast as I am now. I want to lose, but not for the sake of my health.

I know I need to sleep, but I am kind of wired about starting the new school. Will be like my old school? What is the bully situation? I need to keep the faith and believe that Bree and Dixon will help me, and of course, I can always count on Nicole and Jessica too. I am excited to see how much I like my new AP classes and see where I am with my scholarships too. I want everything to be covered by my scholarships, so I won’t be a burden to Dad and mom.

I finally fall asleep at midnight and know I will suffer for it at having to get up at 445 to make it to the 5 am class. Hopefully, that will be the only bad part of my day tomorrow.